2003 年 1 月 15 日 星期三 【陰】

HAHA今日睏得超多覺，一來係因為尋晚實在太早睏喇!!正確黎講係今朝太早睏先0岩，係4:30AM。haha 所以今日我就成點幾先起身，超勁!!之後就三點幾食我既brunch，咁一點幾到兩點幾期間我做0左0的乜呢???答案就係online睇news report同埋聽下rthk咁囉，食飽飽之後依然覺得勁攰，所以又走去，一睏就成，仲要人叫先肯起身果隻。諗住去沖番涼會醒0的，點知沖完涼又覺得有0的hungry，於是食0左0的野，sure唔係即刻溫書，而係去0左睇電視，咁又成十點幾，上番房拾下野又話11:00pm喇，打0左電話俾portia...傾0左一陣又話差唔多12:00am喇，本來都好想起步溫書，result緊係唔得啦....諗諗0下發覺唔記得0左要寫日記，所以就寫埋個日記又會走去睏架喇，最多明天加倍努力囉!!!而且仲要switch off部電腦先得喇!!因為我已經有好多日冇turn it off過我驚勆持續係咁會有問題，都係對佢好一0的，咁我就可以用佢耐一0的。

>>January 17, 2003 at 12:17:04 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 14 日 星期二 【晴】

今日終於都要考FM喇!!心情唔知點解由尋日開始就唔係咁好!!一路都cheer_up唔倒自己。尋晚又成晚0係到展轉反則，我都唔知幾點先睏得著，總之就成晚「恰」下醒下咁囉!!跟住今朝又唔知做乜可以晨早起身睇果0的我尋晚一路都入唔倒腦0既CAPM，今朝0既Efficiency真係超高，如果早果兩日都係咁，我就唔使'nu'啦!!不過，當我同0的同學仔講我尋晚睏唔著時，原來大家都好有同感，阿june同學更犀利，就係佢成3:00(半夜)仲去「叮」野食，因為睏唔著，又有0的肚餓囉!!
咁我入到試場，chair都未warm，就開考，搞到我手忙腳亂，我當時實在太nervous喇!個腦suddenly諗唔倒野，於是我就慢慢睇下0的題目先，再同自己講「考試之嘛，使乜怕，至多咪retake之嘛」跟住睇睇下就去到section_B，唔睇由字可，一睇我就嚇到差0的標眼水，皆因佢出果0的文字，係我直頭IGNORED果0的，我即刻同自己講....今次死得，冇喇冇喇!!跟本唔識，連CONCEPT都冇呀果0的野，最後唯有揀0左條同Accounting_Theory有關0既topic呢答，hoohoo全情投入咁作文，唔識都要嘔0的野出黎，困0的什麼definition緊係唔識啦，想作都佢唔出，0的亂吹0既什麼implication喎，咪又吹0的野俾佢囉!!數就緊係唔使講明明好熟口面，但係就偏偏唔記得個approach點做，唉!!!冇晒辦法，result就係一題有2個大part，我就only做得1個大part，total要做2題數，即係有4個大part，我就剩係做倒2個。如果果兩個part都ok0既話咁我諗pass唔難，因為2個大part加埋都有成三十幾分，如果我可以0係吹水題好采地'拾'倒五、六分，就可以過倒四十分啦!!
不過有時0的野又唔可以太過optimistic，你知啦......不過試都考0左..就唔理lu，今日一考完試我個人就成個鬆晒，仲去0左avy到食cake，睇電視，番到屋企又同mum傾下電話。正當我傾完電話，0係房到諗緊做咩好0既時候，jennifier問我睇唔睇「新扎師妹」，我就一口話:睇!!!雖然我都睇過下，不過已經唔記得0的劇情，0係個腦到就剩係有0的好好笑0既片段咁囉，不過我都笑到傻0左咁滯。

>>January 15, 2003 at 8:10:21 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 13 日 星期一 【陰】

Today, i really feel so upset.......Coz Actually i had done and read all the tutorial questions before. However when i try to do them again and try the past paper, i found that i can't deal with them even 1 question. u know....????it's really horrible. However, i have another happy things is that i had received my mother's parcel in this morning.
Today i just feel so uncomfortable all the day. Maybe due to nervousness, i'm not sure what had happened to me. I can't deal with the calculation, can't concentrate on reading.......so i decided to take a shower and have my lunch/ dinner. After that i still feel so desperated, then ask Su to give me chocolate. but i dun think that chocolate does work today. Generally, eating chocolate can cheer me up. ....today.........
I got to be concentrated today, otherwise I will fail this subject. I hope i can overcome my emotion today.

>>January 14, 2003 at 4:59:14 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 12 日 星期日 【陰】

今日又係超遲起身，都唔知做乜鬼，呢兩日朝早一起身對眼就腫腫0地...所以對眼好「支力」囉..於是咪又繼續睏....唉!!今朝起身仲衰，當我落床果時我覺我有0的怪怪0地咁...不過冇真正為意係乜事，點知一出房門，行落樓梯時就發覺隻腳尖唔得用力，一用0的0的力就痛，等我仲諗我尋日有扭親或者撞親過咩，點解我唔知0既??跟住去到KITCHEN咪細心0的睇下隻腳仔做乜'樹'啦。點知就見到隻無名腳趾上面腫0左0的同埋紅0左0的咁囉!!我就諗應該係生CARROT仔喇!!咁咪拿拿林食埋個BRUNCH就上番房'查'0的Ointment希望有效啦...我唔想我去exam果日都仲係咁痛呀.....咦!!!!!!!!!!!無啦啦生0的咁0既野都有0既??唔制呀!!!!
至於今日0既study_progress都係差唔多...而且進展唔大...0的野睇完都係唔明，唔明果0的唯有飛囉.....時間緊迫呀，而且今次我都真係勁...我都未試過係咁架以前，就係書同notes都冇睇過，齋睇tutorial_question。ha...我係咪超勁抽呢??
雖然話今日study都唔多順利，不過我見到細佬online，就同佢傾起上黎，真開心!!都好似好耐冇同佢傾過偈，之但係我地傾0既都唔係0的什麼特別事，但係唔知點解同佢傾完偈好鬼開心呀個人，鬆晒，冇好似之前咁溫書溫到0牛0左!!話說回來，我都仲未睇晒我0的tutorial呀...點算好呢???有0的驚，其實我知道係唔應該得dd驚架，以我咁0既study_approach，係應該好驚先至0岩...hoohoo
唔理lu.....唔好fail就得喇!!!

>>January 13, 2003 at 11:44:53 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 11 日 星期六 【晴】

「半月型月天邊掛
閃爍星兒掛在旁
旭日初升照天下
光亮掩蓋星月兒
彩雲鳥兒半天飛
如此美境我獨享」
點呀大家，對我呢首唔知係詩定詞0既野..有冇0的咩野評語咁呢??我自己就覺得都幾順口，不過可能用詞就嘛嘛...我都唔肯定邊到有問題，總之我就覺得係有0的問題咁囉!!
唉..今日又係成十點幾先起身喇!!!睇就睇0左0的數咁囉!!不過唔係好明同埋唔係好肯定點計。totally黎講都叫做睇0左3 課數咁囉.....progress都尚算ok，不過如果可以再快添就仲好!!heehee
今日欣欣同vyvy都黎0左一陣呀!!vyvy個幫我buy0左個walkman...wooo不過都幾貴....冇偈啦鬼叫cassette walkman開始唔出喇咩!!!otherwise都唔使咁貴....不過算啦就等我留番黎做個時代0既見證都好0既，right??
另外，就係希望我今晚0既study progress可以同埋能夠快0的啦!!!
大家都要努力呀!!好快就考完架喇!!

>>January 12, 2003 at 7:07:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 10 日 星期五 【雨】

唉...尋晚飲飽食醉之後，番到房本來個心係好想study架，不過個人0既思維control唔倒...又集中唔倒，你地話我可以點喇??當我越睇0的數，我就越''muk''因為我唔明囉!!點知就係0係呢個時候，突然俾我見倒個同學仔0係hk寄過黎0既vcd--''THE SUM OF ALL FEARS''，於是把心一橫就轉軚，走去睇VCD而唔K書囉!!睇完都成十二點幾咪走去睏囉!!
人地本來諗住可以早0的起身STUDY家嘛今日......點知自己又衰格唔肯起身，最後就搞到成十一點先肯落床，再加埋今日有0的偏頭痛呀...作死。之後仲要唔係即刻溫書喎..而係上下網睇下新聞報導呀，睇下劇情預告呀咁。總之緊有其他野俾我做下咁囉!!!結果成日就係睇0左果幾條數囉.....仲要係睇完都唔係好明果隻....。WORK完個數出黎又發覺同個有0的出入喎.....不過我冇理佢，我諗大概就算架喇!!
HAHA今日我終於煲飯喇，睇落都唔錯添，不過唔係今日食架喎，而係俾未來果幾日食0既...HEE.
夜晚就睇0左WAVE OF DESTRUCTION 同埋TAKEN...本來仲想睇埋SHINING架，不過我個'樑心'唔俾我咁做，於是唯有乖乖地上房囉....呵呵,,,不過都依然唔係STUDY，而係上網寫日記，我諗我寫完都係時候要睏架喇!!!
唯有期望聽日既自己會乖0的啦!!

>>January 11, 2003 at 11:10:38 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 9 日 星期四 【雨】

HAHAHAHA...今日又係晒時間0既一日，冇睇書都唔緊要...仲要連數都唔做下，一陣又話驚喇!唉......我個人就係咁...想control一下都唔得...係totally集中唔倒精神呀!!咁你話喇..even我0係房都冇用啦......我有try過睇notes睇書...都唔得...結果咪走0左去上網睇online節目重溫囉!一唔係就0係樓下個廳到睇囉...今日susana整0左2個crumbles呀....超好食...!!我今朝係就係晨早起身..不過係一起身就整0左個類似crumble0既野....都唔錯架..!!!
仲有，今日睇睇開「頭條新聞」，俾我聽倒一首我覺我好正0既詞...:
「愛護公物公民意識
大人細路都要識
亂拋垃圾樣衰到極
罰款六百認真唔值
塗鴉牆壁市民公敵
拉上差館後果自食
地方清潔人人得益
清理垃圾個個要識」
係咪好掂呀......??係就快0的COPY_DOWN拎黎SEND俾你0的朋友仔啦!!!

>>January 10, 2003 at 9:55:56 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

HAHA TOday I spent 100% on Watching TV , eating and browsing World wide web. Just waste time in a simple word. Coz i got up so late today...at 12:45pm if i haven't remember it wrongly. then i immediately took a bath in order to wake myself up. however, .....after that just eat.....eat...then sleepy again....then just watched cyber newspaper. THen is dinner time...then i stayed at the dinning room....until nearly 6:30pm...hahaha
After that, originally i wanted to start my study. however, I received a website from my brother, then i try ot click in, hoohoo, start to watch the film through the website...it's really funny, but silly, u know?
HAHHA ,Finished this, i kept on browsing TVB Homepage. then just read the dramma's description until 8:55pm...coz i got to watch another TV programme which is Horizon. It's talking about the mystery of Easter Island. But i have some technical terms not really understand......but generally i could got the idea.
The coming SAT has another session is about the WAVE DESTRUCTION. beside 'Taken' will be broadcasted....so i just watch...i won't miss such opportunity. Therefore i must start my study tmr and sun waste any time. I swear!!!

>>January 9, 2003 at 11:24:12 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

haha 今日終於考完AT喇!!!不過緊係唔係好識啦.....仲要有答唔晒呀!!今日都好乖咁一清早天都未光就醒0左起身溫書，鬼咩尋日都睇唔晒....EVEN睇0左果0的都冇用，因為我唔記得晒。本來一打開份野好開心啦，因為我有讀果的有出嘛，點知又係咁，一落筆就發覺我個腦係乜記憶都冇.....你地話我係咪''天才''.......天生蠢才呀....!!我真係俾自己激到啤一聲，之後唯有事旦揀囉....都冇偈啦..鬼叫自己冇題多過10個POINTS咩!!!當我見倒時間得番一個HOUR時，見倒側面果個外籍女仔...好似差唔多寫晒，自己又心急，你知啦.....個人越急....0的野就做我越慢!!好辛苦咁我知做到去第三條ESSAY,,,當我諗緊點答時已見倒隔離果個女仔0係到CHECK緊卷，睇下有冇邊到要加POINTS咁...此時此刻我又再''滕"0的添喎...手開始俾之前仲要震，個腦0既轉數係慢0左好多....
跟住本來我已諗倒0的野，仲想落筆寫之際，就0係呢個TIMING，有個要去TOILET0既女仔行到好似去CATWALK咁,....對高跟鞋''KO...KO''聲咁行俾佢一嚇.....冇啦乜都唔使再寫啦.......我跟本冇個果POINT冇果個HINT(KEY WORD FOR MYSELF)就作唔倒...唉!!!!!!跟住就話收卷囉............
考完就緊係去TESCO入貨啦....再唔入就冇野食喇!!!跟又去埋NETTO同ALDI..番屋企吹吹水，睇睇VCD就已經成10:00PM，之後就上房執同睇TVB WEBSITE果0的劇情預告，咁又話成點鐘喇!!!聽日仲要開工K書!!!!!!死得啦.....!!!

>>January 9, 2003 at 12:55:57 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

今日真係差唔多waste0左成日，都唔知自己做0左0的乜? 尋晚明明好眼睏...又溫唔倒書但係又睏唔倒覺喎...真係muk死我喇!!今日呢就仲衰，一朝起身就唔知發0左0的乜神經，成8:00am先肯起身去整餅食....咁又白白waste0左我成個鐘....仲要唔係一食完就去溫書喎，而係上上網，打打機...等到10點幾又想睏過....不過我0既心話我知唔得呀...你要study喇!!於是就try to 拎0的notes黎睇睇，點知睇0左都唔夠15分鐘，我就「洽」鬼著0左....一睏又成個幾鐘，ai.....下午就緊係成日走上走落咁囉....食下野等到2點幾，個心又急要快0的study，但個人又唔得concentrate倒喎，咪走去沖個涼，諗住會好的...唔會再sleepy啦....唉...仲死多兩錢，因為個人暖粒粒，就好想睏..外於我洗0左頭，冇法可以sleep，於是就一路睇notes，一路fishing囉..!!大鑊!!!跟到0左4點幾5點時真係好頂唔住..唯有去沖柸coffee飲....果然有0的效不過只係維持0左1個鐘，我0的死懶蟲又走番0出黎...死未??ha...都唔知聽日個AT點考乜記憶都冇，仲要個人唔係醒果隻，又冇study喎!!!真係合格都偷笑......諗番尋日果科....我都突然間有0的驚，因為我識答0既真係冇乜....我0係到計如果我果題information economics 0既calculation真係好好釆0岩0既話就話有18分啫.....另外果條TQM唔識計有六、七分都偷笑....呢兩題加埋最多都係得果廿幾分即係話另外要拎多十幾分先可以pass，但係死就死在我連essay questions都唔知自己答0左0的乜? 得個「吹」字最多我估計都係得十分倒...係兩題essay 加埋喎....換言之要得個pass...我諗都...........好'mount'車邊......唉!!!尋日都仲未知驚今日諗清潔0的就真係好驚喇!!!! 最鬼衰自己唔得0左ABC點計啦!!!!
Now希望唔使re-exam啦!!....好驚呀!!!!!!!

>>January 7, 2003 at 6:53:45 PM GMT+8