2004 年 12 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

There is a lie, there is the end of the relationship...........

>>December 21, 2004 at 12:50:42 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

Went to the Chinese Restaurant with my parent,
since father didn't go to work today......
Then, continued my work in the International Art Education Center,
and taught the young child........
later on, went back home ot have dinner............
visited my Grandma again yesterday,
Grandma seems very tired.....
and there was a young girl stayed in her room ~
aiiiii.........................Hope everything will be OKay......

I got two little cat two days before........
they are very very cute, and small......
They are in black colour, and they don't get any teeth...
So they don't know how to eat or drink.........
One is male, while another is female ~
The male one is very noisy and dependent,
the female one is very quiet and cute...
she always sleeps when we hold it in our arms ~
These days are quite cold, so I think I will raise them until they know how to drink or eat ~

p.s. Christmas is coming, but sadness is still here..........~
Please get away...........get away................................

Thank you for the one who caring me ~

>>December 21, 2004 at 12:50:29 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

Grandma is in the hospital......
Somethings must be wrong,
though the doctor said that............
these few days really feel very unfortunate ~
Lost my wallet, lost the most important things, lost some more else........
But i don't wanna lost my grandma as well..............
I believe......Bad luck, please, pass on me, but not the one arround me...............
Christmas is coming soon.......
A sad christmas? or happy christmas...........?

改變只是想過的更好...............

>>December 20, 2004 at 12:42:01 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

I went to interview yesterday at Communication Art Center......
and they just hire me as well.........
It's quite OK, since it's just like a school, or we should say it's a college ...
the student studying in there are quite OK ............
especially for the girls ar ~~~~~
There are many course to enroll.....
e.g. Design, language, Admin e.t.c......
And it might provide us some free course for trainning ~
So good !!!!!!!!!!!!! Employees' benefit ~

I will go to Brazil BBQ with my mate today ~
and later on, I will go to the police station to take back my ID card ~

Life is a journey, you never know what's going to happen in the next step......
The only thing you can do is that "Enjoy all the lesson it provide to us"
Thanks for staying with me for a long time !

>>December 17, 2004 at 12:51:55 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 14 日 星期二 【晴】

I lost my wallet last week,
and the police station just phoned me yesterday...
They found my ID card, student card..........
but nothing else..................
My favourite wallet........it's lost.............really feel sad.................
The one who took my lovly wallet..........Plz die soon.............
Fucking you this bull shit guy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Anyways, Thank for the wallet you gave me....Alex.........
Thought it's not the same pattern as the previous,
it's in the same colour ~
I will like it..... I know....I should like it soon......
Thx you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>December 15, 2004 at 12:54:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】

Sharing :

愛能真正改變生命

很久以前，生命中所有的態度，都住在一個美麗的島上。這些感人肺腑的態度，包括希望、憎恨、憐憫、妒忌、憤怒、忍耐、自負、愛等等，在島上一同生活，建造自己的天堂。有一日，他們發現身處的小島正沉入大海。「各位，小島正不斷下沉，」野心向其他態度宣佈，「我和創造商量過了，我們要修船去找新的居所。在那裡我會將土地賣給你，然後在組織的帶領下重建家園。我們必需離開此地。」
最先離開的是衝動和輕率，跟著是悲觀，然後是消極。侵略和固執則為應如何做而大吵大鬧。挫折和泠漠不久亦走了，他們覺得命該如此，對其他同伴爭論應走應留感到厭倦。被動不想捲入如何挽救這個島的爭論，亦跟著走了。

一個一個的態度修好船離開小島，最後只有愛留下來。愛對小島的愛很堅定，決定逗留至最後一刻。當其他同伴一個一個離開時，愛則在島上回憶在這裡的快樂日子。小島快要消失了，沒有一個態度嘗試挽救它。最後希望亦走了，愛惟有依依不捨地離開，他沒有準備船隻，只有向其他經過的船呼救。最先經過的是財富，他的船精雕細啄，是所有船中最大最快亦能航行得最遠的。愛向財富喊道：「財富，你能幫我離開這裡嗎？」財富說：「愛呀，我不能載你，因為我的船載了很多金銀珠寶，載不到你。」

跟著來的是自負。「自負，請你救我。」「我也很想救你，」驕傲說：「但你全身濕透，會弄髒我的船的。」跟著亦走了。

然後愛看到希望。「希望，請救救我。」希望說：「我希望你明白，我現在只希望這隻船可以撐到對面岸，對不起。」

小島一吋一吋地下沉了。愛爬到島上最高的山尖，等待其他船經過，但山尖現在只餘下一個小丘了。愛看到悲傷駛近自己，便對他懇求：「悲傷呀，讓我上你這條船吧。」悲傷對他說：「噢，我太悲傷了，想自己一個人。」跟著來的是高興，但他因為能夠離開此地而太高興了，根本聽不到愛的呼救。恐懼駛近了，但他很擔心若被其他品格見到自己接載了愛，會被他們指指點點，最後亦沒有伸出援手。

愛向妥協求救，但妥協告訴愛要接受現況，與小島一同沉下海底。愛向憤怒求救，但憤怒則認為愛落到這樣的田地是咎由自取，對其愚笨感到憤怒。一艘一艘的船駛近又駛遠，愛卻仍然未能離開，他的內心亦跟著島嶼往下沉……

水已經浸到愛的胸膛了。突然有一個聲音說：「愛，上來吧，我載你走。」愛真的大喜過望，立即跳進這艘肯救他的船。這艘船看起來十分老舊，飽歷風雨的洗禮，但船身仍然堅固結實。愛太高興了，甚至忘了救他的老者是誰。

愛向博學問道：「是誰救了我的？」博學說：「是時間救你的。」「時間？」愛問：「時間為何要救我？」博學說：「愛，你是所有態度中最偉大的，我們其他態度跟你相比都不及你。你能忍受一切，你能承擔一切，只要給你時間，你能治癒一切創傷。你知道的，只有時間能了解什麼是偉大的愛。」

沒有愛的財富，令人變成貪婪；
沒有愛的自負，令人與人之間關係變得膚淺；
沒有愛的悲傷，令人自我中心和痛苦；
沒有愛的快樂，令人失去憐憫；
沒有愛的恐懼，令人失去勇氣和埋沒良心；
沒有愛的妥協，令人對未來失去期望和信心；
沒有愛的憤怒，令人失去寬恕之心，而沒有寬恕之心，無人能獲得治癒。

你對身邊的人的愛若能經受時間的考驗，他們便會越喜歡你。記著，直至物換星移，你才會真正的明白愛之為何物。人與人之間相處時，總不免有時候會以其他態度相向，例如憤怒、妥協、自負、悲傷等，但記著要以愛待所有的人。

只要時間容許，愛能真正改變生命。

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聖經中有一首關於愛的詩，很有意思．．．

我若能說萬人的方言，並天使的話語卻沒有愛，我就成了嗚的鑼，響的鈸一般。
我若有先知講道之能，也明白各樣的奧秘，各樣的知識。而且有全備的信，叫我能夠移山，卻沒有愛，我就算不得什麼。

我若將所有的周濟窮人，又舍己身叫人焚燒，卻沒有愛，仍然與我無益。

愛是恆久忍耐，又有恩慈。愛是不嫉妒。愛是不自誇。不張狂。
不作害羞的事。不求自己的益處。不輕易發怒。不計算人的惡。
不喜歡不義。只喜歡真理。
凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。
愛是永不止息。

愛是不容易的，只要還有生命氣息，慢慢學吧！朋友，努力～！
希望您喜歡這個小故事，盼望您能將這份愛的信息向朋友分享！

>>December 10, 2004 at 1:44:57 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】

Not much things want to say,
Not much things want to mention.........
The only thing I want to say is that:
I want to the one who stay arround me can get the good result in the Exam.......
I want my friends to be happy all the time.........

>>December 10, 2004 at 12:56:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

What the fxxking fxxking guy..........
The one who take my wallet should be killed soon....................
so sad............and didn't go to school yesterday....................
I lost about $2000 included all my pocket money this month..........
I lost my Anna Sui Wallet.............................
I want to lost myself instead of lost my wallet............. >.<
Cried for a whole day....................

>>December 9, 2004 at 2:57:42 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

So disappointed........................
I don't want to face it again..........
at least, I can't face it squarely now.......~

>>December 7, 2004 at 12:49:47 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】

I get 2 Exam today, and all things are well-perpared..........
so good to me ~~~~~~~~~~~~
Perhaps, I really need Reema's brother to help me ~

>>December 6, 2004 at 12:52:39 AM GMT+8