2005 年 4 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

家中的電腦好似壞了似的........
現在最諷刺的竟然是我在大陸上網打日記....~~
這陣子的心情都是怪怪的..
卻又說不著原因.....
總不是太習慣跟太多人去共處....~
很累很累的感覺.....
不大懂得形容, 不太想去接受.....
不喜歡整天都去做一個小丑的角色, 去讓人笑,
但卻又想令到身邊的人都感到快樂......
多麼的矛盾....對 ! 我就是這麼矛盾的人吧...~
就讓自己再待多一會兒..........
往後的一切往後才去想 ~

>>April 23, 2005 at 5:08:07 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

Not much feeling, and not much thinking............
I wonder know the reason of that.........
very tired?! Always slept on the way home or school...
and forgot to got off the bus, or train......
I wonder know the reason of that...............

Just heard my friend saying that boys or men,
they are not believable........
she heard a chatting between 2 men...
One was teaching the other to lie his wife or girlfriend or whatever........
So mean......... Hate it, I hate it, and I hate it....................
Though I know that people are not so reliable, no matter they are male or female,
what I can do is just accept it, but do nothing......

The Rain In Desert ~
NOT RELIABLE, NOT BELIVABLE........

>>April 22, 2005 at 3:41:01 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

一家人往沙田去..........
亂逛了一陣子....買了一點點的東西......
這陣子都像無慾無求似的....
但要用的錢卻還是多得很..~

The fine art of flirking..........

>>April 21, 2005 at 5:48:29 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

In torn.....
I need to consider whether
I will give up my internship or
give up my tutor job.........
If i give up the tutor job, I won't get eonugh money fo use..........
If i don't, I just get limited job for me.........
aiiiiiiiiiiii..................

>>April 21, 2005 at 3:50:21 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

本以為今天要ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔ,
怎料, 輪不到我們.......
還是要待到明天.......
辛辛苦苦的捱了一個通宵 ~
放學趕了去九龍塘拿了少少証明書,
便去了西武見工, 而且更請了....
可是時間有點不夾......
要跟學校再針針才行.......
見完了工都不過是三點罷了......
游盪了一回, 找了鍵.....
跟他在ｃｉｔｙ吃了一陣子,
Ｒｙａｎ打給我........
又決定回金鐘等他..........
由金鐘走回灣仔.............
真的很累很累, 而且加上了一點點的痛.................
最後還是快快的找了一間ｐｉｚｚａ店坐下來....

想到了一點東西, 聽到了一些事情...........
大人的世界還真複雜,
我看.......我還是放棄了吧...............

>>April 20, 2005 at 4:44:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

Just went out with Edmund after school,
we went to have a noodles lunch, very delicious ~
and we went to reservated the basketball court......
We got on the tram, and went to Central......
We went to many special place, and Hong Kong Zoological and Botanical Gardens ~
We saw the rare tiger which is seldom appeared in the cage........ So lucky !!!!
After that, we walked to Admirty -- Tai Koo Shopping Center ~
He had a Mc Donald at seven, and we got another meal at 30 mins later.........
I reali wanna know why he can have so many meal, but still not feel full ........
After that, they went to have a look in the outlet,
and I get my mum's permission........
STAYING AT RYAN'S HOME.........~
hoho^^ so nice, as I dun need to go back Tai po, and back to Causeway Bay tomorrow......~
Meanwhile, I can spend more time on my project, but less for my transportation..........
I had done the project for about 3-4 hours,
of course, I admired, sometimes, I am not so concentrated on the work........!!
Thx for Ryan, staying with me though he doesn't need to do his art works......
We slept at about 6, and I wake up at about 8........
I just left his house at about 8:30, and I was here at about 8:50.......
So jealous.........I wanna get a closed distance with my school as well........!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, thx for Ryan, and Ryan's mother as well.....
Sorry for distrubing you........~

>>April 20, 2005 at 4:39:28 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

Teaching piano after a short meeting with Ryan..........
reli, it's very very short.....go out for handing back the comic books.....~
and read the comic in the whole mid-night ..................

>>April 20, 2005 at 12:55:52 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

剛剛下樓為Ｒｙａｎ去影了點相.......
卻撞到了一個很久不見的人....
怪怪的......連相識的原因都是怪怪的.......
他所說的, 所做的都是怪怪的..........
說甚麼我是否真的跟那個散了嗎?
又是否真的單身..?
有點奇怪他怎會這樣問.....
而且所說的都是一些怪怪的...
他告訴我, 他是從我的眼睛中看到的,
你看到了我少了一份甜蜜......
但卻多了一點自由........~

晚上去了跟Ｒｙａｎ吃晚飯.......
又幫他做好了搜尋那一ｐａｒｔ..... ~

>>April 18, 2005 at 6:19:49 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

愈大愈發覺以往所看到的, 其實很少.....
愈大便愈懂得以大話去欺騙自己......
愈清楚自己, 便愈不懂得自己應該做點甚麼......

離離合合像是一件很普通的事....
但想真一點, 又不像是.....
是甚麼感覺.....當一個人說要忘記你.........
是甚麼感覺.....當一個人說要離開你..........
是所謂的唏噓吧......
當你的寒喧被視為一種負累...
當你的關心, 別人已經不再希望得到.....
還是應該決絕點.....
不再讓大家受到傷害......

當你發覺一個人為了忘記你,
而刪除了一切有關你的事...
無論是電話號碼, ICQ.NO, 相片......
相信很多人都會嘗過......至少, 我也曾經是這樣的一份子........
可是...................
要是重要的, 又怎會那麼輕易的就被你刪得掉?!

所謂的記憶-- 是永遠都刪不掉......

>>April 17, 2005 at 7:21:35 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

本來諗住上大陸....
點知..........去到羅湖....先知........無帶........
身.......份....................証...........

所以去了Ｒｙａｎ那裡.....待了一整天..........
直到他.......被我吵醒來.....~
才去跟Ｅｄ匯合.......
之後吃了一間Ｒｙａｎ一直想吃的上海店和ｍ記才去看戲....
沒有太多的想吃.....真的沒有太多的胃口..........

>>April 16, 2005 at 6:03:07 PM GMT+8