2005 年 1 月 19 日 星期三 【晴】

價高者得?
這完全是心理戰,
林林總總的貸品在面前花多眼亂,
以為付出的是應有所值,
不過這非必然性定論,
聰明的商人就最明白不過.....

>>January 20, 2005 at 4:50:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 17 日 星期一 【颳風】

很差很差的心情,
不知道自己在做甚麼,
也不知道自己在想甚麼,
為什麼會變成這樣....
一切一切都不在我的掌握中....
我不喜歡這種感覺,
不喜歡這種連自己也不知道怎樣的感覺.......
給我下個定段...... ~
給我來個決定.............~
發憫了.........快要發憫了.........................!!!
呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>January 18, 2005 at 4:24:43 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 10 日 星期一 【晴】

原來很多時候,
令到自己不快樂的兇手,
就是自己........

>>January 11, 2005 at 3:45:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 10 日 星期一 【晴】

一點一滴的壓力推積在我的肩上,
愈來愈沈重的擔子, 一步一步的走近了我...
腦海裡全是測驗, 考試, 英文, 數字........
很想花一天的時間, 甚麼都不想......
找一個快樂的地方, 一頭子的衝進去...
甚麼都不想, 甚麼都不理......
直至找到我的天與地 ~
懶理那是真與假 ,
只想天真的生活下去..
不動用我的腦子, 不打擾他去休息......
真與假, 敵與友真的有這麼的緊要嗎 ?
真的需要分得那麼的清楚嗎 ?
對不起, 對我來說, 這真的很重要...................

>>January 11, 2005 at 3:27:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】

not very happy these dew days,
too much pressure was added on me........
I want to escape from all of these,
but i can't find the exit.........
so i was just running in this area without any direction........
Not difficult for me to pretend nothing was going to happen,
Not difficult for me to comfort myself ~
It's ok, hope all things will be okay soon........
Please finish it as soon as possible,
otherwise, I will be die ~~~~~

事實上, 今天也可算是一個快樂的日子.....
丁點兒的奇遇, 真的奇得很.....
奇得車上的人都向我投以奇異的目光...........
接著, 是上班的時候....
看到ｏｃｅａｎ, Ｔｈｏｍａｓ.......兩個我最崇拜的人 ~
Ｏｃｅａｎ更喊了我的名字不下數十次........太幸福了 ~
放學的時候, 跟Ｈａｔｏ一起走,
他陪我到車站去搭車.......
然後我便到粉嶺去教琴,
今天我的小健朗沒有帶午餐, 也沒有帶錢....
所以我就請他去吃了我們都很喜愛的菠蘿包, 及一樽益力多.....
一邊走, 我們一邊說, 一邊笑..........很快樂, 很快樂.......
拖著他的感覺實在有夠好.......
希望往後的日子都有這樣的機會,
讓我跟他單獨的相處, 不用說成績或學業上的問題...
他整天都黏在我的旁邊, 纏著我.......
就連我教琴時, 他都出出入入的看看我......
最終, 還是敵不過他......留在那裡教了他做一會兒功課.........
而且還教訓了他一輪......因為他這陣子學會了說大話.........
不知在我的教訓後, 他又會否聽話一點呢?
教琴補習的工作, 只是讓我有機會跟小朋友聚在一起....
有夠喜歡這樣的生活........

說真一點, 看著健朗, 看著麻嘉耀.......
真的有一點衝動想自己擁有一個.....
一個像他們那樣的....
有丁點兒鈍鈍的, 有丁點兒可愛的...
而且遲鈍中卻又帶一點聰明.......
愛撒嬌, 也愛扭擰........
有這樣的一個孩子, 也真的會很幸福, 很快樂............

>>January 10, 2005 at 4:21:51 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 8 日 星期六 【颳風】

美的男人論 ~
在戀愛的小路上, 所遇到的花卉多不勝數,
玫瑰, 菊花, 白合, 白蘭, 星星, 向日葵........
也許每個女孩子都對某幾種花情有獨鐘, 也許不......
但很多時候, 只有相處過後,
才會發現原來自己對這樣花是有敏感症的....
絕不能忍受這種氣味, 也不能跟這花和平共處....
往後的日子你吸取了這些經驗, 而對自己亦多了一點點的了解....
同時地, Ｔｉｍｉｎｇ亦是處決開始的最重要因素，
在他綻放的那刻, 也就是愛情的開始,
你並不知道他何時才會枯死,
唯有的就是不斷的給他肥料,
給他所需的養份, 水, 和陽光......
使他一直燦爛的成長....
偶一不小心他便會很易的凋謝....
而且當中遇到的困難, 如蟲禍, 野草, 都不是人所能控制的...
也許, 只有堅毅的意志才是成就愛的不二法門...
人生中所遇到的花真的多如繁星,
要在當中找到那適合自己的, 並不是一件易事....
有些花是ｌｏｎｇ-ｌａｓｔｉｎｇ的, 但有些卻是一瞬即逝的,
要找到適合的愛, 得先清楚明白自己所需所求.......

男人的種類也許比花還要少,
但要選擇那適合自己的卻是難於登天.....
粗略地分他們大概都可分為四類:
一種是不能ｌｏｎｇ-ｌａｓｔｉｎｇ的, 也絕不是一個好男人.....
他不能與你長相廝守, 也不能給予你快樂.....
這種男人, 是不得要領....
跟他一起, 不是你犯賤, 就一定是甚麼弄錯了吧 !!!!!
第二種是能與你談長久, 卻不是一個好男人.....
他是穩定的, 不求變化的....
因而也是納悶的一群....
在你們相愛時, 也許一切都會好好的...
開始時總有著浪漫, 有著所謂的情趣....
但這只限於開始之時, 在往後的日子,
你會慢慢發現原來他根本不是你所想的浪漫,
也沒有得到你所需要的情趣,
所以當其中一方的愛過去了, 快樂也許就不能再存在....
第三種是不能跟他長相廝守, 卻是一個好男人...
他的一切一切都很好, 尤其是他對待你時,
真是好得不得了.....
是非筆墨所能形容的.........
但他的好, 也許不只待你一人....
當日子久了, 你也許會不再能忍受....
因而與他分開.........
最後一種是你能跟他說永遠, 而他亦是好好的男人...
這種男人可遇而不可求.......
能撞到的機會少之有少........
所以在遇到後, 便應該緊緊抓著......
但世事往往不能盡如人意,
是誤會, 是ｔｉｍｉｎｇ, 還是甚麼, 很多時候, 人總不懂得珍惜....
到失去了後, 才發現原來他是這樣的好.......
在將來的日子,
他也許就是你最好的知己,
他也許就是最熟悉你的人,
他也許成為你人生中不能或缺的人.....
人生中, 曾有齊個這四種的男人.....
說真一點, 我也可算是個幸福的小女人吧 ~
縱然以往不懂珍惜, 但我學會了....
縱然以往不懂去愛, 但我學懂了....
這是我的得著,
是未曾經歷過的人, 不曾認識的得著.....

>>January 9, 2005 at 4:31:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 7 日 星期五 【晴】

太多太多的壓力, 壓下來.....
使人變得渾身不自在......
我不願多想了,
只想找個地方去發洩發洩........
那已經很足夠了.....

>>January 9, 2005 at 4:38:10 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】

very hapi school life ~ since I get along with the other easily
but the task i did today is a little bit difficult...
I checked the schools fees one by one, and needed to mark it..........
When I look at the numbers, I just feel headache...........
I had my lunch with the students.........
Hato and his friends......... it may be a nice chatting...............
Hato is a student studying in Graphic Design,
his design is very very nice............
I like it veery much............and I had seen big man's design..........
His is very nice as well.........................
Later, I needed to get back to school, and continued my job......
The task is not so heavy in the afternoon,
I just checked and checked............
and I knew a guy call Ivan, and Edmund.........
Edmund is a guy looked like Sun Sun........ Cutie guy......

After finishing all my work (including the private teaching),
I went out with Bear Bear Tik, know more friends as well........
So tired......... Working+ Gathering..........~
I bought a new book.............it's very veery nice ~

>>January 7, 2005 at 4:47:15 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

Started my intermship already...........
not very hard, and it's quite happy...........
I know more friends within the college........
not only the staff, but also the student............
some of them are as elder as me.....
and some of them are very funny........~
my supervisor is very kind, though i always do something wrong.........
I need to be more organised............
In addition, thx for Hato's pic..............
it's really nice for your drawing.............
and i like to see this kind of design very much..................
Look forward to seeing that cutie elephant with cutie colour...........
which you made for me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
anyways, thx for your drawing..........^^

went to see Polar Express yesterday, nice film..........
but it should be watched at the christmas............~

>>January 7, 2005 at 4:40:53 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 2 日 星期日 【乍雨乍晴】

A very nice feeli'............
I hadn't tried for a long time.....
Talked with someone else,
Chatted at the mid-night,
Laughed for whole night....
except Monkey Chau,
you are the second one......

A silly, stupid chatting....
with a guy who got a sense of scurity at that time, and a little bit silly......
Thx for your caring, though I haven't said anything.......
You're really clever sometimes, but not all..........
You can know the others' feeli'....
You might realize what the others think.....
That's really great.... ~

Perhaps, I dun really realize your personality,
since I am quite stupid.........
I'll try my best to find out..........
not only you, but someone around me also......
I know it's difficult for me to work with the adult......
My mind, my behaviour, my thought are still childish......
Not mature enough to get along with my closed friend, let alone the co-worker......
I believed that I am not abled to handle this situations


A little Poem from a little girl

I really feel tired.........
but not because of the phone....
I want to find a space for my own,
and I want to take a seat for the rest zone,
So please leave me alone,
but always caring me in a gentle and soft tone.........
Don't tell me you won't, please don't tell me you won't




p.s. Happy birthday to Tong Yim Lon, & Lok Lok.....!!!!

>>January 3, 2005 at 3:56:46 AM GMT+8