2002 年 8 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

I didn't write my diary for two days! The last two days was just too tired to do it.
There was something funny yesterday.I almost knew a beautiful girl yesterday! I was in the library working on my assignment.
She was sitting beside me. I wanted to ask her about her name and maybe phone no as well, but the library was too quiet, too quiet to say anything.
If I did that, everybody knew what I am saying, so I didn't talk to her.
I remember I did that to another girl before.
It was in the mini-bus......We see each other in the mini-bus.
Not everyday, but almost. When we both get off the bus, we are walking on the same direction.
I begin to talk to her. And finally I get her name and phone no. I call her sometimes, but I do not ask her to go out.
I am not saying I want to find a girlfriend. I just think it is funny to do such thing. Imagine you don't suppose to know a person,
but you break the wall and talk to this person. When I talk to her, I don't know how will she react to me. Sometimes I am too shy to talk to a stranger.
But when I think she must be very interesting, I feel happy to talk to her. And suddenly, I know someone which I don't suppose to know. It could even change my life......
If I see that girl in the library again, I am sure she will be my friend. If you ask me why I want to know her? I don't know.
Maybe she is so attractive, or maybe......I just don't know.
Anyway, this is me, and what can I say?

>>May 23, 2006 at 4:29:34 AM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

買O左Belle and Sebastian 的新碟,點解又咁好聽?佢地咁次為Todd Solondz的movie"Storytelling"寫soundtrack,依家聽O左小小都覺得好正。主題曲storytelling亦是一向那麼動聽。佢地再係咁,就會成為我最鍾意O既組合。摘錄一段他們寫的說話:
"This record contains parts and fragments of the story Todd came to tell
but if there is a story on this record, it should be regarded primarily as our own.
I suppose it's time for the group to be moving on also,
although in leaving I have to be honest and say that in my view STORYTELLING is a great film
and that this is a cracking record, maybe the best one we've made in a while
but look...it's just my opinion and...what do I know?"
好想睇呢套戲!

今晚參加O左一個更新課程,係一個我以往唔認同的牧師。不過唔可以O係到講,但我巳經唔介意佢,雖然我認識有一位牧師仍然唔老禮佢......
今日參加呢個聚會好開心,可以敬拜,又可以學到點樣穿上全副軍裝,為神打扙......神還賜我一雙祝福人的手!
番到屋企仲甜絲絲笑,抱起momoO係到笑,momo都唔知我仲乜。
momo!momo!我好開心呀!

>>May 23, 2006 at 4:21:13 AM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

好開心!我參加美心月餅標語創作賽,我入O左圍,win O左一套月餅。即是一盒雙黃蓮蓉,一盒雙黃白蓮蓉。今次win 呢D月餅背後有個故事,不過唔打算今晚講,因為故事未完。不過可以透露係"耶和華上帝"賜兩盒月餅給我,夠奇未,遲D講你聽......
想睇電視,唔寫住

>>August 26, 2002 at 4:45:03 PM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 23 日 星期五 【晴】

I will always love you......
1989年，一個年青人考完會考，前路一片迷糊。有一天，他如常的看電視，看到一個叫＜音樂看世界＞或＜音樂與生活＞的節目。內容是講音樂發展與社會時事的相亙關係，節目主持黃志淙會講解再播一些video作例子。那天晚上我聽到一首動聽的情歌，也是我第一次遇上 The Cure。

whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am home again
whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am young again
whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away, i will always love you
however long i stay, i will always love you
whatever words i say, i will always love you
i will always love you
--Lovesong, The Cure

The cure收錄lovesong的大碟叫disintegration，是唯一一張聽到壞的ＣＤ，聽過無數咁多次。最初是買黑膠碟，去到加拿大買了ＣＤ，後來聽壞了，我打算再買番隻ＣＤ。一個cult hero可以寫出咁好既情歌，我到心靈被觸動了，原來有至死不變的愛情，從此我開始再找尋愛......
找這種愛找了好多年，在戀愛中找不到，即使自己咁樣去愛，但真係找不到咁樣愛我既人。感謝主，最後在耶穌基督裏找到！只有耶穌的愛附合歌詞所講的愛。
Jesus will always love me
也將這首歌送給寶寶，i will always love you!


>>August 24, 2002 at 5:00:25 PM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 22 日 星期四 【晴】

本來今晚同寶寶行街,但因為噹噹今日唔開心,寶寶要陪佢,所以取消今晚O既行街。因為今日O係圖書館成日,好想行O下,所以自己走O左去聯合行。正如寶寶講一樣,迪士尼叔叔間鋪頭真係唔見O左。O下!唔係呀嗎?迪士尼叔叔,你去O左邊啊?
再行落去,原來迪士尼叔叔搬O左去第二個位置,個鋪細O左好多,可能佢做唔住......
O岩O岩momo入O黎,竟然知道我收埋佢一塊餅,個嗅覺好勁!momo,點解你咁犀利?

>>August 23, 2002 at 4:41:08 PM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

今日終於做起份ISO工課，仲一口氣睇O左7份講議，今天都算合格。
收到一個舊朋友O既電話，佢話失O左業好耐，問我點好!我話比佢聽我都等緊返新工，大家都好明白，因我地係同行!不過，好彩我意志堅定，如果唔係大家就會去燒烤，跟住順便燒埋炭!
如果要燒炭，我就一定順便燒埋烤，臨死前更要食番鑊!其實都幾想去燒O野食，享受O下大自然，又有香口O野食，唔知幾時有得去呢!最好可以同寶寶去......

>>May 23, 2006 at 4:17:27 AM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

星期一推0左份工,到依家都冇後悔,我諗決定係正確。不過真係要提醒自己唔好同人比較,咁樣審自己就死硬,起碼到依家我都冇決小過。神給我的,每天都足夠......
其實自己一向想法同好多人都唔同,價值觀又唔同。例如我好想安定下來,收入可以平衡開支,其餘時間可以用來進修,或者多D時間幫助人,做D有意義0既時,就好滿足。但係現實社會又點可以咁。就算你決定咁樣,你O既另一半都唔想咁樣......(以上一段文字係廢話,筆者只係想練多D打倉頡)
今晚門訓幾好,D人又準時,唔洗等,大家又開始多D分享。依家先過O左四堂,仲有30堂要上,唸起都幾精彩!
momo又狂索我條褲,可能我條褲仲有D摩西味!momo真係好得意。
momo!我好愛你啊!

>>May 23, 2006 at 4:14:19 AM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

Let's sing a "momo song".
momo, momo, momomo,
momo, momo, momomo,
mo, momo, mo, momo,
mo, momo, momomo!

momo, momo, momomo,
momo, momo, momomo,
mo, momo, mo, momo,
mo, momo, momomo

mo, mo, momomo,
mo, mo, momomo

momo真係好得意!



>>August 21, 2002 at 4:20:00 PM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 19 日 星期一 【雨】

剛剛收到龍哥張請帖，佢同Doris結婚我都好高興。
佢決定o係加拿大行禮飲埋，不過，我都會做足人請，再送一份大禮物。我同龍哥o既友情，係唔會計較錢，最緊要佢開心。
正所謂"錢冇o左可以再搵，好兄弟就要做一世!"夠唔夠雷!
當年溫哥華四大探長，一齊事奉神，一齊分享的日子，永遠都唔會忘記!

p.s.四大探長係輝爺、軒叔、龍哥、Ming少

>>August 20, 2002 at 8:14:52 PM GMT+8

2002 年 8 月 19 日 星期一 【雨】

今晚番夜校，其實都好悶，老師唔係好惦，係世界上其中一位悶教師。講起個"悶"字，其實好怕寫，可能中學時代講得太多粗口，所以好怕一個唔覺意，又或者精神唔集中，寫0左門字加個小，而唔係門字加個心。寫會寫錯，打倉頡一樣會可能打錯。
話晒依家改過自身，真係要檢點......

放學後，同一位認識好耐o既女仔食飯，大家有好多分享，佢申請o左移民加拿大，明年多數會走，我話多數，因為佢都末100%肯定。可能我又小一位在香港o既朋友。
呢個女仔舊年父親去世，對佢影響好大，今晚重題這件事，佢都留下淚來。不過我o地都好安慰，因為佢父親死前在醫院信主，這是神的恩典!
講起加拿大，又諗起Tommy，雖然上星期我提起話同Tommy攪farewell，不過佢地決定去V-mix唱k，我就唔會去。
為了實行"反消費主義"，而且唱k真係好浪費金錢，同埋可能因為自己鍾意外國音樂，去到呢D場合真係好悶(又要寫呢個字)，我諗我同Tommy食餐飯就算!

>>August 20, 2002 at 7:57:26 PM GMT+8