2005 年 7 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

昨晚早了回家....食飯...傾電話.....訓覺...話咁快...
今日又到了星期三~~ 終於都出糧...不過...一出糧就冇左一半...唉.....
今日睇boundaries....愈來愈明白對自己對人應該係一個咩角色同埋有咩責任
但呢d的thinking真係要不斷train先得~~
唔係知左唔用就好浪費~~~~ 哈哈~~~
今日又再係度諗...好唔好報course呢....坦白d講....我真係想讀...
但能力同埋資金好似爭d咁.....
今日食完lunch 行左出去....去左ive教學樓個邊, 坐係圖書館門口發呆...
幾舒服...天氣又咁好...學校又冇咩人...真係好舒服.....

>>July 6, 2005 at 8:30:54 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

今天返工超眼訓....好在都冇咩野做.....
終於係戰戰兢兢或下向boss請左假~~ yeah ~~ 18號我可以去喇!!!!!
細佬話想再讀書..我當時支持...但我financially 未支持到添....唉....
唔緊要....仲有機會既!!! 只要想讀書..就一定有方法!!!
今日輪到kenneth, 阿細, jonathan 佢地走喇.....take care 喇~~
都希望你地會係好順利......

>>July 4, 2005 at 8:57:47 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

今日返sunday .... 途中又撞到大karen 同阿茜~~ 真係岩啦~~ 哈哈
去左playgorup take care d小朋友....後尾先知原來自己可以唔洗去...因為我要take care 的小朋友今天沒有來.... 不過都好開心~~可以見到飛飛... 佢真係好好好得意架~~~
佢會撲埋去你度..再俾個big hug ~~ 好可愛呀~~ 我同佢影左幾張相呢
食lunch個陣同林十石傾左一陣計...加油啊~~我會支持你架~~~~
開會....回家...睇獎門人...少林足球....同阿賜講電話....
阿賜..你真係要小心身體...
今日heymans 佢地已出發了.....希望一齊順利!!!!

>>July 4, 2005 at 8:55:06 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

今天要返工.....好在返半晝o者...好眼訓....
本來想去睇戲...但個個都唔得閒....唉..算數!!! 我去左圖書館借左好多本書返屋企睇
睇完就係咁訓....到7點先起身食飯~~
睇toy story 2...第一次睇...好得意啊!!!!!好好睇~~ 好funny !!!!!
之後再睇新聰明笨伯...又係好搞笑....再睇man in black ~~
嘩~~一晚睇左好多好多野......
夜晚阿細問我帶bt 帶咩野好..... 38年癱子都幾好~~可以諗下生命入面有幾多野係俾緊藉口自己嘛.....

>>July 4, 2005 at 8:50:48 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

我真的相信「日子有功」, 如果唔係...點解我會不斷係6點, 7點, 8點, 9點 都醒一次呢.....
本來可以訓晏d...原來習慣左咁早起身...點都會醒一醒...唉.....
起左身..同阿tim傾左一陣今日family time....到出門口先決定..都係整返「水晶餅」啦!
又唔洗焗...而且都唔算難整啊.....約左karen lee 2:30...
拿拿林沖涼換衫就出去喇...
真的很熱!!!!!! 去到causewaybay 已2:40...很可惜..karen 竟然剛剛先去到mtr station ~~ 激死>.<
惟有自己買野先啦~~ 要買的東西都真的很難找啊...
係鵝頸橋街市只係買到「澄(音讀鄧)粉」「蒸籠」....搵唔到「蓮蓉 / 豆沙」..很麻煩呢....都不知可以係邊樹買....最後如果買唔到...我決定...用果占做餡!!!!!
行去wan chai 街市...好在...到最後都買到豆沙....大家唔洗食d咁 新潮 的水晶餅!! 哈哈
上左household.....我就好努力咁「分粉」俾弟兄姊妹比賽.......感激阿tim請我食牛腩米呢~~ 哈哈 仲一有人黎到household就落去開門...真係付出!!!!
開頭我試整水晶餅的時間.....錯有錯著...冇跟食譜都可以整到...雖然個樣就怪d...嘻嘻...都幾好食架!! 後尾到simon 阿華 catherine sai candy 整個陣...因為跟食譜整...竟然唔成功.... oh...唔緊要...用返我個個唔跟食譜的方法...最終都完成得到~~ yeah ~~
好彩買左半斤粉咋....起初仲以為好少..但整落都好多....
不過....d 弟兄唔係好願意食喎....>.<
到9點...我地就去左稻香打邊爐~~ 真係好開心喎~~~
個d講5次假話就變成真的技倆又真係work 架喎~~ 哈哈
到最後因為仲有3舊水晶餅冇人食...我地就猜輸左個個食...
分別係阿華, 阿sai同埋阿鋒~~ (阿鋒係最唔想食個個...因為...哈哈 佢要點豉油食~~~)
就係咁...7月1 日的family time就完結左喇~~
回家途中同karen lee 傾左不少.....希望佢明白啦...返到家都成12點幾....累累.....

>>July 2, 2005 at 2:20:02 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 29 日 星期三 【晴】

明日就係7月喇.....又1年...感覺d時間過得好快好快....
我記得去年的summer 我是很不開心呢....而家望返轉頭....又覺得係自己拎黎既....>.<
出左single都就快1年喇.....話易唔易....話難唔難.....
愈來愈覺得life is difficult ! 究竟我既life 最終會行去邊呢......我想成為一個點樣的人呢?
生命係咪就係讀書, 工作, 結婚, 生仔, 退休 <----跟住呢條方程式?
睇左一本書叫"解開情緒之謎"....入面覺得人通常用2個way去handle 自己的emtion, 一係過份抑制, 一係過份放縱...我知道自己係前者......一個壓制住自己feeling 的生命係唔體驗到生命....應該開心的時候冇特別開心...應興奮的時候不會特別興奮...應唔開心的時候又冇咩野....好平淡的生命
我成日都覺得自己太表露自己的情感係唔好...好差的一樣野....好似變得好理性可以protect 到自己...但近呢2年...發現自己唔係冇...但真係唔識handle.....希望本書會幫到我更明白情緒係d咩野啦.....

>>June 30, 2005 at 2:22:07 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

27/6 (Monday) 去左阿賜屋企食飯~~由阿賜親自下廚~~ 整上海菜~~仲有calvin jessie daphne 敬業一齊~~ 哈哈 ~~ 真係好好食啊~真係好感激阿賜生日仍然付出俾我地呀!!! 你的生日禮物而家進行中~~等等我~~ ^^ ~食完之後傾下計..睇返calvin jessie的 <<易愛難收>>演出~~好緊要啊~~ 再睇返02年的slide show..真係大家都唔同左好多好多!!!! 睇返calvin, 鋒哥, 黑仔榮, 林+錫等人..以前真係瘦好多~~唯一唔同的係kalun....佢係而家比之前更瘦!!! 阿細個髮型岩岩黎campus同而家有好大分別!! 哈哈~~ 睇返d 受浸相...好多都唔係度lu...... 3年的變化真係大~~

今日行左出去搞銀行d野...真的很麻煩....很累呢...好唔想郁....成身都冇力咁...咩事呢?
阿細返黎ive 拎成績表交queenmary 報 u ~順便睇佢今年的result .... congratulation !!　可以畢業真的很開心呢~~ 連佢的同學大部份都畢到~~ 真係好開心喎~~ 夜晚打排球hc...同左pasu, jo 傾計~都未試過同佢地傾計~~雖然只係傾下pasu 的功課~~ 希望佢可以順利過關啦~~

好感激同jonathan的傾計喎~~~我都希望可以support 到你架~~~ ^^ 加油~~~
同mani 傾計, 都認識佢多左少少~~關係既野....真係需要時間build up 的~~~慢慢來啦~~~可能會有意想不到的結果呢

>>June 30, 2005 at 2:09:04 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

I week again la........
19/6 Sunday.... 距離我的生日仲有1個月~~~好快呀.....又一年喇...>.<
夜晚去左同阿賜唱k慶祝佢的生日.....佢地原來諗住通頂......我就真係唔掂喇...要返工....3點幾就走左....第2日(20/6 monday) 仲同bt一齊睇batman begin ~~好在.... 都幾精神~~ 冇訓覺呢
但星期二(21/6)就慘喇....超累..仲生左2粒大飛滋.....好慘呀...... 星期三hc..有wilson 教左我地一招 <<人歌合一>> 無論我地唱歌有幾好聽..都係表達我地對神的愛一種方式....不是用來"zip"時間的~~哈哈~~ 星期四...真的很累...physically...去了阿細屋企hot pot...佢地就係出面打機...我就1個睇<<熊之歷險>>....我覺得好睇架....但真的很想睡呢...攬住阿竇爭d訓著......星期五終於頂唔順..由夜晚7點到第2朝11點......雖然係咁..我都做左好多野架~~哈哈
星期日去了children church...第一次去...心情好緊張~~咁岩個小朋友係第2次黎..佢未係好習慣....用左一d時間去陪佢~~ 終於佢既心情都平靜下來...我仲見到其他小朋友..有熙熙, 卓賢etc (d名唔知係唔係咁架呢) 佢地真係好kawaii 架!!!完左sunday 同阿sai 佢地d p time..之後再去左睇<<頭文字d>> 真係好好好笑~~
jonathan~~適當時候我會告訴你的~~ 嘻嘻

>>June 27, 2005 at 1:52:38 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

我發現原來想知自己點樣諗野....其中一個方法就係睇bible : 我點睇d對話就知架喇~~
今日睇john 10: 22- 42
講到d猶太人圍住耶穌問佢係咪基督~~耶穌好冷靜咁話"我一早講過喇...但係你地唔信... 你地唔係我既羊...所以你地唔信......"
d猶太人就想拎石頭打佢 耶穌仲可以問:" 你為左邊件事打我呢?" <---我覺得耶穌真係串得黎好有型~~ 又冷靜~~ 佢仲話你唔信我..都信下我所做既野呀
又係喎...有時唔鐘意1個人...無論佢做d野有幾好...都會帶偏見去睇.......
要認識1個人唔只係靠feeling..都要睇下佢做左d咩.....如果係因為feel 先愛神....我做約伯既話我就一定會blame god ...因為我會覺得神唔愛我先要令我咁辛苦.....
但神唔係用feel去愛我...如果係....神一定唔會時時feel love 啦,,,,神爸爸,,, 你對我地真係好好啊!!!!

>>June 24, 2005 at 8:07:28 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 47%
Visual : 52%
Left : 44%
Right : 55%


hitomi, you are moderately right-hemisphere dominant and have even preferences between auditory and visual processing,
traits that might make people perceive you as "slightly off balance."

You are most likely to be slightly disorganized, a "dreamer" and a person who focuses more on the end result than the immediate task at hand.
You are creative and spontaneous if somewhat lacking in direction and focus.
You are a learner who is generally patient and a person for whom time is an ally, not an enemy.

You are more passionate than most people with regard to life and learning and recognize your own intuitive abilities.
You have sufficient goal-direction to satisfy yourself and guarantee success without being or feeling driven.
You are willing to be reflective about yourself and others without getting lost in rumination.

The balance of your sensory modes allows for both learning and expressive capabilities achieved by few.
You are active and "seeing" while retaining an equally strong propensity for being reflective which
slows you down a little but allows for a more comprehensive perception and analysis of situations and problems.
You do not spend excessive time analyzing since you mostly trust your perceptions.

In all likelihood, you have a tendency to overcommit and cannot under- stand why others get upset since you operate on a different "time table" than they do.
Your organizational abilities are frequently overwhelmed by the stimulation seeking and active nature
of your mind as well as by the tendency to create new categories and gloss over details,
making categorization and classification almost impossible at times.

To the extent that your career path allows for creativity and abstraction as well as a bit of disorganization,
you should find yourself equipped to handle any learning that is required.
Your own personal adjustment to your style should come naturally although you are likely to
feel frus- trated by your own limited discipline and often wonder "Why?"



http://www.mindmedia.com/brainworks/profiler

>>June 17, 2005 at 4:20:40 AM GMT+8