2004 年 5 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

靈命低落
身體也不好過

這陣子身體很差
常常生病
今天...到了一間快餐店吸了半小時煙......(實在叫人難受！)
便讓我頭痛了一整晚...........
又暈了~

最近經常頭暈......
唉！

>>May 23, 2004 at 5:33:54 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

靈命又低落了...
明明是比較空閒的日子，但卻比從前懶.........
感覺...也失去了..........

如果現在停止所有聚會，對我來說也沒有甚麼特別
只是我不會讓自己這樣做

不喜歡自己這樣快又靈命低落~

>>May 23, 2004 at 5:30:08 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

發覺自己喜歡入侵人家的生活
尤其是好朋友的....常常管他的這樣、那樣
也許是時候去變了~

>>May 23, 2004 at 5:25:56 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

曳曳....果日我同你講既野係真架！
所以...我好唔捨得你呀！
雖然好似好短，但係.....而家已經開始掛住你喇！

曳曳.......
識到你真係好....係我既幸運..........

>>May 22, 2004 at 11:30:15 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

朋友說在表姊的婚禮上，朋友逐一向一對新人說出了心底話
如果...這發生在表姊的婚禮上，我會對她說：

跟妳相處了接近二十年，從未想過這一日會是如何
雖然自從妳認識了表姊夫之後我就像慢慢失去了妳似的....
這日子真的很難過、很難受
但...看到妳幸福快樂，我便要知足了............
縱使表姊夫從我手上把妳搶走，但只要他待妳好我便安心...
祝妳永遠幸福快樂
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好唔捨得表姐.......
而家真係好似無左個表姐咁..................

>>May 22, 2004 at 11:28:24 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

勁勁勁勁勁勁勁勁勁勁勁勁開心呀！
多謝曳曳陪我玩足十二個鐘~~~~~~~~~~
不過好慘.....有好多遺憾....激氣！

起身想去接曳曳一齊玩，由佢屋企做起點...
點知架van仔行得鬼死咁慢...又要我等好耐，結果就遲左啦....
改左係地鐵站等.....唉...好唔吉利呀！
met左之後就去我地既第一站.....^^ 九龍城neway啦~~~~呵呵!!
第一次同曳曳兩個人去唱K...^^ 我好勇敢呀！
今次個lunch好好食...^^ 又飽...正！

之後我地去第二站啦....
就係..陪我去interview喇！哈哈....
多謝你陪我呀！^^ 無左你我會悶好多架！
thanks你用咁多時間同汗水陪我呀！^^

之後我同佢auntie傾左一陣計.....
都sense到佢有dd唔同...應該係食緊藥....希望佢以後開心快樂啦...
因為傾耐左，所以之後既行程有少少急....

第三站係....旺角睇戲~
又撞到人....><" 開場喇！仲傾!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
結果..又遲左10mins先入場....
幾好睇，雖然我唔係太喜歡呢d戲，不過都算唔錯啦~~~~
^^ 有ddd唔明佢講乜....而且劇情有dd無聊....^^ 不過同曳曳睇就乜都ok啦！

第四站係黃金海岸....^^
><" 想同曳曳去睇日落嘛...點知又遲左..睇唔到...激氣！
曳曳好叻啦...佢估到我下一步做咩同去邊....勁！
去到行左一陣又傾下計...好快就黑晒lu~
於是就用埋最後既法寶....candles！
好得意呀！ ^^ 真係好好好好好好好舒服呢！
我地仲一齊睇星星...
不過....曳曳唔聽話，唔肯用我帶俾佢既野.......

之後我地去左酒店...扮遊客
^^ water...lucky!!
再去商場....食左diinner.....
杯大大雪糕無左....唔制！
之後就返家了......

傾左好多計啦.....
^^ 「今日玩得開唔開心呀？」
我係唔係好煩呢？

唔制呀.....用左好多$$搭車呀！
行錯左好多路啦~~~~~~~~
尤其是回家那程....唔制呀！

影左好多相...^^ 唔知靚唔靚呢？
要快d晒番出黎先得！

^^ 我真係有做功課架！
雖然做錯左同埋無做結尾...不過都算合格掛？^^

^^ 同曳曳一齊....舒服！
曳曳你有排煩了~~~~ ^^ 被我死纏不放啊！

>>May 20, 2004 at 5:32:18 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

everyday comes with its own surprise....

>>May 19, 2004 at 9:53:52 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

又好似好耐無寫過添.....
呢兩日....哈哈！好無聊~

星期一：
返PWH....
點知supervisor突然話黎supervision.......
><" 死啦...乜都未做好...點算好呢？
就係咁..又俾左個懶懶印象supervisor喇！唉~
不過呢.....^^ 返PW既時候同羅小組一架車呀！
好可惜佢坐下層、我坐上層........
唔緊，^^ 我放左工之後就去搵佢啦...又見面lu~
今日送左樣小禮物俾佢...^^ 希望佢鍾意啦~~~~~~~
多謝羅小姐陪我~

之後去長沙灣聽電話....
今晚無乜生意....
um...之後既evaluation...好悶呀！
無心機聽&講添！

then返屋企....
好開心呀！曳曳佢hi我呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
傾傾下好眼訓....去訓lu~

第二朝訓醒.....
><" 原本諗住一早去搵婆婆，俾個驚喜佢
點知....好頭暈...以為係唔夠訓啦...
點知...越來越頭暈......好似玩緊"氹氹轉"咁....好辛苦呀！
又想嘔bor...都唔知點解會咁........
因為實在太頭暈喇！所以不得不再去訓........
結果就訓左成日....................
乜都無做過....連功課都無......因為一見到會發光既野就好想嘔喇！><"

好攪笑....原本諗住訓多一陣就唔暈，所以唔想講俾媽知....
仲想繼續去補習班啦！
但係好驚頂唔順係架巴士上嘔...好樣衰嘛~~~~
所以最後無去到..........俾婆婆鬧！
(我無同婆婆講我唔舒服，費時佢擔心)
之後媽發現我有唔妥，我話佢知我頭暈...
佢問我「你有無飲酒呀？」
哈哈哈....咁都得？雖然我發夢自己飲左一罐半青島啤....不過...唔會醉掛？

成日就係頭暈既狀態之下完成左....................

星期三：
原本要返PW...不過......都無返到....怕自己搭車會唔舒服.........
返正都唔使見client....留係屋企做paper work仲好....省下兩個鐘的車程~
仲有少少暈...........
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><" 點解會落雨架？
咁聽日點算好wor!!!!????!?!?!???!??!?!?????!!!!!?!??!??!??!?!!?!???!?!??!?!?!??!?!

>>May 19, 2004 at 4:53:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

^^ 收到師妹仔既一封email....
多謝我wor.....

Dearest Ka-wing sis ,:)
THANK YOU for your GREAT GREAT GREAT HELP ar !
Your physic past paper and Marking Scheme have saved my life. I remember to pass them on to San San and Ah choi ga la.
You are so nice that You always care about others, especially those who badly need help. Also, you are so thoughtful to your friends.
I felt very lucky that I know you .
Ka-wing sis, can I tell you some of my thoughts towards the world?
1. The world is full of danger, especially those knife and guns hidden behind people. You get no idea when they may hurt you.
2. The world is full of discouragement. This is really bad. It is actually a threat of mind and soul and your faith too. Once people got discouraged by words from others, they are drown. I think I can hardly find someone really encourging.
3. The world is full of disrespect and acts of breaking promises. I had once done that before. I was so bad, but never will I do it again.

What I want to tell you is:
You are none of the above, and MUCH MORE than a general person. Kind-hearted and Red-hearted and generous.....(good adjectives to infinity)
Ka-wing sis., I really really really want you to know that I am not the one whose mouth is washed by oil. I am just telling the truth. I dare to say that if you let any friends of you to read this email card, they will definitely totally agree with me.
And lastly, the last thing that I want to say is -----And Please allow me to say my it again is:
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

”MA FAN YAU”
Maymay:)

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^^ thanks！
幫到你我好開心啦！

>>May 19, 2004 at 4:36:28 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

今日有個唔好既開始....亦有個唔好既結尾......
不過中間既時間就好enjoy.......thanks God!!

琴晚好唔順利咁print唔到今日要用既教材，只好頂硬上.....
d學生真係....唉！有幾個女仔好想鬧，但我知越鬧越衰...不過佢真係好嘈！
成日俾d學生蝦....一個好無用既miss！
學生仔through"嘉穎"(佢女友...同我同名架！)叫我打俾佢.....唔知佢想點.......
原來佢悶....Um....或者遲d叫佢返下教會先！^^

之後同婆婆飲茶...........
^^ 食得好飽飽....好味~

跟住就返教會啦！
今日查經.....原來保羅咁叻叻架！
^^ 好想記低....不過又無做到..........唔知聽日仲記唔記得呢？

食飯啦.....
^^ 返左兩年都唔知咁近有間大快活.....
想食蕃茄....不過俾人搶左！><"
算啦....唔使加錢食左個貴dd既飯....^^ 抵！
不過...麻麻地好食...早知食飽飽算~

唔知阿成係唔係唔係好識用旋轉門呢？^^
佢地兩個好攪笑........^^ 著情侶裝啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

培靈會...^^ 好好呀！get到d訊息.....
"My country sent my here not to start the race, but to complete the race...."
我要become a Christian!!!!!!!
我既終身大事都要用基督教儀式，and...我唔會再俾自己"church addiction"

返屋企....
因為太凍既關係...唔想搭車.....想做下運動~
^^ 又省下$4.3了！YEAH!!!!
今次有人陪之下行左半個鐘咋！比搭車都係慢少少....
以後夜晚可以多行了~~~~ ^^

行行下發現唔記得左帶兩個bxxxx、一包sxxxx同一袋gxxxxx走.........
><" 好醜呢！
估唔到你會咁樣出賣朋友......不過我覺得...無乜問題bor...哈哈！^^

返到屋企....妹又無啦啦發癲.....
睇黎佢好快就會打死我啦......算........
灰！咁錫既一個妹....因為媽既不斷縱容而搶走左.........
你話我無唔開心就係假既....不過...我可以點？

我好肯定自我有意識以來都未曾應承過會俾我個仔你湊....
如果你連係我細細個逼我講既說話都要作實既話...
我唯有同你反面！
我一定一定一定唔會俾我既仔你湊...因為我極度唔想佢似你、似細佬同阿妹......
逼於無奈....我唯有辭左份工！
你唔使旨意攪我個仔！

唔鍾意屋企.......................
尤其是係佢!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
母親？是誰？心中只有婆婆同公公....

臨沖涼見到d唔想見既野.......
唔開心！
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今日我著得同平時有d咩唔同？
你又講唔出！唔信你~ :P

>>May 15, 2004 at 5:44:23 PM GMT+8