2004 年 9 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

Do you know that... everyone of us is trying to take a balance between the good and evil mind inside of us? Ever wonder what will happen to you when the two sides are trying to pull you towards one end... and you end up losing yourself because you just can't take the balance?

Thanks to be there... when the 2 sides are tearing me apart... just when I think that I'm losing control of myself and all is lost... 至少還有您...

在這裡﹐送您一首...講您知 p(^^)q

看你背面 我身體欠自然
　看你正面 兩手失控再顫
　看你笑面 我開心數夜數天

與你說話 我啞口會無言
　與你碰面 我體溫會亂變
　與你貼面 一世的經典　woo...

若你肯 　再擁抱緊一點
　我願意用我十年　
去換我共你十天
　
要講你知 你的意義
每當我的心肝跳一次
沒法知 　難制止 你是血液滲於我每一處

要講你知 　我的故事
這一秒 即使心再不跳
在記憶　潛意識 愛是已在心中永世不變

光陰可以瞬間轉數十年
　生死起跌也知不會倖免
　當只有愛的感覺未曾變

>>September 28, 2004 at 6:35:18 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 25 日 星期六 【微冷】

Would you rather have a golden key in your mouth when you're born?

Some of us born in family where cash and LV aint any problems,
some of us born in family where everything is just enough, no more and no less;
some of us born in family where the existence of next meal is still unknown after finishing this meal.

You envy at those who're born rich? Check out the newspaper daily and see how many rich sons run over ppl with a car; look around and see how many friends of yours are showing their new "Fossil" watch paid with a credit card funded with their parents' hard-earned money.

You think those poor friends of yours are unfortunate to not have a cell phone or PC to play ICQ/MSN? Ask them how close they are to their family members and how much they treasure their time of reading newspaper and learning around the world.

No Pain, No Gain. Richness is just a big void that can never be filled up by happiness. Well lets be practical: I wanna be rich too. I wanna drive a silver, convertible BMW; I wanna buy clothes when I shop in the mall w/o needing to check my wallet; I wanna goto Italy just to go on the church that is shown in "Triumph in the Skies"...

... I want lots. I thirst for power and I want friends to surround me like those uncountable sand in the beach. I wanna be responsible to my family and I want a house beside a lake and possibly a beach where I can wake up @8am and swim in the beach w/ my GF. I wanna be healthy and I want respect from others. I want lots, you see?

...but hey tat sux if God gives me all those for free. I would just take them for granted and abuse them until I lose all of them.

You know calculas? There's a minimum pt because you increase from bottom of the valley after you decrease to the bottom of the valley. God don't want us to be all successful unless we earn them ourselves with hard sweats.

Look at Joseph, it took him more than 10 years to get to be the right hand of king of Egypt. What did he go through? He was the most beloved son of Jacob; then his envious brothers sold him to Egypt; he came the servant of a big man; he was setup and was sent to jail; he was looked upon into jail for being responsible and finally there you go he became the "Below one and above all" position. Took him more than 10 yrs.

How long would it take me? Guess I just try my best and God will do the rest...

Guess what I'm doing now? I'm rewritting my resume from scratch (w/ the help of a friend's resume as template... hehe thx u noe who u r...)... the deadline is Mon 5pm but guess why I still take like half an hour to write this?

$, wut we create to manipulate but sadly manipulated us at the end... it just stopped us from opening our eyes and look at what God created for us. Just look outside and see. Check out the song 無言的讚頌 and feel God's amaze yourself. Stop what you're doing and just take awhile to thx God tat the sun can move in a cycle (at least in our eyes each day hahaha) and thx God for what you have now...

argh... dang, now back to the resume... gotta rush rush rush!!!

>>September 27, 2004 at 7:18:10 AM GMT+8