2004 年 12 月 11 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

It's funny if you think about it... it's not if you realize it...

We build a house which suppose to shelter us, end up we work our butt off to pay for its debt;
We create clothes for the sake to keep us warm, and it turns out that we're spending even more to buy clothes than on what we eat;
Eatting suppose to be fulfilling our tummy eh? Now there are a lot of people who can't even eat because its too expensive even to eat stuff that aren't even suppose to be so costly... just take a look at piece sushi... the veggie outside the rice, that chunk of rice, the fish that's in the core... which part of it does it look that it worths more than $1 to you? A piece of sushi altogether worths more than a $1... when all those parts there don't even worth $1...

There are people who'll work and work, only to spend all their money buying luxury stuff... the more they buy the more they gotta earn... when is it enough?

That's why I love Old Navy (haha, not trying to do a commercial for them...): all the clothes are cheap... who cares if they aren't made from the best material? Who cares if they aren't designed by the best designer? At least they are worth what they should be...

Sometimes I just can't resist to laugh my ass off when I see people keep showing off their expensive clothes and their stuffy pocket because... which of them can you bring it with you when you're being stuffed into the coffin? It's only about 7x3 feet... you can't bring much into it...

So why work our ass off to earn money when there are other stuff that we should treasure more?

(haha, ppl who view my diary may think that I'm prejudicied towards rich people... but the truth is that nine out of ten people who are being like a jerk by boasting their wealth are just a bunch of dumbasses... haha)

=)

>>December 12, 2004 at 9:24:04 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 27 日 星期六 【颳風】

My *pain* is nothing compare to what Jesus has gone through...

I've learnt already. I'll whin less...

Thanks God =)

>>November 28, 2004 at 10:35:45 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】

God has prepared each of us an unique road...

No matter how we choose to walk our road, in the end we ultimately meet our "endings";
Good or Bad, we'll have to go through it alone...

Therefore...
Treasure what you're proud to own now, because it may not last forever...
Have faith if you're suffering, because you'll eventually reach the fruitful day...

Our God is an awesome God... He's fair and nobody would be treated unevenly...
Have faith in Him...

p(^^)q

>>November 15, 2004 at 5:31:42 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 2 日 星期二 【暴雨】

On the way home today, I realized...

I can lunch or dine with anybody, but I will only try out the new food with you;
Indian buffet, 夫妻肺片, Epic Curious George and Daddy'O...
... Much much more that we've tried in the past and we we'll try in the future...
The feeling is just lost if it's anyone else who's sitting next to me...

It doesn't matter how many unhappy scenes we've gone thru
Nor it matters how many that are coming,
All those silly laughters of yours,
All those stupid jokes of mine...
They're what soften our hearts when we're mad at each other;
They're what spawn the forgiving thoughts when we're disappointed towards each other;
They're what make us smile when we miss each other;
They're what keep us going when we're about to give up...

You know,
Lovers, I've had a few in the past,
And I used to think I may have a few more in the future;
I used to think that you're the one, who I'll share my tales with,
Whenever something cheers me up,
Whenever something drags me down,
You're the one who'll pull me up,
You're my best-est best friend in my whole life,
As we'll share our lives with each other...
... as buddies...

... It's the Holy one above who flicked a spark in our lives
That linked us together as one...
Which allow us to share our happiness,
Our sadness,
Our anger,
Our disappointment,
And our faith towards both us and Him
Together, as ONE WHOLE...

In the future,
We'll share much more than those...
A Dog,
A Car (well perhaps we'll get one more when we're rich),
A House,
A bed
And the rest of our lives together!

Yeah, just like before you may yell at me
For publicizing what I suppose to tell you
When we're all alone...
But this while there just hasn't been enough
To sweeten and warm you up...

I'm not afraid to be laughed at,
Because I wanna tell everyone when I still have the chance to...
Who knows when would God think that I'm worthy to go back?
By then, I may not have the chance to say what I wanna say.

So yeah... there you go... those are the stuff I wanna say... and give you one more song from below too... the song of the name, is just how you are... /(^.^)\


"可愛"

誰人令我心跳 迷失於破曉
誰人令我傷了 愛漸覺缺少

仍愛著妳 仍掛念妳
誰人知如何重要
情深的我 仍想再逢
情和愛仍未折夭

未能替代未能替換的戀人
你是可愛你是可以令我傾心
真心的愛只可給一人
愛付出了沒法收回是我真
縱使傾出一生去等
我願應允

無緣無故失笑 原因不會少
原來為愛傷了 愛沒有退燒

仍愛著妳 仍掛念妳
誰人知如何重要
情深的我 仍想再逢
情和愛仍未折夭

未能替代未能替換的戀人
你是可愛你是可以令我傾心
真心的愛只可給一人
愛付出了沒法收回是我真
縱使傾出一生去等
我願應允

仍愛著妳 仍掛念妳
人離開才明白愛
若果天意 還可再來
情緣盼從來未變改

動人說話動人故事請再來
每段真摯每段希冀為妳張開
若能再遇可見的將來
繼續相愛又再痴纏別放開
這份信念不可以改
妳是可愛

I love you... p(^^)q

>>November 3, 2004 at 5:42:49 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

From now on, I'll claim back what I suppose to have by acting how I suppose to be.

Thanks for the support from you and Him...

p(^^)q

>>October 31, 2004 at 12:00:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

Ever since I realize that I've dropped my interest in the not-too-meaningful chinese pop songs... I've been falling to the FM97.3 Easy Rock... all those songs... addictive... especially when time isn't the bounding limit...

My latest favorite...

"Buy me a rose" - by Kenny Rogers and Alison Krause

He works hard to give her all he thinks she wants.
A three-car garage and her own credit cards.

He pulls in late to wake her up with a kiss goodnight.
If he could only read her mind.
She'd say...

Buy me a rose. Call me from work.
Open a door for me. What could it hurt?
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes.
These are the little things I need most in my life.

Now the days have grown to years of feeling all alone.
And she can't help but wonder
what she's doin' wrong.
Lately she'd try anything to turn his
head.
Would it make a difference if she'd said...

Buy me a rose. Call me from work.
Open a door for me. What could it hurt?
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes.
These are the little things I need
most in my life.

And the more that he lives,
the less that he tries
to show her the love that he holds inside.
And the more that she gives,
the more that he sees
this is the story of you and me.

So I bought you a rose on my way home
from work to open the door
to a heart that I hurt.
And I hope you notice this look in my eyes.

'Cause I'm gonna make things right for the rest of your life.
And I'm gonna hold you tonight,
and do all those
little things for the rest of your life.



Such meaningful... such heart-warming... Such sweetness... hehe p(^^)q

For all you those married ones out there... or those w/ a GF... go buy her a rose!

>>October 24, 2004 at 11:03:25 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 19 日 星期二 【颳風】

God wants us to treasure what we have...

We all have our ups and downs in life, the key is to bear with the downs and embrace the ups...

Learning to be mature... by learning from someone who's more mature than me... and hopefully... the status will switch someday?

p(^^)q

>>October 20, 2004 at 10:30:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

Just when is the balance between 包容 and 縱容?

For a second I really wanna tell her "Hey this is enough ok? I shouldn't be taking the craps..."

...but just when you flash her angel face in your mind... her wavy hair... the ignorant yet sweet lil' smile... the silly jokes... could you get mad?

我唔知妳啦... 我就怒唔到啦...

Argh... !@#$%^&*.... dang it God... why do You just have to make her face so inocent?! /(><")\

>>October 15, 2004 at 12:01:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

What is 幸福 to you?

Would it be... having someone (or your family) to raise you and stuff your fat tummy fully haviing you to move an inch? or having a fat wallet stuffed w/ cash? or... to buy anything you want w/o having to worrie about the $?

Or... could it simply be... the simple feeling of having a full tummy?

I don't need to be in a spot where I hav loads of cash but I don't have a minute to sleep because I have meetings all days long... nor I wanna be starving every second because I'm too poor to even buy a HK bun...

Just when we're all too concentrated on our $... we ignored the aspect of loves and relationships... our dear, our bros/sis... our family... our friends...

You can always get $... but you can't always get your happiness and your pals...

Learning to treasure... p(^^)q

>>October 8, 2004 at 11:39:31 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 5 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】

Felt depressed... not because of anything that happened on me... but on the things that are happening world-wide...

2 變性人 suicided within a week in HongKong.... why cant ppl stop attacking them? I mean... yes they are abnormal from most of us in certain aspects... but hey, don't treat them as mutants.... they have their struggles too... don't need to add a kick in the butt ar?

Selfish ppl... all over the place... well this one I cant blame them... since not all ppl noe about Game Theory tat... cooperation always generate the biggest public benefits... but... dunno wut to say about them lu...

...and u... wear more clothes and take care of ur body more la, ho ng ho? /( >.< ' )\

好心痛

送個抱抱比妳~

\(^.^)/

笑下吧﹖多D﹖ p(^o^)q

>>October 6, 2004 at 11:39:39 AM GMT+8