2004 年 10 月 10 日 星期日 【晴】

星期六

相約 Jenni 一起溫書.
大約有 1/3 時間在玩 Palm 的小遊戲.

另外 1/3 的時間花了在研究 里安納度．達文西的傳世名畫 - 最後的晚餐
Da Vinci Code 書中道出了這畫中很多耐人尋味的疑點, 很多被人忽略了的隱含象徵意義.
在此不作詳述, 只舉幾個例子: (Christians, don't be offended. these are just postulations)

眾所周知, "最後的晚餐"一畫是描繪聖經故事耶穌和十二門徒共進最後一次的晚餐, 並預言其中一人 (Judas) 將會出賣耶穌.



1. 細心看看, 畫中耶穌右邊 (Jesus' right, our left) 的藍衣人並不像是一個男人. 有人推測這人是 Mary Magdalene. 事緣, 根據一些記載 (I haven't checked the level of evidence for this), Mary Magdalene 與耶穌其實有一些特別關係.. (由於太敏感, 不寫了) . 因此達文西想藉此暗諷一筆

2. 由於上述關係, 有好些門徒對 Mary Magdalene 都心存惡意. 在畫中, Peter (正與 Mary 耳語的一人) 把左手架在 Mary Magdalene 頸前. Symbolic meaning 正是: 殺

3. Judas (Peter 前方, 手執裝有三十個銀幣的袋子) 的身後 (畫的左邊) 有一把刀. 持刀的手姿勢不自然 (Da Vinci was a great anatomist. therefore the possibility of "inaccurate drawing" is excluded), 對於這一個 symbolic meaning 最為眾說紛云..

詳情請看這網站的圖解
(原來的網站壞了.)



還記得 Jenni 和我本來是相約幹甚麼嗎?
讀書!!!!!!


看完最後的晚餐, 到銅鑼灣吃晚餐
魚生很美味. 可是那個海膽炒飯真的不行...

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星期日

今天是雙十. 九七之後, 不復見青天白日滿地紅.

溫書天
還有四天便考試了..

還是提不起勁兒. 大概對考試已經 desensitized (尤其是 formative)


原來, 香港每年有 50 個兒童死於意外 (佔兒童死亡的21%) (many of these are preventable, like better caretaking, better safety measures.......)
男女比率接近 2:1
就是說, 小男孩死於意外的機率比小女孩高出一倍..


發現, 每逢考試前夕, 同學們都會在 forum 裡 post 一些小遊戲. 開始懷疑是否靠害.... (j/k)
下載了三個 Palm games. Microquad, Snails, Traffic Jam (那個把小車移來移去, 把自己的車移出去的遊戲)
果然是好介紹. 三個都很好玩
現在已經爆了 Microquad、Snails 的機. 至於 Traffic Jam, 以為過了 level 100 便爆機, 怎料.....

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3Y: Yep. but as a GP/family doctor, we are only supposed to treat simple, common, minor cases like flu, simple diarrhoea. For all the more complicated ones, just REFER to the specialists! and they will do the integration and stuff..

時: 快d上 K6 扮醫生混入去啦!

Siu Lun Son: Do we believe in God because we are afraid of perishing in oblivion, or do we believe in God because we believe?
Yes, for some (the lucky ones), they believe because they do. That's why I said, blessed are those who believe in God.

Karen: Exactly. But there'll never be an answer (unless God speaks to you). So what we can do now is, forget about all the purpose-of-life stuff and get our axx back to our toiling lives! (j/k..) Anyway, I was just suddenly a little pensive..

>>October 13, 2004 at 12:35:33 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】


You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?

>>October 9, 2004 at 12:18:59 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

Quoted from a friend's xanga:

So today after school, I was walking home and I spotted lots of elderly people being "walked" by their helpers... isn't it sad? They have to be WALKED...like dogs, like pets.... and when you're old you're either confined to bed, or you walk like a snail, or you're so frail you could just topple over - so you end up staying home more and more just to be safe. And you're so weak you can't go out and play with friends. And you are going blind, deaf, and insane. Your grandchildren and children are too busy with their lives to call you up or to pay you a visit. All you have in life are: The helper, a home to live in. A bed to sleep in. A bank account to draw money out of. And some teeth to chew food if you're lucky. All the above are if you have enough money/aren't too sick that you have to live in a nursing home/ etc etc. And what do you have to look forward to? NOTHING.. simply...waiting to die.

SIGH - That's why this feeling of dread suddenly crept up on me. My brain is screaming, "I dont' want to grow old...I don't want to die of old age...I would rather commit suicide.." In fact, come to think of it, I think a timely terminal disease that strikes you when you're about 70 (ie. the age when you're on the brink of going from GOOD quality of life to NO quality of life) would really be a blessing. So that's what I'm hoping for. I don't want to go through the pains, aches, disappointments, ailments of old age. In fact, I'm pretty damn scared of growing so old. Nevermind the fact that I'm only a twenty-something with supposedly a bright future ahead of me. What's our purpose on this earth? Just toil toil toil away, play away our youth, ...and then crumble and die?????? What a waste of resources, time, and inventiveness?! I don't want to disappear from existence. I believe in a soul...that we'll float up to our heavens and become eternal beings bound by love and other yet-unexplainable links.

Not only am I worried about my own impending doom...I'm even more worried about my parents' impending old age. I just can't bear to think that they might become bed-bound, unhappy, crippled with old age - the loss of self-esteem, loss of continence - forget loss of health,...I think a loss of mobility and self-autonomy is so much more humiliating and humbling that a simple "loss of health."

Why am I such a worrying worm today???? ARGH. Maybe the end of the world should just come so that we can all die together and float on up to heaven.


平日在街上、在病房裡, 看到一個又一個經過七八十年勞碌的老弱殘軀, 總不願相信 "他朝君體也相同" 這殘酷的事實.
然而, 不管你心裡怎樣想, 時間之輪依然在轉動

"What's our purpose on this earth? Just toil toil toil away, play away our youth, ...and then crumble and die? I don't want to disappear from existence."

對於一個沒甚麼宗教信仰的人來說, 生存在世上, 正是燃燒數十載的青春、享受轉瞬即逝的歡愉 (如果你有這福氣的話), 品嚐人生的酸、苦.
最後塵歸塵, 土歸土, 一切都回到最原始的狀態. 來時赤裸裸, 去時也甚麼都帶不走. 就連最珍貴的點點記憶, 也隨著腦電波的停頓而在空氣中湮滅.

死亡的恐怖, 不在其痛苦, 而在於對從人間消失, 歸於虛無的畏懼.
神話故事裡, 最可怕的懲罰, 便是 "灰飛煙滅"

感性地, 多渴望有一個永恆不滅的靈魂啊


Blessed are those who believe in God.

>>October 8, 2004 at 10:03:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

終於看了金枝慾孽大結局.
還不錯呀.
當然, 死那麼多人, 觀眾自然不會太受落..


昨天在瑪麗看到楊受成及其 "777" 座駕
還以為他又製造了一些 foreign body 的 case... 原來是剛剛探望 Eason嫂和他們的女兒 Constance 吧

今天 bedside 之後, 12b 本來想 八一八, 去了 K6 病房 "Clerk Case", 可是陽謀失敗, 因為那間病房裝了密碼鎖....


下課去了打籃球. 有陳肖龍、思維、還有時妹
發生了一件奇事... 哭笑不得


阿伯打球, 通常都打得 既精(jeng1, not jing1)且茅
很多小動作、 陰濕波!

>>October 7, 2004 at 9:46:23 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

在扒王之王吃了組勁過飯, 之後上答應的聯X新宮 hea 了一個下午. 婠婠真的媚力沒法擋!


最近心情好多了
希望以後都會是這樣
不過一起潛 lib 真的要專心一點....

>>October 7, 2004 at 12:47:49 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

上學時, 那些高薪厚職的醫生、教授經常說, "將來你們 90%最後都會 end up 在 private sector 做 (因為醫管局冇錢續約)", 而且一而再, 再而三地提醒我們, 一般 (非專科)醫生只須看一般的病, 遇到任何稍為有挑戰性的病人, 只須寫一封轉介信, REFER 給 "他們, 碰也不用碰"

(他們很強調 "你地 (GP)" vs "我地 (specialists, consultants)" 的分野....)

如果, 將來真的成了這樣的一台分流器 - 腎有毛病的轉介給腎科、嗓子有毛病的轉介給耳鼻喉科... 這個 refer, 那個 refer, 只有傷風咳的要自己動手.. 也真灰

Specialist in Referology

這不是我要的..



我想....Y朝上下都患有 Generalized Disinhibition....



E, S.L. Ho, and everyone else: Cheer up, life is still beautiful.

>>October 5, 2004 at 11:10:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 3 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

Hangover...


went to Gig Rock 2004, a band show organised by HKU Music Club
was half an hour late, consequently missed 1.5 of the 4 songs played by Adam's band, the Spermatic Chord

this band is so Adamish. a bunch of music geniuses who are extremely tat pei. it's like 1 practice per performance, or even less. if you went to his show, you wouldn't believe that is the result of one single practice session.

the crowd was so excited when the band improvised and each of them played multi-instruments. the bassist played harmonica with his left hand while his right hand harmonized using the bass. and Adam made music with his Bushit guitar, his laptop and a broken keyboard

another band, Whence He Came is cool, too

>>October 3, 2004 at 11:19:01 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

國慶快樂


昨天 bedside 的醫生很快便閃了
八點四十五分開始, 九點半便放人
12b 照例 "潛lib"

跟 Tutor Pamela 在 K2 吃午飯
Y朝真是的... 在 Pamela 面前也不大檢點..
由於吃飯吃久了, 半組遲到了吳博士的課, 另外半組則直接打道回府


今天跟 Ronnie, Epi, Amanda, Holoyi 去了又一城, 打算一塊兒看 AV
..
噢, 是 AVP 才對
Alien vs Predator 是也

可是被 Yahoo! Movies 騙了, 改看 Sky Captain & the World of Tomorrow
爆谷不好吃.. 可是吃得很飽..

EXP 的侍應真可憐.. 被我們逐一品評

>>October 2, 2004 at 3:48:59 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 29 日 星期三 【晴】

遠征黃金島、黃金水之役

Y朝的文武百官與眾妃嬪今早於屯門集合, 為露答應祝壽
在溫莎宮 吃過御膳、切過蛋糕之後, 眾人便乘計程轎擺駕黃金海岸

今天陽光燦爛, 春光明媚, 雖然沒有水清沙幼、椰林樹影 (海水和沙都不大合格, 水中甚至有用過的、螢光黃的... YUCK!!!), 大家都玩得非常歡愉!!!!

有排波、西瓜波、飛碟、戲水、撲蝶、吃月餅、埋沙、量度!

是日高潮(!) - 拍寫真!!

引倫公公所言, 這輯寫真集簡直是"由純情拍到春情﹐春情拍到野蕩﹐真是春光如畫!!", 而且還""三點盡露" (or 兩點加激突)﹐徹底解脫﹐七情上面"

不過, 讓大家失望的是....
..
主角是我和Ronnie...


歡愉過後, 當然要沐浴更衣
浸過這趟"渾水", 不洗個乾淨也不行

之後出了銅鑼灣和 Jenni 在東京吃飯, 然後吃了 Haagen-Dazs (coupon 快到期了)


好歡愉的一天!



大合照


一棵海棠


西瓜波與我們


肌肉s (當事人拒絕出鏡)


婠婠輸了數字球...


死到臨頭還對鏡頭笑!


混戰黃金水


玩泥沙


Wow!


OH!!



Shot of the Day - 眾女尋他!

>>October 2, 2004 at 4:55:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

上婦產科的課時, 醫生讓我們看他替一位孕婦照超聲波. 醫生一邊照, 一邊向我們解畫, "這是BB的頭仔"、"BB的心在跳動哩"、"看,BB的小手喔". 那位媽媽看著螢光幕, 露出了喜悅的微笑, 那份滿足感都寫在臉上了.
離開的時候, 她的臉頰掛著一行淚痕.

下課時, 醫生叮囑我們不要亂動那台超聲波機.



這是 Dr. L.M.F. Tee 替我照的超聲波


今天學的新 term: 剪 Epi


晚上, LHC 約了在串串的家中共渡佳節

由於出現了一點點意外, 我10點便到了, 而其他人卻要兩三個小時才會來到.
在這孤男寡女共處一屋的情況下, 我們看了 The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind



想看很久了..

很喜歡這故事, 很特別
Maybe I will watch it again, coz I missed the last part of it..


看完戲, 我們到天台賞月. 原來那 mattress 是這樣用的....

然後是每次到串串家的例行公事, 打馬吊

四點多才回家, 好睏..

>>September 30, 2004 at 8:29:51 PM GMT+8