2008 年 8 月 10 日 星期日 【晴】

went to a talk show today with Cheuk
I really learnt a lot from the speaker called 李炫華
this show was about how to have an abundant life
the content itself and the speaker impressed me

and last night i talked with lok
he shared his experience with me how to be more confident
and i know he and cheuk are the one who always boost me up and
really the friends who fights for life together

thats what we call Brother!!

>>August 10, 2008 at 2:52:51 AM GMT+8

2008 年 7 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

我想很久未真正過面對真正的那個自己‧
終於今日細佬不停咁追問我‧
佢覺得我身邊既朋友係無一個人真係去關心我‧
呢個係事實‧
基本上‧係無一個人去真係去了解我的感受‧
除了卓文漢早兩星期外突然間同我去傾偈‧
發覺我自己係完全被忽略的一個人‧
佢問我‧有邊個真係明白自己‧
我真係可以開放自己個心俾人睇‧
還不時响我身邊提醒我‧
我真的‧找不到‧說不出‧
自己其實真是好空虛‧心入面真的好空洞‧
對人愈來愈無情感‧冷淡‧
識既朋友‧佢地對我都很表面‧傾唔到心入面那些說話‧
屋企人‧仲衰‧一日返屋企都無人‧
好似每日都係自己一個生活咁‧
朋友、屋企人‧就好像生命裡面的路人甲‧朋友A
久而久之‧變得不懂跟別人溝通‧
連基本講野、社交能力都有問題‧
人生又沒有什麼方向‧
很多很想做的事‧但偏偏好多限制‧
而家做緊既野‧又遠離我自己想做既野好遠‧

我想‧我只是身邊每一個Mr Invisible吧‧

>>July 28, 2008 at 12:08:12 AM GMT+8

2008 年 6 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

people around me make me so disappointed
i feel no one care me at all
i'd better not to open my heart and tell someone my feelings
i know i am so stupid that i did it
i shouldnt open my heart, should i?
feel like someone betray me!
i hope its not really happening

>>June 17, 2008 at 1:09:38 AM GMT+8

2008 年 6 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

i dont think none of friends in church really want to listen my heart. they just get what they want sometimes.

>>June 16, 2008 at 11:57:15 PM GMT+8

2008 年 6 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

i am so bored here at AXA right now.
and i am sick today~~
i sent a message to someone
but no reply............ suck~

>>June 2, 2008 at 3:31:15 PM GMT+8

2008 年 5 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

havent talked with hody quite long while
this time i talked to her, i felt like we have grown in this couples of year
she is still busy a lot of going on in school
i cant imagine i still have friend studying~~ haha
anyway~~ we are not that young anymore~~
(but, still people said i look like i am around 20)

there is a movie everybody should watch is "Pursuit of Happynees"
starring Will Smith and his son

this is my favorite quotes, "Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you... You can't do something. Not even me. All right?"
"You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period. "

>>May 16, 2008 at 1:24:57 PM GMT+8

2008 年 5 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

this is just grateful that kei get better mood now
he was upset about his health~
i am proud to be his friend~~
at least, i have tried so hard to make him happy
and to take away all his pain behind
thanks God always right besides us

>>May 16, 2008 at 1:26:41 PM GMT+8

2008 年 5 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

i got a hit in my lower jaw, as well as i hurt my togue so bad today
i cant even drink, dont talk about eat~~ sigh
what a bad day~~

>>June 17, 2008 at 1:11:59 AM GMT+8

2008 年 5 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

today isabel became my elder sister~~ yay

and i doesnt sleep well lately, so many things tangle around my head
a lot of struggles in my life~~ and seem its not much time to waste,
i have to put all my effort and go for it~~
hope it could work out with Lokman

well....lokman seems to be a very important person in my life lately
i dont know how long it will last
but this moment, the job we are working will be one significant part of my life
we ve been trying to make dreams come true

>>May 8, 2008 at 12:14:04 AM GMT+8

2008 年 2 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】

shine and tracy's wedding

well....this was the first time i participated Christian's wedding~~
that was so touching and amazing of course.
i really mean it.
and i found that there is still a lot i have to learn, like responsibily and love
do i really love my family?
i really have to reserve it.
how much love i really pay?
at least i need to do something for someone...
not just talk on the phone and say hello and goodbye
thats not love at all

and today, after the wedding, god was really in my heart
and i immediately kneed down and prayed.
i was trying to put my faith to Him.
i understand that human is weak, but god is our stone that we can rely on.
and we can be able to do whatever we want because of His strenth.

>>February 24, 2008 at 5:45:14 PM GMT+8