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2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
那年的冬天特別寒冷，
整個城市籠罩在陰濕的雨裡‧
灰濛濛的天空，遲遲不見著陽光，
讓人感到莫名的沮喪，
常常走在街上就有一種落淚的衝動‧‧‧‧
但是冬天總是會過去，春天總是會來‧‧‧‧
>>October 21, 2002 at 4:06:46 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
小說創作﹕ 《我很愛你》
節錄自第五章﹕夏日傾情
「如果我摔倒的話﹐一定又會弄至全身濕透……」可愛凝望著我﹐說。
「放心﹐我不會再讓你摔倒的。」我仍然是抓著她的左手回答道。
「是嗎﹖」可愛將左手掌微微地彎曲﹐牽著我的右手。「是從今以後嗎﹖」
「你願意嗎﹖」對於她這個問題﹐我並沒有直接回答。她亦沒有直接回答我﹐只是點頭回應。你們知道嗎﹖點頭回應這個動作﹐改寫了我和可愛二人的關係。
>>October 21, 2002 at 4:04:53 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
竊竊私語,令人感覺不討好.....
你會令別人心慌.......
別人會亂想...
雖然平時沒做錯次,
卻永遠害怕,自己錯過......
竊竊私語,不要給別人看到
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:59:01 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
我真係忍心咩?
我只係為求自保,
我唔想再唔開心,,
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:57:17 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
你係講緊我嘛?
我可以變成女主角嘛?
我十分期望........
我想講.......但你會聽嘛?
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:56:56 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
我這樣問一位朋友........
「不拖手 我會怎麼樣過?
人人談戀愛,是否光陰太多?
最後誰得到? 誰失手? 不要管後果 !
你現在愉快過麼 ? 」
他竟然這樣回答我.......
「誰都沒權利要求你離開他 即使他總讓你傷心牽掛
我只能在你身邊聽你說說話 聽你說著他淚如雨下 跟自己掙扎
其實很多人 都愛得很傻 天真的守著相愛承諾的話
不問自己快樂嗎 只是一味愛他 直到黯然心碎 才知心亂如麻
我想這就是所謂愛的代價 沒有人多瀟灑
愛好像燃燒的火花 會隨時間昇華
我想這就是所謂愛的代價 你不必逼自己離開他
別去管別人怎麼看你 說你是傻瓜 問問你自己 你快樂嗎?」
好像......一針見血......。
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:52:17 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
我諗我真係一個幾麻煩既女仔.........
但係,我真係唔識得去改......
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:51:45 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
我就係一個咁麻煩既女仔........
我做得開開心心,你無端端叫我停....
我一定會唔開心......
或者,我呢d只係發脾氣,
不過,我想做,又做得開心,
點解你要阻止我喎,
又無害........
>>October 21, 2002 at 3:49:57 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
Subject: A very touching story~
A guy and a girl can be just friends... but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, may be temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe...forever....
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As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she were mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
**************** 11th grade ****************
The phone rang. On the other end, it was she. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she were mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said ‘thanks’. I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
**************** Senior year ****************
The day before prom she walked to my locker.” My date is sick" she said, he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates; we would go together- just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends but I'm just too shy.
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angle up on stage to get her diploma. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said-'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you, came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and I cried.
DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR; TELL HER/HIM THAT YOU LOVE THEM. EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW THEY'LL REACT JUST LET THEM KNOW HOW YOU 'REALLY' FEEL ABOUT THEM. THEY WONT BE THERE FOREVER.
>>October 21, 2002 at 2:34:13 PM GMT+8
2002 年 10 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】
雙 失
早 一 陣 子 ， 「 雙 失 青 年 」 字 眼 日 日 見 報 。
同 意 本 報 「 正 論 」 所 言 ， 「 雙 失 」 是 個 謬 名 ， 從 未 工 作 的 青 年 找 不 到 工 作 ， 未 得 何 來 失 ， 頂 多 是 待 業 青 年 ， 而 不 是 失 業 ； 至 於 學 業 ， 中 學 都 畢 業 了 ， 用 現 代 國 際 標 準 ， 不 能 算 失 學 （ 失 學 是 連 基 本 育 的 機 會 都 被 剝 奪 ） 。
只 是 媒 體 需 要 焦 點 炒 作 ， 政 府 需 要 轉 移 視 線 ， 才 天 天 「 雙 失 青 年 」 這 樣 那 樣 。
近 幾 年 ， 無 論 政 黨 、 基 層 或 傳 媒 ， 都 喜 歡 事 事 上 鋼 上 線 ， 經 過 幾 年 的 吵 鬧 ， 政 治 正 確 不 斷 被 利 用 和 濫 用 ， 人 與 人 之 間 的 衝 突 愈 見 突 出 、 執 ， 問 題 得 不 到 解 決 ， 不 想 吵 不 想 鬧 的 一 群 只 能 沉 默 。
甚 麼 是 政 治 正 確 ？ 人 人 平 等 、 男 女 平 等 、 階 級 平 等 、 沒 有 歧 視 … … 被 利 用 了 ， 談 論 房 屋 計 畫 ， 取 消 居 屋 與 否 ， 公 屋 所 用 土 地 資 源 ， 卻 變 成 「 難 道 窮 人 住 的 地 方 不 能 見 海 ？ 窮 人 不 能 住 在 山 上 ？ 」 的 爭 拗 ； 香 港 氣 氛 左 傾 ， 貧 乏 的 人 永 遠 是 對 的 ， 有 財 有 權 好 像 有 罪 ， 永 遠 是 被 批 評 的 對 象 ， 民 粹 主 義 大 盛 。
媒 體 去 採 訪 三 千 人 爭 二 百 職 位 的 招 聘 會 ， 訪 問 排 隊 的 「 雙 失 」 青 年 ， 青 年 連 站 也 像 臥 ， 烏 眉 瞌 睡 ， 咬 字 不 清 地 答 ： 「 不 知 來 幹 甚 麼 ？ 人 來 我 來 。 」
你 會 聘 請 這 樣 一 個 人 嗎 ？ 但 他 是 「 雙 失 」 ， 無 人 敢 得 罪 ， 最 後 又 是 政 府 的 錯 。
>>October 20, 2002 at 5:02:43 PM GMT+8
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RFZ鮋人就有燒燒，Asyuen，雲雲，阿Q，Q嫂，小阮，Laputa，Joanne，白雪，靚女晴，孤孤，基少，賤賤，船爺，真真，KURAPICA，wekin，尤奧，Arine，crazyemily...etc.(我講漏鰦唔好怪我...)^.^ 雖然我已經離開...但係我永遠都知有邊d人係好人，邊d係衰人..
當然好朋友唔只咁少啦，其他仲有Edwin，Ivan，Jimmy，Leo，Matthew，Micky，Ray，Ryan，Sam(傑仔)，Simon，Sherman，Yolanda，阿Steve，家駿，阿鋒，阿澧...etc.全數都係我最珍惜的朋友！我好鍾意笑！
嗜好呀？em...我的嗜好係嫖，賭，飲，蕩，吹！哈哈哈~講下笑咋，我其實鍾意睇書，聽歌，遛冰，唱K，行街，睇戲，訓覺，傾電話，睇電視，扮靚，煮食，玩同埋食！〈基本上冇乜係我唔鍾意！〉識朋友都係我最大的興趣！
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 無喇喇上左泥,,
<br>發覺好
>>August 24, 2008 at 6:03:53 PM GMT+8
嗨嗨,,
<br>岩岩路過發現你
>>June 17, 2007 at 9:55:18 AM GMT+8
hi! u can speak
>>May 11, 2006 at 1:08:39 PM GMT+8
我係路人乙。你好利害，產量奇高。
>>May 10, 2006 at 5:04:03 AM GMT+8
咁岩睇到你既日記，覺我你既日記好
>>April 24, 2006 at 3:18:44 AM GMT+8
今日咁啱見到你個日
>>January 4, 2006 at 6:42:59 AM GMT+8
今日剛和男友分了手
<br>碰巧
>>October 16, 2005 at 1:55:10 PM GMT+8
我路過
<br>你算唔算岩岩失戀
>>August 27, 2005 at 1:09:32 PM GMT+8
hello,我好鍾意你的日記,
>>July 17, 2005 at 3:14:13 AM GMT+8
我係個路人甲~
<br>我覺得你
>>March 26, 2005 at 1:10:48 PM GMT+8
路個ing...
<br>嘩~~
>>January 29, 2005 at 9:58:51 AM GMT+8
嘩～
<br>我真係服左你呀！
>>January 12, 2005 at 7:40:54 AM GMT+8
hihi~~無意中去到妳日記，發
>>January 10, 2005 at 8:00:57 AM GMT+8
我相信一見鐘情呀~~正確d黎講我
>>January 7, 2005 at 3:28:02 AM GMT+8
你好呀~~~~
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>>January 2, 2005 at 1:47:11 PM GMT+8
我黎左啦....
<br>但係坦
>>October 16, 2004 at 12:34:12 AM GMT+8
好耐冇update ....
>>March 29, 2004 at 7:05:21 PM GMT+8
叫我steven得喇~^_^
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>>March 22, 2004 at 7:19:56 AM GMT+8
我做左負心人....我真係唔岩
>>March 19, 2004 at 11:29:47 AM GMT+8
你的日記中的日子很特別呀^O^~
>>March 18, 2004 at 1:15:44 PM GMT+8
唔洗咁客氣喎~~~不過那天係指邊
>>March 17, 2004 at 7:17:31 PM GMT+8
Hello
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<br>幾
>>March 17, 2004 at 6:30:40 PM GMT+8
唔好咁啦~~~有冇聽過苦盡甘來呀
>>March 16, 2004 at 4:34:08 PM GMT+8
我既感情事........一係無
>>March 16, 2004 at 1:57:22 PM GMT+8
你個日記都好多野呀~哈哈
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>>March 10, 2004 at 7:22:34 AM GMT+8
嘩嘩你ho ar 你可唔可以教下
>>March 6, 2004 at 7:59:52 PM GMT+8
喂喂~~你好~
<br>我睇左你
>>February 13, 2004 at 4:32:24 PM GMT+8
你真係寫佐好多日記,雖然我冇睇哂
>>January 20, 2004 at 9:40:21 AM GMT+8
真係靚!!!!可以教埋我整嗎?
>>January 5, 2004 at 5:31:04 PM GMT+8
It doesn't reall
>>October 22, 2003 at 2:13:15 PM GMT+8
sorry...it's me
>>October 16, 2003 at 6:10:05 PM GMT+8
I was astonished
>>October 16, 2003 at 5:18:00 PM GMT+8
嘩...勁!我日記都好勁架!
>>September 29, 2003 at 12:53:27 PM GMT+8
woo~巧多日記仔喲/
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>>September 13, 2003 at 1:53:35 PM GMT+8
wa... how you wr
>>September 9, 2003 at 1:54:52 PM GMT+8
halo~我係路人黎架！
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>>August 24, 2003 at 11:35:10 AM GMT+8
你個背景點整ga？可唔可以教我？
>>June 15, 2003 at 11:57:58 AM GMT+8
<body bgproperti
>>April 25, 2003 at 4:39:56 PM GMT+8
你的diary背景好美哦!!!可
>>April 25, 2003 at 2:03:05 PM GMT+8
你本日記的背景點整?
>>April 24, 2003 at 8:51:50 AM GMT+8
你個底點整ka~
<br>可唔可
>>April 23, 2003 at 2:54:42 PM GMT+8
very good ar!~
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>>April 16, 2003 at 8:37:36 AM GMT+8
你個日記好靚呀
<br>你可唔可
>>April 10, 2003 at 9:47:14 AM GMT+8
<br>你好啊！我好中意你D
>>April 9, 2003 at 5:31:32 AM GMT+8
AT17的呢隻歌我都好鍾意,
>>March 26, 2003 at 7:35:13 PM GMT+8
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>>March 24, 2003 at 3:07:53 PM GMT+8
Hi, 我刦Tsz Hang,
>>January 15, 2003 at 7:30:25 AM GMT+8
請到:
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>>December 16, 2002 at 8:41:45 AM GMT+8
我諗我之前講得係咁清楚....
>>December 2, 2002 at 9:09:35 AM GMT+8
好鐘意你d日記呀~!由其係好耐之
>>December 1, 2002 at 2:59:44 PM GMT+8
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那年的冬天特別寒冷，
小說創作﹕ 《我很愛你》
竊竊私語,令人感覺不討好.....
我真係忍心咩?
雙 失