2005 年 6 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

～～～唔好意思ｌｏｒ～～～
　　　　　咁多日無寫日記．．．．．係我唔對
　　　　其實我都唔想架．．．心情唔好ｍａ．．．．．．．
　　　　　都係因為考試ｌａ＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞

　　　　　　今次終於破左我既歷史ｌｏｒ～～
　　　　　肥左俾ｍａｔｈｓ．．．．都唔知點解？？？
　　　　明明有溫書．．．又唔係無上堂ａｒ～～～都唔知點解
　　　　　其他個ｄ都唔方好得去邊ｌａ～～
　　　　　　　　科科都跌．．無科可以有ｄ驚喜
　　　　　　超級氣餒．．都唔知讀黎做咩＞＞＞
　　　　　　　　　今次係個超大既打擊．．
　　　　　　　本身初時知道．．我都忍得住ｄ眼淚
　　　　　　　我無係班房度喊．．我已經好忍得架ｌａ～～
　　　　　　　不過返到屋企就真係忍唔住ｌａ～～
　　　　　狂喊特喊．．．．喊住訓覺．．．．．．．．．
　　　　　　　　一個太難接受既事實ｌａ．．
　　　　　　我到現家都唔知可以做ｄ咩令我ｄ分上升
　　　　　　　　　　　好煩ａｒ＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞
　
　　　　　　　我既煩點知因為考試ａｒ＞＞＞＞
　　　　　　　　　算ｌａ～～～唔知ａｒ～～～
　　　　　我想唱ｋａｒ～～去大唱特唱．．唱晒ｄ唔開心出黎．．．
　　　但我仲想行街ｗｏｒ．．．．仲有睇戲．．．．．．．．．．
　　　　　　　　　　不過算ａ～～我ｄ禁制令都無過～～～
　　　　　　　我好想ｊｏｊｏ快ｄ返就好ｌａ～～～
　　　　　　　　　因為有太多野同佢講ｌａ～～～
　　　　　　　　　　因而無咩人可以知道我係度死頂
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　ｂｙ　琳琳（超唔開心既一個禮拜）

>>July 1, 2005 at 3:35:42 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

wa~!!!! July la~!!!
ye@h~!!!
got less than two weeks left~~
so excited ar~~btw....yunis are back to HK...in.....few hours...
how rule?!newayz~~good la~!
today~~english teacher suddenly told me to sit those english exam wor~
p la~~force me to do it lor...no choice again~
so first paper~most of the other ppl,
write bout 3pages...
but i juz write 1~~haha~~holy shxt~
then last lesson keep goin the english exam la~
write our own story...
not bad this time....i think~

this two days so bored lei~
science and geography teacher not here aswell~
make me got loadz free lesson~
yesterday hv 3 la~
today hv 2~~
always face to the computer~
if my mum knows that~
i bet she will kill me~!>,<"

got CDT exam results bck la~
70%....haha~sound bad~
but is already 2nd high in the class~
not fake ga~~true ga~~
how sad?!
maths results bck aswell~
62 out of 69~
the highest in my class~
^O^
cool,aint??

tmr is the hardest exam la~
geography.....
wana acted like sick lei~
i surely i will ga~!!
or should i make myself reli sick??
er....eat loadz pills??
but dun want to make me be stupid wor...
think sin~!

need to phone to the company that i work to lei~
scare tim~~duno wt should i ask...
think think sin~

need to revise la~~
haha~~me good girl~!!
love you all~!

By KinGjOxx (gd luck myself)

>>June 30, 2005 at 5:00:03 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 29 日 星期三 【晴】

today nothin special~
finish the maths exam~
haha~split up into two lesson wor~
in first lesson i nealy finish ga la~
but got one question duno how to do~

haha~~me lucky wor~coz second lesson is free~
so on icq la~c any maths guys on there~
haha~Rex on wor~ask him la~~
heehee~~thx for~~the answer is right lei~
it worth me 4marks ga~!
love you~!!
thx again~!!!

today's hw is need to write a letter to headmaster,
to apply a role of prefect...
hard lei~dun how to write...even dun how to start..
then next week is workin week wor~
all F.4 need to go out...
i will work in a office....not a problem ge..
but the problem is on clothin lor~
SMART FORMAL clothes wor~
where can i find??
me never wear such FORMAL clothes....
big head la....p la..this time....><"
think think sin....got few days left...
sad~!

nothin la....keep think bout the letter...and dressin...

By KinGjOxx (big head......)

>>June 29, 2005 at 6:48:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

my god...
last nite fuxkin asthma attackin...
scare me la...
coz long time hvnt been hv that...
i mean at nite...
thought myself will die like that tim....

i duno where i put my inhaler..
so wake up one of room-mate..
she is so poor~
wake up at nite...Sor ar~!!
then i ask her to help me go to another room ask for inhaler...
coz i know they got it...
she go immediately la...
coz she scare aswell..
i nearly cant speak probably...
she think i m dyin lor..
haha~~so funny.....

today think not go to school ga~
but got maths exam...
me gud girl ma~~
ofcoz need to ga la~!!
heehee~

By KinGjOxxx (alive again~!)

>>June 29, 2005 at 6:47:58 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

today for me seems to be so long.....
revise for whole nite yesterday....
force myself on the book....
wana get gd result...
but today's exam....i reli cant concentrate on it...
i look at the empty seat.....juz right in front of me...
feel so lonely........

after the exam,science lesson,checked paper,
full mark is 36,i juz got 20...
teacher said i can resit it...
but i know i can do it.....juz becoz wivout u,
to get on wiv me.....

know u still stay at home n got nothin to do~
hope u can find a gud school soonly~

To ching~
dun be upset la~as i said the mark is set up already~
u can do nothin ge...accept la~
cheer up la~
nearly holiday~
can play crazy la,aint?
happy D la~!!
Smile~^O^

very happy to chat wiv grandmum today lei~
long time hvnt chat wiv u la~!
^O^

love y'all (especially you...)

by KinGjOxxx (miz...)

>>June 28, 2005 at 5:18:33 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

This.....juz 4 Josh...

Josh....first day wivout u....feel bad~
tmr we've got L&T and geography....
b4 u leave dis school~
i swear my life that i love those lessons~
although i h8 it~but i still enjoyed it~
coz i got u to sit next to me....

i m so sorry that i said those rude things to you,
but i also know u not reli believed it,ain't?
i reli need to say thx coz......u know the reason bhind that~
so u didnt say anythin to yell me bck~
if u can stay on~i m sure that we can be a very good couple,
coz u know me so much....u care me so much...n...
u love me so much~
i dun reli mean to said dat 2 u,
juz coz we both need new life~
i dun want when u go to a new school,
hv a new life,
but carry all the old memories!
i juz want to let you know i love you,i love u 4eva~
i know u dun want to leave,
i know u will be miz me,
i know u wont let me say goodbye
n i also know that, u wont let me cry.........

but as i said we need a new life~
so letz end all dis things up...
i m glad that in my life,hv a person like you appeared,
i would like to say'if u can stay,let us go 4eva~'
but the fortune not let me to do dis...
the fortune not giv me time to let me do anythin 4 u...

Josh....stop giv me all of your love...
i had enough of dat.....i reli want to say...
some time your love.....seems to be too heavy 4 me...
but....
i need to say thx for dat...coz as u gave out 100,
i know i never gave out even half of that....
for dis i feel so guilty,
but plz 4give me~when the time i regonize,
the one that i love is you....but the fortune not giv me time....
it not even giv me time to kiss u once more,
not even giv me time to hug u again,
not even giv me time to say goodbye........

newayz i will never 4eva 4get you....
i love u n miz u at always....will you?
letz read dis........

I could see it in your eyes
You didnt want to say goodbye
But its something you have to do
So you could go on with your life.

How do you say goodbye to someone so dear
Goodbye were the words that I didn't want to hear

I sit here tears held back drawn aside
Promising myself to never let you see me cry.
Pausing for a moment hoping time would freeze
Every second a blessing,
But now its time for you to leave
You turn to me and give me a kiss Goodbye
I never kissed back hoping every thing was a lie.
I stand here watching as your car disappear
I yell COME BACK
Hoping you would hear
I just wanted you to know that the love I have for you is real
I will never let it go.
For this is how I really feel

Now I will hold it back until I die
I just want to let you know that one thing I will never say is "GOODBYE."

some time i will fink...can we go bck like b4??

My sweet love please don't put me out of your life,
I still love you-I want you to be my future wife,
Cherishing the rest of my life with you is a dream come true,
because I'd get spend every single moment with you.

I realize I didn't know what I had 'til you were gone,
but I know I always had that feeling inside me going on.
Not a moment in my life goes without you in my head,
my 'life partner' forever, is what you always said.

I did many things wrong when I was with you and I know it,
But I truly have changed and you have to let me show it.
My life is nothing, because you're not here with me.
I want to show you so many things that you need to see.

If being with you is a dream, then I'm living a nightmare.
Because being without you is giving me such a big scare.
I'm sorry about the way I treated you, it's like I was possessed.
Or it could be that I love you so much and I'm obsessed.

Just think about those beautiful moments we had together,
we both always knew that we would last forever.
I know we still can, I just need another chance.
Every single second we could have the best romance.

I regret what I've done-they're the worst things I could do.
You're the handsomest lad in the world and I took advantage of you.
I swear to you this situation has changed me,
I want u back wiv me so plz can u stay?

How am I supposed to show you if you won't even talk?
I finally confront you but all you can do is walk.
I want to kiss you're soft lips once again,
but all I can really do is wonder... when?

Take care babe~i will miz u loadz
love by Jojo x x x

>>June 27, 2005 at 6:24:42 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

28th of June la....
Bonbon...Happy birthday.....
i bought a b-day card for u...
but 4give me last week i m so busy...
got tonnes of work to do..
so the card....i juz send it 2days...
i know will be very late..
at lease late for a week...
but,still wana send it..
hope u wont mind~

yunis nearly bck to HK..
so does tinyan...
but i still 'work hard' in my exam...how sad?!

today juz finish CDT exam~
1hour....cant finish it...but i dun fink will be fail~
coz the part that i can finish~
i fink did quite well wor~
tmr is chenistry GCSE exam~
bloody hell~coz is important~
i think i will revise 2nite as long as i can~
wont be whole nite~coz teacher wont allow~
wait for die ga la~never got confidents on my science exam~

today PE lesson paly footy~
on the field~my fd step on my hand la~
when i try to catch it~
then coz cant be in goal anymore~so play out~
wana i try to put the ball in goal~
some1 put me from the bck~
me ofcoz fall down la~
but when i nearly get to the floor~
i bet he fall aswell~so his knee crush to my back head...
fuxkin make me got a reli bad headache >,<"
start h8 this sport man~

haha~but i know after today~
i wont h8 it ga la~~haha~

need to revise now~not in good mood but...

By KinGjOxxx (upset....ing....)

>>June 27, 2005 at 5:57:37 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

today went to Blackburn.....
haha~~all boarders expect me and abi~
they al went to swim~
but me n her went to shopping~~
cool ar~!
the reason i dun want to swim is.....
i h8 it la~
all the lads will be swim wiv me...
haha but the main point is.....my swim costume...
i left it in HK~
wt a good reason that no need to go swim ar~
wear shorts and t-shirt??
if u let me i will ga~
haha~

okay la~~got two hours...
(cant be so long,coz swim ppl wont swim so long aswell)
we walk around in the shopping center~
I bought a shorts for clinton...
and we both got a card for my dad n her fd~
then tired la....me cant walk long time ma....
heeeheee
so we hv a rest in McDonald's
but we saw...three girls...
they study in my school b4~
but now changed....
we both h8 them so much~

when we finish buy food...they gone wor~
so we choose eat in~
not go out la....coz dun reli want to see them~
when we sat down.......saw them sit outside the banch~
n watching us wor~
wt the hell~~i reli h8 ppl look at me when i m eatin....
i try my best to ignore them.....
okay la...finish la~~
we went out la~~
coz for showin we not scare them or sth...
we walk passed them.....
when we think 'o....nothin happen...'
but same time they said'fuxkin fat bixch'
i know is not for me....coz they duno i h8 them~~
hahaha~~so stupid?!
my fd so angry la~~
so they start shouting to each others on the street....
all the ppl looked at us.....
how embarrassing?!

i said nothin juz sat on the banch~
n look at them.....
coz i duno wt can i say......my fd said all the things already.....
n coz i will feel so enbarrass wiv i shout aswell....
coz reli too much ppl.......

but after bout 5mins....
they started fight wor....
girl's fight.......
i wana fight bck aswell...
but promise some1 i wont fight anymore.....
so i juz try to stop them....
haha~~easy job for me la~~
i get my fd out of it.....
bring her to somewhere else....
let her cool down..then we went bck to swimmin pool...
meet other boarders....then went bck to school~~

man~~wt a excited day?!
i reli wana punch them or knocked them off lei~~
but coz promised n i dun them to breed or sth.....
so juz leave them.....i m sure they will be go into hosipital..
if i reli fight wiv them......
coz they juz are reli weak girl~

newayz......i no fight today ga~~me gd girl~~~

tmr will be sports day's prize giving...haha~~happy~!^O^

By KinGjOxxx (go to school tmr lu.....bad...)

>>June 26, 2005 at 5:25:28 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 25 日 星期六 【綿綿細雨】