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2006 年 11 月 19 日星期日【晴】

好想.....

我想...到一個沒有人認識的地方......

我覺得...我可以亳無牽掛地去......

很可惜...我沒有錢......

很想大叫......

>>November 20, 2006 at 4:32:52 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 16 日星期四【晴】

共鳴

"友人"的經歷, 正正道出我的心聲, 我需要的可能就是這麼簡單......
當被你的說話觸到痛處時, 那種久違了的「共鳴」瞬間湧出來......
嘿...你真的不賴呢......

3個月...絕對體會到這段日子真不易過......
而我...還要持續多久......

>>November 17, 2006 at 8:09:55 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 12 日星期日【晴】

情感

一直以來覺得自已沒有甚麼情感, 由小到大, 習慣了"不習慣", 不習慣去付出, 亦不習慣去接受...
但近來這感覺強烈了, 對身邊的人和事總是提不起勁...no feeling, 連接觸的興趣也沒有...
這感覺......真的很糟
好像......完全洩了氣的氣球, 沒有了生命力...

>>November 13, 2006 at 3:54:55 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 10 日星期五【晴】

thanks~

很久沒試過齊人食飯lu~~
多謝各位 ^^ 聽日就用份生日禮物, haha~~
特別鳴謝我的生日大使Armi啦 ~^^~
我相信~~ 我們的生日會還可以維持很多年呢

>>November 12, 2006 at 12:29:42 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 9 日星期四【晴】

又大一歲

呀...又大一歲......
生日...開始變得平淡

紅酒...下次我地要叫一支!!

>>November 12, 2006 at 1:47:49 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 8 日星期三【晴】

矛盾

近來意識到自己一件好矛盾的事
逢星期一都好唔開心, 因為又要返工, 然後辛勞工作5天為了迎接星期六, 日的來臨
但往往...期待已久的星期日就是唔太開心o既一日...因為第二日又開始5天辛勞工作
不想被工作駕馭生命, 但意氣上又想工作有點表現

放開點......

>>November 10, 2006 at 6:13:15 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 4 日星期六【晴】

brother monday 大日子

呵呵~ brother monkey 今日結婚, 期待已久~~
由於做姊妹的關係, 有幸地可以見證全日接新娘, 玩新郎, 禮堂佈置, 行禮, 拍照, 酒樓籌備, 切旦糕, 新娘房, 敬酒, 收拾等等等的一刻
第一次做姊妹, 哈哈~ 都幾好玩, 好新鮮, 但又會好累, 樣樣都幫手, 成日企, 冇乜得休息, 但又會好高興 o^^o
恭喜 brother monkey & virgina~ bless you~~

>>November 12, 2006 at 10:24:50 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 2 日星期四【晴】

請隻牛

o係同事口中得知, 呢年o黎得一個人可以順利轉正, o個個就係 zoe, 真係覺得佢好勁, 咁都過到 probation, 公司唔係拖, 就係三個月格人走, turn over 好高, 但人工又唔係高, 又要請個勤力, 做野快而準, 話頭醒尾, 仲要 expect 你講過一次就識!! 低能, 你不如請隻牛啦!! o的人話...細銀行好他條, 我肯定佢地只係睇到外表, 做 teller 就係!! 做 credit risk 同 bills 兩個 dept 係忙到癲, 阿 head 仲有催收組上下晚晚成 11點先走, 我地組做o靚可以 8點幾走已經好好......

得悉此時後, 壓力不其然又增加了不少, 呢段時間 dept. 有三個新人, 我係其中一個, 我幾 sure 其中一定有人要 out, 好正常你唔會想自己係被 out o既一個, 唔想被 out 就要比人勤力, 又要比人學得快, 又實在太多野要學要識, 簡直就似係讀緊「銀行業務001 - 理論與實踐」!! 教我o個個又被公認為教得最差的一位 =.="' 佢會認為唔駛明, 識做就得. 頂!! 咁鬼多唔同工序同類別, 邊鬼記得咁多, 我已經唔係你個年代的填鴨式教育, 呢套唔 work ga 喇......因此, 除了花大量記憶力去記下工序外, 還要花大量時間同腦力去獨自了解背後的用意及彼此的關聯, 也花了不少時間去翻查o的 terms o既 meaning......真係好煩.....

放工已經好累, 返屋企都仲要溫習.....壓力大, 訓得少, 殘晒, 又爆晒瘡......頹.....

>>November 3, 2006 at 5:29:47 PM GMT+8

2006 年 10 月 30 日星期一【晴】

假期後

教會大旅行, 沒有太大驚喜, 反而同女群組熟o左, 三日 full day, 很累.....

由尋日已經唔開心, 因為今日要返工 =.="' 整個早上都靈魂出竅
有個做了三個幾月的同事過唔到 probation 即日被辭去... 唔係犯咩大錯, 而係被認為工作慢......
即使有人提出俾佢多一個月, 但高層不想浪費資源, 原來過唔到 probation 係會發生...

嘟咭時間: 上班 - 8:33am; 下班 - 8:45pm, 很累......

>>October 31, 2006 at 4:23:08 PM GMT+8

2006 年 10 月 26 日星期四【晴】

let me go

am i really not alone?

i just know that i have got used to be independent and self protective when i was a child. without parental care, i can't remember somebody does teach me the homework, share my dream, listen to me & care my feelings... i learnt to solve problem on myself. so actually i dun like being adviced "you" should xxx, "you" should yyy, and especially the so-called solutions that i have already known.

i kown most ppl r in this situation, i know i have to try, i know i have to pray, i know what i'm working for, i know, i know... but i'm not looking for these, dun u know!!?

fine!! just leave me alone......

>>October 27, 2006 at 8:54:17 PM GMT+8

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Popo.......
>>October 3, 2008 at 2:09:02 AM GMT+8

re phoebe: is yr
>>July 24, 2008 at 6:15:38 AM GMT+8

hi popo, i am no
>>July 23, 2008 at 10:31:46 AM GMT+8

為什麼還在讓自己處於一個很不開心
>>June 29, 2008 at 12:06:48 PM GMT+8

無論你何時回來/會否回來....
>>April 28, 2008 at 3:23:07 PM GMT+8

re phoebe: thank
>>November 11, 2007 at 12:28:59 PM GMT+8

Popo, Happy birt
>>November 10, 2007 at 2:58:19 PM GMT+8

布布
>>August 1, 2007 at 5:33:37 PM GMT+8

是甚麼漫畫這麼吸引？ 'u'
>>June 23, 2007 at 4:10:04 PM GMT+8

re phoebe: 對不起,
>>May 15, 2007 at 4:35:20 PM GMT+8

暑假同我去歐洲啦...
>>May 15, 2007 at 1:55:29 AM GMT+8

re 路人: 你知道嗎...當看
>>May 9, 2007 at 4:57:46 PM GMT+8

你能任性,能頹廢, 能低落, 能
>>May 8, 2007 at 5:17:03 PM GMT+8

布布，你真係要振作呀
>>May 7, 2007 at 1:36:38 AM GMT+8

振作呀!!! 有事要搵人
>>May 4, 2007 at 7:19:16 PM GMT+8

Popo 你不是遲了工嗎?! <
>>May 2, 2007 at 1:28:40 AM GMT+8

re dream partner
>>April 29, 2007 at 12:46:13 PM GMT+8

i totally agree
>>April 16, 2007 at 9:57:50 AM GMT+8

發生什麼事呢? 很擔心呢
>>April 6, 2007 at 9:15:02 AM GMT+8

re: 我找不到有甚麼值得開心的
>>April 5, 2007 at 11:55:25 AM GMT+8

布布，你好像把自己處於一個唔開心
>>April 3, 2007 at 3:14:24 PM GMT+8

有信心實找到方向及新工作 >March 27, 2007 at 4:08:51 AM GMT+8

其實拿著電筒的人仍然在你身邊‧只
>>March 6, 2007 at 2:52:56 AM GMT+8

以下是我節錄我一位朋友的分享，我
>>February 4, 2007 at 11:45:18 AM GMT+8

我也認同做得唔開心，味唔好做的.
>>February 4, 2007 at 11:41:24 AM GMT+8

工作所花時間‧同工作能力唔係成正
>>December 6, 2006 at 1:36:06 AM GMT+8

布，好像最近唔係咁開心咁喎...
>>November 30, 2006 at 12:50:22 AM GMT+8

傻的!夢境多數與現實相反! >November 29, 2006 at 8:55:25 AM GMT+8

多謝肥廸~~ <
>>November 12, 2006 at 10:41:29 AM GMT+8

Although i have
>>November 9, 2006 at 5:47:30 PM GMT+8

嗯....無論點都會支持你!因為
>>October 28, 2006 at 4:10:26 PM GMT+8

thz for your sms
>>October 26, 2006 at 5:03:00 PM GMT+8

haha 打錯字 on
>>October 24, 2006 at 3:05:17 AM GMT+8

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>>October 24, 2006 at 3:03:59 AM GMT+8

sor .... i did n
>>October 23, 2006 at 4:50:45 PM GMT+8

初初出來做野多數都會經歷呢個階段
>>October 13, 2006 at 2:42:07 AM GMT+8

re bird: 我回來了~ 還
>>September 24, 2006 at 4:27:35 PM GMT+8

I Will Miss You~
>>August 15, 2006 at 4:34:22 PM GMT+8

祝你旅途愉快~
>>August 15, 2006 at 3:39:11 PM GMT+8

haha~ 唔駛客氣 <
>>June 17, 2006 at 3:21:21 PM GMT+8

reply popo ....
>>June 2, 2006 at 5:11:09 PM GMT+8

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