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2006 年 1 月 30 日 星期一 【炎熱】
| | | | 差不多下午三時許才起床。沒辦法，心情還是極度空虛，死肥仔又北上了，唯有借睡消愁。已經半年沒這麼樣睡過了。若不是Maggie的臭小B來了吵著，我寧可一睡不醒。
呆呆的，一天就這樣白過了。想起了許許多多回憶片段。想起了那個讓我倆第一次相見的足球場。想起了他在大姆指欠我的一頓晚飯。想起了我倆在23樓走廊第一次相擁接吻的晚上。如今，景物仍舊，但面目已經全非。時間過得太快，太殘酷了。
我好想他。
晚上，成和May都有約外出，餘下我一個待在家裡。家裡靜得可怕，孤單的感覺一湧而上。不知道今天晚上吹的是甚麼風，幸好，吹來了多年沒見的一個朋友Derek。二人坐在一處老地方喝著悶酒，也好，反正也想借酒消一下愁。21歲就得來了一副中年男人的樣子。最猜不到的是，在這沒見的4年多裡，我們也有過同一樣的相似經歷。浪子都會幹這樣的事嗎？嘻。當年卻對我這樣的狠，真可惡！一坐，就坐至凌晨5時多了。
那一刻，我也攪不清楚這感覺是來自他還是「他」。只想說，酒，真的能解愁。「酒入愁腸愁更愁」這理論是哪個笨蛋提出的？但 …… 算了吧。 | | | | |
>>February 2, 2006 at 2:08:48 AM GMT+8
2006 年 1 月 29 日 星期日 【炎熱】
| | | | 踏入新一年。年初一，萬萬也想不到，連自己的感情也要重新開始。對於我來說，從來，任何節日都毫無意義，因為他是從事服務行業的。現在沒有了他，原來，節日比我想像中更無意義。
即使，昨天只喝了一碗湯，今天還是毫無食慾，看到了食物就想往回走似的。
給了Puiman一個電話，說了些恭賀說話，她說「新年快樂，恭喜發財，利是逗來」。噢，這句說話，就好像往我心裡打了一拳似的。「男朋友都沒有，何來老公呀？沒利是啦」「你怎會沒有啦？Edmond呢？」別玩我了，好朋友！
她比我更配他嗎？請容許我躲在自己的世界裡，任何人都請別碰我。請容許我頹一下。朋友們，我需要你們給我氣力。
清，生日快樂！ |  | | | |
>>January 30, 2006 at 9:31:07 PM GMT+8
2006 年 1 月 28 日 星期六 【颳風】
| | | | 這天，對於我來說，完完全全令我陷入崩潰。原來我一直以為的小吵架，無聲無息已經變了另一回事。
這兩個月來，我還愚昧地誤會，等著。還，常常想著想著，我們好了就要到哪裡哪裡玩，原來，他已經有了她當導遊了。許多年了，已經許多年沒有哭得這樣死去活來。雖然，我一往都顯得很不在乎，但有誰明白他對我來說其實多重要。我就是這麼一個寧願不形於色，沒膽子去表露情感的一個人。原來，我做錯了。他一直以來對我的無私付出，其實我一直都深深感受到，只怪我的懦弱。
我的苦哭哀求，還是換不了一點施捨憐憫。凌晨四時許，還是看不到一個像你的影子。這一刻，我才感覺到，原來要站起來需要多麼的勇氣和氣力，我多麼不願起來。 當我從坐著的姿勢換到站著的姿勢，氣力已經用盡了。走著的時候，我還傻得盡量拖慢腳踏步，期待 主的一點憐惜。
對，他和我們之間的感覺仍然在我心中深處，不曾離開。他為我付出那麼的多，是時候該到我為他付出了，等。
對不起。 | | | | |
>>February 3, 2006 at 4:44:17 PM GMT+8
2006 年 1 月 28 日 星期六 【颳風】
後來 - 劉若英
＊後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再＊
梔子花 白花瓣
落在我藍色百褶裙上
愛你 你輕聲說
我低下頭 聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏
你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感嘆
總想起 當天的星光
那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時
一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣
也在靜靜追悔感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強
現在也 不那麼遺憾
＃你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞＃
REPEAT＊＃＊＊
永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩
>>January 29, 2006 at 3:49:22 PM GMT+8
2006 年 1 月 26 日 星期四 【颳風】
好不幸地被tag了-_-"
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1. 最近在聽的音樂? 後來 - 劉若英
2. 最近常想的人? 廢膠豬8戒 + Edmond
3. 你現在還單身嗎? Confused
4. 誰是對你最重要的人? Fdz + Mami
5. 來世如果給你充分的自由,你會想做甚麼職業? Vet.
6. 事業, 愛情, 友情, 其他(請註明),哪1樣你會放在第1位? Freirndship.
7. 你最大o既缺點 / 優點係咩? 倔強 // 獨立
8. 如果俾你揀,你會想住係邊個國家? Itay + United Kindom
9. 你覺得被誤會,或遭受冷淡的態度對待,哪樣會比較難受? Both~
10. antiho問: 你想點死? 無遺憾咁死 ( 唔要好似Mayee咁開心死，開心得一陣?! ) ~
11. NickO513問: 最想有咩事情係你身上發生? 發大達~
12. ahbdotcom問: 有乜係心血來潮好想做/實踐但係未做到? 去外國 Vet.
13. rograce 問: 上面咁多條問題,邊條對你最有意義? None~
14. katrinakatrina問: 你對5年後/10年後/20年後的自己有甚麼期望? 唔要打死一世工，我要做老闆!
15. shsh326 問: 除左$之外，而家最想得到什麼? 時光倒流機
16. eci 問:請講出我(傳你此blog的人)既優點同埋缺點. Mayee好friendly好熱情 // 最衰靚過我 XD
17. 呂仔問: 如果你中左六合彩頭獎你會點做? 第一時間拾包袱走佬去外國
18. 你會choose忘年戀(10年以上)定姐弟戀(5年內)? 揀唔落!
19.Joan~*問: 你最想時間停留係邊一刻? 係我最青春美麗 + 幸福既一刻.
20. 問: 你認為本人(傳你此blog的人)應從事什麼職業? 幸福少奶奶 XD
21. dee 問: 我(傳你此blog的人)個樣似幾多歲? 20
22. 雀文問: 你依家最想見到邊一個人? 自己!
23.aqua 問: 你想做男人定女人? 女人
24. CHI問: WHAT DO YOU WANNA SAY BEFORE YOU DIE? TO WHO? " 我要上天堂~ " // 主
25. WUDDYGUM問: 你估人離開左依個世界之後會點? 唔信主去hell，信主上Paradise~
26. COCONUT_GLOW問: 如果你既時間可以買翻泥或者賣出去的話,你會想做買方定賣方? 買.
27. IVY_CHING問: 如果有得揀，你地會揀曖昧定一齊／同居定結婚? 曖昧 / 結婚
28. PERJAI 問: 當你孤單你會想起誰? 一個唔會令我孤單既人.
29. RACHEL 問: 你ge願望係咩? 發大達 + 同個好男人長相廝守
30. Meimei問: 你對呢份task有咩comment呢? 點解答極都未完!
31.呀毒問:有咩歌你聽左會喊? 係失落既時候，聽親傷感歌都想喊~
32. 阿威問: 如果你知道你爸/媽出面有第三者,你會有咩反應? 一時比唔到反應!
33. 檸茶問: 要你送一樣禮物比你仲意/有好感既人,你會送咩? 自己個心
34. KissM問: 假如你可以用1樣你有既野換1樣你冇既野,咁你會用自己既乜野黎換乜野(e.g 歌聲換愛人)? 一條毛換十億美元
35.ＳＩＮＤＹ問: 覺得人生的意義係咩呀? 奉主既名去傳福音
36. 阿慧問: 你的愛戀味道?! 食完話你知~
37. ｗａｉ:你最想得到,但偏偏得不到的東西? 知己!
38. Ｃａｌｂｙ : 以前/依家不肯開口說你喜歡他/她的原因? 唔肯認低威.
39. 吉問: 甚麼事會令你/妳真心地笑呢? 拎到好好成績 // 或者結婚o個一刻.
40. an問: 想做被愛的人,還是去愛人? 為甚麼? Both! 咁先係完美既感情~
41. 做( - ω - )問: 諗起我(傳你此blog的人)時個腦會浮現D乜? Mayee個笑樣
42. Christine問: 鍾意咩類型的人? 溫柔體貼 + 養到我一世 + 唔花心男人
43. (另加)Kelly問: 同人表白第一句會點開頭? 未試過!
44. Slowfish問:喜歡/愛一個人,你/妳會怎樣? 成日掛住~
45. ...問: 怎樣才是喜歡/愛1個人? 一生何求 - 古巨基
46. Billy問: 最「灰」的時候你會做甚麼？ 死喊爛喊
47. micmicmicmicmic問: 你做到Li到係咪好想打人??? 想好耐!!!!
48. Os__MaN問: 有無睇哂上面咁多個q&a??? 無睇，點做到落黎!
49. AR_SAN問: 最常講GE粗口係乜﹖ Dee!
50. 傑夫問: 如果你鐘意既人同緊第二個拍拖,咁你會唔會祝福佢? 唔會，恨不得佢地快o的散!
51. mandy問: 有咩怪癖? 震腳，血少冇計!
52. SANDY問: 你BF/GF病左果時你會點.?! 問佢死得未~
53. 蚊芝問: 我如果而家死左你地會點?? O咀，跟住 "下?!"
54.chris問: 係咪覺得好唔好彩呢..收到呢份野? NO!!! But 比Mayee tag就真係有o的突然~
55. Moe問: 最想同最憎既人講咩? 怒爆粗!
56. ball仔問: 如果你而家得返$50...冇人幫你...要你過一個月...你會點? 呢個moment梗係問人借~
57. Tanaka問: 如果自己死左,想身邊既人點對代自己既另一半? 幫我好好照顧佢
58. 陳小燕問: 最後悔/傷心既一件事 ? 最近最傷心既係廿分essay! 頂!
59. Kean 問 : 夜晚臨訓前多數會諗咩/做咩? 記住聽日要幾點起身~
60. ka toi問: 做完所有問題之後,會做乜? 拿拿聲save佢，廢事hang機做過!
61. Dermete問 : 池魚好味or立魚好味 ????? 我唔識分咩魚係咩魚喎!
62. CLAY : 有冇試過同1個人好有緣???撞到做到朋友?? 冇!
63. polly問: 你為你鐘意既人做過最silly既1件事?? 偷偷地去佢會去既地方望佢
64. mayee問: 會因有size而買衫or會因為個print而買衫? 因為有$先買衫
65. Hoiyi問: 如廁緊o個時會做咩?諗咩?
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我要 +2 // Puiman // 肥坤 // 馬哥 // Theo 玩 XD
>>January 26, 2006 at 7:04:58 PM GMT+8
2006 年 1 月 23 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】
| | | | There are still 2 days of my exam including today. But, i dont care it anymore, because.................my lovely 20 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My God!!!!!!!! Stupid me!!!!!! The English writing exam taken today just like a mess too -_-". I dont have such mood to anything actually due to the 20 marks!!!
After the exam today, Lung, Lok, Kwan, Hedy and me go to Yi's home for "HAE" XDXDXD. I've done somthing inspiring ------ Queen of "Dee" XDXDXD. " 抄3家13、13、12 ".勁!!!!! " Lung, dont be to upset ar~ " XDXD. | | | | |
>>January 26, 2006 at 7:04:06 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】
| | | | After many efforts and hardships, voting day for SU is upcoming today.
At the first 4 lessons, all of the committees of the two groups should be in the hall for the last struggle during the voting of our classmates. +_+" We've to shout our slogans out and yell for more tickets. In the hall, it's full of our noises. It's really a hard and serious sound pollution XDXD. I can believe that the one who shout the most hardly is me. It's really a dead and life-taking activity!!!!!!! I almost lose my sound!!!!
When i was a member of cheering team at Form 1 in YLLSS, i had never tried as hardly as that time. It probably because i really put so amny efforts on this competition. However, i've a little bit hateful mind that doing not want to win. If we win, we've to put more efforts and time on it to service our classmates afterwards. Do i really have such enough time and ability to make my study and the workload of SU balance? I actually dont have such confidence.
After school, there is an public activity of counting tickets. It's out of my guess that we lead ahead greatly in the whole counting 0_0"". Finally, we win more than 300 tickets. Woo~ At this moment, my emotion cannot be described with anything. It's happy? Not! It's sad? Not! It's disappointed? Not too! I dont really know whether i should be happy or upset. Yes, i'm pleased that we win, and i gain the acceptance from the students and teachers there. But, it also means that a lot of works is coming towards me. I dont really want to oversight my study because of the works. I dont want to be looked down by anyone anymore ><". I hate their eye-expression!!!!
Nevertheless, it's the truth already now which i should face -_-". | | | | |
>>April 29, 2006 at 8:23:56 PM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 24 日 星期四 【颳風】
| | | | It's my 18th birthday today. I'm a true adult now.I dont need to act as a adult anymore XDXD. Many people think that 18th birthday should be unforgetable and impressive and i had the same view as it before, but i've different view of it now. It can be usual. There is one every year.
At lunch, my lovely classmates celebrate with me for my 18th birthday. Although it's just a usual lunch, i'm very pleased that all of you are willing to celebrate woth me. Friends are my most valuable treasure >3<.
" 你同我收聲，你同我返埋位，你同我坐低，你同我坐好........ --->Phy sir 絕招 "
" 唔過45秒咁完全粉碎一部計數機 + 約會亞sir到籃球場隻揪 --->破曬紀錄啦 "
祝 陳凱兒小姐 一年老過一年!!! | | | | |
>>April 29, 2006 at 8:24:10 PM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 21 日 星期一 【颳風】
| | | | This fucking school makes me mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Couldn't they inform me once??? They do not respect me at all!!!! They did not get my permission and did something for me without information. Fuck!!!!!!!!! I'm extremely angry now!!!
Hey, I want to go to school for lessons, but not such fucking inter-school sports day. \ . / """"
At night, i receive a bad news about the cat which was a victim of the animals abuse in Mong Kok recently. The surgery was failed and it died. Why???? Why did that fucking guy do such fucking things???? Is he addicted to do such fucking things? Was he getting enjoyment from it??? All the police in Hong Kong are fucking incapable and helpless!!!!!!!! Please do something at once!!!!!!!!!
唉~~ 3日 A r~~~ 先記得我生日!!!!!!!!!!!! 好過分!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In conclusion, i'm very, extremely, totally, absolutely, entirely ANGRY today!!!!!!!!!
P.S.：我未試過覺得自己咁煩XDDXD 明天再接再勵派傳單!!!! 仲有仲有，Lunch齊齊層層叠去跳舞舞，正!!!!!!!!! | | | | |
>>November 22, 2005 at 12:46:07 AM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 20 日 星期日 【颳風】
| | | | 陳凱兒小姐，醒下啦！！！唔好再發夢 A r！！！做人realistic o的啦！！！
『忘記背後，努力面前的，向著標杆直跑！』
仲諗？！Prepare好個A-level仲好啦！！！！ | | | | |
>>November 20, 2005 at 11:34:32 PM GMT+8
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>>March 15, 2007 at 8:38:41 AM GMT+8
親愛的..
<br>請放心..我
>>March 11, 2007 at 12:28:41 AM GMT+8
hoiyi.....
<br>果
>>February 26, 2007 at 2:26:35 AM GMT+8
我依家先識睇xanga feed
>>February 23, 2007 at 8:32:24 AM GMT+8
唔好話我"偷睇"啦~~留番個言先
>>January 25, 2007 at 12:16:52 AM GMT+8
hihi~妳好丫~妳有我xg既~
>>November 26, 2006 at 11:26:53 PM GMT+8
生日禮物有我份架!!!
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>>November 25, 2006 at 1:44:14 PM GMT+8
生日快樂
>>November 24, 2006 at 12:47:04 AM GMT+8
我有say thx Q ga~=
>>November 20, 2006 at 9:31:03 PM GMT+8
對唔住呀~~!!老婆....係我
>>November 15, 2006 at 9:11:06 PM GMT+8
走黎我xanga搞乜鬼-___-
>>October 31, 2006 at 11:00:22 PM GMT+8
懶訓豬~~~
>>October 19, 2006 at 10:40:31 PM GMT+8
人地就好喇~~!陽光與海灘~~~
>>September 28, 2006 at 11:53:52 PM GMT+8
雖然係好少黎...
<br>一黎
>>September 24, 2006 at 10:15:15 PM GMT+8
希望佢冇事啦~~!!!
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>>September 23, 2006 at 9:05:35 PM GMT+8
好搞笑呀hotpot that
>>August 30, 2006 at 11:28:25 PM GMT+8
我媽咪講既當無聽到得架喇~~!!
>>August 18, 2006 at 12:02:34 AM GMT+8
我見到樹熊bb @@ 好得意
>>August 15, 2006 at 9:56:55 PM GMT+8
你好嗎？我見到《唐山大地震》，所
>>August 4, 2006 at 9:55:46 PM GMT+8
我地 Monster famil
>>July 27, 2006 at 1:52:02 PM GMT+8
唔好咁勞氣~~~唔好嬲啊~~套(
>>July 25, 2006 at 9:51:05 PM GMT+8
Howard仔~~~~你阿姨爆你
>>July 25, 2006 at 9:16:41 PM GMT+8
咁搞笑~~!!!下次都係唔好踢完
>>July 25, 2006 at 1:23:30 PM GMT+8
內疚一世呀我!
>>July 24, 2006 at 8:43:15 PM GMT+8
= =''
<br>可惡的陳海龜
>>July 23, 2006 at 9:51:05 PM GMT+8
底褲事件真係打左出來~kaka
>>July 23, 2006 at 6:31:07 PM GMT+8
...............?
>>July 21, 2006 at 3:38:24 PM GMT+8
加油!你會成功的!!
>>July 19, 2006 at 8:40:45 PM GMT+8
有你這個聰明聽話的學生是我的榮幸
>>July 9, 2006 at 3:27:17 PM GMT+8
好靚啊你個日記 正!!!
>>July 7, 2006 at 1:24:41 AM GMT+8
仲有三日............
>>June 25, 2006 at 11:03:02 PM GMT+8
老婆.....比d心機讀書!!@
>>June 19, 2006 at 3:46:06 PM GMT+8
好耐冇揾過你la
>>June 15, 2006 at 1:50:51 PM GMT+8
你就好喇~~!!有朱古力陪你溫書
>>June 10, 2006 at 11:22:44 PM GMT+8
好warm丫你地!
>>May 25, 2006 at 9:09:40 PM GMT+8
sorry.....
>>May 14, 2006 at 11:51:58 PM GMT+8
我要Ｈｏｉｙｉ日日都要過得開開心
>>April 30, 2006 at 12:48:22 AM GMT+8
哈哈....而家我le樹到處都係
>>April 29, 2006 at 11:37:49 PM GMT+8
可惡的((第13集)).....
>>April 29, 2006 at 11:34:05 PM GMT+8
陳大小姐....真好野!!!一n
>>April 25, 2006 at 10:41:17 PM GMT+8
@@陳大小姐
<br>我都講左係
>>April 16, 2006 at 11:55:41 PM GMT+8
我沒有傷心欲絕
<br>哈哈~你
>>February 9, 2006 at 10:58:48 PM GMT+8
babe 一齊努力lah
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>>February 9, 2006 at 9:44:02 PM GMT+8
hey~my fd..
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>>February 9, 2006 at 2:41:06 AM GMT+8
人馬座的妹,
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>>February 7, 2006 at 8:06:00 PM GMT+8
新一年, 新開始~~
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>>January 31, 2006 at 11:06:32 AM GMT+8
謝謝你的電話^^
<br>你也要
>>January 29, 2006 at 6:22:11 PM GMT+8
妳淨係記得妳學校d嘢
>>November 28, 2005 at 2:03:52 AM GMT+8
Which school do
>>October 5, 2005 at 5:48:06 PM GMT+8
hello !!^^
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>>September 26, 2005 at 10:10:34 PM GMT+8
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