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2005 年 2 月 7 日 星期一 【炎熱】
不懂得愛 不懂得我 別親我
>>February 8, 2005 at 6:47:41 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 24 日 星期一 【炎熱】
| | | | We seem that do not realise each other on the way when he goes to work and i go to study room in this morning. Fine! I dont care~ In my heart, it's true that i hope i have never met him in my life. I thing less sad things will be made to me then.
At night, i cry again. I hate myself! Why do i cry of him again and again? I remember that i have said i had no more power and force to care and cry of him, but why am i crying now? He never say something making me happy, but making me sad and angry only. I have said that he could reduce one chance next month. Rape? Finding someone to rape me? How can a boyfriend say that shit things??? All the things are dangerous in the world, so every people have not to go out then? right? I am not a little girl that in his mind. I am going to be an adult this year and i have my mind. I know how to protect myself. Can listening his shit and hurtful speech protect me then? No~ It's not protecting me but hurting me only! Doesnt he know why i didnt tell you eariler? Because i was afraid of him. I knew what he would say to hurt me. It's not the thing which a boyfriend do.
Sorry, Mum. I make you worried recently. But such problems of love can be solved by myself only. | | | | |
>>January 29, 2005 at 3:33:19 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 23 日 星期日 【炎熱】
| | | | Ng... Originally, it's a quite good day for me, but it's a poor and hateful night for me finally. Ys... I know that i have made him feeling painful and i am so sorry for my carelessness. However, i am hurt by his rough words as well. I am just careless and how can he speak out such words? Yes, he can speak it when we are playing but he cant speak it out seriously due to my careless.
Ok~ i am still fine but i feel really angry when we're ready to get into the KCR station in Tin Shui Wai. Is it the right behavour of a proper boyfriend? Fine!!! I am just going to visit my lovely sons. I dont care about him. He walks on his own and i walk on my own. We seem that do not realise each other. Ok~ I dont care!!! There is no need for me to to take care of a man who does not respect me!
Tonight, Gucci and Chanel sleep next to me. It's enough for me as i love them. |  | | | |
>>January 29, 2005 at 3:02:52 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 22 日 星期六 【炎熱】
| | | | I have not typed that diary for a long long time and that means i have not prastised my English for a long long time as well. " Practice makes prefer", but how things will be if no practice? I will "Die" in the exam, right? Recently, i becoming lazier since the poor period of the the relationship between he and I. That really affected my study. I cant concentrate on my study even i have not gone to Students Study Room for few weeks. It's a really serious situation. I am really worried about my exam this year. There is no people understanding my feelings now. Although i look ok and seem usual, i am really upset and worried indeed. No one knows.
Apart from my study, there are other things which make me worried. They are love, money, friends, my hobbies, etc. | | | | |
>>January 24, 2005 at 6:43:11 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 8 日 星期六 【陰晴不定】
| | | | At night, i suppose to look forward to wait him finishing his work and coming. I look forward to enjoy our time of being together at night. However, my expectancy run away. I'm fine. I am ok. I have already been numb of our relationship. For my feelings, i am not still falling in love anymore. | | | | |
>>January 17, 2005 at 5:51:02 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 6 日 星期四 【乍雨乍晴】
 | | | | | Today is the day before Big Eyes's birthday. At about 8p.m. of this night, he asked me whether i went to sing K in Mong Kok to celebrate his birthday at night. Although i do not have any money and have to save money, i must go certainly as he is one of my best friends. We have not met for a long long time. He does not change too much and his eyes are still big ^^.
There are Big Eyes, Dick Dick, Ty, Eason, Turbo, Pk, Wing, Ar Shing and a boy ( i forget what his name is). As we have not met for a long time, we are more estranged that before. It doesnt matter. We become closer at the later time of the meeting. Although i feel bored at the meeting, it doesnt matter as i still feel happy. However, Turbo breaks my mood as i feel that he is really disturbing. I really want to fight him, haha... In the meeting, i see that Big Eyes feels really happy ^^, so he achieves our wishes to him " Happy Birthday! ".
I leave at about 00:15a.m. at the mid-night earlier than them as i dont want Edmond to wait me for a longer time. However, he feels not too happy as he said that i spend money for funs but not spend it on my sons -_-". Indeed, i do not have too much money, so how can i spend it on the two respects? For our sons, he can help me to pay. However, he can not help me to paid on the meeting of Big Eyes's birthday and how i do not go for the birthday of my best friend. That's why i determine to spend it on that. He has to considerate about me. Doesnt he know how much i have now? I have to use it for a long long time, so i have to try my best to save my money.
"" Happy Birthday, Big Eyes! "" | | | | |
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>>January 7, 2005 at 11:34:10 PM GMT+8
2005 年 1 月 4 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】
| | | | Ng... Originally, i have to go for watching film with my old friend, but it has been cancelled as there is no film which we are interested to watch. My friend wants to watch the film of "功夫", but i have watched it already. ><'' Ng... I lose a chance to meet my old friend again. We have not met for a long long time. I miss that old friend so much. It doesnt matter. There will be another chance later. I believe it~^^
As it has been cancelled, i have to go to Mong Kok to meet the hateful man Edmond. We go to the pet shop which is in charge of Coco for buying things for my lovely sons. On the way, there is one thing which makes me laugh and scare me a lot. It is a advertisment banner. Clearly, there is a advertisment banner of William Hung hung on the outer wall of the Mong Kok Center Building. Shit!!! How do the foreign visitors thing and feel of it?? They may laugh of Hong Kog. Shit! The ugly William makes a really bad image of Hong Kong.
Then, i have brought two cat clothes, a can of wet cat food and a tail cutter of cats. I love the clothes so much. They are rabbit-shaped. I think Gucci and Chanel will be so lovely if they dress it on ^^. Indeed, i think that they hate such clothes so much as they feel upset and just hide aside after dressing on the clothes. It's in my guess as the clothes is including the foots part. Certainly, i pick the clothes out of their body immediately after taking photos. Um... It doesnt matter. I can change the clothes to have the upper body part only if they really hate the clothes ^^. | | | | |
 
>>January 9, 2005 at 7:52:56 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 31 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】
| | | | It's the last day of the year 2004. Many people go out for counting down. However, i stay at home again. I stay at home on both Silent Night, Christmas and today alone. Ok~ I am fine. They are not special days for me anymore. He just comes to my home after his work. Special days are not special for me. All the things are usual for me . | | | | |
>>January 6, 2005 at 4:30:07 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】
| | | | Going for Kakasite event. Happy birthday to Edmond. I hate such family so much!!!
To Be Continuous!!! | | | | |
>>December 31, 2004 at 3:32:37 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 24 日 星期五 【颳風】
| | | | Silent Night ( Christmas Eva ) is an universal jubilation. Most of people spend it with their lovers. So, it's also a sweet night. However, it's a lonely Silent Night for me this year. I have never tried to be alone on Silent Night since my first love. Even though i had no lover, i spent it with my friends. This year, even though i have lover, i cant spend it with him and even my friends. I stay at home alone.
In the afternoon, i asked him where we were going to go and what we were going to do this night. He said nothing and told me to plan it. I feel really depressed, upset and even angry. He has never taken that night serious and take notice of it, so i determine not to go to join him after his work. In addition, i have no money. In the evening, Puiman phones me and asked me where i would go and what i would do this night. I just can said " Nothing! ". She feels surprised as i had never been that in that night before. She said she would to the abandoned house of the anut of Fung with him and his sister. I envy her so much. It's the truth. I envy her so much.
I think he will come to my home if i have not gone out as it's Silent Night. However, he finishes his work at about 12:00 at the mid-night and goes home. I feel really really angry and upset. I slightly cry at home myself. However, does he know? NO! From now on, I hate Silent Night so much!! I dont want to spend it with anyone anymore. I hate it strongly! | | | | |
>>January 1, 2005 at 7:04:54 PM GMT+8
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