2004 年 1 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

唔.....今日mother走左上東莞~~><
成日就得番我同brother~~
佢又唔去街wor~~~><><><"""
咁下午就睇本小說la~~but都未睇晒~~=.="
好想做功課~~but走左入room又整其他野....唉...
下午我地都好晏先起身~~又係我落街buy野食...
唉.....之後到night咪得十大low~~
之後.....到差唔多時候~~我地就叫外賣la~~
我叫我brother叫~~點知佢竟然................@@
佢打電話~~之前係有d錄音叫你揀~~
佢問我~我地呢度係邊度"九龍~定香港定新界"~~
呢個問題勁白痴low~~~billy都識答我la~~~
之後我話比佢知我地呢度係深圳~~^^"
then有人黎聽個電話~~佢地兩個好似hen同duck講咁~
><勁angry~~佢聽聽下就話唔知點講~就比左我講~~><
之後我聽完個電話督勁鬧佢~~~crazy~~~連叫外賣都唔識~><"

之後~~佢就開始發癲~~佢say我咁多次sport day~
只係join過一次鉛球~~話我肥婆掟鉛球~><
呢句說話勁過份~~好似個"衰聲"講咁~~
咁我咪又開始angry low~~><
之後我入左kitchen~整野比billy食~~
佢無啦啦走左黎~用佢件衫"lum"住我個頭~><
勁勁勁勁勁似變態佬~~><"
之後~~佢仲.......用一張x過佢d鼻涕ge紙巾x落7塊面度~~><
crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!好想嘔tim ar~~><><><><

仲有就係......唔知點解今日home個電話short左~~
我地打唔到之餘~~人地都打唔到入黎~~
but咁都幾好~~^^kee......唔駛成日聽電話~
and 唔駛比d電話煩住~~^^

>>January 11, 2004 at 9:09:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

唔知點解....呢幾日心情其實唔可以話唔好....
但係就好易發脾氣~~~好容易就會鬧人~~~=.="
我真係唔想的~~真係唔想~~但係就唔知點解會咁~~
但係我知ge就係.......kee.....唔話比你地知~~^^

另外.....今日都無恰眼訓呀~~~仲好精神tim ar~~哈哈!!!^^

lunch7個人一齊eat~~^^kee.......
仲好疼tim.....為左$3~~點知得到更多個$3~~哈哈~
明唔明我講咩呢~~??!!

之後上p.e堂~~好好玩~~^^
比心話我係士多啤梨~~>佢仲.........><><><
嘉琪係我後面仲..................><><><
crazy~~~個個都crazy左~~~攪到我勁勁勁勁勁無安全感!><
之後我地8個人就走左去後面度玩紅綠燈~and數字球~~
哈哈~~~啊薯無人救~~呵呵...........

之後上完堂~~就返上去做埋個project佢~~
事就開始發生喇........我開始黑起塊面~~~
but我真係唔想ga~!!!!!!係真的!!!!!
但係就唔知點解~~一見到佢~佢and佢~~就會咁~~~
佢地實在太扮野~~~我真係接受唔到!!><"

另外有一樣好重要ge野~~~就係唔知係唔係呢幾日睇3級野睇得多~~
而家隻眼有d痛~~@@好似腫腫地and爭唔開咁~~~><"
激死............................><諗起都好變態~~~+~+

>>January 9, 2004 at 12:57:07 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 7 日 星期三 【微冷】

今日.....唔知點解成日都好驚.....
好心虛....返學早會時又驚....
上comm堂時又驚.......=.=""

今日最值得慶祝的就係上堂無恰眼訓.....
kee.......^^
but最令我發脾氣的就是.....
上eng堂做oral~~唔知點解當我做oral時~
我就會好認真咁去做~~我真係唔想玩玩下....
而且....今年真係無乜點做過oral~~
so更加唔可以玩~~但係....我真係唔可以接受d人好唔認真~
佢唔認真不特而....佢仲同我玩野.....話聽唔到我講野
要我repeat~~佢上年成年都係咁~~今年又係咁~~
我想知ge係佢係唔係聾ga?!但係如果佢明係同我玩野~
我想佢知道~~~佢唔會玩得起low~~
諗起佢真係好angry~~當時真係好想一把車埋去~~
連佢d fd都放棄佢~~我同佢完全唔識ge你話我會點呢...?!?!?!
相信你地會明我感受.......

另外....放學時玩得幾開心~~^^我同橙橙做左主角~~^^kee.....
而且....當中明白到點解d人拍戲要拍幾個月~~我地拍左幾分鐘就拍左好耐...=.=
唔.....^^kee.....^^真係幾好玩~~~^^

之後返到home~~~好難得個電腦仲未比我brother開~~
咁我就喇喇聲開左佢先la~~then去完個廁所~~就比我brother罷鬼左~
我今次係開黎做感想....咁我就當然叫佢走開la~~
之後佢就發晒脾氣咁~~crazy!!!!!!!!><個電腦係我開ga~~
我用都未用佢就罷鬼左~~之後就同佢鬧左場交.....
咁呢d野......就當然要對佢晒出蠻招la~~^^哈哈~~~~
but呢一排.....我一諗起佢就好忟.....

仲有就係....今日sister搭夜機走~~我唔去送佢機~~
佢之前仲係咁叫我請假同佢一齊去旅行~~=.=
佢say"請幾日之嘛.......就當輕鬆下同我去玩la..."~~@@
之後我就好決定咁say no~~kee....^^因為我返學的日子仲有無幾多咋~
then到星期六~~我mother同我uncle一齊又要上東莞收樓~~
咁o個日就要得番我同brother~~~><"好彩仲有billy陪我~~^^kee.....
but講真......呢一排我真係唔會成對住佢~~!!!!!!!!!

>>January 8, 2004 at 11:33:13 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

今日....個人都係好累~~=.="
最近.....我brother好唔同.....
個人成個唔同晒....佢可能呢一排拍拖~~
我同我mother都懷疑佢~~~
佢呢一排日日好夜先訓....佢放假之前好早訓~
10點幾11點就會訓~~but星期一o個日佢3點幾先訓~~
but係為左傾電話wor~~佢日日都傾~~應該係同同一個人傾~
日日玩icq玩成日~~尋晚佢仲勁心虛.......
佢傾緊電話~~當時我溫緊書~我sister沖緊涼~~我mother睇緊電視~
佢係room傾緊電話~~佢無啦啦好大聲咁鬧人~~
問我地邊個偷聽佢講電話~~=.="當時個個人都有野做~~
佢就好大反應咁問~~仲好惡tim~~~
我mother前兩日仲問我佢係唔係識左個女仔~~
but其實係人都知我對佢地d野都唔會好清楚~~=.=
我mother仲say佢呢一排好"老""嘈""~~^^"
咁又係....佢呢一排成日都發脾氣~~~仲大脾氣過我~~=.="""""唉......

唔.....今日知道左2樣野~~~
其實我覺得最重要的是....唔好後悔~~
我做人係唔會比自己後悔~~講真....我都好似未後悔過~~
今年2004年.....好似一開始個個就唔係咁開心咁....
其實大家之間都有問題存在.....只係你地有冇去正視呢個問題~
第1~~我唔知你係呂係對佢心淡.....但係我真係真係唔想你為d咁ge人唔開心~
第2~~你地之前可以玩得好癲....我唔想見到你地咁.....只係想你地好似之前咁...
癲癲地.....就夠喇~~

仲有.....今日去完自修室....返到home就岩岩好做新聞~
我又諗到一樣野~~
民主黨同民x聯~~唔知你地會支持邊個呢.....??
一個就係睇政府好o個方面~~一個就係睇衰o個方面...
而我...就會支持民主黨~~而最主要個原因~~就係因為佢唔係擦鞋仔~
kee.....無啦啦講左時事tim~~~=.=
but好想借呢一件事....去說明人生的道理~~~~
有d人認為做人最緊要識得睇人地好o個方面....而唔睇衰o個面~~
但係....咁都唔代表要討好....要幫佢擦鞋.....^^"

>>January 7, 2004 at 3:44:08 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 5 日 星期一 【微冷】

唔......今日無咩野發生....
but成日上堂都好累好累very累.....
好耐都未試過扎辮返學lu~~
記得中一時就係扎辮ge.....
kee......幾年未扎過....
今日扎辮返學....佢地話我扎條辮扎得好靚~~^^
but其實我特登起早d身整~~
而且我朝早洗頭.....
so.....會容易扎d~~^^kee.......
but條頸有d凍凍地咁.....
唔係好慣............=.=

>>January 7, 2004 at 3:29:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

KEE.......又寫日記喇~~^^
唔.....今日第一日開學喇~~
一返到學校就有早會....而早會中....
比miss lai叫我扎辮~~佢叫左我好耐....
but都無扎....=.="

之後上中文堂.....=.=好無奈......
張sir話我而家容光煥發左~~
咩意思呢...!??!?!@@
之後.....呢一句野成為左今日的一時佳話~
個個見到我都話我容光煥發左~~唉......

>>January 7, 2004 at 3:19:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

今日都無咩做~~=.="
成日都留左係home~~睇電視~~
仲要溫商業~~><"

呢兩日成日都諗起上次去西貢eat野o個日~
唉.......=.="
今日下午聽d死人電話聽都發脾氣~~
佢搵我brother~~勁煩~~
1個字之前佢打黎~~我一睇佢來電就知佢係邊個~
咁我一聽就話佢唔係度la~~
then佢一個字之後又再打黎~~
我已經唔聽佢電話~~佢就係咁打黎~~><"
煩到死~~佢一次過打左幾個電話黎~~
之後就係咁有人打黎~~(唔同人)
係咁打黎o個個仲要係女仔黎~
佢日日都係咁打黎~~打到佢咩電話我都記得~!!!!><
一d"經""持"都無!!!!!!><"

唔.....今日都無咩發生~~
but要做足心理準備~~聽日開學喇~~><"
真係唔想開學~~~

>>January 4, 2004 at 11:33:42 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

唔......今日好晏先起身......
起身之後....去接billy返home~~~
佢當時勁驚~~因為佢成日都比其他dog蝦~~><"
哼......

之後4點幾先eat lunch~~=.="
eat完就做hw喇~~今日做晒d hw lu~^^
but唔記得拎中文返home~~=.="
可能有d唔知要做tim~~
but都好過之前ga喇~~
之前成日都攪到最後先做~~~=.="
but為左做晒中史先訓......
做到差唔多4:00~~算la~~^^
對眼又紅晒......
呢幾日次次訓覺.....我都一訓落床就訓得著~
but每次對眼都好紅先訓~@@

>>January 4, 2004 at 11:26:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

今日.....都唔知自己想點喇~~
尋晚睇tv睇到好夜~~攪到今日補課好眼訓~~@@
對眼好累~~尋晚都紅晒咁睇tv~~=.="
成日都一累就紅晒~~好似我dad對眼咁~~佢都係成日咁~=.="
補完課~~就去eat野~~then就返home zzzzz~~^^
真係好累好累~~累左2日~~

我2點幾訓~~3點幾比我sister係咁叫我起身~~
換衫出西貢食海鮮~~但係....佢地明知我對海鮮敏感~~
每次一食親海鮮~~我就會周身痕~仲紅晒~~好辛苦@@
but佢地都要去食><個人已經好累~~仲去到咁遠~~
之後~~kee....發生左一件事~~
以前都發生過~~^^仲好記得tim~~
但係......呢一件事唔係開心事~~係會令自己辛苦的一件事~~
又重"濤"複"切"tim~~~><
食完海鮮~~去左滿記食糖水~~o個度勁多人~~@@
buto個度d糖水出晒名~~真係好好好好好好食~~~
我發覺自己好鐘意食糖水tim~~=.="
之後就返home lu~~而家已經好夜~~個人好累。~.~

岩岩......又同佢地嗌左一場交~~
講真....我真係唔鐘意一d人將自己d野整到好整齊~~
但係其實佢係將自己唔要ge野~~放係人地度~~
so佢就話自己好整齊~~話人唔整齊~~要人地執過晒佢~><
crazy!!!!!><又成日將自己著完d衫放係我張床and chair度~~
我就成日都無得sit自己張chair~~勁過份low~><
佢地仲將唔要ge野放晒係廳度~~話人地整亂個廳~~
又話人地唔執野~~呢d咩理論黎ga!!???><"
仲要扮晒公正咁~~話比mother知我地整亂晒d野~><
crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!><講講下呢d~~又話我成日唔溫書...
又話我唔做hw~~我做o個d屎黎ga?!><
then我咪發"灰"氣咁say"係呀~我咩都無做過呀~~我都無諗過會做wor~
咁點丫....我d野你有咩資格理我呀?!你理點你自己先la~連自己都理唔掂就管人~"
then佢唔夠我嗌~就拉開話題~~話我成日buy野~~
佢自己無buy過呀?!><哼!!!!!!!!!!!!!
angry中..................

>>January 2, 2004 at 6:01:16 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

今日生日....^^
一早起身.....約左佢地10:10~~
點知.....自己一個好白痴咁係車站度等左佢地9個字=.="
o個時真係幾"蚊"下~~but之後~我自己心裡面同自己講~
"今日我生日......我希望自己唔會成日發脾氣....
今日更加唔可以.....我要自己經常處於平靜狀態.."
之後....自己真係無咩野.....

去左何田會合+0~同佢兩個人去左buy野先~~
之後佢地黎到~~就buy buy下野~~
搵埋其他人~~~最失望的係~~我地叫佢地早d去罷爐~~
唉.....我地buy野buy到一半~佢地仲打黎~問我去邊度罷爐...=.="
攪到我勁無奈~~佢地去到~話無爐~~
最後我地去左租爐~~$100~幾貴~~@@

bbq中途~就大家一齊傾下偈咁la~~
又話估下邊個會最快結婚咁la~~^^kee.....^^
but無咩點玩過~~=.="""好似得好少時間咁~~
but都影左d相~~^^"

丫....仲有仲有.....我地等爐o個時~~
係個公園度等~~橙拎左個波波槍出黎玩~~
d細路係咁望住我地玩~~then佢地話想玩~就比左佢地玩~
玩玩下~有2個boy打架~~橙就好惡咁話"唔玩喇"~~then個細路都好惡咁同佢講
"而家到我玩呀"~~橙就講"支槍你定我ga?"~~佢地5個係度鬧交...唉....
之後~我拎黎玩~個妹妹彥住我玩~我就問佢係唔係好想玩~佢say yes~~
就比左佢玩la~~佢之前玩o個時~係咁比個boy蝦~~=.="
我見到都好鄧佢唔抵~~=.="
到我地走去租爐o個邊時~要走喇~
個妹妹同我講"bye bye"~~佢仲攬住我~~^^^^^^^^^^^^
哈哈~~佢真係好得意~~^^^^^^^^^^^我好鐘意佢~~^^^^^^^^^^^^

之後走左bbq o個度~~就搭車去會合我family~~
我地搭o個架車時...佢地落晒車~
得番我同sam~~我地好驚架車唔知去邊~~
but最終都去到我想去o個度~~^^
今年同埋billy一齊eat dinner~~哈哈~~~^^

唔.....今日都算唔錯....但係...始終都有d遺憾....
今日想講多d野~~就係2003年發生過ge野~~
2003年~~應該算係我人生裡面.....最唔開心的一年~~
2月o個時~~發生左一件事.....好令我"緊緊"於懷....
唔開心左成個星期~~~成個星期都想cry~~@@
當然.....係你地面前會好堅強la~^^
到3-4月~~sars黎左~~令到唔見左好多好多生命~~包括張國榮~
o個時....我自己仲有個大病~~個醫生話我都可能有sars~
佢要求我照肺~~打針~~到第2日~仲燒到104~(高過第一日)~~
佢就話再要我照肺~打針~~><"當時我好辛苦@@
個醫生仲say~佢聽日就要走....好似去canada~~
如果我第3日再發燒~~就一定要我入院tim~~
but燒左大約一星期左右~~就無咩事lu~~@@~~o個時我都係覺得無咩野~
只係覺得好辛苦~@@@@
到6月~~係最最最唔開心的一個月~~
呢件事....都唔係好想講lu~~but當時~~仲辛苦過o個次病~
喊足一個月~~o個時d眼淚~好似唔受控制咁~~
都係因為咁~!~我就應承左佢~我唔會再放縱自己再喊~~
之後~~真係無咩點喊~~^^o個時返學~~隻眼仲腫腫地咁返~~=.=""
當時真係好辛苦~><"
之後~~就到中5開學喇~~中5~個人好似開朗左~~但係...人地仲成日話我好cool~=.="
去旅行好開心~~之後~就到年尾~~啊梅走左~~估唔到年尾會咁~~
仲就快到新一年~~唉.....so攪到....生日都唔可以太盡慶~~><"
今日真係好唔開心~~有好多生命無左~~><"

>>January 2, 2004 at 5:42:45 PM GMT+8