2008 年 12 月 26 日 星期五 【微冷】

work at 7am with D, cos i've to go work.......sigh.......
my bed seems much bigger then i realized DD kicked all pandas off my bed -_-
yea panda shouldnt try to fight with pig, all knockout lol

thanks for send me to office :)
thanks for pick me up after work :D
thanks for the DIOR mobile strap, X'mas card and token

by 2115 home, get changed, by 2245 to LKF,girls nite out .....
wooloomooloo first then club BJ

>>December 29, 2008 at 10:38:52 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 25 日 星期四 【微冷】

BOXING DAY <3

i dun spend time with u that's why u have to go macau for fun
fair enough!!!
sms war again!!!!! 玩得咁開心ah nah....睇下你交電話費0個時仲笑唔笑得出.
he said he will come over to see me
and i waited him from 4ish to 9ish............WTF WTF WTF WTF
u promised to spend time with me, and now, one day late!!!

by ferry from macau to TST, then star ferry to central pier, then central to PC
he got here eventually.
bought vietnam food home =] then start yelling at each other again
suddenly he told me he is heading to San Francisco on 8th jan for ten days........WTF
why he cant be a normal bf -____-" ??
watched metro radio hit music award til 1:30am....it sucks!!!!

let's stop argue for a while, shut up and sleep well jerk D!

>>December 27, 2008 at 3:42:50 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 24 日 星期三 【微冷】

+:: M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S +::

有你, 我唔會快樂 冇你, 我會唔開心 咁即係點?

left habitat ard 2am then went to billions....
damn.....i cant believe i bumped into derek wong there...
and he was cuddling a girl when i saw him, WTFFFFF!!!
left lkf and went to hollywood rd to meet cathy in drop
bumped into Rich then went to homebase...the champagne & vodka sucks
made me & cathy really drunk....

dun wanna mention the rest
thx for ruined my day again. first is my birthday then X'mas, wat's next?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
spent my christmas at home, feel sick........
had supper with fay jai and drink together at home..............

:(

>>December 27, 2008 at 3:08:53 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 23 日 星期二 【颳風】

:: S I L E N T - N I G H T ::

i cant hang in there anymore.........finally i cried in office...
not sure is it the atmosphere of x'mas make me wanna cry so bad......
no appetite....
no mood....
tried to msg him and he said he was in guangzhou
yea i m such a loser i wanna see him again cos its silent nite.....

off work at 7:30pm then went to admiralty to see him
he called me when i was in platform, he told me he went PP first
i wonder why he dun wait for me....only 2 mins ja, i m already here lah woh :<
ARGUE AGAIN.
why everything have to be so hard for us????

finally dinner at ROKA, japanese fusion food :)
sigh..i cant help but cried during the dinner..... :<
joined fay ken at his home after dinner then went to habitat...celebrate my xmas there...

>>December 27, 2008 at 1:40:52 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 22 日 星期一 【颳風】

five stages of grief:
- denial - anger - bargaining - depression - acceptance

last nite, i experienced the feeling of anger, and today......i m relieve....
maybe he will learn how to treasue someone when he totally lost someone...
i dun know him anymore, he is dead in my heart.
- - - - - - - - -
go HKMA to pay the appeal fees
get a new sim card...
meet mario @ ken's home.....(yea those boys are weird...)
watched CLICK......so sad, had a cup noodle for dinner....very niceeee.....
stayed till 11pm then ken&matt drop me off to ferry pier, by 11:30pm ferry home.

i asked ken why he rather spend time with us than gf........
you wanna know wat's his reply?

you would love to spend time with someone u love, dun u?
ken dun love his gf anymore....that's why.

>>December 24, 2008 at 3:27:31 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 21 日 星期日 【微冷】

woke at 2pm again ( m i get used to? haha)
go see doctor at 3pm and waited till 5pm........damn...

dinner with Mrs.Ma, she bought some thai's dessert for me :D
watched TV for a while......and MSN for a while....
when i m going to delete him on my facebook, i saw sth really pissed me off...
fight again.....and made me cant sleep for the whole nite again

**i recieved the x'mas card finally, woman ur handwriting sucks!!
cant wait to see u and party with u @ shanghai.......

>>December 27, 2008 at 3:07:36 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 20 日 星期六 【微冷】

woke up at 2pm, had lunch and dress up then went to forrest's home
the first 3 things i must do at his place is
1. take off my slipper
2. run to the balcony
3. light up my cigarette
watched kill bill 2 after that, then go to cwb for dinner - korean barbecue ;)
brisket of beef and tiger prawnssss....... ^___^
planned to walk around for a while after dinner....but we both dun wanna walk..
waited at the pier for 30mins, by 10pm ferry home.

sms war again.....then msn war, then phone war........
negotiatied for 4hrs and conclusion is: he likes me but he dun love me.

分開是一種解脫
讓你好好的想我....

>>December 23, 2008 at 5:26:03 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 19 日 星期五 【酷熱】

woke up at 2pm.....damn i threw up again.......
hvnt watch TV for a week, time to catch up
watched 3 episodes of 珠光寶氣 and heroes season 3 finale :)
then醜女大翻身....its abt how's plastic surgery change one person's life.
hahahaa i did a plastic surgery last yr but no different than before....

mahjong with CY, loklok and matt @ 11pm.....lost $68 -___-
finished at 3ish, back home, start the SMS fight till 6am.
i m exhausted.

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由.

>>December 23, 2008 at 4:45:24 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 18 日 星期四 【炎熱】

chuchu is coming back today :)

so stupid i discovered i left my cell phone at home when i arrived to pier...
missed 8:20am ferry, took 8:35am instead.....
work so hard today cos i want the time pass faster hahaha....
i made a huge mistake today, someone said wanna join the exhibition
i asked him wat products of his company sell, he told me 賣狗 -_-
finally my colleague found out he is 賣酒not 賣狗..... my bad......................... =P

happy hour with tony after work @ joe banana......
afer that he drove me to cwb to meet kenneth...cwb->central->cwb again
finally i met them in CEO neway --- me, gladys, cat, ken, KC, matt lai & matt siu :P
left CEO at 2ish, went to club BJ till 4 then shower....by 7am ferry home.....awww.......

"動搖過,才懂得堅定; 失去過, 才學會珍惜. "
will they divorce eventually ?? time will tell :P

>>December 23, 2008 at 3:35:36 AM GMT+8

2008 年 12 月 17 日 星期三 【颳風】

nobu was sleeping on my left and derek on my right when i open my eyes.
wat a lovely thursday :)

had 星洲炒米for lunch......... =D
wat an exhausted afternoon, keep data entry...
i m going to appeal against the disqualified of mgt project !!! >_<
back home after work, had beef mushroom udon....TV time then bed time.

* * *
i can see the certain grey area now.
its better to have someone than have no one.

>>December 19, 2008 at 4:22:05 AM GMT+8