2009 年 10 月 17 日 星期六 【微冷】

everyone have to go work on sunday....fine....let me find something to do then.
got the invitation from isabel, yacht yacht yacht =]
his frd picked me up from pier then went to aberdeen....
only 6 persons on board, boring.

had thai food in TST then met up with jimmy, ronald, newton for a while ;)
phewwww....i was so tipsy had 1bt of red wine on junk....
by 2340 home.....EXHAUSTED.

my last yacht trip 2009.


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it's time to re-evaluate everything....
self-indulgence not self-destructive.


i could do it better =]

>>October 18, 2009 at 6:33:56 PM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 16 日 星期五 【微冷】

DETOX....be a good gal =]
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wat a great night!!!! hahahaha.....fabulous!!!!
had lunch with joanna then back home.....exhausted.....
i cant stand for my messy room.....did some chores =]
too tired....fell asleep at 10pm and woke up at 1am again......
yea i love to stay up till late even tho not going out.
saturday nite, start reminisce everything happened this week, so fucked up.
1am,捉左肥仔同我去買野食...then ask him to come to my place to chat....
re-read the hand write diary again......我發覺上次睇我係miss左一本..
原來03年12月我係同過alan去啟德的carnival.....
原來咁多年我既diary都會起4月29日mark低佢生日.....
原來咁多年我都冇俾自己忘記過佢.....


stupid.
4am,肥仔累了, have to back home and sleep...
thanks for all these years, always be my listener and hear me out =)
saturday nite, 4am先訓....都算冇waste到lah gwa!!!! hehe....
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think of you when everytime i listen to this song....

What would you do if you were in my shoes?

>>October 17, 2009 at 8:19:12 PM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 15 日 星期四 【微冷】

woke up at 3ish today.....too many phone calls...>_<
got changed, by 5:30pm ferry to kln city for dinner with ex-colleagues...
started reading "self-made man" today....interesting ;)

had thai food dinner with phoebe, christine, hazel and ling...
finished at 10pm then went to joanna's place to get change and do the makeup =]
went to halo to see newton and frds first....
damn it i got kick out from volar.....cos of that stupid cat fight....
even kenny, tommy, ah sai and jason cant get me in....FUCKKKK!!!!
went to prive for a walk.....then billions to see davy yan
after that met up with joanna & jason.....big fight.....
but party goes on =] WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...............<3



>>October 19, 2009 at 8:16:27 AM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 14 日 星期三 【微冷】

i am a sentimental woman....
awwww......alan tore my world apart....and drove me crazy...


love this song <3

If I change my world for you, are you feelin me too?
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had lunch with matt tsang...we are 2 peas in a pod.....lol
mayee:"我玩到今朝先返..."
matt:"我飲到頭先, 1pm."
stayed at his place to hea till 5pm......u shud appreciate a frd like me ;)
shower and get change.....dun wanna stay at home.....
had dinner in subway, sandwiches :D :D :D
work for sugar tonite, distribute the leaflets....i cannot count how many frds i bumped into...



awwww........i dunno wat i m staring....hahahhhaaa :P

went to BJ afterwards.....bumped into jason and ivan szeto....
by 3am home......woohoo....i m better now, have self-control woh :)
talk with newton for a while before sleep.......snacks time for us.......hahahaaa.....

>>October 17, 2009 at 10:03:59 AM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 13 日 星期二 【微冷】

its so wrong........
i really hate the dramas....
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sleep till 4pm, feel really bad...i need to make a confession to someone..
asked alan come out for a drink, he said 9ish but turn out meet at 11pm.....
i really hate ppl late...
had drinks in knutsford terrace first then hart avenue.....after that went to club PP
the first time to check out so-called "CLUB".....hahaha.....
obviously TST is not my place, the bouncers dun give a shit of me, hahahaaa.....=P
i was soooo hyper..........had so much fun tonite...

why we have to play games? it've been too long.......
if we really like each other why things turn out like this? wat r u waiting for?
you dun have to run away again cos i m tired of chasing u after.
i tried, doesnt work out and i have no regret at all.

>>October 15, 2009 at 11:57:18 AM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 12 日 星期一 【微冷】

woke up at 11ish, shower, get changed and had lunch in kam yuen.
cant reach biu gor for a long time....i m going to report lost....
went to library at 2ish,study italian n borrowed 2 books

How to Heal a Broken Heart in 30 Days

i shud read it even tho 21days passed....
have to find a effective way to pick up the piece of my broken heart...

Self-Made Man: One Woman's Journey into Manhood and Back

i wonder how was the feeling being a guy for 18 months and back to a woman....
interesting !!!
had rice noodle then work
bumped into eric ;) and drink till 2:30am with him, then he sent me to pier....
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it feels like i am on diet and stealing food from fridge
a moment of pleasure, a life-time of guilty

>>October 14, 2009 at 4:12:17 AM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 11 日 星期日 【陰】

finally joanna uploaded the pics of SG trip lah ;)
here we are in the hotel room......hahaha
wondering who i was texting.....a sweet smile on my face!!




still recovering...after a crazy weekend....i slept till 3pm today.
being lazy and dun wanna do anything so just lied on the bed and watch TV show..
watched 2 episodes of desperate housewives
had wah kee and studied a bit italian...chatted with alan for a while......
原來我最後有送過頸巾俾佢.......
不過大家都諗唔起佢送左乜俾我 :P


i wanna get this book!! but i dun wanna read at all hahaa....
bet my frds know the reason why i wanna get this book :D

>>October 12, 2009 at 5:11:14 PM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 10 日 星期六 【雷雨】

back home at 9am this morning....sleep till 3pm
then lunch with loklok and matt :) landlord time !!!!!
watched 2 episode of gossip girl at night....
心血來潮check xanga....and i found out my ex visited.....

i am pissed, i thought its his gf stalking on me and i confronted with him on MSN
he said it was him and he is sorry.
i realized everything is changed.....i cant find an excuse to forgive him and keep loving him...
anyways what done is done and he dun need my forgiveness i guess....
只因為現在你的眼睛裡 她比我還重要

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then i went thru all the handwrite diary from 2000 and i found out i was wrong in last 8yrs..
it was HE DUMPED ME....
8 yrs.....i thought it was my fault that i didnt treasure him or treat him right....
but the fact is i chosen him and he didnt choose me....
he never call me back after mock exam -___-"

or i should be grateful that he didnt call me, otherwise we wont still hangout with each other...
awww.....
要好好記著初戀感覺.....


yeah....我既感情又變返一片空白.

>>October 12, 2009 at 2:06:19 PM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 9 日 星期五 【酷熱】

i have been thinking about him........

sigh, i m totally mess-up when it comes to guy.....
lunch with cousin then get change, BBQ tonite with jo & tommy & andrew.....
leave home at 7pm then went to joanna's place....
andrew drive and picked us up, arrived in shek o at 9pm but no stove...
so we all went to cyberport for dinner, italian food :) table for ten :D

andrew drove me to work afterward, off work at 2:30am and went to volar to meet them...
left volar at 5am then basement...再黎過 =P
3days in a row...play till morning.....i guess i have the power of never-get-drunk.

貪新不忘舊 結果帶晒出街....
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day 18, i saw him again. i think i can handle it now.
愛不愛不過一念之間
繞一圈 今天的我能和昨天面對面.

>>October 17, 2009 at 10:50:28 AM GMT+8

2009 年 10 月 8 日 星期四 【微冷】

Play till 9am this morning then breakfast
by 10am ferry home..... Exhausted haha
nap for 2hrs then wake up.....so tired but can't sleep at all...
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today is the day yeahhhhh!!!!!
Had dinner with Alan !!!! Hahaha.....
I picked a crap restaurant but wat really matter is the company, not the food :) sorry :p
actually the dinner was very weird, so close yet so far.
可能大家都長大左. 知道有d野應該講既但唔想講, 唔應該講既都唔敢講.

Went drinking with isabel after work and start talking abt alan to them...hhahaa..
yea that was a good memory....


played till dawn again. dun wanna face it so i chosen to escape.

>>October 11, 2009 at 12:36:18 PM GMT+8