2005 年 5 月 13 日 星期五 【晴】

:::::::::::::::::::::::::: Simple day ::::::::::::::::::::::::::

昨天忘了說，一去到卜維廉聽到佢既廣播係統播詩歌ar~有<足印>、<我信愛是恆久>等，聽了令人很舒服or，心也定了不少。 :)
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Not much study, too bad.
八點起來然後跟媽媽上館子。

回到家中温了一份notes竟睡着了!!! Sucks…
When I woke, it was already 12:00, o dear~~

再睇下notes已是3:30，出門口la~~
好興奮唷!
今年第一次游水哩，上年全年只游了一次，實在太少了，今年要游多d~~
太耐冇游，生疏了許多。游到第17個直池先上返手ja，個feel返返黎~ ^^
不過游左21次就要走lu，因為要收池清潔。
今日游左今年第一次水，沖身時叫做沖左第一次凍水涼~kakaa

跟住去左阿e度食飯，今晚有睡公主睇ar，很興奮呢~~~~

唔知道今晚既msc music festival怎麼樣呢? :)

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昨天玩了一個test，很準or~~~

Your True Birth Month Is September

Thinking** Sensitive*** Secretive Systematic Understanding Good memory*** Calm and cool Does work well* Likes to criticize Loves wide things Kind and sympathetic Hardly shows emotions**** Concerned and detailed Able to motivate oneself Suave and compromising Clever and knowledgeable Quiet but able to talk well*** Tends to bottle up feelings**** Loves to look for information*** Trustworthy, loyal and honest Careful, cautious and organized Choosy especially in relationships Loves sports, leisure and traveling** Must control oneself when criticizing Likes to point out people's mistakes

2005 年 5 月 12 日 星期四 【微雨】

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 7 Biology :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

勁耐冇掂d bio，琴日由頭睇過，搞到2:00都仲有5份notes......
但點都要瞓gei，校鬧鐘4:30a.m.起身再睇埋餘下的，都飛得好快，一個鐘完成!
再瞓過~~~
一小時候起床去考lu~~

又係卜維廉考，會考9天5天都在那兒，很有返學的味道，不過最後一日la~~
睇自己份mini notes，有d覺得好對唔住missy，
Bio係我暫時咁多科沒得最少ga，我連睇返以往testes, assignments的時間也沒有!

算了吧!努力考la(也不到我不盡力吧!)
今日坐最側邊ar，頂有盞石英燈照住，光線充足，good~~

Check卷，終於見到彩色paper la~~
D microscopic photos好靚ar~~
不算太難，但有好些答案不太肯定，希望不會錯太多la。

真係俾missy tip中，EAA出供詞填充lor~~
其實唔睇佢俾你既wordings都一樣識ga，因為真的很淺( about chromosome and meiotic cell division)
Break時笑說missy出年肯定同d F.4/今年F.6講:「而家考評局鍾意出填充ar，仲要驚你地唔識串chromosome,diploid呢d字，串埋俾你地，幾容易.......」:p

Paper 2。
很小心做的，因為做第1,2條已經覺得佢好tricky。
Keep返平時做past paper既時間，40mins完成，由頭再做多次，再睇慢慢諗某d題目。
可識check咁多次有一條依然因為睇錯cannot 做can而錯.......really sucks!

走的時候遇見simon，原來佢係格離學校考。
搭車落鋪頭同媽媽食飯。係鋪頭開左icq(:p)，多謝simon send bio mc答案俾我，不過有一條唔肯定佢"琠w我同simon個答案"琚K…
根據o個個版本錯左8題，之後對另一個版本就錯左7題(未計唔肯定o個條)
對我來說不算太差的，做past paper最好都只係有2次錯5條ja ma
(probability 都係低P( A in bio mc)=2/19 lor……)
Em…不過真係好渴望bio mc有A ga，可能覺得做左咁多年應該A掛。
但似乎做past paper對於我的幫助不大的
Phy 10 years mc，錯左7條
Econ 5 years mc，都係7條
Bio 19 years mc，8條lor(law of diminishing marginal returns set?!)

去了新蒲崗廣場一間台灣食店吃飯，很好吃or~~
沒有味精，也不多油，很健康的。媽媽說:「同我煮得一樣咁好ar。」~kee
食完之後我上左去圖書館諗住借chem past paper，點知冇......
見到好多中史，西史，commerse，陶藝同佛學lor.......沒有便算la~
搭車返屋企。返到屋企第一件事—
瞓覺!
進入昏迷狀態3小時ar~~ repaid d 昨天的sleeping debts lu
(不過咁做真係唔健康，大家唔好好似我咁la~)

今晚不打算温書。
完成了「死亡一週」怎也要放自己一個break吧! :p(暗說:懶就懶la~)
明天開始全力對付chem!
a.maths?! em...probably怒做section A lor( section B聽天由命la~)


P.S.1
這陣子同學的diary都會打自己mc錯左幾多，有d錯好少年( at least 少我3-6條都話自己好差，A唔到(mc) wor….
如果俾我攞到佢地既成績，我一定開心死jei，可能因為我對自己要求太低掛~

P.S.2
有同學驚「越對越驚」選擇唔對答案住。好奇怪，我又冇咁既恐懼，大低早有心理準備錯好多好多，好似mock咁......(差不多科科錯20條ar!)
每個人總有自己既選擇，揀一個適合自己，令自己最開心/舒服既方式就得喇~~

>>May 13, 2005 at 11:11:45 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 11 日 星期三 【微雨】

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 6 Economies ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

琴晚又讀到12點。(但係今次alan wong冇係ICQ叫我去瞓ar~~kakaaa)

6:30起身，好眼瞓ar!!
S恩菑v努力埋今日，返屋企午睡。

早左d出門口，因為今日去聖約瑟考ma~~
去到都係7:30a.m.，得幾個考生到左，佢唔俾人入去，要係出面等....... :(

後來遇見了fung，等到8:10先俾我地入去上hall。
Paper 1 的chief invigilator 我覺得佢講野個style好似d補習社阿sir ar，有d型~:p
負責我o個3行既invigilator好年輕ga，個樣好似F.7咁，但冇理由F.7有得做監考gei jei?!唔知lu。

開考。今年首次用question-answer book。沒啥特別的，只是對於它連D&S Graph個coordinate 畫埋俾我有d唔習慣lor~~
Section A做得比想像中快，25mins搞掂lu。做section B，在揭卷時稍稍看到鄰位的男孩還在做Section A第4條，有點驚訝的，擔心他做不完OR。不過他做得完與否也不關我事吧!努力Section B啦(諗上面呢段無聊野用左2秒~:P)

Section B不太難，都是一些很typical的題目。但當中有些答案我也不太肯定。
做晒仲有15mins check 卷，great!
都幾多野加返咁la，跟住好驚險ar，check section A時才發現自己方才看漏了 to owners呢個字，搞到答錯左，要由頭做過......=.=''
不過發現到都算幸運了。

Break time~~去左佢地個籃球場旁邊等。
學生上緊PE堂，睇佢地上堂真係好驚險ga，也不得不讚他們身手敏捷。
一班人打籃球，球滿場飛，但在同一地點又有人在玩手球，個波既velocity好高ar~~
旁邊又有人打羽毛球，有d人又打掛球，有d就企係度睇人玩……
當籃球剛入網時，排球直飛往一籃球剛離手的同學，同學一手接住了。
就在此時，綠色的手球又被飛至籃球場中間，場中同學打球踢開，場面好混亂ar~
佢地既老師好似頗空閒ar~我地等咁耐佢都係絰持住同一個post:雙手交疊在 前，站在一旁。

MC again。比想像中易好多，有時間由頭做多次tim~不過check淨最後3條lor

今次econ比miss poon個mock真係淺好多，不得不感謝miss poon先苦後甜的策略~~:p

返屋企瞓覺la~~瞓到2:00p.m.，醒晒~~一陣努力bio la(雖然得返幾個鐘，不過有精神地温好d gei~)

Check econ ans. Form showhappy forum.錯左7條ar~~唔制ar!!
仲要有條係自己由"琝翵壖\錯lor~嗚嗚............ :(

好想結果係A尾ar~不過冇可能lu
B應該冇問題掛?!但係今次又好似個個都話淺wor............
咁又係，我都只係錯7條既時候，肯定好多人"畬玬a!

CE唔會一個A都冇掛，全部B同C張成績單好醜怪ga...............

>>May 12, 2005 at 6:49:54 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 10 日 星期二 【暴雨】

::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 5 Physics :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Did physics 04 MC last night, got >12 wrong.... :(
Went to bad at 12:00 again!! Not because I was studying, just chattering with many on ICQ, knew the real him of one of my schoolmates and found still water runs deep is really true!

Woke at 6:30a.m. ‘automatically’ in the morning.
Have my breakfast and went through those sets of heat exercises given by Michael, then flipped through the 10-year past papers that I've done.

Today went to Tak Oi Secondary School, finally it is not WBS. :p
Met fung. Read the notes of electromagnetism.
Later met hong kan him and kan.

Waited quite long, finally went to the hall 10 mins before the exam.
The paper was very easy, I may say.
But I don't think I can score high marks as most of my answer are very strange—they didn't express exactly what I understand in mind..........................
The last part of the last Qs., didn't know how to explain and skipped it .
Have a look on the whole paper first, and really happy that I get how to calculate a 4-marks question during checking~~ ^^
Then back to the last Question. Have a brief answer in my mind but not able to use words to describe. Struggle for long. Finally, wrote something but don't think it is the correct answer.
Still work hard on it. Suddenly, I came to know how to elaborate the points!
At the same time, the invigilator said, ' Time's up, pens down. You should not write anything....'
O...........................very down.... :(

There was a long queen in the washroom. Originally, I thought this is a girls'school and there should be a lot of washroom for girls.
Maybe I'm correct but today I just opened 1 for all the candidates! Excess demand

Paper 2, very easy. I think it is the easiest one when compare to the past paper I have done before!
Have 15 mins for checking. 冨
Hope there will be less than 5 mistakes made.

Accompany with kan. Coz she needed to take the mini-bus which the stop is near the building where I lived.

Back home and sent a SMS, seems this has become my habit now~:p

Tomorrow is econ. hope I can read the paper setters’ mind and score marks~~

>>May 11, 2005 at 5:50:35 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 9 日 星期一 【綿綿細雨】

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 4 Chinese :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

To vivien:多謝你既讚賞ar~~
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琴晚麻煩晒alan wong la~~你d中文真係好勁ar~~
温到12:00，係考試以來最晚才睡的一天。因為總覺得不夠lor~~

祈禱時又哭了(好無用~:p)

6:55a.m.起身，有點頭痛。
沒胃口吃早餐，覺得很飽or~ flipped through all the short quizzes we have in F.5 and some exam papers, then went to WBS. Didn’t bring along text books, only take one ex. bk in F.4, one 精讀 and the notes I made with me.

到了canteen坐下，大量精讀及一疊疊白色notes可見(較意外的是並沒有太多補習社notes出現wor)，大家也在埋頭苦幹~
我再看了精讀說<店舖>的古老、有趣及傳奇色彩的points後，背了一次<弔古>及<陳蕾士>(唔記得左一句ar!!)，睇埋自己d notes就"�"痚鷵薑W去lu~

今日要行上3樓~ :(
有幾個琴日同我同課室既今日都繼續一齊ar~~
發了卷，做乙部先。致謝信及形容書包都寫得過左佢個upper limit，唔理住1u，做語文運用。E~~比我之前睇o個d past paper容易好多wor(係唔識一句成語第一個字點寫lor~下面續)

作文。3題都冇感興，唯有揀我比較擅長的議論文。
我對「學識愈高，品德愈高尚」是否 同。開始d字好靚ga，因為諗唔到野寫，不知所言左400字...... =.=''
我自己覺得overall頗混亂(希望評卷員唔覺~:p)，又冇例證wor，平時用好多ga ma~今天江郎才盡lor~:(
又吹多左四百字，係臨尾o個四百字終於有返d水準lu，我都唔知會有幾多分。
但肯定不是一篇好的議論文la~(因為之前太多廢話，今次又寫左1200多字，crazy me~~)
搞到得返15分鐘check乙部。係咁刪除2篇應用文既字，最後都"�"琣n，不過就不太美觀lor~(希望不會有太多廢話，得分既point又冇乜既情況出現la。睇EEA past paper後面d marker's report, 年年都有呢個point gei...)
綜合改寫我掙扎左好耐熙來攘往的「熙」字夠竟係埋口定係o個己字，係草稿紙上寫左勁多個，結果我選了一個錯的............... :(

Break time~ 睇多次自己d notes同精讀其中2頁後，就收埋所有野，唔再温lu~
呢個時候我終於見到補習社d notes la~~

又開始喇~閱讀理解有少少新意wor，應該係第一次要考生填flow chart及續寫.(不太懂lor~)白話文o個篇好明顯同作文篇議論文好有關係......
似懂非懂的應付過去。

文言。一瞥之下很眼熟，細閱之下完來我昨晚在中文補充看過了第二段or~~
不過依然唔識答，得別係最後要寫寓意o個part........

用多左5mins做閱讀理解tim~~
做long Q.，我很白痴or~明明知道是揀4條，卻揀了5條，跟住順住答，仲要開始第四條先知......
天ar~怎麼連數題目也數錯了!!
在<醉翁亭記>及<請客>、<也許>、<再別康橋>作取捨，最後選了後者。

很趕沒太多時間，得5mins check卷，但要寫返之skip左既寓意，其實冇時間check，希望不會漏太多points la~~

走既時候，外邊陽光普照呢!原來天氣同心情係成正比ga~


後記:
1.果然沒估錯，EEA反炒了上年既<出師表>
2.收了卷後才驚覺自己很傻，我mock之後從沒温過< 頗論相如列傳>及<出師表>，但係我竟然揀黎答lor~~奇怪
3.好開心有三條估中佢點cross:<將進酒>及<念奴嬌>，李白同蘇軾表達時光飛逝既感慨，琴日諗過點答 ga la~kakaaa
另外<店舖>cross<以畫為喻>又中，不過冇揀到
再者是<六國論>同<弔古> (其實又唔算估中gei，我只不過張所有關於打仗既課文做summary ja ma)，中文老師們 mock都係咁估ar。
4.可惡~~我背<陳蕾士>背得咁辛苦竟然唔出!!!
5.有點擔心閱讀理解同<弔古>+<六國論>既成績，後者有一part好似不太中point lor。還有<出帥表>+<論仁、論君子>，都好似答得不知所謂~
7.出校門既時候見到有人係咁問d考生攞試題，乜人黎ga??之前也不見有這現象。
6.返屋企check返補充，o個半篇文言o係中五補充P.60，係81年會考題，當年係要語譯o個段。


今天總算叫3天以來開比一點的一天，希望B到la~
明天physics，好想好想at least B，不過以MC成績黎睇冇可能既事……

Anyway, work hard tomorrow!
Not only for myself and for realizing michael's predication. hahaaa

>>May 10, 2005 at 7:09:54 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 8 日 星期日 【雨】

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 3 Mathematics :::::::::::::::::::::::::::

今早的天氣還算不錯的，只是下着微雨。
今天遇上了許多同學e.g. erwin, fung, 胡苑文, 黎家熊 and another boy form MSC.

Didn't revise in the morning, just go through the reasons of geometry.
Today, I have the exam in the classroom.

I tried my very best to do section A, still failed to do 2 parts which cost me around 6 marks.
Section B was a disaster for me. I failed to finish the whole question in every attempt. At least screw up 15 marks If no careless mistakes were made.

Some candidates came late. One arrived at 9:00a.m., really felt sorry for him/her(don't know weather he is a boy or girl). May be I should feel happy because of this since his/her grade must be lower than me.

Break time~~ Erwin lost around 7 marks in whole which made him feel sad as thought that he failed to get an A. But I just have an instinct that he will get an A in maths.
They talked about the paper and I just listened. Coz I didn't know how to do so not able to discuss.

One of our schoolmates who had his examination in WBS as we did forget to bring the admission form with him. So he couldn't take the exam. He then rushed home to get it but when he was back, we have started the exam for 40 mins! What a pity....

MC part was as bad as paper 1. Nothing to say or what can I say?!
‘Time's up’ the invigilator said. Again I failed to get a B in maths. C is a maximum.
It was raining like cats and dogs. Luckily, I have brought an umbrella.

Okay, since I'm taking Chinese tomorrow, I better type in Chinese.
帶了雨傘也沒甚麼用。短短20分鐘的路程已令下半身全濕透了。
去吃午餐，飯很硬or~~是心情令它變得特別難吃嗎?

附近坐了一對母子。兒子也是剛考完maths，拿mc給母親看，她打開後看了看說:「很容易呢!」。
再次望她的時候她已在教兒子如何做某些題目了。
我卻不想再去想，「死者已矣」，拿了96年的文言閱讀理解來看，很深唷。看第一次不明所言，第二次才稍稍領會它的意思，alan wong今日有排俾我問lu~( thanks first~)

走的時候天仍是灰濛濛的，街上像是一片死寂。
偶然聽到小鳥的叫聲，似乎在「投訴」大雨使牠們呆在一旁，無法出來玩。
天空有很多飛蟻在飛來飛去。
小時候很怕牠們的，因為牠的樣子很醜。現在想來牠們也甚可憐的。
外面刮着風、下着雨，誰也趕着回家躲避。
但他們卻無家可歸，在雨中飛來飛去，尋找可安身之所。天地長闊，不知歸路。
(儘管我同情他們的命運，可是他們飛進來我一定會把他殺死。因為媽媽說當牠的翅膀掉下時，便會變成白蟻。)

也許我也是一隻飛蟻。
知道目標是甚麼；卻找不到，在天空盤旋。
有些人看到或許會覺得很寫意，卻不了解內心心急如焚，急着去找安身之處

雨停了。
天空依然是灰濛濛，予人一點傷感。
不知明天的中文會如何呢?實在沒信心拿甲，因為到現在尚欠5課去年沒出的課文沒温好。

嗯~~一篇想抒情卻也寫不好的日記，當練習一下吧!(要跟小翁多多學習了~~他借景抒的技巧已達到無所容心的境界了)
橫豎我一定不會選抒情文來寫的。

希望明天別再下雨。

>>May 9, 2005 at 10:44:33 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 7 日 星期六 【雨】

:::::::::::::::::::::::::: 母親節(revised) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

昨晚十一點仍在線上，給爸爸鬧ar~~ :(

今朝18:15起身，睇下maths既reasons，再做埋<聽陳蕾士>既精讀，又搞掂一冊la~
但我還有2冊ar(已經冇長温mock冇出o個d ga la)~~天呀，該怎麼辦?!

返教會，今天搭早了一班車，去到仲有時間。
睇過下程序表同家書之後，睇本maths +a.maths既「雞精」notes(當然只係maths那部份啦)

今天講孝順父母。好專心聽ga~hee
不過間中把既講道內容與某一兩課中文課文連結在一起。
例如: 你們當孝敬父母，使你在耶和華賜在地上的日子得以長久。

牧師說:「當然不是為了得以長久才去孝順父母la......」
我的腦海突然浮現出:「為善無近名，為惡無近刑」、「知者利仁」....... 不是搞甚麼!雖然全部都是說有目的才去做，但總想不通無緣無故幹嗎會想起他們.......=.=''

小朋友獻詩，又是<橋>la，他們真的很討人喜歡or~~

上主日學，很眼瞓，卻沒有打瞌睡，只是不停在眨眼，免得自己「釣魚」去了，有點不知所聽......

買了盒飯便回家了。吃過飯打了日記已是2:30p.m.。
明天maths了，沒信心，這陣子做的幾年past paper long Q. section B全部，沒錯是全部都不懂，很擔心。
好像沒太多東西可温，或者該說到了這地步才温有何用?!
但我肚子裏一條公式也沒有，腦中也不見得有邏輯思維，空洞洞的，卻還是要應考。真不知成績會是怎樣一個樣子。

好歹也唸過2年A.maths，沒理由也不應該拿C或以下的成績的。但我真的不知道，放在眼前的事實是我最多只可拿個C，可是我真的千萬個不願意，我不想做打破柯sir紀錄的人ar(他教a.maths+ maths的學生從沒有一個在會考會C以下的~~)

CE really eating me up~~~

夜晚看港台的<反斗多聲道>，很有趣，今次扮d補習天王tim!
有一段係民生取景，話有外國交流生黎左~M一個written paper好叻既學生去帶佢行下云云，e~又有少少似今年既民生wor,一樣有2位交流生黎左~:p
心情不太好，有點兒頭痛，另外因為唔識計d數搞到好「忟」，越心煩就越計唔到，唔想諗la~

睇下點先la，如果一陣情況未有好轉，我諗都係唔好再計，早d瞓好過。

>>May 8, 2005 at 12:39:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 2—Eng paper 3 Listening ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

琴晚icq時，alan wong搭正十一點就叫我去瞓覺wor，好似鬧鐘咁準時~~ :p
Anyway, thanks~

係張床輾轉返側，因為午睡的緣故lor。不過聽聽下RTHK 3就瞓着了。
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7點半起身，食埋個早餐，睇多次d marking (e.g. L= language, N=name, R= relevance....)
收到個SMS，thank you!同埋多謝anthony關於tune台既小貼士~~ :)
Hea左陣就出門口lu~早半個鐘到試場，今日少左人温notes lu，不過依然見到有人攞住份past paper係度讀同有d攞住補習社notes~

我冇野做，好悶。悶悶下既時候見到梁智堯ar! 埋去叫聲先~~
原來佢係4樓考，難怪昨天沒碰見他。
聊了一會，便各自往試場去。
今日冷氣好凍好凍ar，着左件風褸都係好凍好凍……

試收音機lu~兩部都好清。^^
(依然很凍)
今天沒昨天那般冷靜，卻也未至緊張。
開考lu~ section A1- 4都好容易，只係有一題佢最初講左個答案最後再改搞到全部人都要擦左原先個答案o個度有少少tricky~

開始Section B時，收音機有d沙沙聲，換一邊耳筒另一邊照用，又收得好好la wor。
整體來說section B十分正常的，與過往的past paper差不多。
不過我poster同e-mail都miss了日期，冇左2分lu~
因為寫e-mail用左太多時間，搞到寫article好趕好趕。
當chief invigilator 宣佈15 mins left，我才剛剛開始寫benefits of reading。
因為太趕，明明high ligt左2個points都miss左 :(
算la，唔漏的話我可能收唔到尾，冇左個d分( about 4 marks)攞返個ending同organization分都算不俗了。

For whole, did much better than yesterday. It's no doubt that the paper is much easier or I may say less creative. And I love it.

Again don't cry over the spilt milk.
Past is history but tomorrow is mystery. Don't look back but think about Chinese and Biology. These 2 subjects are the must-A subject for me. But if I fail to do so, I won’t mind.

Still I dream for the EAS, but I know clearly what my results will be in the bottom of my heart.
These days just think that leading a normal life is good, maybe happier and easier.
And having HKALE is not bad either; I think this experience is valuable although it is very harsh.

Having an amiable mood and better revise chinese~hahaaa
Tonight I will have dinner in 花園餐廳 with mum and dad as the ‘last supper’ before HKCEE. Really miss it since this is the place where I learnt how to have western meal when I was 6~ Precious memory.^^

>>May 7, 2005 at 5:08:44 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

::::::::::::::::::::::: HKCEE day 1—Eng Paper 1,2 :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

琴晚eddy的來電真的令人很感動or~~ thx!!
使我覺得PA真的很有人情味。

10:30 offline，但還是弄到11:00多才睡。睡得不太好，但已比前前日子好多了。
6:45a.m.，媽媽叫醒我。
會考的第一天，原來不怎麼特別。
不知怎的，今天感到很開心wor~吃早餐的時候我想起了一齣電影(好像是美麗的謊言，not exactly remember its name~)
在第二次世界大戰期間，一個猶太人的集中營內，有一對父子。
爸爸跟兒子就現在我們要玩一個遊戲，只要嬴了便可得到坦克車......
把殘酷不仁的集中營說成一個好玩的遊戲，今天我決定用同一個方法，告訴自己要笑，開心一點。
可能在騙自己，但我寧願騙自己，現實總是殘酷的嘛。
7:40去到試場了。到有蓋運動場等(其實是canteen)，有些考生已經到左lu，在看各大補習社的notes或老師的notes。
我卻在考生可活動的範圍逛了一會，看看學生的作文、壁報，完全不像考生lor~
看夠了去洗手間，民生既洗手間光同乾淨好多~~
之後去返canteen坐lu。多左好多考生la，攞左本vocab note book 同phrases note book出黎睇下，其實看note book的時候不多，反而在看其他考生在做甚麼。
天ar，今天考英文，我竟在八掛別人在做甚麼的時候作起中文作文.......=.='''

8:15a.m.，入試場lu。hall個台好闊ar，不過成個hall依然比民生細1/3到。
坐低，張枱頗細而張凳又比較高，不太習慣。
但慶幸我不高，冇太辛苦既感覺。
格離行有個大人考ar(如果佢肥dd，又高dd，就98%似柯sir)，我心有佢講加油ga~~:p

入到hall我心平靜，依然有開心既感覺wor~(對比起格離好認真的考生，我似乎有點格格不入lor~)
我也不知道為何我會這麼平靜，平靜得比平時還要平靜。
感受不到心跳(會唔會係死左自己唔知?! 好笑~~)，心凝形釋，只差未與試場冥合。:p

發卷的時候，負責格離行的examiner為左分開d卷，每一次都會把手指沾點唾液去派卷ga~我就覺得很不衛生，幸好我那位沒有，而且好好人，我同佢講唔該，佢有應話唔駛ga~ hahaaa

開考lu~~一望，刪除左Q.2(letter to The Leisure and Cultural Services Department about international pop music festival in area when I live)。
Q1係寫article of ‘Working Week’ about your experience and feeling about the job I chose(provided 5jobs for you to choose)
Q3 is imaginative story. Given a picture and the opening and ending of the story. Similar to that we have in mock.
Finally choose imaginative story.
Write a long passage as opening with was crap, totally beyond the picture.
After writing 4/5 of the page of rubbish, I started.
Vocabulary and phrases that I have learnt in class are used.(hope I used them appropriately~).
Everything went as a dream, quite satisfactory.( Except I forget how to spell pillow and spelt it as 'pellow'......)

Wrote less than what I have written in mock, only 2 pages plus 2 lines. Have 10 minutes of proofreading and found some very careless mistakes! :O
But not enough time to proofread the whole compo. 4 lines left. Hope not 2 many serious and careless mistakes made.

呢個試場既主考都幾好人ga~有d人遲黎(應該唔係我地個centre既~)，佢補返時間俾佢地ar~

Break time~去左禮堂出面等。望落操場有好多考生三五成群咁討論緊，各補習名師的notes又出晒黎，各學校的mock卷/exercises都出晒黎.......而我就樂於睇佢地做緊d乜野~~ hee

又入試場lu。有d invigilator換左，chief就冇變。
開卷做lu~ 2篇comprehension同平時的程度差不多la，但第一條已經唔識lu~ :(
Not a good start.
MC cloze，應該同平時的水準差不多，估計我錯5條到la~
Matching, an interview with楊紫瓊，easier than what we have in mock, I think.
Proofread同open cloze絕對是有「創意」之作。
F.7 AL既野係可以apply返落去CE度ga~聽聞過UE的proofread唔睇題目會「lai o野」之後，今次好小心睇題目。
果然又玩創新。
不是AL的tick or cross，而係每句加字，仲要provide 埋d字俾你(d字放左係最底，唔睇清楚題目一樣死~~)
好深~~睇左2次都唔知點做好，skip左佢做open cloze先。
從未見過open cloze俾字頭你lor，奇奇怪怪的。
最少有5個唔識，睇左幾次都係諗唔到，硬着填些明知係錯既字落去。
返返去proofread，搞掂左d la，仍然大量撞同唔知點填。
做做下也不禁嘆氣。

鄰座的男仔做完mc就瞓覺lor~尾個15分鐘先起身做open cloze, proofread好似冇做，可能知道自己而經夠某個level掛( B or above?)

收卷。聽到有人話好易lor，咁叫淺?!予欲無言。
好快返到屋企1u~ send左個SMS同人呻，ICQ 又同ryan, mandy, simon傾，佢地都話深/creative ga~佢地咁叻都話難，唔應該唔會有咁多人話淺gei jei……

Ryan係forum攞到proofread個原裝正版，因為modified過，對唔晒，但最少錯一半ar~~ :(

睇下到最後拉curve出黎會點la~
Let the bygones be bygones still have listening tomorrow.
Wish the paper won't be as creative as today's one and I can keep my level so that I can compensate the lost of today.

>>May 6, 2005 at 9:04:37 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

::::::::::::::::::::::: Ready...Go!! ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

琴晚所謂既早睡，都差不多一點........=.=''''

又成晚發惡夢la，救命~媽媽已經放左個薰衣草香包係我床邊ga la，點知都係冇用......
八點被鬧鐘叫醒，等MMIS「開門」booking，搞到勁趕。
幸好10:55剛剛到，不過趕到濕晒~:p

上到去，完全唔明d人攞數本同一科同年份既mc做乜ga wor，不過之後唔駛見到佢地，都好~~
今日~M唔到單人位坐lu，坐左個近窗口既三人位。
寧靜的早上做了一份econ L.Q.，跟住開始温中文lu，亦開始左一個不寧靜的下午。

格離坐左個2個女仔，都係温緊中文，但係就成日有d friends係度講傾，仲要講到鬼咁大聲。跟住唔知做乜又成日調位ga wor，都幾擾攘~
後來黎多左一個，仲要講粗口lor(接受不了女仔講粗口~~)，跟住不知發生了甚麼事，成班人好興奮咁wor，原來講粗口o個個女仔係度識男仔，成班就走去睇人…… =.=''''
好想問:「你地唔係會考gei mei?!」

不過唔好理人lu，咁都好gei，咁又少d人同我爭中文喇~wakakaaaa
今日咁嘈之下反而好有mood温中文bor(有d似去年summer camp夜晚做功課既情況)，搞掂第十冊o個4課lu~yeah!

之後攞本proofreading出黎做，做完對答案，好驚嚇ar!!
之前做o個2篇都只係僅僅合格ja ma( 9/18)，今次只係錯6條，好驚(之前做free press出o個本都未試過錯咁少la~)。
再做多一個睇下，仲驚，錯3條wor，真係由細到大咁做多次exercises, testes, UT, exams都未試過。
好la，再做多個，錯5條。

算la，真係我進步左(點都唔似lor~)又好，或者碰考連續3篇咁淺都好，當俾少少信心自己lor~

時為5:30p.m.，走lu~~
係地鐵站見到有2個學生既背影，好似着住民生校服，心諗:唔會出到黎咁遠掛~
去到月台等車佢地轉身先發現真係民生中學同學仔ar~ haha

去左麥記買左個餐食。
原因1:好肚餓
原因2:滿足自己呢個願望，聽日開開心心咁去考。(有關gei mei?!)

吃過晚飯後，有點倦意，一定要早瞓lor~

P.S. Thx a lot for yr e-card!! :)
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人生如夢，夢夢下又夢到會考了。
如果你問我這刻的心情怎樣，我只會答:「不知道。」

心的感覺依然是很空洞，甚麼也沒有。幸而明天考的只是英文而已，希望會有一個不太差的開始吧!

不知道明天考完了會否覺得自己大個左呢?
黃庭堅說:「去國十年，老盡少年心。」
白先勇說:「不必十年，一年已足。」
我說:「不必一年，三小時已足。」

頓悟其實在傾刻間，時間根本不是一個問題。
一個會考，足以讓我們成長。
每位考生總會得着某些東西，當然有一張全A的成績單會是錦上添花。
比賽總會有勝負之分，不是你便是我，總要有人輸才會有人贏嘛。勝負輸贏是相對，並非絕對。
雖然沒有人想成為輸的那一位，但輸其實不代表你輸了(好像有點不知所言了)。
真正的勝負在乎一個人在過程中學到/體會到的有多少，而不是成績單上有多少個A。

無可否認若成績不理想，將來的路會比人家的難行，難行卻不是沒法行一去。
看似平坦的道路也未必易走。(柯sir金句: simple is not equal to easy~)
讓我們學做「仁者」，有安貧樂道的精神吧!


近來聽收音機，有一個宣傳聲帶甚有意思。
內容大概是無論準備好或是沒準備好，都要去考，倒不如用平常心去考。

很有道理的唷~~
準備充足的同學仔: You reap what you sow
準備得不甚充足的同學仔(好似我咁~): Try your best and no regret
For those who are Christian: Try your best and God will do the rest.

共勉之~~

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