Whether Da Title Of Taday will become a fact or probably will be changed ...
I Do Not Know .. n' i dont wanna know right now ... was it my fault?? Hah... Whatever ..
I know my temper isnt dat easy going ... always make people sick of my characteristic ...
dats a truth .. i know dat ... im not PERFECT ... indeed .. but you treat me good ...
perhaps my personality doesnt suit to everyone who around me ... IM not enough to ...
as da situation now ... I do nothing ... emptiness has fill up my whole mind ..
on da phone just now .. you told me you cant stand me anymore ... fucked ... >w<
what da hell are you saying through me ? what you've told me seemed like to be rubbishes !!!
it doesnt be appreciated at all ... maybe i was wrong .. it was my fault ... whatever it is ...
i dont wanna care so much now ... =w= ''' ...
my curst of 3 months seems like to be reality once again ... argh ........ its meant to be ...
whoever is always da same ...
P/s: ........................... wordless .. meaningless ... IM DA ONE WHO DO THINGS CARELESSLY ... WRONGLY ... IM DA ONE TO BLAME .......
今天就是我跟寶貝的 99 天了~嘻嘻 ....
雖然沒有打算慶祝~但是我還是會算的哦 ... 就算無聊但是我喜歡呀 !!!!!哈哈~
WhateVer ..... 上星期跟寶貝又吵架了~唉 .... 好生氣~@@~
因為本來說好出去了嘛 ... 就等 .. 越等越遲 ... 真的很懊惱 ...
最後終於等到了... 高高興興的上車走了 ... 結果車就因為沒有油停在半路 ...
我們的電話都打不出 ... Oh mY GoD .... !!!KCUF ........... =.= '''' ~
真的很火囉 ~ 我很想不要生氣的~但是我真的受不了呀 ... 那時已經是12點多了~
結果還要走去油站買油 ... 累到半死了 ... 本來我死都不要走去的~生氣嘛 !!!!
結果還是走去了~但是我們一路在吵~我企圖想自己跑掉~真的很 PEK CEK ...
他拉我的手拉到好痛好痛 .... 天啊 ... 我真的不知道自己在干嘛 ...
我差點氣喘發作 ... 最後堅持找個地方坐下來~等寶貝去買油 ....
有時覺得惱怒~有時覺得委屈~有時覺得無奈~我真的不懂呀~唉....
問題一直浮現了 ... 我很不想當作一回事~但是我每次都是過了就不想去鑽牛角尖了~
免得換來我不想要的結局~畢竟只是小事~算了喇....
我知道他一定會有穩定的那麼一天... 只是需要時間等待 ....我不想失去一個對我好的人~
那天他知道他會遲回...還會自己私下打電話給胖胖還有阿大叫他們一定要來載我~
不然等下我會悶 ... 他很怕我生他的氣 ...呵呵~因為我是小氣鬼~哈哈~
算了~不開心的事...就不說了~他愛我~我愛他~簡簡單單就好了~~~ Lol** ...#
對了~最近V~V開始玩電腦了哦~哈哈~好不拉剛到呀~~哈哈~好笑咧~~
因為她現在在賣電腦零件那裡做工~每天悠閑悠閑的過日子~哈哈~
被逼到要學會上網~~她竟然說電腦可以上網~可是不懂要看什麼~~
笑到我半死~~哈哈~我知笑人不好~但是V~V好可愛啊~真的很好笑呢!!!!!
** ivY I Know U wOnt Get Angry whEn reAd dA ThinGs I WRoTe, wILL u huh?? Lol &&**
而且在msn握寫cccc竟然以為我在寫我寶貝的名字 **SISI** ~哈哈~~
現在解釋給你知~ ccc=嘻嘻 ~ 明未???哈哈~~~~~~~~LOVE YOU ~kisseSSSS **>>>
P/s: 剛纔做完全身抹砂呀~~現在覺得皮膚超滑的咧~哈哈~~~等下我要好好睡覺了~~明天要美美的過哦 !!!! 可能不可以慶祝 100 天~但是我爽就好~~還有禮拜五胖胖 && V~V 約了我下大學城逛夜市~其實只是 Pasar Malam ... 寫到很像很好玩這樣~~白痴呀我 !!!!!
Lychee100520062231
>>May 10, 2006 at 10:31:13 PM GMT+8
2006 年 5 月 2 日 星期二 【微雨】
What I thought wasn't mine, In the light
Was one of a kind, a precious pearl
When I wanted to cry, I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomennasai for everything
Gomennasai, I know I let you down
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all, So innocent
Was a delicate doll, Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you, And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomennasai for everything
Gomennasai, I know I let you down
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
P/s: I do reallY love this song ... it's extremelly awesome & niZeee ... >333
Lychee020520062024
>>May 8, 2006 at 1:53:00 PM GMT+8
2006 年 4 月 22 日 星期六 【清涼】
Gosh .. What Da Fucking Weather Is Now ... Feel Like Burning In Da Air ... =.=''' ///
Whatever ... Having Greatly Fun &&& Drinking Last Nite ... ^^ .. Lol ** ...
Havent Had Da Opportunity For Us Who Are (Lychee, FattY, V~V & Liang) Gathering For Aged ...
Because Of Thousand Of reasons Lol *8 Hahaha ... Bf ... Clubbing ... datinG ... Whatever ... >//33
Kinda Busy For uSXX... ~ Hahahaha ... yeah ... I Love mY Funky Friends ...
I Feell Absolutely GAY Everytime (Hey .. GaYwhiicH meAns Happy, It DoesnT Mean Im ** GAY) hAHAHA ... whatever It Is ... And yeah .. RyaN Was There Either ..
Cuz He Is Da Vocal Who Sings At DAt Cafe ... N He has Shown Me His Ex Gf As Well ...
He Seemed Like Trying To Calm Himself && Took It As Noting N Easier ... But Somehow ...
Probably yA Or Its Not ... His Mind Looked Like FidgetinesSS ... ~ NwAy ..
Hope He Will B Fine With His Relationship ... With U All Da BesT Yah ~~ ^^ ~
bY da Way ... mY Baby has Reconciled With Me Lol *** ~ > /33 ~ ccc ...
N I Do Really MizzZZzz U .. Baby ... GoNnna Stay With U Tonite ... ~ Hohohoh ***
Eventhough Only Few Hours Ar ... =.= ''' .... HowevEr .......
I WAnnnA Kiss u Passionately When I See U Later ........ hoHhahOho ... ~ Heheh ...
************ EXpecTing &&&&&&&&&&&&& ........
P/s: ArgH .... Wanna hav A nAp At Da Moment ..... mY Eyes arEnt ComfortaBle Now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * o * ...
Would I Be What I Wanna Be Someday In My Own Future N' Get Da Prospects For Myself?
Whatever Will Be Tho . I Just Wanna Get Me Into This Rare Occasion ...
It's Really Meant To Me .. Will My Life Be Changed .. This Is Da Only Opportunity ...
I Relutant My Life Just To Be Dat Melancholy N' Remorse About What've I Done During My Adolescence ...
Not Much Yrs For Me Now No More ... I Wish My Life Would be Extraordinary ...
Perhaps Some Of You Will Think Im Insane ... Or What Da Craps Am I Talking About ...
Whatever It Is ... I Aspire Of What Am I Dreaming Of ..
Maybe All My Efforts Ended In Failure ... But Tho I Know I've Attempted To Achive What I Wanna ...
Better Than Do Nothing As A Dork Now ... OugHhhh>...... >77777 *>>>><
Kinda Unpleasant Trivial Incident Happend Today ...
Well Da .. Just Some Miscommunication .. I Bet .. Anywhere ... It's Doesnt Really A Matter ***
By Da Way ... Im Really Getting Well With My Dear Baby .. Seriously ...
He Cheers Me Up Whenever Im Miserable ...
He Does Give Me Da Strength N' Let My Failing Spirits Revived ... Everytime ..
From Da Very First Time Of Saying You Love Me .. I've Realized Im Being Precious For You ...
Because Of You, I've Da Couraged To Dream On What I Wanna ... I Ain't Coward Nmore ..
Neither Of Them Would Figure Us Out What We Comprehend of Ourself ...
In Da Last Conversation On Phone Just Now .. My Tears Were Burst Out Secretly .. U Didnt Notice ..
Cuz We've Mentioned Bout's Things Probably Will Be Happened Whoever Leave ...
U Told Me .. Distance Costs A Matter .. It'll Let A Relationship Into Chilly ... U Think So ..
Yet .. If Only Our Feeling Still Remains As Da Moment In Present ..
Whether We Still Crave of Understanding At Each Other .. Only Can We Be Everlasting ..
Those Every Words Dat Drop Into My Heart ... Somehow ... It Bleeded me .. Tho I Know It's Truth ..
Hmm ...I Am Completely Consent Of What U've Told ... I Know I Should ...
Even We Will Be Aparted Someday .. Im Willing To Let U Go ... N' U Won't Urge Me Not To Leave Either...
Cuz We Still Have Our Own Hope Havent been Achieved ... ***** Feel Damnly Indeed ... !!!!!
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.......................................................... When I Sence Of Leaving You .. Im Afraid ...
OOOOhhhhh Whatever .... I KNOW I DO LOVE YOU ... .. MUAKZZZZZZZZZ...zZZ
Love You dAMElY ... mADLY ... Fucking Love YouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuUUU ...
P/s: Loath To Think About Departing Anymore ... FAINTED ******** =.= """""""" ~ Not Only Me But Also You Do .............. I Know ... ******