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2004 年 11 月 7 日 星期日 【酷熱】 Today .. I Feel Very Sick ... ~ Cuz I Hav No Voice .. ~ Cant Talk Like B4 Yah .. Very Suffering ..... =.= ......... And I Slept Till 11 Something This Morning ... ~ I Dont Think I Have Slept Enough .. After I Woke Up .. I Went To The Doctor .. And Finally I Got Medicine To Eat .. Ccc .. Cuz This Coming Friday I Will Be In Shang Hai .. Therefore, My Mum Doesnt Want Me Be Sicked ... Otherwise I Coudlnt Go .. Then ... After I Came Back For A While .. I Didnt Hear My Phone Rang .. It Was My Dear .. I Didnt Know He Came My Home Already .... ~ When I Saw His MIssed Call .. It Was Too Late ... He Supposed To Fetch Me To Go Pelangi N' Take The Sweater .. ~ N Wanna Give Me A Surprise .. But ........ Ai ..... It Was My Fault .. Indeed .. And I Was So Angry That Cuz I Didnt Mean To Refuse Answering His Phone What .. And He Kept Saying That What The Matter With Yah ... ~ Well. ... I Didnt Know ..... And I Had Sent Him Few TURBO Messages .. But I Didnt Mention "Break Up" These 2 Words .. ~ Eventually ... He Replied Me Back : Lets Break Up ! Well .. I Had Nothing To Say At That Moment .. I Just Felt Very Tired.. And Wanna Hav A Rest .... I Know He Had Already Tired With Me As Well. So Whatever .... I Didnt Know What Can I Do Much For Him ... ~ Other Than Upset .. Nothing Else ... =.= ''' ... I Know I Luv Him ... But ..... Anywhere .... But At Last ... He Called Back .. I Hav Known That ... He Scolded Me At First ....... But Then .. He Said : Sorry Dear .. ~ Of Course I Will Forgive Him .. Cuz I Didnt Wanna Break Up With HIm Because Of Such A Matter .. Its So Worthless ..... Wastefulness ........ P/s: Yeah .. I Forgot To Mention That I Bought The PMK T Shirt Yesterday Yah ... And Dear Brought 3 Tshirt Over There As Well .. So We Had Spent Nearly 100 Dollars There ... So We Got The PMK Privilledge Card Ar !!! Hahaha I Was So Happy ... And Got A Very Nice Big Bag ~~ Hahha ~~~ Happy !!! Lychee071120042307 >>November 7, 2004 at 11:09:24 PM GMT+8 2004 年 11 月 7 日 星期日 【酷熱】 I Just Came Back From Singapore Ar ... I Didnt Stay Over There Tonite ... ~ Cuz Something Happened Lol .. ~ So .. ~~ Im Completely Turbo Tired Now Ar ... ~~~ And I Have Got The Sore Throat .. Cant Speak Now !!!!!!!! Oh God ........ I Just Bought A T Shirt From Singapore Only .... And My Dear Has Bought 10 T Shirt !! Oh My God ~~ He Is Crazy Huh !!!! And He Spent Quite A Lot Of Money Yah .. Nearly Three Hundred Singapore Dollars ~~~ And I Told This Matter To My Mum ... She Said Why He So Stingy One .. Bought So Many Things For Himself .. N' Nexer Think About Me .. ?! Well .. I Think It Was Okay Lah .. Cuz I Have Said That I Was Going To Accompany Him .. Not To Buy Things Yah ~~~ But Somehow .. ~ Its Okay Lah .. Maybe Sometime He Doesnt Really Wanna Spend Money On Me .. ~ He Is Quite Self Centered ... ~ I Hav Known That .. So It Doesnt Really A Matter ~~ But Just Now .. I Asked Him Whether He Would Give Me Money When I Go To Shang Hai .. He Said He Wouldnt .. Erm.. Im Quite Unhappy With It .. Its Not The Money Problem .. Is The Feeling Pro .. Sort Of Lah ... =.= ~ So .. Ai .. Quite Dissapointed ... ~ Cuz He Said He Would Give Me B4... But Since He Has Bought So Many Already .. I Think Dont Need Lah ... Whatever .. ~ P/s: And Just Now He Sent Me A Message And Told Me That If U Find A Better Person, Must Let Me Know .. ~ I Will Let U Go !!! Oh Gosh .. What The Hell Are You Talking About ?! Im Not Loving Ur Money Okay ~~ But To Luv Ur Personality .. Ur Real People !!!! How Could U Said That .. It Really Hurt Me !~~ So .. I Just Replied Him That: Find A Better Person Is Easily ... But To Find A Person That I Really Luv Is Not Dat Easy.. So Whenever U Wanna Let Me Go .. I Wont Stay ~~~ Lychee071120040044 >>November 7, 2004 at 12:42:31 AM GMT+8 2004 年 11 月 3 日 星期三 【清涼】 Today I Didnt Go To Work .. Cuz Im Sick Now ... >< .. Terrible ... ~ Im Now At Home Ar ... Ai ... With My Sister Lol .. Nothing To Do ... ~~ Hhee .. Anywhere .. Last Week I Went Stephanie With All My Friends .. ~~~ Eventually My Dear Allowed Me To Go .. But I Know That He Was Angry One .. Ccc .. But Stil ... Very Thankz Him Lah ... ~ And On Monday ... He Asked Me To Go Dinner With HIm ... ~ So I Just Went Lol .. And He Suddenly Gave Me That Watch .. That One Which I Reallly Like De .. He Went To Buy After His Class .. Im Very Happy With It .. Its True .. ~~~ Its Such A Surprise .... Yeah .. We Have Already Had 3 Same Things !!!!! First Is The Hand Tie .. Second Is This Watch ... He Has Black One .. Mine Is Pink ~~~ And The Third One Is The Luv Which Is Hanging On His Phone And Mine One ... ~ I Did It For Him ... ~~ Ccc ... Its Quite Nice .. But I Hope It Wont Drop Ar ... !!! Ccc ~~~ Oh Tomorrow I Hav To Work Again .. Really Tiring Ar .... ~~ I Hate Working ........ By The Way ... ~ I Am Going To Shang Hai 12nd Nov ... ~~ Hahaha ~~ Im So Excited Ar .. ~~ But I Havent Packed My Things Yet .. ~ God .. ~~ I Think I Will Use Plenty Of Time To Pack My Luggage Ar .. ~~ Haha ~~ So Troblesome ... !!!!! >< ............ P/s: Last Night Dear Called Me And Said He Will Come To See Me This Afternoon Ar .. And He Wanna Buy Me A Porridge As Well .. ... I Think He Is Quite Bz Nowadays Lah .. And This Weekend .. He Cant Accompany Ar .. He Wanna Go Shopping With His Friend In Singapore ... Erm .. ~ So Probably I Will Go Out With My Friends Lol .. Dont Know Yet Lah ... Ai ... ~~~ Tiring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Lychee031120041235 >>November 3, 2004 at 12:35:23 PM GMT+8 2004 年 10 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】 昨天我本來就要打日記的叻~~可是沒有時間啊!!!!! 因為我下午要去CS 的 Bank 啊~~!! 哈哈~~去拿錢咯~~嘻嘻~~ 之後呢..我就等我的 Dear 放學啊 … 因為我跟他有叻個約定!!! 哈哈~~沒有啦 … 我去他的家借了超級多的冬衣 … 因為我的老母叫我問看他有沒有咯 … 然後就在他的衣櫥上面找到很多的大紙袋…..裡面很多啊 … 只是大多數都是適合去零下的國家的 … 這次去上海還有南京几個地方都不懂會不會很冷啊 … 想到去年去香港雖然只是13度罷了 ..我都冷到沒有路了 !!! 哈哈 ~~ 而且前几天我上網 check 那裡的溫度 … 天啊 …. ~ 6,7度丫 … 那麼我不是完蛋了 ?!?!?!? 可是hor … dear 借給我的冬衣真的是太過厚了~~ 穿了超像北極熊啊 … 哈哈~~~~ 所以沒有便咯 …. ~~~ 而dear 最近對我真的很好喔 … 我真的覺得很幸福啊 … 好久都沒有這種感覺了 ~~~而且我們最近講話上都很好喔 .. 怎麼說呢?!?!就是越來越要好的感覺 …. 真的好愛你唷 … !!!!! 不知道dear 是否也有這種感覺呢?!?! Luv U yah !!!!! Ccc … 嗯 … 雖然現在我沒有讀書了 … 因為我終於畢業咯!!!哈哈~~ 開心啊 ~~~ 可是呢 … 自然的同 Dear見面的時間就會越來越少了 … 我們都為了這個問題吵了几次 ..唉 …. 不管了 … 這些問題都不該成為無謂的問題 … 一定可以解決的嘛 … 嘻嘻 ~~~ 反正呢 … 我現在是愛他愛死了 .. 哈哈 … ~~~ P/s: 這個禮拜六不知道可以去Stephanie 嗎?!?!?唉 … 因為dear不要給我去 … 可是講真的咯..如果我不去 ..我會被肥肥他們扁死的 … 呵呵 … 但是講真的咯 ..我還沒有買要去的衣服多 …. 而禮拜六早上要同dear去做 IC啊 …!!!! 又要早早起來了 ..這几天做工真的是有點累啊!!!!! >< …. Lychee271020041323 >>October 27, 2004 at 1:23:37 PM GMT+8 2004 年 10 月 18 日 星期一 【清涼】 Actually Im Very Very Tired Today .. And No Mood To Write Anything .. But I Think I Havent Written A Diary For Aged .. So .. Thats Why Yah .. Anywhere .. Today I Hav Had 2 Presentations ... So Tired ... And Tomolo Will Be Another 1 As Well .. The SSP One .. And Tomolo Is The Writing Test Already .. Im Pretty Nervous Ar ... . How Come ... And Our Graduation Day Will Be On This Coming Friday ... We All Havent Prepared Well For The Drama .. >< ... But ... I Think I Need A Good Sleep Tonite ... Otherwise Tomolo I Will Write Till Out Of Points ... !!!! Ccc ... ~ By Da Way ... Dear Came My House Just Now ... !!! Dont Know Why .. I Hav Felt That I Luv Him Very Much Now ... Dont Know Why .. I Dont Know How Long Can It Be ... Just Know That I Wanna Cherish NOW !!! Luv Is Just So Simple ... Dont Need To Think So Much ... Rite ... ~ Ai ... As Long As I Know We Still Luv Each Other .. I Wont Give Up .. Although Sometime I Really Cant Stand ... Well ... I Hope I Could Control It ... I Luv U .. Dear .. Though I Know U Wont See It .. But I Just Wanna Type Out .. You're The One I Luv Now .. .. Maybe Someday In The Future I Will Leave To Some Other Places .. But I Just Wanna Let You Know ... I Dont Feel Regret To Be With U .. U Make Me Hav The Passion Of Luv Once Again .. The Feeling Of Luving A Person ... I Know That Both Of Us Hav No Confident Be Together Till Forever .. Its Such A Lie .. Rite .. But I Really Dont Wanna Give Up .. I Dont Wanna Lose Another Person That I Love So Deeply Again .. I Scare .. I Really Scare ... I Hope Either U n' Me Can Give Each Other Confident .. At Least Be Confident To Our Relationship .... I Still Remember That U Hav Told Me ... Even I Go Further Studies .. We Still Can Contact Through The Net ... Although Its Quite Difficult ... But At Least There Is Still A Way Out .......... When I Heard That ... I Was So Touching By These Few Simple Words ... I Have Never Realized That U Would Tell Me This ..... Endless Luv To U ....... P/s: Yesterday Fatty Came My House And Got Her Things ... I Know That She Probably Has Met Some Problems ... Since She Sent me The Message .. I Hav Known Already .. Fat .. Tell Me ... Whats The Matter With U ??? U Told Me Its Something About Tat .. Is There Any Problem Happened On U That Day .... I Dont Wanna See Ur Face Look So Upset ... Ur My Sister + Best Friend ... Tell Me If There Is Serious Things Happen .. Okay ... Dont Be Like That ..... Be happy Ok ....... I Will Always Stay By Ur Side Whenever U Need Me .... ~ Lychee181020041831 >>October 18, 2004 at 6:29:13 PM GMT+8 2004 年 10 月 8 日 星期五 【清涼】 This afternoon i went to an education fair at Pan Pacific Hotel .. I have gotten a lot of information about studies ... probably i will study design & art as my foudation class ... .. and therefore, i probably will transfer to mass communication .. Im not sure yet ... and i have to finish all these courses in Australia ... the foundation needs 6 months to finish ... and mass comm needs another 3 and a half year .. so total 4 years ... ~ Ai .. Indeed I really like to study oversea ... but it has to depend on my parents .. actually I have discussed with them already ... they didnt oppose or whatever .. and therefore ... even I wanna study there .. I probably will choose July's intake .. but Im not sure yet ... ~ That day i didnt finish this diary .. cuz I was argued with my dear .. ~ i didnt know whats the matter with me .. i just know that my feeling was burning ! and we hav lot of things can argue with him .. i dont know why !!! oh .. even myself also cant stand with it .. I know always is my problem ... but i dont know why ... and sometime he cant understand me as well ... ai ... whatever .. so long we are fine now .. i dont care anything more la ... i just know that he isnt play with me .. ~ and the message he has sent to me .. ~ it makes me burst into tears .......... !!!! P/s: Yesterday nite both of us went out with Fatty and atat yah ... we went MY FRIEND to hav our dinner + supper lol ... hahah ~~ cuz we didnt eat anything before that .. cuz we were watching the "YI TIAN TU LONG JI" it was a great great great series yo ... ~ tonite will be the final episode already .. ai ai ai ... and yeah ... my father has seen my dear already .. cuz last night i didnt know why my father came so early huh !!!! and then ..... he was so nervous at that time ... Ccc .... ~~~ Lychee101020041420 >>October 10, 2004 at 2:18:41 PM GMT+8 2004 年 10 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】 MA DE !!!! EVERYONE GOES TO DIE LAH !!! IM NOW EXTREMELY ANGRY !!! I REALLY HATE EVERYONE ~~~ INCLUDED MYSELF !!!! I WANNA KILL PEOPLE NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MA DE ~~~~~~~ WALAN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I FEEL REALLY ANGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JI BAI ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MA DE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DU LAN !!!!!!!!!!!!! AND MY HEAD KEEPS PAINING !!!!!!!1 MA DE ~~~ WHAT DA HELL IS IT ?!?!! GO TO DIE LAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >>October 4, 2004 at 5:41:51 PM GMT+8 2004 年 9 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】 You are Yellow Pegasus, who is charming but short tempered woman. You posses charms and well liked personality. You tend to be rather too emotional and over reactive, in that you can cry your eye out on nothing, or be impressed by small things. From others you look very sociable, and likes being with people. But inside, you are sensitive and nervous, you are extremely cautious, and are only acting to look sociable. Nevertheless, you can easily trust people, and tend to be soft hearted. You should be careful not to be deceived. You have great talent and intelligence. You are very active person and are always busy. Your emotions and actions are combined and you can work on great speed. You don't let other people come near you, and therefore tend to work on your own. You are also able to manipulate others to help you do your work. Someone who can understand your sensitivity and someone who can bring out your talent like a big sister will be a great help for you. You have too many likes and dislikes. You are temperamental tom-boy type of woman. You possess good speculative talent, and may be able to make huge amount of money. Although you are not a great spender, sometimes you easily spend great amount on impulse. You will experience grand passion when young. A lot of this type of people tends to get remarried as well. Health wise, you should be careful about your stomach and liver. Having sunshine may do you good. P/s: When I Read This, I Felt So Turbo That This Article Is Actually Write ME What ?!?! Hahahaha ~~~ Lychee230920042100 >>September 23, 2004 at 8:59:21 PM GMT+8 2004 年 9 月 21 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】 Today It Is Really Cold ... What A Cold Day ... I Dont Like This Kind Of Weather .. It Rains Look As Though My Mood Were So Down .. Probably I Think Too Much Huh .. Who Knows ... ?! Anywhere ... I Feel My Mentally & Physically Extremely Exhausted As Well ... This Afternoon Was My Writing Test ... It Was Extended Definition Essay .. And The Title Which I Chose Was Enemy ... I Dont Know Whether I Used The Proper Way To Write .. Felt Confusing At Dat Mom .. Other Than That ... Yan Came To Fetch Me After My School ... He Told Me He Saw His Ex-gf At Leisure Mall ... Sometime I Really Dont Understand Why He Wants To Tell Me Dis Sort Of Things .. Indeed .. I Rather I Know Nothing ... I Dont Like Myself Being So Jelous ... I Dont Want To Be Jealous .. No Way .. I Hate Myself Behave As That Jealous ... By The Time He Told Me Dis .. I Just Wanted To Calm Myself Down .. Thought Nothing ..Thats What I Could Pretend .. But In Fact I Really Mind .. I Dont Want To Feel Angry Because Of Dis Reason .. And Just Now I Saw His Washing T-Shirt .. He Suddenly Told Me That His Ex-gf Has The Same Either .. Cuz He Especially Bought For Her From Singapore ... Therefore, Do U Think Im A Cold Blood Human Being? No Feeling At All ? Izzit Possible ... I Wish To ... ~ But I Couldnt ... ~ But I Didnt Show Much Jealousy To Him ... Its Unnerssary To Do So .. If I Told Him I Was So Angry Because Of His Those Words ... He Would Think That I Were A Petty Person ~Anywhere .. Probably Im Actually.. He Always Use This Kind Of Method To Make Me Feel Uncomfortable .. I Supposed To Tell Him So ... But I Dont Know Where To Start ... P/s: By The Way .. I Still Have 2 More Tests Tomorrow ... This Month Probably Will Be My Last Month To Study At Els .. I Really Appreciate All Of My Teachers .. Especially Mdm. Peh .. I Really Luv This Teacher .. She Is Too Kind And Friendly That I Dont Want To Leave The School ... Time Flies .. Oh Whatever ... I WIll Cherish Those Days In Els ... ~ Lychee210920042054 >>September 21, 2004 at 8:58:15 PM GMT+8 2004 年 9 月 18 日 星期六 【晴】 Just now was the first time i saw his friend and his gf lol ... Oh ... his friend is extremely funny ~~ i mean da way of his speaking .. ~ Ccc .. it is pretty nice to know them lol ~~~ Hehehe .. anywhere ~~ and his gf did leave me a message which is inside my diary board ... no matter what did she write ... ~ I will always remember ar ... ~ yeah ... as she said .. dont treat ur bf so nice .. ~ probably .. i think so .. my dear and I are getting better than before ... ~ in fact ... ~ we dont hav more dobts comepare with before ... ~ izzit nice ?! I dont know .. perhaps I have to feel happy ? or maybe I have to worry ler ?! Even myself also dont hav an exact answer ... ~ ai ... ~~~ and just now his friend told me something either .. ~ and I just listened .. I dont know whether it was a truth or not ... ~ love or not love .. it isnt a serious matter for me anymore ... ~ as long as I feel happy in present .. isnt ?! dont think so much what .. ~ the more I think .. the more suffer I will get then .. yeah ... i always keep telling me this fact .. ~ who knows the future?! no one what .... so long we hav each other now .. ~ whatever lah ... ~ so far we are getting well in our loveship ..... thats what I only care about now ... ~ by the way ... I saw yanling just now .. and saw her LATEST bf huh .. hahhaa ... oh ... i dont think he is tha t handsome gua .. ~ just average lol .. no comment ... but anywhere ~ he isnt my taste ... hehe ~~ but i can see that she feels very happy with him .. that was what I can see ... yeah .. absolutely ... ~ nice to see her looks so happy ... ~ ^^ Bless her .. P/s: Just now we went to CS together ... cuz he wanted to change his clothes which I helped him to buy one .. ~ but he thinks it isnt suit him .. luckly we still could change it .. ~ cuz last time kelly did tell me that I can change ... hehe ~~ and he bought me a hand tie .. izzit call hand tie ?! I dont know either ... haha anywhere la .. ~ he bought me one and he did too .. we supposed to buy the same color one .. but no ar .... so we just bought the color which are similar one ... but it is very expensive ar .. RM 15 ar .. I rather went to take a photo sticker ... haha ~ but the hand tie is also represent out first month anniversary present .. ~ CCcc ... Lychee180920040033 >>September 19, 2004 at 12:39:23 AM GMT+8
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