2005 年 7 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

Because Of You lyrics─Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

>>July 23, 2005 at 12:18:13 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

今日去左荃灣穿耳..

>>July 22, 2005 at 10:55:09 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

今日返hk lu...
4點幾已經俾我呀媽個鬧鐘整醒左我...
但係5點先起身~
搞掂哂就去食早餐,,.,
冇咩人..又冇咩胃口,,~
食左d白粥,,
上到飛機,,,訓覺,,~
去到吉隆坡...
諗住可以轉位la..點知好多人上機=0=
又要屈返0係果到...
睇左套《情場絕橋王》
正到暈呀,,!!!
返hk 1點半..
不過返到hm 成4點-0-"
搭bus 同7poyan 傾電話,,,
哈哈,,,~
唔知今晚食咩呢..

>>July 21, 2005 at 5:16:34 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

第4天,,,
去左大堡"蕉"..
好好玩呀..!
餵魚,,超多魚喎..好得意..
如果有得落水仲正...~
可惜冇,,,
之後去左睇鯊魚...
再睇glass water boat~
冇咩睇....唔知係咪有dd暈船浪=0=
死嚕...都唔知係咪身子弱左,,= =""
好易暈船浪,,><
搭去同搭返黎都訓訓下訓左落哥哥個肩頭到,,.,,=0=
實在太支力喇...><
搭船返到檳城...食飯..
之後行夜街..冇野睇ge..= ="
then..返hotel..
同2位哥哥+圓圓去左starbucks 傾計...
傾到11點令就走lu..
哈哈,.佢地講d野真係,...= ="
男仔真係男仔...果然係唔多讀書,,
連我2個哥哥都係咁~
佢地冇讀2年phy...果d...都可以拎到C or D..
痴線的=0=
a.maths唔駛讀都拎到A..係咪路呀-0-
maths又係喎....o哂咀lo...
又講下佢地果時會考同考AL 果時ｄ野..
好鬼過引...哈哈~
返到房..沖涼...
打算唔訓ga..
因為第2朝morning call 係5點..= ="
但係最後都頂唔順...訓左~

>>July 21, 2005 at 4:59:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

今日搭船去左什麼孕育島...
去果到釣魚,,勁正喎~~
約左幾條..
之後又睇紅樹林...
0係孕育島玩水上單車,,,
好白痴~不過又幾好玩.,.
同哥哥d拍子唔岩- -"
lunch 去左個荒島bbq...
同哥哥去左睇野...咩都睇唔到=0="
之後又搭船返酒店lu..
果d船好正..係d艇仔...
不過要著埋d救生衣..
臭臭的..
d海風吹埋黎..好舒服~~
but d 海風吹到我個頭好亂,...又好dirty!!
返到酒店..又出左去swimming pool..~
諗住訓下覺...點知冇啦啦落狗屎,,-0-
即走..~
返到房.,,,訓左陣,,,~
食dinner 完返黎,,
諗住扔左包唔好食既野,,
點知見到大強..嚇到我死,.,,
即刻叫哥哥搞掂佢..嘿嘿,,
之後睇左陣電視就訓lu..

>>July 21, 2005 at 4:44:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

今日係第2日,,,
0係檳城唔知做左d咩,,,=0=
已經唔記得哂lu..
只係記得0係沙灘同d 呀差打沙灘排球,.,
又幾好玩...
但係好難打lo...:p
我開左個"責"界波...
果班呀差話我"gd student"
hoho!!

>>July 21, 2005 at 4:46:31 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

今日去浮羅交怡lu..
一早起身,,之後去食早餐...
11點令出門口..
去到都12點半lu~~
搞哂手續,,,之後打俾kai po..傾左好耐..
傾到入閘bo,,,hee**
之後入到去,,,打埋俾飯飯..
無奈的是...飯飯訓緊覺= ="
好無奈咁左線,,咩都冇講...唉,.
講左19秒=0=..
之後等上機,,,~
中間位,,冇野睇,..><
坐到腳都軟埋..仲要0係吉隆坡停留9個字=0=
走左好多人..之後同智豪哥哥坐左機尾,,,
正到暈呀,.!!!!!
不過去到果面都8點幾..=0=
之後就食飯喇..當然係冇啖好食啦,...
all is 辣野..我d...
then..去左關仔閣食串燒...hoho"
食完返酒店lu..
同哥哥一間房..~
11點令sleep~~

>>July 21, 2005 at 4:28:00 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

今日出門lu...hoho"

>>July 17, 2005 at 10:36:40 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

今日,,超熱..!!
9點幾醒左..
10點先起身,,coz尋晚傾電話傾到差唔多2點...
Z.Z
之後去左食早餐,,
食完返hm做hist,,,執3去旅行..
做做做..
4點幾已經做完hist lu~
之後又搞下art咁,,,
做到懵哂...唉~
夜晚去左houseton食,,見到鄧諾bo..
食完返hm lu..
聽日去trip lu..唔知好唔好玩呢..~

>>July 16, 2005 at 11:02:25 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

今日朝早7點幾醒左,,
之後再訓返..
9點半醒左.."
11點去左616..
之後去吉之島..
買完返hm....hea 到3點返hm...
玩左陣電腦..
又落616..食飽又返hm..
今天無聊地渡過...

>>July 15, 2005 at 11:52:29 PM GMT+8