2003 年 5 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

個日記終於用得番...=3=
but變左限時制...朝5晚7...唉...

我要考到fri先考完...人地個個已經考完哂了...
另外...意外地...我既hall application竟然成功左...
but本來諗住同房同本來住開既人竟然係waiting list...啤...~

本來早幾日諗到好多野想寫...
but而家唔記得哂la...
so記得先寫啦...

>>May 14, 2003 at 1:57:07 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 3 日 星期六 【陰】

呢兩日d diary打左都唔識出...(汗/怒?)

>>May 3, 2003 at 11:26:00 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 3 日 星期六 【陰】

今日要係呢個好想打機既情況之下溫書...
灰爆...
溫溫下又突然間係度諗...
有d人真係幾心理變態...
明明個visible list係一個人都冇..
但又硬係要開住個icq黎invisible...
跟住發現原來自己都係個咁既人...
於是就轉左away...

今日又有人同我講...
你有日記就比條link出黎啦...
跟住我又再次重申...
我呢個日記條link一路都係公開的...
只係睇下有冇有緣人睇到而已...

不過知道我post左條link係邊既人到而家都好似仲係得一兩個...(汗)
所以緣份呢家野真係......
(如果有興趣知我post左條link既人可以搵下...
提示係係我個hp入面)

突然又發現好耐冇up過個hp...(汗)
考完試要up番多d...

p.s.hp個日記同呢個有咩分別?做乜要整兩個?
答案係:一個係用口語...一個係用書面語...=3=

>>May 3, 2003 at 10:21:08 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 3 日 星期六 【陰】

尋晚又做通頂功課...好眼訓...
而家炸緊人地sever...
tmr要溫書...
mon exam...
早抖喇..........zzz

>>May 3, 2003 at 1:49:42 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 1 日 星期四 【陰】

今日終於唔發謬論...
好耐冇試過訓左咁多個鐘...
但係...訓醒又要趕paper lu...
而家又開始倒數19個鐘...

呢兩日聽左唔少野呢...~
但由於唔多夠訓...
所以唔多想講番d自己既人...
但我重申...
我唔係人地想像中咁好的...(真的)

今日又做左d好耐冇做過既野...
去M記食早餐...
but食完先發現原來台面有兩張買餐送薯餅同買餐送新地筒的coupon...(汗)
聽人爭論到幸福與不幸既問題...
其實我認為幸福與不幸的確是兩生的...
但係到底係幸福定不幸就只係在乎你點樣去感受呢...

o岩o岩又發現原來要食自己...

能夠更加了解一個人真係一件幾開心既事...
但係往往會知道一d唔想知道既野...
又或者唔小心觸碰到人地既創疤...

不過...有時要經歷過...
人與人之間既感情先會更加深厚呢...

---美麗謊言 陳奕迅---

只因不應該聽而聽
此刻不知怎樣去反應
你問這事情 有沒有內情
這刻可否只當夢醒

只因不應該聽而聽
此刻不需裝作你反應
我為這事情 背負了罪名
假使不想荒費餘生的那光景

我用心欺騙想把你留下
卻沒心的揭了創疤
餘剩已是無時間於這舊地方
我對你說罷 你會遠去嗎?
我用心欺騙想把你留下
你又可知我更痛嗎?
如若你願聆聽真話
如看到這世界可怕


everlasting...有可能嗎...?

>>May 1, 2003 at 9:10:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

鬼畜之男再現...

>>May 2, 2003 at 12:09:11 AM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

唉...好灰...又要趕功課了...
今次係一份math asg同另一份10pages既paper...
唔想做呀~~~~~~

You can be all that
And still can be who you are
You've gotta know for sure
That this isn't make believe
You may feel weak
But you are strong
Don't you give up
If you keep holding on
You'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes
Cos it lies deep in your heart

Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain
One day your here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith and
Let fortune lead the way

>>April 28, 2003 at 1:50:54 AM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

死啦...我一定係比某傻瓜傳染...竟然係24小時之內寫左3次日記...(汗)

今日真係productivity徹底等於零既一日...
全日都只係度打機...
幻水3的進度...

Hugo篇 - 第2章制霸...
Chris篇 - 第1章制霸...
Geddoe篇 - 第2章攻略中...

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呢2日轉行聽番英文歌...
Spice Girls d 歌始終都係咁好聽...
雖然佢地既人格就真係好乞人憎...

而且我始終都係最鐘意一首冇乜點plug過既歌...
viva forever ...我都幾鐘意d歌詞呢...^^``
but佢地唔會再有歌出lu...因為都名存實亡...
而個人發展後佢地d歌果種feel已經冇哂lu...
呢d就係好多唔同style...
但係朝住同一個方向而擦出黎既火花...
而佢地吸引人既...亦就係呢d火花...
一分開...雖然各自既style仲係度...而且可能仲明顯...
但已經變得單調...失去色彩了...

而且一但果一種火花被擦出...就好難搵到其他人去擦出同樣既火花...
girls' group係spice girls...
boys' group係backstreet boys...

我依然未搵到其他band可以取代佢地...
因為近年新既bacd入面已經好難再搵到有咁多種unique既style係一個group入面...
唔係分極都分唔稱某兩個成員...就直頭係mono style...
哈哈...呢排講得太多style呢個字...可能我都濫用緊了...
算了吧...
=====================================================
今日睇左一個生日性格分析...
都幾o岩呀...一個唔容易被人暸解...喜歡依照自己方式做事既人...
暸解到人生會風風雨雨...孤孤單單...<---早就預左了...
不惜挑戰整個社會的價值觀...<---早就在做了

愛情同事業運...「啤~」左一聲...

>>April 27, 2003 at 2:18:03 AM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

今次好似係第一次呢...竟然會係日抖寫diary...
o岩o岩係度執d漫畫...shit~
又冇位擺喇...睇黎我都真係要整番個書目...
跟住將d唔常睇既pack入箱呢...
仲要有d係外借左未番黎...如果番哂黎的話...double shit~~

注:我係果d成日都會拎d漫畫出黎lun既人...
通常我有買果d...每本最少都會睇4~5次...
鐘意果d仲一定不下10次呢...>u<
所以我買漫畫都好抵架~~XD

有時識d人佢地話"我買完番黎睇左一次就會封番入個袋度唔再拎出黎架喇..."
我真係心諗...咁你買黎做乜...?...去租未算lor...-3-
等唔夠錢洗賣番出去?定係等掉...? (無從溪考............)
有時真係覺得...咁樣仲算唔算係儲果套書...?(真係純粹儲住佢side位...-3-)

but要pack邊d入箱? 呢個又係一個好煩惱既問題...
我諗多數都係會pack d已經完左既入去架喇...
but呢d又冇乜幾多套...而且有s完左既仲要有好多可以參加既地方呢...(天呀~~)

突然間又好想畫野...but其實又要趕功課同溫exam...triple shit~~~
but等到exam完...而家d靈感又會冇哂lu...灰...
所以都係算吧啦...(鬼火...鬼火...)

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送一首歌比某個depress中既人啦...

That Day (Moment Of Clarity)

That day, that day
What a mess what a marvel
I walked into that cloud again
And I lost myself
And I'm sad, sad, sad
Small, alone, scared
Craving purity
A fragile mind and
A gentle spirit

That day, that day
What a marvellous mess
This is all that I can do
I'm done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It's supposed to be like this
I accept everything
It's supposed to be like this

That day, that day
I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it's all I see and
I'm tired and I'm right
And I'm wrong
And it's beautiful

That day that day
What a mess
What a marvel
We're all the same
And no one thinks so
And it's okay
And I'm small
And I'm divine
And it's beautiful
And it's coming
But it's already here
And it's absolutely perfect

That day, that day
When everything was a mess
And everything was in place
And there's too much hurt
Sad, small, scared, alone
And everyone's a cynic
And it's hard and it's sweet
But it's supposed
To be like this

That day, that day
When I sat in the sun
And I thought and I cried
'Cause I'm sad, scared, small
Alone, strong
And I'm nothing
And I'm true
Only a brave man
Can break through
And it's all okay
Yeah, it's okay

>>April 26, 2003 at 3:21:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

突然間發現...原來我既日記既日期係全部都遲左一日的...
因為次次都係半夜先寫...

唉...o岩o岩去完廁所...突然同個馬桶好有共嗚...<---冇水...

飲野既地方...係一個了解人既好地方...
無論係定係...


又係度聽緊歌...(晚晚如是...)

o岩o岩random到"隨傳隨到"...
又不禁問左一句...咁既朋友你有幾多個...?

跟住係「風爭」...(有一段時間勁touch既歌...)

也許你也不會聽到...把夢想找到...要過得更好...
我很好...後來的你好不好...?


>>April 26, 2003 at 3:13:35 AM GMT+8