2005 年 6 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

永遠有一個吻未嘗　有些燭光未燃亮
若愛太苦要落糖　結他斷線亦無恙
To hug someone To kiss someone
The best is yet to come

若要錯失永不能守
得到也不代表長久
假使快樂有盡頭
痛苦也未會不朽

寂寞半點假如不能承受
這生命註定過得不易
笑與淚　亦有時候
To hug someone To kiss someone
The best is yet to come

若你說不再聽情歌
不想再經歷這漩渦
假使抱住你拳頭
到底也沒法牽手

就是為了追求一時平靜
將感情隔離半點感動都扼殺　沒法承受

永遠有不妥協傷口　有些憾事不放手
若你太刻意淡忘　越會補不到缺口
Why don't you just hug someone
Just kiss someone
The best is yet to come
最好的尚未來臨

>>June 27, 2005 at 1:38:00 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

今日心情，終於recover 返大半
咩住支guitar 既感覺... 好親切
好似有個老朋友，同我擁抱一樣
我同呢位老朋友，合作左4 5 年
我覺得佢好明白我既感受....
佢能夠將自信帶返比我....
又能夠安慰我，
我一定唔可以孤負佢

>>June 26, 2005 at 9:19:44 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

今日三點，我係祈禱室，喊左半個鐘頭。
我好痛，好痛，
我好唔開心，好唔開心。
我好疲累，無論是心靈，定或是身體，
也許，只有神可以幫倒我...
背起我一走渡過。

>>June 25, 2005 at 7:49:10 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

今日... (係星期五呀)
同雪，成，tony少，angela
去左唱k.....
(唱k 唱k 唔會死)

都係好耐無唱過k la
而家d 服務態度都係好左好多
比我一個好左好多既印象

唱到12:30分.... 搞到搭唔倒火車既尾班車
要搭小巴lor

真係開心開心開心.......
p.s. haha 係咁唱舊歌)

>>June 24, 2005 at 6:03:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 22 日 星期三 【晴】

個人有少少怒火
對於教會
我最後會唔會好似歌利咁呢

其實都唔係一件壞事

>>June 23, 2005 at 1:24:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 18 日 星期六 【晴】

今日聽左小sir 篇道，好正，好正
我係仆倒過，點都好la...
就算我跌過1 次2 次10 次 100 次都好
我都要爬返起身既
有失敗，痛苦，過錯，失意，
為我既人生添上左唔少既色彩
我好認同呀!!!!!

其實，開心，唔開心都係好事黎既
如果自己成日都可以咁諗，就太好la

呢排心情唔錯，最似handle 倒自己既情緒
將得與失都看得唔太仲要la
d 情緒無咁frustrate

星期五晚，好開心呀
(Gloria 同小林上左黎我屋企玩)
由11點幾玩到凌晨2 點半
打牌la，挫pair la，打機la
都唔知點解d 女仔可以咁夜都唔返屋企
點都好la，同d 朋友玩得好開心

而家呢個心情真係幾好呀可... 成日可都咁就好la

(呢排呀媽唔知做咩，煩左好多
講電話多2 句都係道話我... 煩到嘔
教細火牛數，教左唔夠30 min 又係道話我成日傾電話唉)

仲有一個星期0 1 日考，
維奶，你要支持落去呀。huish!!!!!!!!!

>>June 19, 2005 at 10:23:37 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

Il Divo - Il Divo - 05 - Everytime I look at you

I used to think that i was strong
i realise now i was wrong
cause everytime i see your face
my mind becomes an empty space
and with you lying next to me
feels like i can hardly breathe

i close my eyes
the moment i surrender to you
let love be blind
innocent and tenderly true
so lead me through tonite
but please turn out the light
cause im lost everytime i look at you

and in the morning when you go
wake me gently so ill know
that loving you was not a dream
and whisper softly what it means to be with me
then every moment we're apart
will be a lifetime to my heart

i close my eyes
the moment i surrender to you
let love be blind
innocent and tenderly true
so lead me through tonite
but please turn out the light
cause im lost everytime i look at you
lost everytime i look at

>>June 16, 2005 at 2:39:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 14 日 星期二 【晴】

唔好意思，我另外一個日記
(可能都無人記得) 留返比自己
所以改左個password

>>June 15, 2005 at 2:11:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

Unless we can fell our pain,
we cannot heal it..........

By suppressing or numbing negative emotion,
we gradually lose our ability to feel positive emotions

For the children, when they are happy to see you,
they really feel their joy. When they love you, they really feel the love.
As children, we all had the ability to feel at full capacity, but often as
adults we lose that ability to varous degrees.
In coping with lifes challenges and disappointments, we can become
numb to our emotions. By not feeling anger, sadness, fear, and sorrow
we eventually lose our ability to feel love, joy, gratitude, and peace.
By makeing sure that we do not suppress our negative emotions, we keep
our hearts open.

Instead of felling our emotions and then finding relief, we end up stuck in
negative feelings.
Instead of letting to new opportunities for love and happiness, we close up.

Hoping that you can associated your pain with healing your emotions in the past

>>June 14, 2005 at 2:52:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

今日睇倒句咁既野，好似幾有道理咁
「智者從愚昧人身上學的還要比
愚昧人從智者身上所學的更多」
希幫你地唔好係我身上學咁多野lA


「成年人往往以一些理性以及合理的原因，
來掩飾背後所祈求的。
小孩才會把心裡所希望的直接說出來。」

可能係成年人因為失去得太多，
怕再次失去gra
最少我係咁諗la。

唉.......
真係覺得好煩惱，
成日都自己整到自己唔開心，
果d 唔開心跟本就好無聊-_-"
如果可以學倒下以前vicko 果份天真就好la........

問題可能一直都無多無少
只係在乎我地點睇果d 既問題.....

>>June 14, 2005 at 12:51:00 PM GMT+8