2004 年 5 月 4 日 星期二 【微冷】

真是唔知有麥做囉.......好悶呀...........因為無野好做，所以日日都是咁..........訓到成點幾兩點..........真是想死比你睇..........所以都是咁啦...........在屋企hee下.......上下網.......tidy一下.......都ok灰呀......真是想去find到份工呀，咁之後就真是可以好多野可以去做........今日夜晚就去左紅會上中醫呀，真是好多問號出左來........好多野都唔明........只是知到自己的身體都幾好呀.........因為佢同我地打脈！重有自己是比較凍左d囉.......其實真是唔太知自己學左d麥......知道左好多野都是濕囉.......

是呀，今日是Vic的生日，生日快樂，快d找到個好男友啦...........

>>May 7, 2004 at 4:39:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 3 日 星期一 【微冷】

今日........真是其實唔是太想起身呀..........不過都在11點左右起左身啦.........之後都無點做到野就要出去啦.......因為date左Miss Ho食飯，去左青衣城波濤到食........不過就唔是太好味咁囉D野........so都是是但咁叫左個set食..........之後就同Miss Ho都可以話講左好多野，都幾開心呀！都開始是似friend多d呀，其實都幾好呀！因為know小華就在果道有九折！哈哈........不過真是好開心呀，Miss Ho請我食呀，其實都有D唔好意思，不過都知佢唔mind的，又講笑咁話要我的手信！我估都可以買到的，因為個budget都ok的.........如果我唔是crazy咁買野.........是呀，知道Miss Ho summer果時都會去日本，到時又叫佢比心信我啦！哈哈.........其實同Miss Ho都ok好傾呀，真是同佢傾得幾開心，都真是無麥壓力咁.........而且佢講D野又幾好笑，雖然佢是會比好多意見我，但是又好似好受咁，唔會好似是有d唔想聽果d，dd就真是可能叫合自己的咀形呀！

食完飯之後就返home啦，因為都有D 紅會野要做。On the way的時候就見到鄺梓龍，又會咁好彩又是見到QC的人的...........之後又同佢講左一陣野就走啦......佢又form 5 啦......但是真是唔多似.........感到自己又好似好老咁.........返到去都唔是整到好多野之後又要出去啦.......因為要上last一當的手語........都ok無奈呀，真是太長啦d時間..........不過今日都是考試，無野要prepare...........都好，唔是真是想死.........佢地d班都ok啦........又唔是太好，又唔是太poor，不過就知佢地好多都是為左個phrase先上............見佢地都有比過心機so都無問題的！不過review返個course當然自己就真是教得唔是太好.........比自己就有60分的...........見到d個意見書就真是知道有幾個人是唔多like我啦，有個好似講到我麥都有問題呀，成身都好似比佢講到一分都唔值！無奈........不過算啦，我又唔是完美的，唔可以要個個人都like我，最重要是對得住自己！我真是要好好咁休息幾個月啦，so唔會教sign lang住啦，起碼要7月先好再叫我開班，唔是就真是悶死我啦！

我是時間要努力去find工做啦.........唔是就真是要做官啦，唔想measure the land呀！好彩的就是我都有YMCA的part time做，點都有d收入的.........不過真是太悶啦.........唔通真是在到日日打日記or做紅會的野mei！今日返到去.......咪就是打日記同date人食飯囉.......無聊........不過又有好多人是想做我個位，因為人工高ma.......

今日返工到九點幾要check數的時候....唔知點解.....唔見咗$9.....下唔是呀，唔通是我穿櫃桶..........唔是呀，之後打比Lawrence先知好似是佢take咗...........好彩........都幾好笑呀，因為都無可能是找錯錢比人，因為我果道d price都好齊頭......都是我在公司咁久的一個小風波呀！

PS：我宜家先知教書都要著得smart又有形先得，而且我個樣是會客親人，又比人知我是十日無沖涼。下次教書我知家啦，先要去整容，之後去買新衫(要靚的)上堂著，最後就是要在上當前用滴露沖涼。現家先知上當前有咁多野要prepare，無奈.............

>>May 4, 2004 at 6:07:43 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

今日......終於有心機寫日記啦.........真是好久都未寫啦.........原因其實就可以好多.........要寫paper啦、要溫書啦..........好多好多，但是總括來講是『懶』！真是可以咁講..........如果唔是就饑饉果幾日都一早可以寫左啦..........

不過講返饑饉，其實真是幾開心，真是雖然要我講個理由出來又講唔到........不過可能是因為help到人啦..........其實closing果時都有D想哭呀........30個鐘長又唔是長，短又唔是短，不過對我來講太多魔鬼啦，可能真是要出出入入啦........最後我都成功左啦！我唔是因為明星而去的.......不過我覺得好多人都是因為明星.......如果無明星的話.......會唔會有咁多人呢？我會唔會去？我都唔知.........不過如果真是有friends同我去的話，我會去！

講返學校啦，D個sem就咁就完左啦.........真是好似好快咁........其實如果講辛苦又唔是辛苦，一來得十二個credit，二來好似幾科都唔是太多野要做........只不過是好多野都是要在sem尾做..........所以都可以叫做有D辛苦啦........revision week就要做成兩份paper，不過又是咁啦........唔想做........整到好late先做.........星期四重要做到成五點幾............無奈........不過好過好多人啦...........唔在到講.........唔想比人打........哈哈........宜家就無野可以做啦.......因為無exam呀！不過我個個同學都要exam，整到我好free.......我就因為咁........d幾日都是無野做........在屋企hee........訓........玩...之後又返下NTD咁啦......

不過我就真是要plan下去日本的野啦......唔通真是去到先算mei！不過又好似好醉咁，好多野都confirm唔到........又是咁delay..........宜家D yen又好似好平wa，好想change呀，但是又怕佢重會fall.........重有見咁free又是想開始同自己間房來個大的tidy up.......又來啦.......

>>May 4, 2004 at 6:38:20 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

可能令你改變對生命的看法

以下的故事，可能令你改變對生命的看法：

我和一位朋友傾談，他說雖然有兩份工作，而每月的收入僅僅稍逾數千元，但他已很高興了，我很奇怪他還可以那麼開心，因為他的收入微薄，要節衣縮食才，可以供養他年邁的父母，他的岳父母、太太，兩個女兒，還有一般家庭的各項開支，他解釋說，是因為一次在數年前，他在印度目睹的事件，當時他因為一次重大的挫折、心情低落，所以到印度散心。

他說他親眼看到一個印度婦人用割肉刀將，她的兒子的右手切下了。那婦人無助的眼神，那四歲的稚童痛苦的呻吟，至今仍令他難以釋懷。

你可能會問：為什麼那母親要這樣做？

是否她的孩子太頑皮，或是他的手受到感染？
都不是，原來只是為了行乞！
那絕望母親特意把孩子弄成傷殘，使他可以在街上行乞，我的朋友嚇呆了，他把他吃到一半的麵包放下，隨即有五六個小孩湧至，爭著這片佈滿沙石的麵包，就如面對飢餓時的自然反應。

他對這情景很吃驚，他開著他的導遊開車把他送到最近的麵包店，他去到其中兩家，把它們所的麵包都買下來，麵包店的老闆很愕然，不過還是願意把所有都賣給他。

他花了不足一百元，就買到約四百塊麵包(即每塊少於25仙)，又用了一百元買一些日用品。

於是，他坐在一部載滿麵包的貨車往街上去，當他分發麵包和日用品給那些，大部份是傷殘的兒童時，他們都報以歡喜和鞠躬，就是這樣，他在生命中第一次想到：人們怎麼可以為一片價值不足，25仙的麵包而放棄自己的尊嚴。

他開始對自己說他是多麼的幸運─他有個完整的身軀，有一份工作，有個家庭，有機會抱怨食品的好與壞，有機會穿衣服，有機會擁有很多這些人沒有的東西。

現在，我開始想到，和感受到！
我的生命是否真的那麼差呢？
我就覺得不是那麼差，你呢？
或者下一次你覺得自己的生命很差的時候，想想那個因為行乞失去了一隻手的小孩吧！

『滿足感』不是來自滿足於你想要的，而是了解到你所擁有的是那麼多。
當快樂之門關上時，另一道門就會打開，但很多時我們只盯著已關的門，而沒有看到已為我們打開的那道門。

的確，我們要到失去時才知到我們擁有，但我們亦要等到東西來臨時,才知道我們沒有它們。

對人付出所有的愛,並不能確保他們同樣愛你！
不要期望愛人會有回報；只管讓愛在他們的心中成長，但如果沒有成長，那便滿足於愛已在你心中成長。

一分鐘便可以摧毀一個人，一小時便可以喜歡一個人，一天便可以愛一個人，但要一生才可以忘記一個人。

不要只看外表，因為它會欺騙你；不要只看財富，因為它會褪色。
找一個能令你微笑的人，因為一個微笑就可以令你心情變好，找一個可以令你會心微笑的人。

有時候，你對一個人的掛念，足以令你從夢想中抓他們出來，擁抱他們！
追尋你的夢想，去你想去的地方，做一個你想做的人，因為你只活一次，亦只得一次機會去做所你想做的事

>>May 1, 2004 at 5:54:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 24 日 星期六 【晴】

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in Viet Nam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature.

The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. "Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes." Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot."

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

"We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

"Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."

Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album."

"I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary."

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times," Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists."

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

And One Way To Accomplish This Is: Forward this message on. If you do not send it, you will have, once again passed up the wonderful opportunity to do something nice and beautiful.

If you've received this, it is because someone cares for you and it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care.

If you're "too busy" to take those few minutes right now to forward this message on, would this be the VERY first time you didn't do that little thing that would make a difference in your relationships?

The more people that you send this to, the better you'll be at reaching out to those you care about.

Remember, you reap what you sow. What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own

>>April 25, 2004 at 5:44:23 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

D兩日我去左camp – 力奇無間，其實兩日一夜多又唔多，少又唔是少，都幾ok的！今日真是唔只是D youth member學野，都是比左個機會我學下野啦！其實group 8 (八達通)的所有人我都知你地大部份都好有心機玩，可能D game真是好harsh啦..........不過唔怕的，最重要的是你地真是有比過你的心機出來，結果真是其次的，而且你地是真是從中學到野！我其實真是覺得唔是太多時間比我同Tobby同你地講野！如果有多D時間去debrief的話，我相信你地會做得更好！你地在我心目中已經是滿分啦！希望你地會記得D句：“Who are the best?” “We are!”

>>April 21, 2004 at 5:22:18 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

今日夜晚一心的話去睇big fish，但是就睇左受難曲.......有點兒.........我就只是在d個history方面來睇......當時的人是變態...........好血腥............

開心的心情就咁變到.......

>>April 19, 2004 at 6:04:31 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

其實D幾日都真是無點真是寫過日記呀！可能真是比D個A-level影響咗我啦.....真是整到我成個人都好累，無麥力去做任何的野，只是想上完網check咗D email就算！試其實都叫做考完啦，只是得中文oral未考......我只是想快D finished咗佢就算，因為都無所謂啦，都是只是考考，合格就好啦，唔合都好似無所謂，DD是唔是就是平常心呢？真是唔知，因為自己都好似幾想合格！but anyway都考完唔講啦，都考完啦，已經是過去啦！唔想好似D 高考生咁，一出試場就打比friend問"你考成點呀？"、"唔合我咁答得唔得呢？"、"好難呀！".....好多好多的無聊問題，其實都考完啦，relax一下啦，你問咗又點？都收咗卷啦！問咗唔"arm"咪又唔開心！我就無麥點，只是可以比個comment啦！考試的試卷真是一年不如一年，太過易去比D考生做份卷......e.g.中文的listening可以唔洗寫中文字，只是寫ABCD同tick.............

我D一兩日是好似係咁比自己訓咁...........唔通，我真是要訓咁多？星期日新記錄......四點...........今日..............兩點...............點算..............咁樣會唔會訓死咗？是呀，尋日take咗份gift啦，好開心呀！真是好開心！無think過有咁大份的gift！重有呀，yesterday去咗阿婆home食飯好開心呀！重有之後打咗四圈麻雀，好開心呀！其實好似在阿婆屋企食飯之後咁開心啦，真是好想每個星期都是可以咁開心啦！好似好好彩咁，都嬴咗，可能是阿姨佢地手鬆啦！不過嬴輸唔重要，最重要是大家都好開心！

今日，好似無點做到野tim，不過去咗找阿女麻同阿爺，佢地的新屋好大呀！之後在夜晚講咗個長途電話，又成個hour啦！唔知會幾多錢呢？希望唔會出現打錯0060的事件啦.....真是好開心呀！好久都未同你講過電話，好似唔知有麥講tim，又是果d的topic！是呀，I will come soon！好happy呀！但是D yen好貴呀！到時就真是日日都是可以同你talk啦！我怕talk到無topic呀！哈哈哈哈哈.........................

>>April 5, 2004 at 6:28:42 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 31 日 星期三 【雨】

今日已經無返朝早果當的customer care的tutorial啦！因為真是想比返多D時間我自己休息呀！之後是一路訓一路訓，訓到阿媽叫我起身我都唔起身，之後都要成十二點先起身呀，但是都是好tired呀！點解？因為A-level同返工加個present同Red Cross的functions、activates整到我訓少咗好多囉............無奈，但是都要去接受，是我自己choice的................

今日返到去都成點啦！又遲咗成半個鐘啦，但是Dr Cheung唔mind的，佢都好似無野咁，可能已經慣咗啦，因為我都成日會遲到..............今日的SPSS好似easy咗呀，可能是少咗玩icq同check email，而且又無點教新的野啦！

放學之後就去咗食麥當勞啦，而且去咗Toysrus玩一陣之後又去返工啦！

在公司都叫做幾好啦，都有野做，又唔busy bo，起碼唔洗點悶到我！

PS：今日好好彩，在街的時間是無雨的！

>>April 1, 2004 at 5:44:38 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 31 日 星期三 【陰】

relax一下啦！

雪櫃裡面有十隻蛋…

有一日，第一隻蛋唔小心偷望到第十隻蛋，佢見到第十隻蛋身上生滿哂毛，咁第一隻蛋就同第二隻蛋講：「你睇下第十隻蛋呀，佢成身都係毛架！」

第二隻蛋就同第三隻蛋講：「你睇下第十隻蛋呀！佢成身都係毛架！好肉酸呀！」

第三隻蛋又同第四隻蛋講：「你睇下第十隻蛋呀！佢成身都係毛架！好肉酸呀！周身都係毛架佢！E…」一直傳…傳到第九隻蛋，第九隻蛋就諗緊睇唔睇好呢？！

一望去後面就係架啦喎！…好多毛架喎！好肉酸架喎！究竟睇唔睇呢？佢最後都決定左睇…第九隻蛋一睇…

第十隻蛋就同佢講：「啤咩呀啤？！望夠未呀？！我知你地班死蠢係到講緊我架！係度話我又多毛又肉酸呀嘛！你地班死蠢！我唔係蛋來架！我係奇異果來架！」

>>April 1, 2004 at 6:51:47 AM GMT+8