2003 年 10 月 3 日 星期五 【微冷】

重陽 festival was sadly arranged on Saturday this year, which means that we had lost one holiday.
I didn't want to go to visit my passed-away grandparents as I planed to do revision and after that I would have several things to do, but my dad force me to do it and in fact I didn't have any choice. That's okay, I would go.
Our family will do that twice a year, one in 清明and the other is in today. I wouldn't regard this as a waste of time as that could show our gratitude. And my dad regard that as a very important event.

After all the trandional process we went to Tusen Wan and had a Korean BBQ as lunch. That's the third time I enjoyed Korean BBQ. It's superb~! I seized the chance to eat as much as I can~
How come I met 李志揚 twice? It's so funny.
And I gone to TsimShaTsui Grand Ocean to watch Infernal Affairs 2~ It was a exciting film but a little bit violence. 劉嘉玲, 黃秋生&吳鎮宇 were very great, they could put their feeling on their face and affected the others to get into the film. What they had said in the film could let you linked with Infernal Affairs 1, like "高音甜, 中音準, 低音勁". I think 黃秋生 was the best actor in the film as he really perform very well, hw could show how the mind of the policeman changed after his best friend dead in a car bomb.
Early in 1995 he offenced to the law when he wanted arrest the head of the most powerful trial society in Hong Kong. The disclose of that event dealf a fatal blow against his career. He given up himself but his best friend didn't. He tried his best to encourage 黃秋生, lastly he had succeed but he was killed by that car bomb. 黃秋生knew that he was wrong, he tried to collect the envidence so as to arrest 吳鎮宇.
The ending of 吳鎮宇 was the best seen of the film. After he found that he brother 余文樂 was also an under-cover, he really didn't belive that and it was all shown on his face. It's a pity.
Gernally all the acters were great, and the story also. I did enjoy the film~

>>October 5, 2003 at 3:57:28 AM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 2 日 星期四 【酷熱】

Time was so limited. 15mins for us to collect all the votes one by one, MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!
Mr. Hui's commands were contradict to each others, did he ever think of what he was talking?

I didn't spent even 1 min on pure maths test, not because I was lazy, but it really made no diffence.
The reward was always inversly proportional to your effort! Which means that hard-working is trivial.

This was the first time we have CL&C lesson in MMLC, it was the chances for us to have IT lessons!
I did think that no one wouldn't turn on the computer and had internet browsing~!
黎健and I had an exiting 麻雀game!! Thanks for Adam still remembered my mistake in the diary~!
He didn't bother to correct my mistake at that time~ Thanks so much.

We was in a hurry because we had to count the number of votes and announce the result!
It seems that every things was go under control. Lastly the result was 7xx:3xx.
Infinity has thrashed Reality.
I knew that they will win but I couldn't predict they win so easily.
In fact their vedio of publicity is so great!

This is that last day of me being the committe of SU , maybe we didn't achieve anything but we have tried. Maybe we weren't did the best but we have paid our time, our effort.
We have finished our jobs.
I was full of hope when we just being elected, after a year I could fully understand what is stubborn.
They rejected all the suggestion because they didn't want to bear the responsibilities!
How come these kind of people be the teachers of students?
Does it mean that we have to learn such personalities?
After a year I really felt absolutely disappointed about this school.
Yes, without any hope.

Maybe this year they are walking the same path as us, maybe difference.
They will achieve at least some kind of things hopefully.

A year has already passed, hope we will have a new start.

>>October 3, 2003 at 1:33:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 1 日 星期三 【酷熱】

It a waste of time. It a blunder for me to got up at the mid-night watching MU was thrashed by Stuttgart.
What's more, I had a conflict with my mum about the breadfast. Maybe you would think that it is nonsense, in fact what she had done was really fumed me! My body was affected by my emotions seemly. I got a stomache almost all the time today. My emotion was unstable.
Please don't try to test my endurence today.
All the things were trouble, I didn't have enough time to finish it all.
It seems that many things were challenging my intelligence. I hate this feeling very much.

Arrr!!!!!!!!! STAY AWAY FROM ME!
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I need a break.
Actually it is not very important, I should have the ability to handle my own emotional problems.
Am I a crazy guy?

>>October 2, 2003 at 12:23:44 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 30 日 星期二 【酷熱】

re麵團: Thx! In fact I still have some difficulties in determining which tense I should use. It's so difficult. Sometime I wanna talk about the facts then I use present tense, but it seems that they are wrong, could you plx give me some hints?

Today is a perfect day, a day which is more perfect than a perfect day. I won't forget anything happen today, I do cherish my memory.
There are somethings shouldn't be expressed but kept deeply in my bottom of my heart.

>>October 1, 2003 at 3:13:55 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 29 日 星期一 【陰】

After a sweet dream I woke up at 6:00am punctually. It was a cloudy morning.
In spite of noticing that it was raining after I had put my hand outside the window, I didn't bring an umbrella. I predicted there would not rain after I went to school. The result has proved my estimation.
Great! My predictions were likely to be true!

I have spent 2 periods of time for understanding the AC current in Physics. As I haven't listened to him for more then 2 lessons, I couldn't follow the schedule unless I contribute more to it. The fact is that it is useless to listen to him, the better method is self-study. He could only be regarded as a question-answering "robort". I conceded he knew many things about Physics, but the points are that he was not able to express what he knew and didn't know to teach us efficiently.
I am not blaming on him, I just want to show my feelings.
There shouldn't be enough time to finish the 3 tasks in 2 lessons. I ignored what Miss Au has said as I wanted to finish my work with suffient time, that could allow me to do it more carefully. Hence I could able to do a better job.

Everyone in the school these days were excited. There were many matches between the teachers and students and today it was a basketball match. 陳志蛙 has performed quite well, but I though 昭哥 was more attractive. I remembered clearly what he had said when 張沛霖asked him,
"呀sir, 出絕招呀!"
He was running in a hurry from his side to the other and said,
"冇絕招呀"
"招招都係絕招, 所以冇絕招", Fay added.
These made everyone laughed. In fact he played quite well, please don't always emphasis on his appearance~! I didn't know why he was always carrying a smile on his face, no matter he was running or jumping. This attitude should be learnt.

Tomorrow is a holiday, shouldn't I let the work to be done tomorrow?
Don't be so LAZY, buddy!

>>September 30, 2003 at 11:45:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

re麵團: Please don't play tricks on me~ There will be less mistakes if I wrote just a little indeed. Nevertheless you have given me a huge support~ THZ!

Today the classrooms were bigger and more quiet then usual as there are totally 9 students who study biology have gone to field trip. I like the Chinese translation very much, which is 場地遊行, it's literally great! 小立 has gone to Britain, you can envisage the environment that with merely 17 students in class is how harmonious.
The lessons we only have today is pure maths. "Matrix", what a good name. I like this word not only because of the film, also the Chinese translation again- 矩陣, it is so fantastic! The first time I heard the name was from my C.S. teacher Miss Chan. The Chinese pronounciation is energetic, which will make you have a deep impression. That's why I was full of excitement during the lessons.
I was very active and asked many questions, I satisfied with my preformance.
煒哥and I had a discussion on JUPAS and A-Level examination, he has shown an unbeatable confidence on himself. The only thing he concern was UE. Actually if he can pass it would not be to difficult for he to enter MATH&PHY. I should work harder, if not I would lag behind more and more than other classmates.
My first composition in this year which I hadn't paid enough effort on it. Beside my own vocabularies, their still many careless mistakes in it. I always have the problem that once I had got the topic I would have no mood to do it. Why I will be that? This is a question without answer.
After school there was a watermelon football match between the teachers and students. It was very funny, no one would guess the teachers' team won quite easily. The man of the match must be 鹿頭, after he subsituted someone, I have forgot who was subsituted, his affluence was significant. One assist and one goal let the team 2-1 over Infinity. Furthermore his passing techinque was deft to make him become the "Zidean" (did I spell it wrongly?) of the team, so called a playmaker. PK Wu had a remarkable preformance as he had a sustain hard work and lastly he got a goal. I have to boo HL Ma as he was just fooling around the court. He had done nothing. Without him I thought the teachers could get more goals. There're still 2 goals in the stoppage time and the game was ended in full of excitement and appreciation.

>>September 29, 2003 at 1:59:26 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 27 日 星期六 【酷熱】

re adam: Nevermind, actually you have helped me a lot. Nobody will be free in the following months. Everyone should concentrate on their own study. We don't have much time left, we all should do our best. I hope you can also enter your favourite subject.

The talk that I attented today was quite good. Not just laughing, there were some meaningful idea.

Competition.

-I will defeat my enemy.

>>September 28, 2003 at 1:59:22 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 26 日 星期五 【酷熱】

It seemed that I didn't have any holiday in this weekend. Yesterday I have been to CUHK and today I will need to go to PolyU to attend a talk. It's so busy that I don't have enough time for homework and revision. I need time so badly.
CUHK was a nice place, I like its BBA, Qantitative Finance and Maths. But it's quite strange that they won't hold any interview for BBA, how can they distinguish whether the other side of students' abilities?
After visiting CUHK, I think I have decided the 3 choices in Band A. They all are commercial subjects.
The cantee in the university was good, moreover the prices were low.
At there I met so many classmate. The feeling was quite good.

Although CUHK is good, my first choice is always UST.
科大既商先係王道!

My last stop was CityU. Actually I didn't have much interest in it, but I should find some associate degree and high diploma for safety. You could easily distinguish between the people in CU and people in here, they were totally different. Their attitudes, there self-motivation and so on. Those lecturer are quite...

I was exhausted but happy.

>>September 28, 2003 at 3:40:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 25 日 星期四 【酷熱】

re adam: Thz again, but what I want to say is some of the sentences that I was using present tense because I wanted to express the fact which is true til now, and some which are my instantaneous feelings. I am not quite sure should I change that all to past tense or not. Whatever right or wrong, thanks a lot.
re念: This is the first time I see your message, thank you. I didn't know you were reading my diary before but now I know. I believe that there should be more friends like you do.
re franky: I know that it isn't a good method for learning if I just writing without understanding my own mistakes. I will try to analyst them in the coming days. I need your help and I will phone you soon, thank you.

I am extremely happy ( actually I don't really want to use "happy" this word, could someone suggest other words for me?) that there are so many friends who are willing to help me. Actually I am not worthy to be helped subject to laziness in the past. Luckily I am now start to get my time back and with your help, I believe I can do it.
Life is beautiful, it is more beautiful with friends.
"Thank you" is used so frequently, is there any word for expressing the same meaning? Please help me ^^ If not, just forget it.

In the past few days I was always talk with 留風 about JUPAS, there are so many unsolveable issues. And I still believed that we all should be optimistic. To be optimistic was not mean by neglecting the bad results, but changed those results to become our energy. We could be tough enough for facing the adversities and hence they could force us to improve.
ADD OIL!
I admired 煒哥 so much, his mind was so clear that he didn't make any wrong decision.
I must say he is clever. I can imagine how great succeed he will achieve if he can enter MATH/PHY in HKU. He will be a good researcher or teacher.
I had asked myself a question, did he clever then I? I think this question will never has an answer as we are 2 type of people that are not comparable. I could not do the same things as he did.
However he is a good competitor that I would use up all my effort to try to thrash him!

App. maths test...... bad luck wasn't get away from me. I pressing the wrong keys on the caculator twice so I got the wrong answer. How come?
Even so the test was not so difficult, and I think I had done it quite okay.

>>September 26, 2003 at 11:42:14 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 24 日 星期三 【晴】

re留風: ok...you won, i don't want to argue with your. What I want to express is that CL&C is easy.

Yesterday I have spent around an hour for my English oral report. The way and the attitude I did were totally different then before. I was treating those homework as exactly a piece of homework, I would finish it as soon as possible without caring the quality. However, I really have paid much effort on this task, I want to improve at least a little. The result was terrible, I knew that. The thing I should know is today I fail, tomorrow maybe I will just doing the same, but how about if I just keep struggling day by day? After that I must success. What I have to do is not giving up.
Thanks for 留風's consolation. No matter you said the truth or just consoled me, I should say thank you to you.
In CL&C lesson Mr. Chan noticed that I was felt in sleep. He woke me up and afterwards he asked me question. What the FXXX! The question was so difficult, I just answered it by guessing. Luckily he was not likely to punish me. For the last two lesson, I shouldn't consider that be a lesson, it should be a discussion, a work shop. I didn't think we have learnt anything, but we enjoyed it. We can threw out ideas easily, our communication has been done quite well, didn't you agree?

After school I went to Grand Ocean which is a cinema in TsimShaTsui. In the MTR train there was a foreign women asking to go somewhere in HK. I wanted to help her at that time but she was not asking me, then I just let her go. Shouldn't I gave up the chance? Maybe I didn't know where is the place she want to go~ HAHA~
Due to a special discounted tickets of Infernal Affairs II, I didn't bother to use so much time and transportation fee. But I was nearly "lost" in TST, it's so funny that I couldn't find that. Actually it was not in the shopping centre but outside it. Lastly the cinema suddenly appear in my eyes, thanks god.
I didn't know what I should do if I really couldn't find it. Am I really a Hong Konger? I lost in TST!

煒哥told me that there were around 60% of our S.7 students who would only get a grade E or below. What a bad news to discount my confidence! Is it so hard to get a grade D? If I can't, my target will be...

>>September 25, 2003 at 11:30:43 AM GMT+8