2003 年 10 月 13 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

Many people reponsed to the sudden drease of temperature by wearing more clothes including me. I prefer winner rather than summer because it's comparatively more comfortable, do you agree?

From the first school day until now, I couldn't have enough sleep every Monday and Tuesday, I believe that it is a quite interesting patten.

That's nothing special today. I wanna stop here, HAHA~

>>October 14, 2003 at 1:15:55 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 12 日 星期日 【陰】

Well, I thought that for those who used as many channels as he could, for example icq, leaving any message to the others, diary etc were just wanna show off his languages. However now I know that is needed to learn English better.

I feel shame on my poor English although I have been learning English for over 16 years. How could I spend so much time but still I couldn't express myself well? It's totally unacceptable. I can't meet the minimum standard yet.

Am I tired? I can summon all my courage to go through the ordeal. CREDIT!

If I am forced to choose from one of the Physics and English, I will choose the latter with hesitation!

>>October 13, 2003 at 1:44:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 11 日 星期六 【炎熱】

Maybe I got insufficient sleep which was 4 hours. I haven't regret for it as I could see how Bechkam shooted off his penalty, and slipped on the turf. That's the first time out of ten he missed the shot. If England was defeated I could envisage how the media would critise him. Luckily, it's a draw.

I got used to be happy when I finished what I planed to do in the day. As it's kind of sence of achievement. I will be confident about my future if I keep on my attitude~~ (It's just for encouraging myself.)

留風and I attend to the talk which hold by a private tutorial school. The speakers were humorous and the one who played the most important part of the whole has a great presentation skill. The skill is worth learning.
I could get some ideas of choosing the subjects so I agreed that the talk was informative, but there were many things which didn't have any relation with me at all.

It's too bad. I am sorry. I am too reckless and absent-minded.

>>October 13, 2003 at 2:03:35 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 10 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

It suddenly rained heavily, I saw the people outside was all started to run at the same time.
It was a funny picture.

I should spend some time on proof-read my last few diaries so as to find out the common mistakes.

I was hard-working today, I almost finished all the homework in this weekend, it's satisfactory.
Hopefully I can finish one past paper tomolo~

Easy to be happy and fully charge again.

>>October 11, 2003 at 9:14:25 AM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 9 日 星期四 【綿綿細雨】

This was the second time we went to MMLC for CL&C lessons. Again we have tried to know more about our Chinese culture which was MaJong. That's the thing which could perfectly show what are the pros and cons of our country. Haha, I am surely not waffling! If it was so, 小白 couldn't give such an brilliant answer to 陳志蛙~! 小白is really a great student of 陳志蛙, he always gives us surprising answers that we can learn much from him. I now understant why he was always asked.

In the English lesson Ms. Au told us much about the subsidising schools and the direct-subsidy schools on why they are so different. A hot discussion in the lesson was more interesting than the normal one. At least we have learnt many new words while we would easily get bored in the normal lessons. We study a language not exclusively for how to use the language, but at the same time we should learn how to think and how to see the things in different ways.

An unexpecting result of my pure maths. test was given back to me during the lessons. I didn't think I deserved this marks as I did very little at the day before. And also there were many things for me to improve, obviously that's the time management. In many test not only the pure maths test, I couldn't finish it in time, I even couldn't glance at all the questions! If I still can't find a solution to due with it, I afraid that I will not perform good in the future.

I am keep trying to use all the words that I learnt each day in the dairy. Actually it is quite difficult as they came from different sourse and have very different meaning. Anyway I just try.

The imminence of the A-Level examinations makes we don't have time to revel.
We then having a good planning is a must, as a scrappy studying is inefficient.

BSTC has a prosperous past, our former students really did very well in both open examinations. Nowadays I don't think that we are as good as the past. What are the problems?

I saw so many wan smile in the week, hope I will not see any in the next week.
Everyone please take care of yourselves!

In fact I want to pay more to the class, but I have too much grivence to the school, I am sorry I really can't think of any good slogan. I like my class and classmates!

>>October 10, 2003 at 2:06:42 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

Today is a memoriable day which intimates that to forget the past, but put all the things which taught me a lesson deeply in my heart. IMPROVEMENT! I will prove all these with my actions!

I always find that I can't express myself fluently, I guess it depends on my limited range of vocabularies. I couldn't think of a work to describ my feeling, and express my meaning well.
I should be patient, succeed is always not a easy road to walk through. Don't be disrupt by failures while we should treat those failures as forces to improve. I always talk to myself similar things, right?
I just repeating the ideas but they will be easily forgot for everyone when they were facing different difficulties. Don't you agree? I myself agree these if not I wouldn't do so. ^_^

An anticipating successful result will be coming in the next test, I promise to myself.
My spirits sagged in the past few days but all had gone!
In the this crucial moment there isn't enough time for me to be depressed.
A significant objective!
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

殺呀~!!! 殺呀~!!! 打不死小鳳凰! (呢個抄人既)

>>October 9, 2003 at 11:20:39 AM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 7 日 星期二 【炎熱】

My emotion in these few days varies very much. I was extremely happy but suddenly fell to a depressed mood. And I couldn't sleep very well. It seems that I still haven't got out from the trough.
Yesterday night I had a dream, I dreamed I was attending a pure maths test, I found I even couldn't understand the question. I forgot what I had learnt during the test. CK kept harassing me and I saw the others student were confident. It should be a nightmare for me.
The alarm clock was out of order this morning so I was over-slept. My god! I planed to wake up earlier for revising the Physics...
We had the test after school in the phy. lab. Nightmarely, I could only answer few questions of it and I estimated I would not have any chance to pass.
I laughed.
I didn't seized the chance to study it was my fault. I just looked down upon the test.

Perhaps I have given too much stress to myself, and it may be a succinct reason for being like that.

力不從心呢...
我相信當我捱過呢個谷底, 我再回到谷底既次數同時間會減少
我會上力, 我既狀態會提昇
我會成功!

>>October 8, 2003 at 12:56:48 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 6 日 星期一 【颳風】

Yes, I did thought that today was quite cold in the morning. That's why I wore a sweater back to school but I couldn't understand why they were surprised. Different districts in the terriory would has a very different wheater but they just couldn't imagine how cold in the morning of Tin Shui Wai.
I merely didn't want to get cold.

On the way back home I saw probably she was a housewife agrued with another housewife vigourously. They shouted every foul languages that they knew with besided their little kids. They couldn't control themseves and kept on booing when they was walking along the road. Everyone at there including my sis and I was shocked. It's so funny. I envisaged that they would fight one of them merely touched the other. Maybe they have fought but I couldn't see. It must be very exciting as they are both WOMEN!

>>October 7, 2003 at 1:24:39 PM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 5 日 星期日 【酷熱】

The air-conditioner of the bus that I took this morning was too cold, so that I couldn't had a sweet dream in the bus. And as I had forgot to take the book TAS back home, I needed to finish my experiment report in school today before I noticed that it should be handed in on Friday. I have spent my CL&C and Physics lessons to finish my homework, literally I won't pay any attention on CL&C lessons while physics now was getting moredifficult that I couldn't ingore what the teacher said. Regrettably I ought to treasure my Physics periods.

An enjoyable lunch would encourge you to concentrate on the periods after lunch. Don't you agree?

黎健 is always our sources of joy. When Miss Au said "We should get into other's shoe"
"咁咪好臭?" his reply made everyone laughed at the same time.
I'd rather like this kind of English lesson as there are many funs.

Don't brag, be modest.

>>October 6, 2003 at 11:09:03 AM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 4 日 星期六 【微冷】

I was so tried. Actually I hadn't done much things yesterday but I didn't know why I needed so much sleeping time. Maybe I had become more and more likely than a pig. Yes, I won't become a pig very soon if I would keep on my attitude.

My emotion was always has a periodic property. It just like a sine or cosine curve. Oftenly I had to adjuct to the maximum when the examination was appoaching. So I think I will accept this.

Determinent, I think it was quite like the 扭計骰. Once you changed one of the column or row, you got to change another one. When I was still a kid I had tried to play that 扭計骰, but I had never succeed.
I could never see through the property inside. Trying by errors wasn't a good method to solve that. I have tried many time and I totally agree with that.
If you want to solve it, what you need to do is to observe the "real meaning" of the determinent. It can be also applied on 扭計骰. Maybe sooner or later I will find a 扭計骰 to play with~

Physics is so difficult, but I pledge I would do my best to overcome it. It used to be one of my favourite subjects. And I could get a relatively high mark than the others. After I had promoted to S.6 all the things I had to study were all in my strongest sides. I should give my self confidence.
Today I really wanted to give it up, but after I compared myself to other classmates, I could see my advantages than the others. In fact, all the subjects I had to study were my favourite, how could I give up my favourite, or my lover? No.
Didn't I forget my target and my aspiration? No, I didn't. And I won't.

"Self-encouragement"
The one who can help you most should be yourself.
Maybe you've got to lose everything to find out what you've really got.
But after that you need to get everythings back to fullfill your wants.
If you don't do that you will really lose all the things that belong to you.
Yes, I understand now.

Everyone ought to face their failure, and has the responsibility to encourage themself.

After a 3 to 4 day frustration, I am back!
(Why I say that, because I really did nothing on the academy during the holidays!!
I couldn't let myself be that!)

>>October 5, 2003 at 12:01:02 PM GMT+8