2003 年 11 月 9 日 星期日 【乍雨乍晴】

So cold... I was freezing.

The uniform test had already begun, but still I couldn't find my sense of examination. I didn't even regard it as a test, I thought that it was only an exercise. No pressure at all. Or I didn't want to be stressfull and consolate myself in this way? I didn't prepare well so I gave myself such an excue?
Well...I don't know.

UE wasn't difficult, and that was the first time I had 5 minutes left before the end of the test. The feeling was quite good. And CL&C...well, as I guessed the type of questions correctly, so it's easy for me. But, somethings strange...

>>November 10, 2003 at 5:20:55 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 8 日 星期六 【陰】

Re Kermit: Take it easy, you2

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Well.........

forget it

>>November 9, 2003 at 8:09:26 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 7 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

Re留風: As you're clever. I don't really think that it's possbile to do so~

Headache. Surely low efficiency.
Physics...Shit~!

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X_X

>>November 8, 2003 at 10:05:51 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 6 日 星期四 【炎熱】

I got up before 9, and started my work at that time.
The only time that I could take a break is the breakfast, lunch and dinner time.
I needed a whole day to revise all the things of applied maths which were taught in F.7 and also dealt with some of the 2 stars question...exhausted. My brain was nearly collapse.

So tired and it's impossible to make every thing under schedule.

Killing me.

>>November 8, 2003 at 3:29:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

成班人坐埋一齊o個種團結既感覺, 真係好好
雖然今日好攰, 成日都"嘔嘔逗逗"咁, 但係一睇到呀lam佢好拚命
好落力, 就算成日個狀態好差, 仲拉傷左, 都堅持幫班跑四乘一百接力
真係好感動!!! 輸左一d都唔重要, 呢種精神先係最難得ga!! 向你致敬~!
仲有呀~~~ suman, 呀miu, 留風都好落力, 永遠記得你地~~

仲有妳呀, 今日好叻呀~

有d美中不足既係, 大家放既時候, 走左好多人, 影唔到班相, 可惜
團結過後, 大家有d散? 可能la, 不過下星期test, 返去溫書都好正常
睇番自己...一d都未溫過~ 3日假期3科al, 時間分配唔錯呢~~ 哈~~

啦啦隊既表現都ok la, 呀妹狂train既禮社都係輸左.
其實我覺得點都唔會係佢地贏既...信社跳得真係唔錯, 而贏左既智社...well, 冇錯彭xx會好好多

而家對腳都有d痛...成日唔運動, 一有d劇烈運動就係咁, 真係唔健康呀我.

文又唔得, 武又唔得

>>November 6, 2003 at 1:01:27 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

而家既感覺好似俾人肢解左咁...攰到爆...
聽日補番

呢兩日想用中文

o係呢間學校最後一年既sport day, 就係一種興奮既心情渡過左
今日揀左個唔係咁好既位坐, 因為太曬la, 又畏首畏尾咁唔敢走wo
最後都係發現原來今年d prefect一樣係咁好相與, 哈哈~
今年件班衫我個人覺得係靚過f.5o個件呢
到左適當既時候, 就四出搵人簽名la, 好開心, 珍珍簽o係我件衫既名特別大呢~~
仲有好多人都有好特別既簽名...
自己既簽名就...不過我都好識揀位簽ga, 死未?

差唔多成年既第一句說話呢...本身既性格可能懦弱d, 唔主動既時候真係太唔主動la
婉明就咁一句"簽名呀", 就係咁簡單.
呢d性格要改

晏畫3千, 好興奮, 真係好high, 係咁同人擁抱呀, 揹呀咁, 又係咁同張真係好靚既banner影相
張霈霖係cheif designer呢~ 一流既作品, 冠絕全場~
high!
放左之後去踢波...好耐冇運動la...真係成半年冇郁過
踢到抽晒筋
出左身汗, 個腦清晰左

>>November 6, 2003 at 12:20:39 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】

The best is yet to come.

I wanna talk about the inspirational, thought-provoking and moving film, "A Beautiful Mind" that I watched this afternoon. It's excellent.
From the angle of love, it's talk about what love really is. As long as the wife of John Nash (<-I hope I spelt it correct) find he got the mental disease, she hadn't give him up. She tried her best to understand what her husband want and what he was suffering. No one could imagine that the pressure she was suffered. Looking after their baby and at the same time her husband. As he had got 精神分裂 (I don't know the term...), he couldn't able to distinguish between the real and illusion. She needed to work and also maintained the family. What she demanded couldn't be fulfill but all the rewards were stress and misunderstandings. At the scene that she lost her temper to break the mirror in the toilet with bared hand, there was tear in my eyes...
From the angle of the patients of mental disease, it's an encouraging. John wanted to overcome his illness by his own will without the medical help. He required to ingore the sound which could only be heard by him and the people who were only seen by him. He must not talk with the other one of himself. Also he needed to endure the special sights from others. Crazy guy, nut...etc
After years of struggling, he was able to overcome all these ordeals and got the Nobel prize.
From the angle of logic, Mathematics, it's a warning. Don't get sunk in the imaginary world, and to understand the likely-to-be-true logic is not always true. Those formulae look perfect is not the case in fact. "Everything in the world is not sure. This is the only thing that I can sure" Seems to be contradict to each other? I don't think so. Don't over trusting the logic.

Now I am able to classify which are the good films and which are the bad one.
When comparing the films which are HK made to the foreign one', I can find what the former have told us nothing, only sensational simulation. While the latter do have meaning, main theme that the director or composer wanted us to understand it, to feel it.
That's the differences.

The results of the recent tests have dealt a serious blow to me. I need to reconsider myself, what are the fatal mistakes I have made? What's the problems came from? How can I chasing back my time?
HOW TO GET BACK THE FEELINGS WHEN I WAS IN FORM 3? The neutral, equilibrium way of thinking? Where are these things gone? HISTORY? No, it's still a long time to go.
I can do it by just telling myself "I can do it"!

>>November 4, 2003 at 1:30:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 2 日 星期日 【陰】

The air pollution was so serious, my nosals were covered by dust that I couldn't breath well.

What's the problem? Thought out the day I couldn't concentrate on any of my work. Like listening, calculating those Maths question etc. I couldn't stop day dreaming... What was I really thinking? I didn't know clearly. The future? My own personalities? My advantages? My disadvantages? How to complete with the others? Will I really succeed in the future? What can I do? some sort of things like that. Too stressful? Not really.

What 小白has told us today in the physics lesson has astounded me. Do HK students really lead those foreigners so much in Maths and science subjects? I did agree our English standard is poor and getting poorer. But is the former claim true? If the answer is yes, than I'd better have a try on those SATS examinations. Without taking English as a consideration, I think almost all of our classmates should be able to get a place in the well-known universities and this what 小白has said. If not, how can HK survive in the future, with the rubbish education system nowadays?
Oftenly I will think that we was limited and restricted under these circumstances. HK students are able to do much better in education systems of other countries. We are smart! We shouldn't be trained as an "examination machines"! We are not a sheep to follow which the so-called "commander" has said.
No one has ever taught us what is creativity. No...never.

I have said too much...
No mood to do revision. At least I should take a look at it from the begining and end.
Come On, Cheer Up!

>>November 3, 2003 at 10:10:17 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 1 日 星期六 【陰】

I couldn't look clear from my window in the whole day. There was mist at the time I got up until now.
The weather was likely to take away your energy and morale. You couldn't be energetic under this kind of sky. So tired.

Nevertheless, I did finish the work that I supposed to finish. In spite of not doing any question, I got a breif idea of the test content of Applied Maths next Thuesday. And I did read the English notes which will be tested next Thuesday also. The "self-sell" was done before the lunch time. It's ok.

"The Lord of the ring 2, the two tower" was too long that many would feel boring. I thought there were too many side story so that the main theme couldn't be carried out. Too much fighting and over violence. Moreover, it wasn't possible that a few hundred so called "soliders" plus an old casstle could bear the fierce attack of ten thousand well equiped monsters. They could use bombs, iron arrows, sharp and hard swords and guards while the humans were either too old or too young with rusted swords and unfitted armors. It just like a lion fight with a rabbit. But the truth was they could stand untill the sun rise again, their friends went there for help. It's miracle!
The most interesting point is that "Alagan" (<- I don't know how to spell... well, he is the one who attack the female most. He used to be a king, right? If I didn't remember wrongly. His girl friend is Amen.), he was thrown from a cliff into the water but still kept himself the face out of the it. He was seriously hurt but he didn't died despite of the jounery which rushing back to the casstle. Just ingoring how the horse was able to bring a person who was in deep coma back to the casstle, how could he survive on the back of that horse without eating or drinking any thing, nor taking a rest so as to let his wound to be recoverd? It was illogical~
Anyway, the CG was monumental, I was astounded when the water flew to the base of the bad wizard. One of the "tree-man" used the water to put off fire on himself.
To sum up, I believe "The Lord of the ring 3" will give me an answer.

It was too long. It consumed me around 3 hours!

>>November 2, 2003 at 10:14:08 AM GMT+8

2003 年 10 月 31 日 星期五 【炎熱】

The Matrix, what a thought-provoking film. This was my second time to watch it and I could understand more about it. It is not a film only consist of action, love, fight etc. More importantly, is phliosophy. Like "why we here? We are here because we need to be here." "Something which will changes, but some don't." "Hope, the most strongness of human and also the most weakness." Well, it's really great.

How long still do I need to struggle to speak fluent English like that?

Not many constructive things I have done today but I teasure the time that I watch it again.

So many vocabularies.

>>November 1, 2003 at 12:51:24 PM GMT+8