2003 年 11 月 21 日 星期五 【微冷】

I did think that the meeting was meaingful, there was a chance for us to know more about university's life, more importantly I can be sure what are my first 3 choices after seeking the alumni's opinions.
They were all nice, although the subjects they are now studying don't include all the the classmates' favourites. It's enjoyable to listen to and talk with them. I could how sure I choose UST after chatting with them.

I noticed that my parents want to travel many different places in the world, mostly concentrated in Europe, I hope that I can have a chance to pay for their trip, also they will enjoy what I do for them. Their lifes were hard, I really want then to be happy and enjoy what they deserve. The first thing I can do and need to do is try my best to knock A-level out!

>>November 23, 2003 at 5:36:11 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

Actually I have written today's diary, since there were some problems of the servers, so I have lost it. And the site was down for a few days. Luckily it reactivated, we can enjoy writing diary again~
I knew that there was someone who access this site inproperly and it led to serious damage to the servers, I hope that the master can tackle the problem as soon as possible, and thanks for his admirable attitude.

>>November 23, 2003 at 5:24:33 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 17 日 星期一 【乍暖還寒】

The results of Applied Mathematics uniform test have been distributed this morning. My mark is not low in fact but while comparing it with the best student, 曾xx, x家x, xx煒, I could see the difference. Over 20 marks...Aren't there are so many differences between he and me?? I think I need to spend some time to think deeply into the problems.

I didn't wanna attend any lessons today, neither phy nor pure, the things have been forced to go into my ears by myself but quickly escaped from the other ear. It just likes the water running on the back of the ducks. I could get nothing. 唉~~~

Nevertheless, I won't be thrashed. I have the ability to show I AM ABLE TO DO IT!
YES, I CAN DO IT!
SEE!?

>>November 22, 2003 at 2:59:51 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 16 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

I could predict today's failure, I could even feel how much I was depressed, frustrated, angry...none of the one I can blame on, the original matter is myself. It's nothing worth discussing any more.
Give myself 10 punches!!
My basic knowledge is too loose, the only way to consolidate it is persistent hardwork and follow my plan absolutely. Follow it, follow it, follow it...
Is it too late? Noooooooo.........

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Mad!

What do you think of having pizza in the dinner? I think it is literally warm to have it with the whole family, chatting and kidding at the same time. In spite of poverty of my family, it is warm and my mum and dad would like to share their experience and try to understand us. They performed very good as parents. They have married about 22 years already. If I can enter university without any delay, the year I graduate will be their 25th anniversary. 25 years, how difficult to maintain a family for 25 years? With joys and frustrations, ups and downs, encouragements and punishments...I do love my mum and dad, maybe I can't reward what they have paid on me, I can't achieve their expectation, I remember what they said.

The burden is so hard that you may find it hard to breath, but I won't waste any cent you pay for the university. I won't let you down.

>>November 17, 2003 at 1:09:26 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 15 日 星期六 【乍暖還寒】

I found that during these few days once I have logged in to the this diary account, I don't wanna type anything. Perhaps I have got used to the day without record...I need to force myself to write it again, as there are so many benefits and if I stop it I will look down upon myself. How come this is another time for me to give up in the middle of the way!? I can't forgive myself!

Today I have had my hair cut, the shop owner was quite nice, but I think the result of my hair was a little bit strange. It may due to the few times for me to go to salon, and I couldn't comply with the stream...I do have my own style, maybe the others will regard this as old-fashion. But frankly I do believe that we can't catch it easily, as it always changes, not just go forward, but sometime go back! Isn't it worth chasing it blindly? I think it's a waste of time, although you will sometime shame on your out-dated look...If I have time I will pay attention to it, if not, giving it up is my first piority.
(<--meaningless thing)

How will my result be? "Looking forward to" it~~~
^_^

>>November 16, 2003 at 1:45:19 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 14 日 星期五 【炎熱】

In my opinion, Matrix 3 Revolution is an exciting action film rather then the one which can bring you ideas, help you to think. Perhaps it is the ending of the first 2 before, so it need to and can only show the endings of every characters. In fact there were many sentences said by them have impressed me very much, like "Everything does have a begining, has an end" "Who chooses not to know the truth? Is you yourself", it's cool~ Also, Morpheus played a very little part in the last part. He was a very main character in 1 and 2, but in the ending he just helped Nobie to control the ship. Ar yes, Nobie was cool and smart, her skill of control the ship was so great that astounded every one in the ship. It's kind of crazyness, right? I was shocked at the scene of the death of captin 3 (? The one who controlled the hugh robort to fight), also what he lastly said he didn't finish the training problem the same as that kid. It's touching...The kid did a very great thing at last.
Trinity does have to death I think, as she lived so long, right? And I believe that Neo should die at the last because Smith is his negative, if he die Neo should follow, right?
The CG is one of the great things in the movie. When Neo and her lover Trinity drove the ship to the mechanic world, those computers, roborts were too strong, if one of those great things attack Zion instead those stupid "烏賊", I think human beings have been surely all killed, there wouldn't be any chance for them to drive those roborts to fight.
Lastly there was a funny thing, the hair style of Smith didn't change and haven't been changed all the time, no matter how heavy the rain was, how exciting they were fighting.

I'd better control my emotion more than that I did before.
Low EQ!!!

To see the sea at the night, with so much street lights reflected by the sea, it's the moment I treasure very much. It's comfortable, also relaxing.

>>November 15, 2003 at 1:58:15 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 13 日 星期四 【乍暖還寒】

Finally we have finished all the tests. Well, for the first 2 days, I did think that my condition was quite good. But my morale has been felt. This is my habit. I was not able to keep my hard work. HEI~~

P.Maths? Surely bad.

Don't wanna think to much. Just wanna play and relax ~_~

>>November 14, 2003 at 10:58:20 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 12 日 星期三 【陰晴不定】

Good analyst, given that I hate Electricity:
努力考得好既話係bonus
考唔好係命
唔努力考得好係符6
考唔好係抵死

...........................no excue

All my hopes have been put on Pure. See how much I can get.

>>November 13, 2003 at 6:00:29 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 11 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】

A cold winter has come, the sudden drop in temperature has already shown its ambitious. This winter will be very cold, much colder than last year.

How much time do I suppose to spend on revising physics? Not too much.
I think I can only concentrate on it for 2-3 hours, it will be the limit.
I hate electronics, I hate electricity, I hate electronmagnetism.
.........

2 days left, after that I will be free again.

Free our bodies, free our minds

>>November 12, 2003 at 5:41:51 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 10 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

Quite difficult, right?

I dunno...

I have the mood to test, but not revision.

Strange guy


Ar.......don't want to revise anything

>>November 11, 2003 at 7:48:03 AM GMT+8