2003 年 12 月 2 日 星期二 【颳風】

As there was a form 1 student, whose account has been stolen to send a category 3 website to all the students staff, the principal included, some of the teacher was very buzy for dealing with it. Principal was giving a talk to class 2E. It seem that the one who stole was found to be a student from 2E (? is it 2E? forgot~). That was the class whose base room is our first 2 lessons classroom on Wednesday. Our lessons were delaied.
I am strongly opposed to the idea of prerogative. All people are created equal, why the one incharged has the right to bother the others' lesson time? That's not fair!
At least, he should say something to us, to explain what has happened and why he did that!

I haven't been in school for lunch for a long time. From now on, I think I will be there 3 times a week~
Since time is not enough, we need to seize every minute and second.

I felt extremely sleepy after lunch as usual but not as much as 謝添傑 did~ No matter how we shouted, he just kept his posture. After 小白kicked his desk, he woke up due to the great impact created on him. The whole class looked at him, I think he was quite shame, right? I felt pity to him.

Not many school days left.

>>December 3, 2003 at 2:07:57 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 1 日 星期一 【颳風】

Uplifed! After the Applied Mathematics test, I was inspired as I knew I did pretty well. Despite little minor mistake, about all the answers were correct. ^^

He still didn't give the Pure Mathematics uniform test papers to us. I told him this subject was the last one to be returned back among all the subjects in S.7. But he had no response. Pity! He is not compassionate nor considerable!

After painstaking consideration, I could finally deside all the 25 subjects, mainly business, civil eng, logistic and maths. I have tried to strike a balance between interest and ability.

This was the first time for me to ride a bicycle, and explored Tin Shui Wai, the place I live in. It is not too big, but there are many estate I have never heard about their names. Also, I found the famous wetland park, it's near the north end of Tin Shui Wai. I have been here for 4 years already but I haven't walk around it. As the bicycle has come, it's a very good chance for me to have a look at it and do excersie.
One very bad thing is that, the bicycle lanes are scrappy, I could find out a complete rount to ride around the whole district. It's too small, I used a hour to ride around it merely. I plan for riding to Yuen Long or Tuen Mun later~~

Many people did very well in certificate examinations, but bad in A-level, some were vice versa. There isn't any guarantee! This is a agonizing phenomenon. And I wanna ask, what does it intimate?

Triumph over the allure, be persistent.

In quest of sence of achievement, I learnt the importance of failure. Paradox?

>>December 2, 2003 at 12:23:07 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 30 日 星期日 【微冷】

Miss Au was absent today, and it was said that she would be out for the whole week. So, we would have much much time during the lesson. It should be a good news to me, but in fact I would like to talk to her, and ask her some question. Perhaps she was out in a wrong time.

I didn't think that we were coming to school for study, we just kept discussing which subjects should be chosen. I think we should not be too much dependened on the median or lower quartile, as it is elusive. It changed years by years. The preconceived ideas should be wiped out.

Six free lessons, I could only well use 2 from them.

>>December 2, 2003 at 11:34:05 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】

I launched my study plan this morning. Everything seems to be under controlled. I did the Chinese newspaper cutting, Pure Mathematics past paper, revision on Physics. Everything went right. But once when I turned on my computer, my concentration was being dominated.
There were few questions had to be finished, as I haven't listened to him, I knew nothing about solid, nor fluids in motion. To understand what he said is a great sorrow, things like "stady your cell", "steam line", "冇帶solution上黎, 計唔到個答案...'caltor'計到幾多呀?"......My compatriots were having the same feeling with me! I should make use of the time to read it by myself, but I couldn't concentrate when he kept talking such so-call "English"...

If I could seize the time of Physics lessons and CL&C lessons, in a week I would be abled to save much time to revise the other subjects! Umum... that's a lucrative plan~ Let's do it from now on.

Many of my friends critised "Further Physics" is not a good text book. The concepts and formulae were presented in an unclear way. But when I read it, I did think that it's ok. In spite of the ounce of minor mistakes, its organisation is literally acceptable.

Is full-blown=all rounded??

>>November 30, 2003 at 2:56:20 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 27 日 星期四 【颳風】

Tomorrow is another day!

Thanks Tiff, you have given me so much support!
Do you mind if l approach you whenever I have problems on English? Hope you don't mind ^_^
Hard work is a necessary condition of succeed, but it is not sufficent.
I understand it's still a long long way to go, maybe I will be kicked down by the hurdles. Even so I will tell myself "believe in myself although I'm not worth believing".
Paradox?

I will change as I need changes

From today on wards, here will be transformed to be an excercise platform. I suppose to make sentences by using the words I've learnt everyday.
Hope that these will relate to what happened to me and make me remembered the vocabulary.

It's abundantly clear that my English is below standard. If I can just get a grade E, the result will be grim.
I used to condone my mistakes when I faced failure, this leads to the waste of 4 years time.
The crux is the lacking of self-control. I have kept emphasising it days by days but I still could't correct it. Am I stupid? In fact my learning of English for 16 years can be described as "a fiasco".
Nevertheless, everything has gone. What I need to face is the days after today. Reinforcing effort on English is a must, also imminent. (Oh... some of the words are difficult to use -_-")

I will be a renegade of myself if I give it up after 1 or 2 days. I will betray my dream. And I will put the supports from my family and my friends, anticipation from teachers and "you" in tatters. See? So at my back, it doesn't contain nothing!
Stop corroding my ambition, Evil. I can trash you down. I won't be manipulate by you, otherwise my future will be in jeopardy.

I am already an adult, I need to take the responsibilities for what I have done.

Today I prefer failure to succeed as I want to wipe out the over-self-estimation. (quite strange?)

I noticed that listening to news can respite from the tension caused by studies. As there are many funny news, like Lever, the crocodile hunter, was failed to catch the croc in Yuen Long. At the begining, changing from his confidence to his frustration. The process is full of imbrogilo.
Many people suggest that we should redecorate the place as a scenic spot rather than catch it and put it to the zoo.

So tired...

>>November 28, 2003 at 1:04:21 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 26 日 星期三 【陰晴不定】

說話太多, 做到太少, 我是一個這樣的人
我的意志被惰性摧毀了, 我還可以相信自己嗎?
一次次的失敗, 證明我過去的所謂努力是沒用, 還是未發揮出來?
我的心, 到底去了哪?

我還要相信自己?












心情很差, 差到控制不了自己. 傷了煒哥, 對不起

我還在嘻皮笑臉, 說那些自己做不到的大話, 再用藉口來安慰自己我錯誤
我還可以相信自己嗎?

想哭, 為可憐及可悲的自己而哭, 可是我哭不出來
是欲哭無淚, 還是經已被自己捨棄?

我是否將要永墮谷底, 一沉百踩?
可笑的我, 始終要靠自己

我不可靠, 但不可不靠

>>November 27, 2003 at 9:59:44 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 25 日 星期二 【酷熱】

CCW is rubbish, he doesn't know how to mark test papers!!!
I pledge I will get good result on CL&C to prove that he is wrong completely!

A very enjoyable lessons with Mr. Leung. I think that we are friends now, he told so many things to us and we gave him so many suggestions! To be franky, he is too shy but he does have heart to teach. It has great difference to those rubbish teacher!
SinTak will not improve untill the resignation of the XXX!

I believe in myself...I can do it.

Let's get started, shall I?
I have started.

>>November 26, 2003 at 12:31:45 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 24 日 星期一 【酷熱】

Hot!! It's already the bottem of November, how come the weather is still so hot? It hasn't any Christmas mood if it is so warm. I want a cold winter!

The fact already proved it's better to study by ourselves on physics rather than listen to his bull shit.
Totally disappointed. And what I want to say is that he knows nothing on how to teach. What he said did worse you thinking rather than made up you mind. Also his spelling and pronounciation always make you laugh. I can't help laugh when I listened to what he say "Bir-lo-lu (Bernoulli)", "Chie (Creep)", "Yu (yield, in fact he spell it as 'yeild', did you notice that?" etc.
I couldn't control myself when I sat at the first seat.
He is funny~~~

I found that I didn't have enough time to finish my work. Once I can do my homework and revision, I don't have time for a break. Once I can do my homework and take a break, I can't do revision. Simiarly, when I can do revision and take a break, I can't do my homework. Time is so limited, also it passes so quickly.
When I was in the school, I found that it was very easy to have a lesson passed. I wanted to hold the time but I couldn't. Actually not many school days left but I just sit here and do nothing.
Let's get start, shall I?

>>November 25, 2003 at 2:05:01 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 23 日 星期日 【乍暖還寒】

There is only one who can look down upon me, beat me and tease me, is myself.
So, the only one I must trash him down is also myself.
Yes, the result of the uniform test is totally unacceptable. Without examinations mood is not an excue.
I hate myself so much.

Time, I need more time.

Eng Comp.
Language System
Oral
中化作文
文化篇章
Phy.
App. Maths.

I need to have a great improve on these subjects (papers) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>November 24, 2003 at 10:00:47 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 22 日 星期六 【乍暖還寒】

It's hard to describ the feeling that you the first time to achieve the things that you long for them. Today I can do so. Marvelous, Miracle, Increditable, Fantastic, Monumental!!!

Fabulous!

First, always the best is the first.
I do enjoy it.

First time to vote, I can feel that I am the part of the community. I can decide who to be the representative of my district by my own judgement. Hope she can win~
Unfortunately, I hadn't been interviewed in spite of my age that the first time I can vote

>>November 23, 2003 at 12:38:43 PM GMT+8