2003 年 12 月 13 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

I couldn't finish what I planed to do because I have gone cycling. Why do I do so? It was because I really found that I have bored with the letters, symbols, unknowns and numbers. I wanted to have my brain freshed.
On the way I rode back home, as I wanted to save time, I have driven to a shortcut which was a pavement. Unfortuneately, there were 1 policeman and 1 policewoman walking towards me. I had no way to go and was request to get off the bicycle and pull it back to the cycle lane. In fact, that's not the crux, more importantly he called me "小朋友". WHO IS "小朋友"!??!?!?
I gave my answer by rote.

As my cusions and their parents came back from Singapore to visit us, my family held a so-called "Hot-Port" party to welcome them. Besides, the others relatives have come also, and there were totally 18 people in my house at that night~! That why I had a chance to take a look at my cusion's pre-husband, who was called Michael. He hadn't made my sister and I disappointed~ I though he was quite nice~
After having a wonderful dinner, my dad suddenly rised up an idea, that was to watch the vedio which recorded our generation's childhood. I was shy and not brave enough, because I didn't enjoy a childen's playground slide very much. ^^" There were many changes to the other cusions for the appearance, but not the characters. We all were very happy to see the changes when we looked back.

>>December 16, 2003 at 9:05:47 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 12 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

It is said that today is the coldest day in this year after we have entered the Winter. It has recorded the lowest temperature. I got up early and go to watch Infernal Affairs 3.

I don't really think that it's a good film. The director has used too many time intercross and just make the audience feel confused. Also, the main theme is not clear enough, and I think he should clarify the sence of why Leon, Tony, and Chan Dou Ming these 3 people would sit there and chat! I think Leon and Chan Dou Ming's real identities were very special, maybe Chan Dou Ming was also an undercover, but it would contradict to what they have done before. If he was not, why he said he didn't have a name and just call him "shadow"? So, it is so strange.

After that I went to the Students' Study Room. What I did told me I cannot study in the room. I would easily become frustrated and couldn't concentrate easily. As the result, I think I will not go to there for the rest of the year.

>>December 14, 2003 at 3:27:24 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 11 日 星期四 【乍雨乍晴】

Today CK lost his temper because he thought that we didn't repect to him, we haven't paid our responsilbilites for a student should do. He was very angry, he rebuffed our request of doing the long question which couldn't be finished by anyone in the class. He explained as we didn't regard him as a teacher, so he would do the same... I haven't seen him as angry as that for a long time. I remebered that the last time he did owning to the wrong question he composed in the final A.Maths or Maths examination paper. Wasn't it 遊魚's aloofness angered him? I have forgot. Anyway, I think he should understant that we were not critising him or his paper, we just played with him as the same way he did to us. I understood that because of his lack of time, he couldn't make test paper with good quality as before as the result he could just copy from the others. We can understand. So, keep your smile CK, ok?

There are so many things leave to be done this weekend

>>December 14, 2003 at 3:07:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 10 日 星期三 【颳風】

Don't think so much, just enjoy it.

>>December 12, 2003 at 9:18:27 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 9 日 星期二 【乍暖還寒】

Tired, will I just stop here?

I am exhausted..

I don't want it. I hate it.

Coincidentally, I read my diary before. One thing which is very important is that, I notice I am different from before. I used not to say bad language, I used to be optimistic, I used to respect my teachers, I used to respect what I have learnt, I used to...
What means me so different? Pressure? Yes, that's true. Difference in pressure will creat a force prependicular to your motion, either you will be lifed up, or pushed down. It suit a common saying "When we face pressure, there are 2 kind of people will do, either becoming more postive, or more negative." So, it totally depends on the surface and bottom velocity. When I increase the surface velocity, that is forcing myself to finish those superior tasks as soon as possible, and decrease the bottom velocity, that is psycologically become more stiff, strong ductile and tough, the upward force that created must be large enough for me to soar.

It is a blessing in disguise because I can persuade myself easily.
So, failure in fact is nothing for me, but meaningful to me.

>>December 10, 2003 at 12:43:05 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 8 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

Among these days, my brain couldn't think quick. Too slow, I can't accept a cpu which is still in the stage of pentimun 2!
It seems that it hasn't enough oxygen and glucose. Did I put too much pressure on myself?
When I couldn't think of the solution, I really wanna hit myself.

re留風: If I have seen this message this morning, I would kick your god damn ass. But now, I found myself very peace, as what I knew that was I hadn't given them up, I have finished most of them. So, I wanna tell you, there many times I couldn't find out the way, but if I invest more time, to be more persistent, I could be able to get it. >,< Do you notice that the recent ( not very recent in fact) messages you left to me are all negative?

Today I read an article, it talks about burying the "I can't". Write a list of "I can't" statment, and then bury it. Whenever you want to say "I can't", you will remember that "I can't" has dead. I will do the same thing, so when I want to give up, I will tell myself, "I can't" has already dead, it will not exist forever!!
Go to your god damn hell!

My burgeoning perseverance is going to takeover the devil, it will happen one day.

I watched terminator 3 today. I think there were too many action scenes, the entire story was not strong enough. But the tension could make you stop breathing. When I saw the terminatress who was very beautiful chasing the boy and girl, fighting Arnold the terminator, I couldn't keep my eyes away from the television. If the story is lengthen, there is still room for improve, the most importantly is the story. When taking about the future, it must be enough for the director to compose.

>>December 9, 2003 at 3:05:22 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 7 日 星期日 【颳風】

I didn't know that we needed to use Friday timetable until 留風 told me this morning at 8:05. I rushed to my locker and got my Physics text book back. It should be a good idea to do some excercises in such a cold morning.

The long-for Pure Mathematics test papers were distributed today, and the result is unsatisfactory. There were not many people who could pass and some might get a relatively low mark. I haven't done well also, there many marks I could be able to get but I was just too careless. I couldn't obtain an unequivocal concept for the topic of calculus, as a result I felt nervous when I came across those questions. Also, not enough practices were done before the test. Concluding all these, a fiasco comes as a result. I did quite a number of question before, but it was too long ago to the test, and the day before the test I had already relaxed every parts of my body including my mind, so the work hard was in vain. Perhaps I am keep wasting my time.
Well...don't be so negative, OK?

I watched "Bulletproof Monk" today whose main acted by 周閠發. The acting scenes were pretty good, but the story was nothing. So, I don't really think that it's good.

Hey hey, do your work now!

>>December 8, 2003 at 12:45:50 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 6 日 星期六 【颳風】

Disatisfied with my performance today. My bad habit's revival has thrashed all my perseverance. What I have done was to surround... Hopeless... SHIT!

....

How to mount my condition?

I am a joke.

>>December 7, 2003 at 1:10:23 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 5 日 星期五 【颳風】

The first time I bet football, 6X1 for $20. Will it bring luck to me for my maiden betting??

So many pure math question, I am going nut

X-men 2 is quite touch, especially at the sence that Jean used her life to save her compatriots.

No mood to try diary~ Just stop here.

>>December 6, 2003 at 1:24:08 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 4 日 星期四 【颳風】

I haven't sung Karaok for a long long time, isn't it about 1.5-year? Forgot.
There so many new songs that I don't even hear the names. And I found my sound very strange through the mic, and I sang pretty bad...

I arrived at Tsuen Wan Town Hall at about 1:40pm, but there were already many schoolmates there. Form 6 and 7 students need to sit on the 2nd floor, was it a good arrangement?
Many strict rules to our students, but I didn't think that was necessary. For instant, when we stood up or sit down, we needed to hold the seat without making any noise, didn't you know it was totally not viable?

The English of the guest was easy to listen.
I think the one other than 覺光should use Madarin~ Her cantonese was so...

When the long service prizes were giving, I could easy distinguish the popularities of different teachers by hearing the claps. When it was the turn of John Lee, the clap hasn't stop for the own process. It also happened to Ms. Ng. On the contrary, when it came to 蛙sir&聰sir, the claps were like a kind of sarcasm. Meanwhile, the appearance of 聰sir was like a 校工(forgot what it is), but the miss who is in fact a 校工 dressed much more repectful than him!

The dancing show was marvelous, I though it mainly because of the present of 王丹"奇"(I don't know which "奇"...>.<") When the show came to an end, everyone's emotion was put to the highest as the teachers walked out and sang accompany the choir suddenly. The first one was 昭哥, I admired his courage! And then Lily Hau, Ms Ng and the principal. Ms Ng was excellent, I heard that she used to be a member of choir, by hearing her voice, I did think that it's true. Also, I couldn't imagine the principal actually sing so well~ We shout "encore" and the end. After a while, Mr Wu came up to the stage, and was forced to do so under the stress of us~ But he was clever, he decided to sing by himself with the choir, this was a methed to stop us from asking encore again. -_-"

>>December 6, 2003 at 6:55:41 AM GMT+8