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2003 年 11 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】
昨天突然想起結婚,人地結婚我又諗住結婚,諗諗下都傻既,都未有男友就想結婚我真係傻下傻下呢,有時想係咪真係有種感覺叫一生一世呢,係既會係咩感覺呢,好想攬住佢實一實既感覺呀,還是什麼呢?...我就係只會空想,係度諗以前既自己可能只係想為左得到唔同感覺既體驗而同人拍拖,還是我真係喜歡一個人時至會有既感覺呢?我開始否定過去既自己了,想著什麼都不重要了,我是不是想得太多呢,但係彭愛麗就係一個喜歡想冇聊事情既人,喜歡我既人一定會體諒我吧,但冇奈呀,到而家都未有男朋友,都幾寂寞架.........睇我既日記會悶嗎?還是很有趣,日記裏的我是我,屋企裏的亦是我,我諗每個人都並非表面睇得那麼簡單吧,別人說我簡單,是因為諗法簡單,一看我的臉就知道我諗什麼吧,我只係諗法簡單吧,我討厭去深究別人的思想行為,他們有他們的煩惱,喜歡每分每秒都去衡量別人,而我只係懶得去偽裝自己亦都冇意去窺探別人想什麼,說我蠢也可,我就是對這些感到冇趣,沒什麼意思,曾經俾以前既男友說過,我很記得的,他說我諗法簡單,但性格就複雜,這是千真萬確的事實,我對人沒什麼惡意,但對自己就是不太好,總是不喜歡與人深交,亦非健談之人,總是不喜歡改變,討厭擴大社交圈子呢,喜歡困在一角,空空咁望住出面既世界,別人或事物都想自己拋在一角,事不關己咁生存,發唔發覺我好似自閉,但其實我性格還真討厭,我只係有很多重人格,每發生一件事都會有不同既我辨論,看看究竟那一個我勝吧,所以我是個很很善變的人,下一刻,我又會說要積極咁快樂過活,那一個是我,這一個也是我,喜歡我就要了解我,接受我,當然我亦嘗試喜歡性格複雜既我,因為連自己都不愛,還期求別人愛我麼....所以我覺得以前的男友不愛我其中之一既原因也有這個吧,當佢以為我是簡單的女孩時,卻發現我是個古怪的人,所以不喜歡我呢,但這不是我錯,這就是真正的我,因為我知道我很怕受傷,所以才那麼急離開吧,所以跟本沒有人做錯,對嗎?
>>November 25, 2003 at 5:40:42 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】
實在太好了,以前走左個同事eric今日結婚呀,跟住就係我同事karen生bb,佢一早就放左產假架啦,今日生左個仔呢,好幸福呢,個個都好幸福呢,一個做左人地既老公,一個就做左媽媽,,個個都有新階段,真係好羡慕呢,我都想做人地既老婆同媽媽呀,男既先廿四咋,好後生架,女既呢都係廿幾姐,都好young架,真係太好啦,究竟我既老公幾時先出現呀,唉.......講開啦,我昨天訓得好地地既時候,突然有人打俾我,係上次俾我鬧到唔敢同我講野既團友阿文,嘈醒左我起身啦,唔明佢點諗,我明明都講左我唔當佢係朋友架啦,因為我朋友話過佢衰,我就已經係佢身上標籤左一個大壞蛋係度,可能我已經先入為主啦,仲之就唔鐘意佢啦,討厭既人就別再煩我呢,上禮拜五我同一班同事唱k呢,玩得好鬼開心呀,飲左d酒姐,已經暈暈地呢,佢地雖然話我飲醉左,但我好清楚我自己係清醒既,只係身體有少少浮浮地既感覺姐,都唔錯架,唱歌就唱到把聲都快要沙呢,但出奇既係聽朝返工時把聲冇事囉,同平時一樣呀....
唔知阿妹又幾時結婚呢,我又幾時結婚呢...呵呵呵...快d就好呢,我好想快d結婚呀,希望可以係廿五前結婚啦,跟住廿七前生bb啦,不過而家最重要就係快d找到我既老公同bb既爸爸呢.....
>>November 24, 2003 at 5:21:03 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】
今日唔知又會幾點鐘意走人呢,我就唔想咁夜啦,而家希望準時走人就最開心啦,每日放工都好悶呢,搭車我只可以聽住歌等返到屋企,每日都是如此,好枯粗乏味既生活,冇奈我呢個大洗王已經洗哂d錢啦,點算喎,快要死了都唔明白點解我可以咁大洗既,買左好多護膚品啦,衫啦,同埋食下野姐,家用又唔係俾得多喎,可能人工太少既關係呢,還是我不懂得節制呢,我想東西喜歡自相矛盾,可能悶得制掛,我又悶啦,係咪應該找朋友出黎玩呢,但我係心目中出黎玩就要洗錢架喎,我而家咁鬼窮,點算好呀,carol唔知今年會唔會返黎呢,又開始掛住佢呢...但其實佢都已經成日返黎香港架啦,我又諗起一個人,就係卡通片既主角卡多魯,很有型呢,會唔會俾人話我不切實際呢,冇計啦,佢地實在太靚啦,諗下都開心呢......
>>November 19, 2003 at 4:55:51 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】
今日天氣都唔錯呀,唔凍都唔太熱呢,我昨天五點零一分就放工了,終於第一次可以準時放工走人啦,好鬼開心呢,都可以用興奮難得黎形容,我講野係誇張左D既,老板出左TRIP,可以輕鬆D,但仍然好鬼多野做呢,今日都唔會有五點放工既可能呢,但希望唔洗咁夜走人啦,我發覺平均每日都有超過五個人黎我日記睇呢,都唔錯啦,但仍然都係想多D人黎留言啦,充下個場嘛,留多d言,等我知道有咁多人關心我,我自然就會記得你地,跟手就多d找你地玩架啦...做野先唔打住
>>November 18, 2003 at 6:21:54 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】
今日天氣都OK啦,之前咪話激嬲左人既,而家都冇事了,昨天有個討厭SMS SEND過黎,攪到我即醒左, 佢係公司掛名男友,份人風趣, 不過昨晚佢真係黑我憎, 糟醒我不突致, 仲阻住我訓覺, 仲有呀之前美嫻打黎, 發左佢脾氣添,係度講聲對唔住呀, 而家雖然月中,但日子對我黎講都係難過呢,我幾鐘意梁望峰既小說都睇左佢兩本小說咁多,係近期D既作品,比較成熟嘛,下個月再買佢一本小說先得呢,而家我冇再鐘意人了,屋企人我喜歡,朋友我都喜歡,但情人我是沒有呢,唔找仍都冇咩特別感覺,好奇感又沒有,真心個隻都沒有,乜都冇呢.咁乜都唔要吧....很煩人的事間唔中才想吧,不要常想就是呢..
>>November 17, 2003 at 5:28:05 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 13 日 星期四 【晴】
今日激嬲左我個同事呀,呢個係同我最熟既男同事,對我好好架,因為真係成日都教我野,本身佢都幾好人架,所以攪到我成日都鬧鬧玩玩,但今日我真係唔岩既,聽極都唔入耳呢,但本性就係咁依賴嘛,佢今日list左好多野俾我做,但因為我仍然唔係好獨立,樣樣都想問,今日又有客喎,佢好鬼忙呀,所以我攪到佢好鬼激氣囉,佢嬲人時都幾恐佈架,攪到我唔敢同佢講野,明知係自己錯但自己仍然發脾氣呢,仲發左幾次呀,唉..........自己唔認衰嘛,唉......都有內疚架,而家仲有野做,所以唔多打住先,下次至打啦.....
>>November 14, 2003 at 12:18:05 PM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 12 日 星期三 【晴】
今日又要做得好夜呢,我份人真係粗左呀,唔知係咪男同事多,基本上上司兼我team同事都係男既,佢地講粗口係好閒既事,我份人亦變得粗俗吧,我都唔想架,但本性都仍然咁乖呢,^>^我幾時都覺得自己係乖乖女呢,不過我真係變得粗左,冇咁淋淋,做野冇咁呵個到死,一面好左,一面壞左啦,兩體既,不過我成日發脾氣呢,有d同事好就我,有d同事就話之我仲恰我呢,一d都唔體諒我呢個女仔,好可憐呢,我指既發脾氣其實係好小事咋,只係耍下脾氣咋,因為好多野做嘛,悶悶地玩下姐,但其實我已經比佢地少野做架啦,但自己仍然喜歡要人 乙水 呢,佢地有時都會 乙水 下我呢,但發得太多佢地唔會理我仲會串返我添呀,要攪到我真係嬲佢地先理我, 全部都係賤人, 一d都冇gentleman 風度, 男仔就應該大方d嘛, 肥roy都廿五, 六啦就大方d請我飲多d橙汁啦, 但其實佢份人好好架, 初初我發脾氣, 佢真係以為我嬲架, 但其實我只係玩下咋嘛, 好多時候都係鬧鬧咋, 佢真係會買番野飲 乙水 我架, 我係貪得無厭架, 不過玩得多都開始冇人理我咋嘛, 公司d同事唔係唔好既, 只係返得太長姐......
有件事好得意架, 每次我開始真正對以前既男友釋懷時, 佢總會send 一句兩句message既, 又會令我諗起好多以前既野呢, 我份人就只會諗開心既野多, 所以諗起佢時都係開心既, 但人要向前看嘛, 過左去既就由得佢過去吧, 如果有緣份既遲早會重遇, 冇既就算吧, 我已經唔想對這件事執著, 反正都冇益既, 想唔想要男朋友都想既, 冇咁孤單嘛, 但這種事冇得強求既, 亦都唔敢奢侈, 只會越黎越唔開心姐....開始做野我仲係公司呢...
>>November 13, 2003 at 12:36:09 PM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 11 日 星期二 【晴】
大家好呀,我都好耐冇打日記啦,近排我都做得好鬼夜呀,有種想死既感覺呀,我有陣子想辭職架咁辛苦,但自己又諗都做左三個半月啦.....近排自己一如以往買左好多雜物返黎呢,好快就駛哂d錢,雖然有加人工呀,但自己真係好鬼大駛嘛,一下子就用哂了,都唔知點儲到幾時先夠錢俾爸媽去旅行呀,好想架,但睇自己既進度都唔知幾時先ok,阿媽很好對我都很好好,但我不喜歡她傳統既思想,唔識變通,攪到我做佢既女,個人都唔識變通,又死古古咁,但我唔認自己蠢架,只係有d固執姐,麥敬熙這個人曾是我的男友,男友這個名詞真係容易劃分兩個人既關係,朋友我地唔係,現在我公司很多男同事,他們個個都是我的朋友,很好,對以前我已經沒什麼感覺,但我為何仍經常打以前男友既野,可能想知道自己為何會分開吧,我不甘心,我氣自己,到了最後還是愛自己,我連一丁點兒既愛都冇俾佢,很清楚知道即使他離開後只會有短暫的失落感,傷心有點兒吧,但會很快忘記,不是刻骨銘心,所以現在都很少想起,為何要想起他的原因都沒有了,沒什麼留戀了,最愛還是自己,自私是每個人都會,我既自私好明顯就係對情人多,太留戀真怕自己失去自我..沒什麼安全感呢.....
>>November 12, 2003 at 11:30:25 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 10 日 星期一 【晴】
今日七點半返到公司做野了,六點就起身啦,但到而家仲未走人,做左十七個鐘啦,係超過個隻,就快死,真係好眼訓,訓一覺想永遠唔醒個隻添呀.............
>>November 10, 2003 at 4:09:48 PM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】
大家好呀,都很久沒有寫日記了,月初時特別開心既,因為出左糧嘛,carol幫我整呢個版面既顏色覺得嘛嘛地,但自己唔識整,麻煩到佢已經唔係咁好呢,所以都係個句盡量整得靚d啦,返工真係好辛苦呀,我諗緊自己係咪應該辭職呢,仲有呀以前個間旅行社叫我返去做,我都話不了,那麼遠係中環呢,想我死咩,我同以前有少少變左,但有樣野都仲係咁,團友阿文冇端端打電話俾我,好出奇架,因為我好耐之前佢打俾我時,我串佢串到佢唔敢打俾我,很衰咁講野囉,因為個時有男友,對於佢成日打黎既行動覺得討厭極,仲以為佢以後都唔會打黎啦,又會冇端端再打黎既,不過我依舊還是很衰咁串佢,真係唔衰囉黎衰,明知上次已經串佢串到冇聲出架啦,今次又打黎,整一傁瓜,死死氣咁收線係唯一結果,我諗佢今次應該以後都唔會打黎吧,我估佢呢個大學生係想累敗累戰姐,唔鐘意就唔鐘意,鐘意就鐘意,蠢材,我既執著究竟係好定唔好,而且我份人真係太麻煩啦,所以真正喜歡我既人一定會包容我既一齊,聰明有時未必好,清楚有時亦唔好,我覺得自己仲未識得好好咁對一個男仔好呢,自私係我本性,太清楚反而唔知點做,天朗氣清,突然諗起lee句,而家寫日記係為左將來既自己睇返時看一看那時候的自己,係呀近排睇緊一本小說都幾好睇呢.....差不多做野了....
>>November 5, 2003 at 5:47:57 AM GMT+8
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 hihi.我返左黎啦..你之前係
>>May 1, 2005 at 11:46:15 PM GMT+8
傻婆~得閒call我喇~
>>April 19, 2005 at 8:09:49 AM GMT+8
<<執野見到03年既聖誕卡,本來
>>February 15, 2005 at 6:11:20 AM GMT+8
女飛人，妳去左邊呀？
<br>咁
>>February 6, 2005 at 4:30:38 PM GMT+8
Merry X'mas and
>>December 26, 2004 at 4:03:08 PM GMT+8
~唔好意殊呀~我真係唔知你入左院
>>December 23, 2004 at 12:43:46 PM GMT+8
你做完手術啦~冇野呀嘛..隻手會
>>December 11, 2004 at 4:49:13 AM GMT+8
Carol,係呀，我間唔中都會c
>>November 24, 2004 at 12:16:56 PM GMT+8
我完來michelle一樣..成
>>November 22, 2004 at 9:43:40 AM GMT+8
終於等到你寫新日記啦~
<br>
>>November 21, 2004 at 4:18:04 PM GMT+8
女飛人整左親菠蘿蓋，
<br>咁
>>October 19, 2004 at 1:14:53 PM GMT+8
收到你既生日e-card..多謝
>>October 4, 2004 at 7:52:21 AM GMT+8
以前我都好鍾意睇愛情小說，
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>>September 23, 2004 at 3:31:37 PM GMT+8
我個日同你地食飯..好開心呀..
>>September 14, 2004 at 4:58:06 AM GMT+8
女飛人，做還做，
<br>都要顧
>>August 16, 2004 at 2:06:38 PM GMT+8
Hey,cathy ar~
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>>August 10, 2004 at 9:05:10 PM GMT+8
琴日真係好開心呀~
<br>如果
>>June 27, 2004 at 8:38:03 AM GMT+8
我好悶呀...........
>>June 14, 2004 at 10:22:46 AM GMT+8
你就好啦，咁多人對你咁好~
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>>June 9, 2004 at 6:41:19 AM GMT+8
我岩岩去完日本玩返黎呢..
<b
>>May 18, 2004 at 5:10:27 PM GMT+8
啊..去游水唔搵我..>.<..
>>May 10, 2004 at 3:31:06 AM GMT+8
小麗，唔好意思呀去唔到慶祝你既生
>>May 7, 2004 at 10:16:24 AM GMT+8
點呀..你..就生日想要咩呀..
>>April 30, 2004 at 5:20:17 PM GMT+8
小麗呀，如果你係個男仔既女友
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>>April 28, 2004 at 6:05:16 PM GMT+8
嫻姐:唔洗客氣 :)希望你o岩用
>>April 28, 2004 at 5:56:38 PM GMT+8
大個女啦...不要任性...
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>>April 28, 2004 at 1:22:46 PM GMT+8
謝謝詩肥....
<br>我這個
>>April 27, 2004 at 12:47:23 PM GMT+8
我緊係掛住你啦，
<br>如果唔
>>April 27, 2004 at 10:15:13 AM GMT+8
嫻姐：你係唔係想約我地出去玩呀？
>>April 25, 2004 at 9:39:00 AM GMT+8
我想做個日記,但現在無得申請><
>>April 23, 2004 at 1:35:30 AM GMT+8
今日超熱...一出門口就熱死人啦
>>April 23, 2004 at 1:34:18 AM GMT+8
你n年前o係大陸影既o個輯相，
>>April 22, 2004 at 4:34:43 PM GMT+8
咁咪幾好有得飲有得食...又可以
>>April 22, 2004 at 12:32:39 PM GMT+8
我都覺得你如果唔係咁貪玩，
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>>April 18, 2004 at 5:27:13 AM GMT+8
wa...你係唔係真係會做到60
>>April 17, 2004 at 10:02:45 AM GMT+8
點解d遠視度數會自己小左既..伙
>>April 15, 2004 at 5:08:26 PM GMT+8
留錯jor..><
<br>so
>>April 9, 2004 at 6:27:18 PM GMT+8
ｈｉｈｉ～知ｎｇ知我係邊個啦？
>>April 9, 2004 at 6:20:52 PM GMT+8
hihi，又係我呀~
<br>你
>>April 3, 2004 at 5:03:09 PM GMT+8
~你下個月有得出TRIP喎~嘻嘻
>>March 31, 2004 at 2:48:31 PM GMT+8
啊...有得去上海玩咁好..手信
>>March 26, 2004 at 1:36:36 PM GMT+8
忍埋個幾個月去啦..經驗緊要!!
>>March 18, 2004 at 6:27:22 PM GMT+8
係呀..我就快就可以返hk同你一
>>March 12, 2004 at 9:50:55 AM GMT+8
你公司o係邊度？
<br>我逢星
>>March 4, 2004 at 4:18:26 AM GMT+8
剪左頭髮重拉直埋??
<br>哈
>>March 2, 2004 at 10:36:08 AM GMT+8
仲有仲有..我係香港都冇點落過b
>>March 1, 2004 at 1:47:54 AM GMT+8
掛住我既泳姿同埋你既身材??!!
>>March 1, 2004 at 1:43:15 AM GMT+8
唔好咁啦..捱埋個幾個月去law
>>February 3, 2004 at 10:19:18 AM GMT+8
唉~~點解唔去同事屋企收弄利是啊
>>January 25, 2004 at 7:13:06 AM GMT+8
你公司原本依家都咁忙呀..
<b
>>January 18, 2004 at 7:40:40 AM GMT+8
小麗,好耐 no see U .
>>January 13, 2004 at 9:31:20 AM GMT+8
哈哈..我等硬你個e-mail呀
>>January 6, 2004 at 8:57:31 AM GMT+8
hey~
<br>I can't
>>January 2, 2004 at 3:47:39 AM GMT+8
MERRY CHIRTMAS呀~
>>December 27, 2003 at 8:24:20 AM GMT+8
wei~what's wrong
>>December 17, 2003 at 9:07:21 PM GMT+8
the homepage is
>>December 8, 2003 at 5:49:42 AM GMT+8
小麗..你冇野嘛~~工作壓力固然
>>December 6, 2003 at 1:47:52 AM GMT+8
好耐無見啦~
<br>你本日記整
>>November 29, 2003 at 11:49:41 AM GMT+8
ERICA咩你咁眼淺既咩...唔
>>November 28, 2003 at 6:51:34 AM GMT+8
比心機工作呀喂~~~靚女~~
>>November 18, 2003 at 5:21:50 AM GMT+8
hi..ERICA其實我都係唔知
>>November 7, 2003 at 9:25:09 AM GMT+8
i know it is joa
>>October 17, 2003 at 8:24:54 PM GMT+8
Hi ,Erica!
<br>I
>>October 9, 2003 at 8:22:05 PM GMT+8
你2隻眼度數都相差幾大..不過我
>>October 3, 2003 at 11:32:37 PM GMT+8
Hihi, How a u ar
>>September 27, 2003 at 2:56:00 AM GMT+8
哈哈~~
<br>唔知講乜好，好
>>September 23, 2003 at 3:09:04 PM GMT+8
thx for your ble
>>September 20, 2003 at 4:10:23 AM GMT+8
中秋節快樂too...i kno
>>September 13, 2003 at 8:53:15 PM GMT+8
<Font Color=Purp
>>September 7, 2003 at 4:26:17 AM GMT+8
wa,you like the
>>August 22, 2003 at 5:28:41 PM GMT+8
Hey~y u said you
>>August 18, 2003 at 11:42:15 PM GMT+8
hi!i am so happy
>>July 28, 2003 at 3:40:53 AM GMT+8
How are you ar?
>>July 27, 2003 at 4:36:52 AM GMT+8
Erica,
<br>Remem
>>July 25, 2003 at 2:23:30 AM GMT+8
be happy all the
>>July 15, 2003 at 5:25:03 PM GMT+8
hey~Erica!
<br>h
>>July 8, 2003 at 7:35:23 PM GMT+8
我星期日會去泰國布吉玩..10t
>>July 4, 2003 at 1:59:04 PM GMT+8
我呢幾日..冇點睇你日記呀..今
>>June 30, 2003 at 4:51:17 PM GMT+8
weiwei~you know
>>June 26, 2003 at 5:33:57 AM GMT+8
呀呀~
<br>溫書勁悶,好想~
>>June 22, 2003 at 11:48:35 AM GMT+8
你冇野呀...
<br>我好多人
>>June 21, 2003 at 1:43:34 AM GMT+8
會好努力咁俾朋友觀賞呀?<---
>>June 14, 2003 at 5:10:41 AM GMT+8
回家就好了, 別太爛玩, 要多D
>>June 7, 2003 at 12:17:33 PM GMT+8
o,i know your si
>>June 7, 2003 at 5:46:15 AM GMT+8
仲有一樣係好重要ga...就係祝
>>June 3, 2003 at 1:17:07 PM GMT+8
你痛左咁耐...唔happy 左
>>June 3, 2003 at 1:15:25 PM GMT+8
唔係呀ｍａ＠＿＠
<br>唔係因
>>June 2, 2003 at 7:15:40 AM GMT+8
你要做手術..真係整得咁傷???
>>June 2, 2003 at 5:52:54 AM GMT+8
~首先講句唔好意思~因為我呢排功
>>June 1, 2003 at 5:02:32 AM GMT+8
你客氣了, 鐘意就好啦!
<br
>>May 31, 2003 at 4:06:27 AM GMT+8
小心身體,休息多d.
<br>希
>>May 28, 2003 at 4:25:06 PM GMT+8
收到你icq msg..立即仆黎
>>May 28, 2003 at 5:41:45 AM GMT+8
祝你早日康復啦.....
<b
>>May 27, 2003 at 5:16:50 AM GMT+8
wawa!so happy la
>>May 21, 2003 at 10:59:37 PM GMT+8
聽日去玩啦..你就好啦...玩得
>>May 21, 2003 at 5:22:39 AM GMT+8
無聊-->所以,成日諗0野,
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>>May 19, 2003 at 4:18:56 PM GMT+8
ERICA....HA??你重未
>>May 14, 2003 at 3:01:34 AM GMT+8
wei!are you ok w
>>May 13, 2003 at 12:15:32 AM GMT+8
hihi,今日嘻嘻呵呵咁過左一日
>>May 11, 2003 at 11:17:48 AM GMT+8
你個死人頭！5月3日，我都記得打
>>May 11, 2003 at 11:14:53 AM GMT+8
我都會做vip..因為見到web
>>May 9, 2003 at 9:17:09 PM GMT+8
你個死人頭！5月3日，我都記得打
>>May 8, 2003 at 5:28:21 AM GMT+8
唉...遲了都怪我之前準備不足.
>>May 6, 2003 at 5:54:37 AM GMT+8
o,i am so happy
>>May 1, 2003 at 5:40:12 AM GMT+8
你小玩icq..咁我jer係會見
>>April 29, 2003 at 2:06:04 AM GMT+8
呵呵...原來我係ERICA心目
>>April 28, 2003 at 12:13:09 AM GMT+8
Hi~ i send to yo
>>April 27, 2003 at 7:08:15 AM GMT+8
有一個忠告:
<br>唔好同d唔
>>April 26, 2003 at 4:38:55 PM GMT+8
其實呢... 我哥整壞左個key
>>April 26, 2003 at 3:55:19 AM GMT+8
咁講野ka~
<br>妳今日好冇
>>April 25, 2003 at 3:52:07 AM GMT+8
"額頭就會..."等我估...小
>>April 24, 2003 at 7:57:52 AM GMT+8
你都有筆友架??..我以前都有係
>>April 23, 2003 at 8:40:03 AM GMT+8
1.你辭工了?
<br>2.定係
>>April 23, 2003 at 7:19:02 AM GMT+8
of course i am g
>>April 21, 2003 at 4:45:42 AM GMT+8
你就好啦..近排咁多活動..又S
>>April 21, 2003 at 2:47:47 AM GMT+8
你有睇全職獵人?
<br>
>>April 19, 2003 at 5:13:50 PM GMT+8
again is me ar~
>>April 18, 2003 at 5:44:03 PM GMT+8
死八婆~~~~我根本係肥....
>>April 18, 2003 at 11:53:40 AM GMT+8
我寫完了~明天寄
<br>你呢?
>>April 17, 2003 at 1:57:35 PM GMT+8
今日做乜無嘢講.你
>>April 17, 2003 at 11:51:27 AM GMT+8
放假唔等於唔做0卦?
>>April 17, 2003 at 6:11:08 AM GMT+8
你返埋今日唔做啦???um..咁
>>April 17, 2003 at 5:03:02 AM GMT+8
你以前hkcee中文拿咩grad
>>April 16, 2003 at 2:09:28 AM GMT+8
你今日放工又去乜呀.
<br>俾
>>April 15, 2003 at 7:04:53 AM GMT+8
溝個富貴人家咪得law.
<br
>>April 15, 2003 at 6:21:08 AM GMT+8
麗麗真係好~~~仲好大方tim~
>>April 14, 2003 at 9:59:37 AM GMT+8
心地又好~~人又靚~~~
<br
>>April 14, 2003 at 9:54:31 AM GMT+8
心地極狹窄既巫婆麗~~~~~~巫
>>April 14, 2003 at 9:50:03 AM GMT+8
HAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~
>>April 14, 2003 at 9:43:40 AM GMT+8
我都好耐無黎過你呢殊留言囉~不過
>>April 14, 2003 at 8:48:41 AM GMT+8
有冇搞錯呀,咁樣話我...
<b
>>April 14, 2003 at 5:29:08 AM GMT+8
咁今日阿史有冇遲到..
<br>
>>April 12, 2003 at 1:27:50 PM GMT+8
hey~i am the onl
>>April 11, 2003 at 5:47:23 PM GMT+8
你好哦...
<br>我今日好悶
>>April 11, 2003 at 8:27:54 AM GMT+8
啍, 洗牙又唔話我知...
<b
>>April 11, 2003 at 7:40:21 AM GMT+8
唔好咁灰..
<br>你多d注意
>>April 11, 2003 at 7:32:50 AM GMT+8
大件事啦....
<br>顯沛樓
>>April 10, 2003 at 11:56:43 AM GMT+8
主題:
<br>你個死Ü
>>April 10, 2003 at 11:50:16 AM GMT+8
唔好意思
<br>我依家先來留言
>>April 8, 2003 at 9:09:57 AM GMT+8
唔洗咁愁喎~~~~
<br>wa
>>April 8, 2003 at 3:33:43 AM GMT+8
找part-time job..
>>April 8, 2003 at 2:51:54 AM GMT+8
今日唔去食糖水,不好意思..
<
>>April 7, 2003 at 2:21:39 PM GMT+8
喂....你點啊呀!
<br>你
>>April 7, 2003 at 2:14:43 PM GMT+8
喂!唔好唔開心啦！橫掂你都唸住唔
>>April 7, 2003 at 7:12:18 AM GMT+8
你好!妹妹!
<br>你咪成日鬧
>>April 7, 2003 at 5:56:49 AM GMT+8
嘩...今日第一日留言,好緊張呀
>>April 7, 2003 at 2:32:14 AM GMT+8
多左人留言a..張美嫻都有留言呀
>>April 5, 2003 at 10:01:43 PM GMT+8
今日係四月四日星期五
<br>死
>>April 4, 2003 at 10:11:30 AM GMT+8
靚女~呢排好似好得咁喎~^.^~
>>April 4, 2003 at 7:59:25 AM GMT+8
專登請假去海洋公園,wow咁都得
>>April 3, 2003 at 8:17:37 AM GMT+8
hey~first time t
>>March 26, 2003 at 6:19:01 AM GMT+8
你同事點冇禮貌法呀???..an
>>March 22, 2003 at 2:56:25 AM GMT+8
我日記留得最多言..咪係你law
>>March 19, 2003 at 10:03:59 PM GMT+8
Erica彭…..想日記多d人氣
>>March 18, 2003 at 2:49:43 AM GMT+8
THx for ur suppo
>>February 21, 2003 at 9:41:39 PM GMT+8
邊有人迫人去留言架....
<b
>>February 14, 2003 at 4:47:10 AM GMT+8
額頭又生得高..係遲婚既現象咩?
>>February 13, 2003 at 9:59:22 PM GMT+8
erica,
<br>尋晚好夜先
>>February 6, 2003 at 6:57:53 PM GMT+8
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昨天突然想起結婚,人地結婚我又諗住結婚,諗諗下都傻既,都未有男友就想結婚我真係傻下傻下呢,有時想係咪真係有種感覺叫一生一世呢,係既會係咩感覺呢,好想攬住佢實一實既感覺呀,還是什麼呢?...我就係只會空想,係度諗以前既自己可能只係想為左得到唔同感覺既體驗而同人拍拖,還是我真係喜歡一個人時至會有既感覺呢?我開始否定過去既自己了,想著什麼都不重要了,我是不是想得太多呢,但係彭愛麗就係一個喜歡想冇聊事情既人,喜歡我既人一定會體諒我吧,但冇奈呀,到而家都未有男朋友,都幾寂寞架.........睇我既日記會悶嗎?還是很有趣,日記裏的我是我,屋企裏的亦是我,我諗每個人都並非表面睇得那麼簡單吧,別人說我簡單,是因為諗法簡單,一看我的臉就知道我諗什麼吧,我只係諗法簡單吧,我討厭去深究別人的思想行為,他們有他們的煩惱,喜歡每分每秒都去衡量別人,而我只係懶得去偽裝自己亦都冇意去窺探別人想什麼,說我蠢也可,我就是對這些感到冇趣,沒什麼意思,曾經俾以前既男友說過,我很記得的,他說我諗法簡單,但性格就複雜,這是千真萬確的事實,我對人沒什麼惡意,但對自己就是不太好,總是不喜歡與人深交,亦非健談之人,總是不喜歡改變,討厭擴大社交圈子呢,喜歡困在一角,空空咁望住出面既世界,別人或事物都想自己拋在一角,事不關己咁生存,發唔發覺我好似自閉,但其實我性格還真討厭,我只係有很多重人格,每發生一件事都會有不同既我辨論,看看究竟那一個我勝吧,所以我是個很很善變的人,下一刻,我又會說要積極咁快樂過活,那一個是我,這一個也是我,喜歡我就要了解我,接受我,當然我亦嘗試喜歡性格複雜既我,因為連自己都不愛,還期求別人愛我麼....所以我覺得以前的男友不愛我其中之一既原因也有這個吧,當佢以為我是簡單的女孩時,卻發現我是個古怪的人,所以不喜歡我呢,但這不是我錯,這就是真正的我,因為我知道我很怕受傷,所以才那麼急離開吧,所以跟本沒有人做錯,對嗎?
實在太好了,以前走左個同事eric今日結婚呀,跟住就係我同事karen生bb,佢一早就放左產假架啦,今日生左個仔呢,好幸福呢,個個都好幸福呢,一個做左人地既老公,一個就做左媽媽,,個個都有新階段,真係好羡慕呢,我都想做人地既老婆同媽媽呀,男既先廿四咋,好後生架,女既呢都係廿幾姐,都好young架,真係太好啦,究竟我既老公幾時先出現呀,唉.......講開啦,我昨天訓得好地地既時候,突然有人打俾我,係上次俾我鬧到唔敢同我講野既團友阿文,嘈醒左我起身啦,唔明佢點諗,我明明都講左我唔當佢係朋友架啦,因為我朋友話過佢衰,我就已經係佢身上標籤左一個大壞蛋係度,可能我已經先入為主啦,仲之就唔鐘意佢啦,討厭既人就別再煩我呢,上禮拜五我同一班同事唱k呢,玩得好鬼開心呀,飲左d酒姐,已經暈暈地呢,佢地雖然話我飲醉左,但我好清楚我自己係清醒既,只係身體有少少浮浮地既感覺姐,都唔錯架,唱歌就唱到把聲都快要沙呢,但出奇既係聽朝返工時把聲冇事囉,同平時一樣呀....
今日唔知又會幾點鐘意走人呢,我就唔想咁夜啦,而家希望準時走人就最開心啦,每日放工都好悶呢,搭車我只可以聽住歌等返到屋企,每日都是如此,好枯粗乏味既生活,冇奈我呢個大洗王已經洗哂d錢啦,點算喎,快要死了都唔明白點解我可以咁大洗既,買左好多護膚品啦,衫啦,同埋食下野姐,家用又唔係俾得多喎,可能人工太少既關係呢,還是我不懂得節制呢,我想東西喜歡自相矛盾,可能悶得制掛,我又悶啦,係咪應該找朋友出黎玩呢,但我係心目中出黎玩就要洗錢架喎,我而家咁鬼窮,點算好呀,carol唔知今年會唔會返黎呢,又開始掛住佢呢...但其實佢都已經成日返黎香港架啦,我又諗起一個人,就係卡通片既主角卡多魯,很有型呢,會唔會俾人話我不切實際呢,冇計啦,佢地實在太靚啦,諗下都開心呢......
今日天氣都OK啦,之前咪話激嬲左人既,而家都冇事了,昨天有個討厭SMS SEND過黎,攪到我即醒左, 佢係公司掛名男友,份人風趣, 不過昨晚佢真係黑我憎, 糟醒我不突致, 仲阻住我訓覺, 仲有呀之前美嫻打黎, 發左佢脾氣添,係度講聲對唔住呀, 而家雖然月中,但日子對我黎講都係難過呢,我幾鐘意梁望峰既小說都睇左佢兩本小說咁多,係近期D既作品,比較成熟嘛,下個月再買佢一本小說先得呢,而家我冇再鐘意人了,屋企人我喜歡,朋友我都喜歡,但情人我是沒有呢,唔找仍都冇咩特別感覺,好奇感又沒有,真心個隻都沒有,乜都冇呢.咁乜都唔要吧....很煩人的事間唔中才想吧,不要常想就是呢..
大家好呀,都很久沒有寫日記了,月初時特別開心既,因為出左糧嘛,carol幫我整呢個版面既顏色覺得嘛嘛地,但自己唔識整,麻煩到佢已經唔係咁好呢,所以都係個句盡量整得靚d啦,返工真係好辛苦呀,我諗緊自己係咪應該辭職呢,仲有呀以前個間旅行社叫我返去做,我都話不了,那麼遠係中環呢,想我死咩,我同以前有少少變左,但有樣野都仲係咁,團友阿文冇端端打電話俾我,好出奇架,因為我好耐之前佢打俾我時,我串佢串到佢唔敢打俾我,很衰咁講野囉,因為個時有男友,對於佢成日打黎既行動覺得討厭極,仲以為佢以後都唔會打黎啦,又會冇端端再打黎既,不過我依舊還是很衰咁串佢,真係唔衰囉黎衰,明知上次已經串佢串到冇聲出架啦,今次又打黎,整一傁瓜,死死氣咁收線係唯一結果,我諗佢今次應該以後都唔會打黎吧,我估佢呢個大學生係想累敗累戰姐,唔鐘意就唔鐘意,鐘意就鐘意,蠢材,我既執著究竟係好定唔好,而且我份人真係太麻煩啦,所以真正喜歡我既人一定會包容我既一齊,聰明有時未必好,清楚有時亦唔好,我覺得自己仲未識得好好咁對一個男仔好呢,自私係我本性,太清楚反而唔知點做,天朗氣清,突然諗起lee句,而家寫日記係為左將來既自己睇返時看一看那時候的自己,係呀近排睇緊一本小說都幾好睇呢.....差不多做野了....