2005 年 8 月 20 日 星期六 【颱風】

" 呢3日2夜係我地一世既回憶 " <--- 絕對認同!

>>August 28, 2005 at 2:20:33 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

今日係sogo last day la, 但係要zip更. 最後一日都唔可以同ar瑜佢地一齊做野....
so hae住咁等收工.

一返到去午禮都未開, 佢地已經同我講左容祖兒下午5點幾上黎.
就係因為佢, 搞到我4pm就要食dinner. (我1點時仲食左2個飽先返工..... 夜晚餓死都似!)
就係因為佢, 搞到全人類都冇得tea, 白白企多半個鐘, 蝕左$12.5!

佢上黎既原因係因為落雨, 佢唔可以係下面行人專用區搞新碟發報, so就移師於3/F既Heroic R.度搞.
d人成5點幾先上黎setting, 而我地就要幫手搬開晒四周的貨架.... 好重!
唉, 佢上黎搞一搞唔洗10分鐘, 我地就要為佢做多好多倍既野.
佢由我地鞋倉個lift度出黎, 我地一大排sales企晒係度.
佢一出黎可能expect我地會好熱情咁歡迎佢, 但我地個個係木口木面咁企係度, 一路睇住佢行過.
ironic地, not only我地冇咩反應, 連其他純粹行街的人都冇咩反應 (fan屎除外la當然~)
我地個個仲講笑話, 搞到我地咁多workload加早食飯, 應該拎d鞋去掉佢就arm!
見到佢出黎,好厚粉, 同埋wear左對好高既boots. 佢地仲講笑話, 佢e家已經要著秋季服裝, 好慘!
之後佢走, 又係o係鞋倉lift走,我地department d大粒野個個用晒earphone扮晒隆重咁開路.....
但查實, 係冇人block佢地... 而且本身已經有sc.star, d大粒野係多此一舉~
by the way, 有d好cheap既consign蛇左入鞋倉等, 仲要佢地個staff証係temp果隻, 用紙ka law!
又生面口,明顯係fans or 狗仔 la! 好彩, 實q趕走左佢地ja~
finally佢走, 我地又要為佢汁手尾.... 搬d貨架好支力! 但d大粒野又指呢指路想快d回復原狀.
好煩呀!!!! 左住晒~~~~~~~~

夜晚katherine同肥得行過黎搵我, 傾左好耐, 我完全莫視四周的人, 係咁不斷傾!
收工還野俾ar姐時, 個感覺超爽!
由第一個星期想quit, 挨過了,至到e家, 真係有苦有樂~
12/5至18/8在sogo的一段unforgetable journey, 永遠唔會忘記!

>>August 25, 2005 at 10:53:21 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

今日本來係同ar7去食飯, 因為佢去澳洲.
但無耐, 同mentor-mentee食飯時間相撞...
finally係去左後者. 去到冇咩野講, 大概係唔識既關係吧.
我去呢度, 但個心都好似飛左去番baby佢地果面.
之後去cafe傾計.

>>August 25, 2005 at 10:00:54 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 15 日 星期一 【晴】

今日又請假, 去city個first mentor-mentee meeting.
冷氣凍得要死... 聽了presentation, 開始對cm要讀d咩有d d頭緒~
分組, 撞正同kenlai一組, 太好笑了~
行晒city一周, 但我依然會迷路.
同vivi去左食野.

>>August 25, 2005 at 9:54:34 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】

今日係去宋家皇朝食~
成班同事~ amy都黎bor!
ar瑜本應day off都出黎食ar! ~~讚*

有人成日刷鞋....

味道ok, 但份量好少~
果2個兵馬yung公仔係咁睇住我地食野, 好好笑!

臨收工, 返貨我入倉out display時, super ar ping入黎等lift,
問我之後如果淨係星期六日返黎幫手得唔得, 我幾大都話好先la~
因為我第時返學, 我都一定會搵part-time, 而返sogo好就好在d野d人我熟晒.
但wages又係一個要考慮的因素....

e.... city mentor-mentee dinner同ar7送行dinner撞時間呀..... 死得.
一個就要去, 一個就想去, 我可以點?

收左工, 行了陣, 食了個delifrance, 同ame傾電話~
傾到傻左~ 真係有好多好多野要講, 好耐冇見la.....
由我食野, 坐車, 返到去都係傾, 計埋冇2個鐘都有個半鐘!

>>August 25, 2005 at 10:08:13 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

同細may企貨場, 傾去邊度食傾到傻左~
我地去食pizza hut係想法都係落空.
finally去左食barn 2, 好味呀個焗雞pa烏冬!
明仔同細may勁講揍仔經, 而死老野同ar fung就係咁講gambling...

>>August 16, 2005 at 4:05:59 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 12 日 星期五 【晴】

企貨場, 有一對男女睇鞋, 個女叫我拎size, 我拎完出黎佢問我, :"你係咪以前跟過雞lok學跳舞ka?"
我話係呀~ 我即刻認得佢, 佢係grade 3時插入黎學的胡玉兒! 果時佢小六, 我F.1 ja~
佢好搞笑仲話:"呢? 同你錄過westlife果個呢?"
一見如故, 見番佢太開心了, 果時同佢都幾fd下的, 但後尾佢唔學, 咁多年都冇見過佢.
嘩~ 估唔到會係咁既場合, 咁既地點, 咁既方式見番佢~
之後佢買左對鞋, 我俾埋icq佢!
佢走左之後, 我都覺好笑.... 唔係返sogo真係唔會撞得番, 就算係街撞到都唔會認得番!
而且, 我番多幾日就走ga la ma, 真係有緣~

>>August 16, 2005 at 4:32:03 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 11 日 星期四 【晴】

今日去city reg, 交左$4200真係好肉尺.... almost成個月的糧!
影左相做証... 影到冇頸好樣衰!
之前係又一城凍都死, 個樣更加唔掂..
nevermind la~ 冇人會睇我張野既!

又買了好多junk food.... 呢排勁食零食, 我又重了不少!

好想好想.... 跳番舞~
因為覺得自己身手冇以前靈活, d肉一d都唔再firm, d筋骨硬晒, 以前做到的e家已經唔得.

>>August 16, 2005 at 4:21:10 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 9 日 星期二 【晴】

今日去city拎offer letter, 以後日日就要好似今日咁坐1個鐘車返學....

拎完之後, 行出去就如面臨大軍....
一大ja人係咁派野俾我, 又俾d人捉住up左一大ja野.

之後俾個CM既師兄拉左去CM個counter, 報細o~
成個過程我真係唔知發生咩事... 又影相又有camera咁! (咁CM有呢d都係正常...)
之後仲癲, 白布入去後面, 有人camera拍住要你扮得扮馬, 問你d問題, 同埋要係唱歌or跳舞....
好彩我有d跳舞底, 好求其咁跳左幾下(8拍都冇), 就過左骨了~

搞掂完CM, 看見仲有野要過, 就係其他club既counter....
好彩ar瑜同我講過... 我好醒咁撕左個label先行入去, 咁就冇俾d人煩得咁勁~
終於有命返出去ja~

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時間真係arm timing, 坐番車去cb返工就arm arm好, perfect!
死仔榮好傻呀~ 我今朝就如佢講9點起身ready, 等佢打電話黎consult下佢既中5放榜出路.
佢冇打黎, 又唔覆msg, 真係唔知佢考成點.
之後我返到公司同ar瑜打俾佢, 佢話考得太差, 唔敢打俾我law!
正傻仔黎ka~ 搞到我同ar瑜都唔知好嬲定好笑!

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夜晚8點幾, 跟緊客時電話係咁響, 乍乍臨跟完入鞋倉聽.
係我老豆打黎. 我愈講愈勞氣..... 之後講到我冇mood再同佢講, 就話做野唔講.

真係好忟..... 由我8/7放a-level果日, 搵唔到佢, 至到今時今日10/8放左jupas, 佢先至黎問我考得點. 一聽呢個電話就已經心淡.

佢仲好似好唔鐘意我讀CM, 佢問我點解唔入中大港大......
(佢冇病ma? 以我咁既成績入到city都係好好彩la! 我唔係好彩有得校推, 大把人勁過我都冇la...
仲要係CM wor.... CM咁響幾多人爭ar? 佢咁都唔心足咩?)
之後佢仲問我點解簡d咁冷既科, 唔簡bba, account果d (係佢心目中只有呢d搵到食, 其他係廢既...)
我真係講到面紅耳赤..... 佢係唔明就係唔明, 永遠用自己果套standard, 而唔accept其他possibilities.

收左線, 好忟, 好激氣.
我唔明, 佢一係就咩都唔好理, 我仲反而好過d.
既然由我當時選科, 考試, 放榜至今佢咩都冇過問過, 到今時今日先黎同我講咩唔好咩好? 佢識個屁!
鬼唔知中大港大bba好咩? 得先得ga! 你冇幾隻ABC諗都唔好諗la! 佢永遠都係咁. 永遠都唔明.
佢連 " Creative Media 創意媒體 " 都唔知係咩既時候, 佢根本冇資格去批評!
佢亦都唔識感恩.... 我咬緊牙關2年, 都係諗住可以係HK考到大學, 唔洗佢咁大負擔姐,
但我發覺我考到入city, 佢都唔係咁hapi咁.... 家下city好差咩? 會影衰你嗎?

心情好亂.... 一路企貨場, 但個心唔係貨場度.
一路企個腦不停play緊simple plan - perfect首歌...... 好到骨.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
( I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright )

* Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect *

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again (right again)
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand (you don't understand)

>>August 11, 2005 at 9:40:07 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

今日放jupas, 琴晚至醒起, 時間日日咁過真係快~

起身入去睇, 我個no.係果group no既第一個, 好快搵到!
city封信果然冇厄我, 真係入了BA CM~ 定晒....

嘩haha... 在此要多謝很多人, 因為我覺得自己好似用2年時間去賭, 中左jackpot一樣.
多謝自己, 多謝katherine, ame係成個預料中共同作戰~
多謝car car, eva, ja佢地的support~
多謝屋企人..
多謝CYM, 多謝city, 多謝interviewer......

其實我都唔sure CM係咪arm我, (查實我都唔知係讀d咩....), 我只知我對呢方面有興趣~
但我相信上天同我既安排!

>>August 11, 2005 at 8:31:17 AM GMT+8