2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】


今日成日都好唔舒服....喉嚨好痛..
點知聽到你打lai..話我知你都唔舒服...發燒....
嚇死我啦.....>_<
又唔drink water..又唔食藥..又唔eat breakfast..lunch...都唔知你想點..擔心死我....
我都好想打俾你啦...but我知道sick ge..talk phone 真係唔好架........sleep more will be better..

lunch..到我好唔舒服啦..sleep 2 p-maths lessons...
clc..miss tang 見到我好唔舒服啦....面青青...lip 都白哂..唉..就死....
手指cold 到 purple in colour....唉..but 出面係出太陽...成20度...唉~~
then 派番clc 測驗.......都係fail...不過我知0係 class 度都算高分架啦...都安心d~~~

唉.......越lai 越worry u....點解咁大個人...都唔識照顧自己????唉...
點解你就係唔識去體諒我?????
係唔係由一開始..我就唔應該妥協.........我要做番自己?????
冇錯.....d fd講得岩...我係冇左自己...but..係我自己choose ge....我甘心....我要面對all the results..




>>August 21, 2006 at 12:14:37 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】


8個月啦.............................................................................唔係should 開心架咩??

又係我呀??真係好無奈啦...唔係一次啦...忍左好多次啦..真係好過份架/
至hate人屈我..

唔知呢///.......take左d pic ..想scold 你.....點知at last冇哂....
write 左ge 野.......又冇哂.....真係唔知點解

唔想講啦,...係啦..係啦..係我唔想理你啦..
唉..........

好tired 啦....冇乜點sleep...

today又係成日....周圍走........
小巴奇遇...又攪到我冇得bk kennedy town...wan chai again.....
唉...成日做咩都唔如意......
一早lab report 又亂碼.....
算啦...

>>March 7, 2005 at 3:26:27 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

也許有天
一切都要變 身邊一切都要變
你我不見總會發現
你在我背面 常在我心裡面

終於會遇見.......

感覺又返lai...i hate that feeling so much....
reli miz u a lot...........又worry u...勁心痛.............

>>March 6, 2005 at 12:14:36 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】


今日一早起身think一陣少年部d野.......think think下..太tired la....sleep左..
then過左陣...老公打lai...佢又好唔開心啦.....唉...我又sleep 緊...
明知我sleep 緊就唔知人地講咩..我又唔知自己ans咩ge.....我now都唔記得左我講左d咩la...哈~~~
我only知你好唔開心///then我又有d 燒....may be "18度" gua....>_<
可能係本身都唔係太舒服...加上last night 你又唔俾我sleep..我坐左起身....wear左好少3...凍親啦...um..........
我咁大個啦......u should respect to me ..ng 好威脅我啦..好冇???plx~~~~

then bk到church....少年部.....青年部,..then 練歌...唉....solo 真係好難sing 呀......我知好難聽啦..
sing ,到把聲沙哂...........辛苦/./

佢地個個都好miss 你啦....連玲姐都ask me where are u la...哈
陳謳明好好人啦..........佢一定help到你ge...知唔知....
church is a wonderful place for u to serve our god.....................................................................
enjoy it~~~~~

睇到你diary ...見你好開心啦....我都好開心....我都話有fd ge time 係好開心架啦...
多d find 佢地啦........
我叫左church d人..一得閒就會phone u 架啦..included siu fung e and km so la.......^0^
我爆哂分鐘啦....afraid end of this month...phone 唔到你啦...>_<
last night 又waste 左咁多mins~~~~>_<

哈...記唔記得d pic 呢??俾你 回憶下先~~~~~~~~~~^0^
miss u much,...............
would u plx stay here in july???
plx~~~~~~~






>>October 19, 2006 at 8:01:01 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】

如果你要一意孤行7月就要ge.............................你要自己負番責任..........
呢句野好熟...

真係有d 好失望...真係估唔到你咁易就會同我講d咁ge野..
ok.......係你要架............我迫???我用咩迫你呀??..會唔會係你威脅我??
唉..點都好..唔知最後又係點呢???
今日....唉...

早會好攪笑..kai tai sing song...拍蚊base.....
哈....死kai tai 一sing 就冇聲啦支mic...then lunch ge mini concert又走音..笑死我啦....^0^
真係未見過d咁kai ge人...
講真...kk 打鼓真係好勁.......唔知邊個玩guita 仲勁...........勁到..我都唔知點講..
我成日都好仰慕d玩樂器or sing song 好叻ge人........
有時都好懷疑一個五音不全ge人點去生存架...冇music 會死架wor~~
today 真係好free..好耐都冇try過返學咁開心lu..
3堂ue...play scrabble...唔知幾時我先會有真正ge ue 堂上呢???出去自己報啦.....


真係好tired 呀..tired 到 0係邊都可以sleep到...唉...
點解可以咁多野做架..tmr要add oil la~~~~>_<做功課...

佢地又話再join drama ge competition wor.....
um...我唔會再write script 架啦..
上年一個劇本獎..令我信心大增....
今年一個評判ge說話.......我趺左落lai...........
........唔想再理...

真係勁sleepy.....sleep la...88

>>March 4, 2005 at 3:03:38 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】


呢幾日都係過住同一樣ge生活....唉..
返到home第一樣野就係做功課...唉///
點解會咁多野做架/?????....
sleep唔夠我會死....而家真係唔可以late過12點sleep.....唉~~~~~~~~

yr new idea.....唔好think 啦.............she won't let u do so...^0^
sleep.啦...88


>>March 3, 2005 at 3:04:03 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】


ching ting.....唔使change 啦..我睇左啦......我好like呀...點解change wor...>_<

今日同你講左好耐啦..
但係我真係有d "mon"..so 語氣唔係咁好..sor......
都係肥chin ming la..係咪呀??

hope u reli 識得咁think 啦.........好多人慘過你好多....唔好咁think 啦...

好sleepy呀...唔type咁多啦...tmr先type 多d啦....
哈......得你先知我take住d 咩啦...0係pic 度~~~~~^0^




我會燒左佢架啦....至hate d人play football 架啦...仲要係st joe.......>_<


>>March 2, 2005 at 4:08:58 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

......u reli make me vyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyvyv.......worried..
我free lesson 同你講......真係好心痛....
真係唔知點help u........我only 知我唔可以cry........我唔可以同你一齊cry....
我話左唔會再為左你走而cry....我就唔會cry...
it is gd for u and me.......

但係我知我唔會明你ge feeling......no one will understand..
it is a challenge for u..........but not for me???
i dunno.....講起be4 我經歷到ge....真係唔算得係d咩....
如果我要cry..be4 就已經cry到死左...如果講sleep 唔到...be4 我唔使sleep tim..
但係我be4 冇咁..好平靜..so......now我should 好快就冇事先係..
唔知點解.........個感覺好special....好lonely...............好似冇左d野咁..好唔舒服...
就係咁......至壞都係你走ge 前2日and 後2日.............
但係我話俾自己知..我要adapt it...............我做到啦...

我好想你都好似我咁呀........think more deeply....真係一件好小好小ge事g ma...
又唔係唔返lai.......3年好快啦........俾d time我地去做自己ge 野..prepare仲好啦..係咪??
我知就算點講都好..你都係會係咁think架啦....
whatever u did ,u think..............我都會support 架.....
thinking of u all the time....~~~~!!

try 下真係咩都俾哂佢help你 呀...唔好靠自己ge力量呀...
俾哂佢..唔好think 呀......believe 佢會help 哂你........你就會真係交哂俾佢...
你會輕鬆好多架.....你成日都話真係交哂俾佢啦....
係唔係真係交哂呢???你都係咁think..係咁think.......think 緊點先可以解決....bk hk??
try下...咩都唔好做.....just wait him to do sth for u............try下啦..
我次次都係咁架...所以peace always in my heart...................

唔好睇自己睇得咁重..你唔係完美架.....唔係咩都會success...唔係咩都conquer 到.....
唔好成日咩都唔輸得啦......你一定有失敗ge 時候架....just accept it....唔好咁就feel 自己好冇用啦...
你好有用架.........有用過我啦係咪呀????
希望你一有咩唔開心...就記住我今日lunch 0係icq同你講ge野啦...

everythings will be fine at the end..............................

>>March 1, 2005 at 2:20:22 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】


唉..一早GET UP..就..食哂屎.....見到自己面青青...
又趕住出去WOR...唉..咪算LOR..勁樣衰..
又COLD...又HUNGRY...

AFTERNOON..俾人迫去咩青年大會....唉..一連7日都0係聖馬利亞堂..真係...

WA~~~RELI EAT左好多野...2豬扖包...1 sandwich
then dinner pizza hut........有pizza , 壽c ,西瓜,chicken wings,rice..vy delicious......
但係....一陣要去auntie home eat dinner...都唔知點好....

又有青菜, chicken wings....fish....
同我今日ge lunch一樣.....哈~~~~today eat 左at least 10 chicken wings...
佢地又迫我食左好多野啦........真係肥死..but自從你走左..我thin左2 lb la...

真係好sleepy 呀...我唔想呀...好冇呀???
我真係唔知when leave得架嘛..佢唔會doo 一聲架...咩signal都冇..點知wor..
咁架你.....唔打俾你啦...>_<



>>February 27, 2005 at 3:36:58 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 25 日 星期五 【晴】


唉....前日write ge diary....唔知點解..post唔到..
唉..always like that..

ytd.....唉..
我講左好多次....我做d咩都係think左你先....
你係都唔信我...我都冇法.....真係好唔開心...
真係好怪...我真係唔知點解..次次我好辛苦咁為你做一d野個陣....你都係唔知...
你都會鬧到我死....................講好多hurt我ge野...真係好難受..................
我ge 錯????........
last night...你過左去第一次同你argue....................
我同你講電話時間唔多....我真係唔想waste d time lai argue 呀....
你又唔明.......仲係咁鬧我.......
我真係忍左好耐...........plz..............
你promise左我ge 野......真係希望你做到...........................plx~

today.........一早bk sch drama..drama...
上環文娛中心..................比賽
唉..waste 左我幾個week ge script.......4日排練...
得到ge result 係................演出完全冇問題...我真係好滿意..做得好好....
thx u guys.......candy,kai tai,kai ming,ka wai,billy,mario,kai chun
reli thx so much~

但係...個評判唔buy我個idea ...我都冇法...呢d野好主觀...唔like就係唔like...
我個script 係批評一d 教練一係就練到d 人死..一係就唔理..一係就會偏心..唔公平....
咁真實真係有呢d 情況出現..我只係write 個問題出lai..有咩唔岩??
我都有write 教練都有佢自己ge苦衷.....
但係佢話:你係偏幫學生個面......我唔係太滿意呢個script...你係想帶出社會ge現實問題.唔滿意社會政治...就好似年青人同權力ge 抗衡....好似老師同學生........
唉....都係唔like 我 write 到教練咁衰........係咁批評d教練jie...
一路都係講我個唔可以咁話教練.............我都係話一部份jie..又唔係話all 都係咁..

佢都係唔想俾我個劇公開演出......會誤導觀眾以為教練真係咁jie.....
唉....咁如果我將教練代入老師,運動員係學生.....
咁我話一d老師成日要學生test...成日做hw..迫到佢地死..一d miss 就唔理d 學生..由佢地..有d 老師就好偏心學生....唔講理........咁呢d係真實架嘛...only 提出問題..但係我又冇話all都係咁...咁一定係會有呢d 人架嘛....咁又係唔係代表我想表達政治.....權力呀???
我都係想人地睇完會關心呢個問題..又想d學生知道d .老師都有佢地ge苦衷jie.....先write出lai...你就話我咁寫佢地就唔岩...........咁我唔提出個問題..何來有得解決呀???
唯一一個解釋就係..你都係個教練..........你唔滿意我咁話你....

今次真係..."我ge問題????"

then bk 左church..都係church 最comfort.....哈~
練solo............唉...點解又係我????...........
把聲沙哂.....唉.......sing唔到..

then 同bｂ講左好耐啦...^0^.................
知你開心啦...有得出街.......

now phone u 先..
tmr 又去同auntie eat dinner...^0^..係咪乖呢???

>>February 26, 2005 at 2:49:18 PM GMT+8