Reading Jeremiah 23:1-24 of bible this morning....
"Woe to the shepherds who are destroying and scattering the sheep of my pasture!"
declares the LORD.
Therefore this is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says to the shepherds who tend my people:
"Because you have scattered my flock and driven them away and have not bestowed care on them,
I will bestow punishment on you for the evil you have done,"
declares the LORD.
"I myself will gather the remnant of my flock out of all the countries where I have driven them and will bring them back to pasture,
where they will be fruitful and increase in number.
I will place shepherds over them who will tend them,
and they will no longer be afraid or terrified,
nor will any be missing," declares the LORD.
(Jeremiah 23:1-4)
at this moment, I think of 1 person.... a sister.... have we not bestowed care on her? have we driven her away?
Dear God, pls bring her back.... even her heart is no longer with us..... in the same pasture...
But we did set up the pasture together passionately... We have lots of visions in it....
How could she leave this pasture/ us? Can't she see the happiness? but sadness only?
God I pray for you... bring her back..... pls...
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"Am I only a God nearby,"
declares the LORD,
"and not a God far away?
Can any hide in a secret places
so that I cannot see him?
declares the LORD.
"Do not I filled heaven and earth?"
declares the LORD.
(Jeremiah 23:23-24)
I have a stupid question,
If we love, we do well, we don't say bad things behind others, we don't exaggerate in saying,
we use money honestly, just because of God. Are they all come from our hearts truly?
If God is not here, are we gonna be very bad? we do all bad?
We could say.... we love bcoz God first loves us... could we really love all people that God asked us to?
We do all well in front of God, bcoz of other people or ourselves?
p.s. pls let me know if there are any errors of my typing bible. thanks!
>>February 19, 2009 at 12:48:21 AM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 17 日 星期二 【酷熱】
I have a bad day today for enrollment.
Firstly I have arrived there at 1030 am. The room has no light but the light from widow.
And I have to read lots of papersss for choosing the subjects.
After a briefly explanation of the officer, I am asked to enroll online.
So I was going to library....
I just wonder why many alternative subjects are full already. No choices for new students. ><''
and then.... I read lots of info online... it made my eyes tired.
And I spent much time for the online system of enrollment and selection of subjects.
suddenly I feel that no one could help me..... may be I was too nervous...
I called Maggie for several times... but she studies in Melb. uni.
after enrolled, luckily I found that I could change the subjects before 13 March.
And I have lots of info at home. I gonna read them all...
Dear God, pls grant me wisdom...
>>February 19, 2009 at 1:42:05 AM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 17 日 星期二 【酷熱】
We sing and practice every night!! Praise God every day!
The 1-week worship workshop has been started since last sunday. I love it very much!
It is really goooood! I highly appreciate the musician-brotherssss. Thanks for their teaching!
They can play different instruments very well.
Let's imagine a person could play a bass + guitar + piano + drum?
I am not saying in the same time of course.
They are all gifted by God. =)
And the most attractive one is piano to me. =)
Man + piano = charming and romantic~ wakakaka
And they do teach us how to cooperate with others in a band, using our ears and eyes.
We are now talking a team performance, not a solo show.
As you known, I can only SING.
And I have decided to sing for God only! I won't go karaoke anymore. =)
I couldn't wait anymore for the worship this Sat and Sunday!!!
THANKS GOD!!!!
Special thanks Tom for sending me home after it. As it ends pretty late!
>>February 18, 2009 at 10:07:26 AM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】
We sing and practice every night!! Praise God every day!
The 1-week worship workshop has been started since last sunday. I love it very much!
It is really goooood! I highly appreciate the musician-brotherssss. Thanks for their teaching!
They can play different instruments very well.
Let's imagine a person could play a bass + guitar + piano + drum?
I am not saying in the same time of course.
They are all gifted by God. =)
And the most attractive one is piano to me. =)
Man + piano = charming and romantic~ wakakaka
And they do teach us how to cooperate with others in a band, using our ears and eyes.
We are now talking a team performance, not a solo show.
As you known, I can only SING.
And I have decided to sing for God only! I won't go karaoke anymore. =)
I couldn't wait anymore for the worship this Sat and Sunday!!!
THANKS GOD!!!!
Special thanks Tom for sending me home after it. As it ends pretty late!
>>February 18, 2009 at 9:20:04 AM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 14 日 星期六 【炎熱】
I really love her voice....I feel regret I didn't buy her first CD in HK.
She has a new CD 2009..... where can I buy it???
>>February 15, 2009 at 12:26:53 PM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】
IT seems that I got the msg from God yesterday in church. Feeling: I am here to help as much as I can.
of course I keep praying to God for a solid answer.
"Care for others could reduce our own sadness." Never focus on sadness. Never be self-pity.
Dear brother, do u remember you asked me in HK, "You seem have no needs/problems in your life?"
actually I heard that from different ppls.
yes.... bcoz God has fulfilled me with his greater love,
and I could say I have no big problems so that I could have time for others.
To help, to encourage, to concern, to love... others. I am happy with that! And I believe God would appreciate it too!
I am happy that I am the filter of my beloved! that's true!
Of course I could have my own sadness sometimes, but I think it won't affect me for a very long time.
And automatically I won't focus on them.
AS I knew God always with me! Trust God!
Keep writing diary, you will find sth different! At least for yourself.
Never write for others.
Amen! =D
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Start a new life tmr in worship workshop! God, pls heal me with ur great love!
>>February 14, 2009 at 12:10:11 PM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 13 日 星期五 【炎熱】
Happy 214! God is always my Valentine!
HIS LOVE is never changed!
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I could say that this is the 2nd 214, I don't have a "real" lover beside me... since I was 17.
(Of course he is in HK. He is a hard-working guy works for the future.)
The first time was happened in 2004. I just broke up with him before 214. I still remembered how pain it was.
I am sometimes rebellious and introverted deeply.
Actually I am not used to telling others my feeling. As I thought its not important.
Day by day, it seems that I neglected my own feeling by telling, and focus on others only.
Are my friends and family happy? If they are fine, I am fine as well.
Yes, I have to learn telling my own feeling to others.
but its not easy for me to tell... and sometimes I feel difficult to answer Qs. about myself.
Friends usually ask, "how are u in Melb.?"
Sometimes I dun know how to describe it.
Perhaps I am not quite concern it and I feel "nothing special" in my living.
I am living here well. I cook myself, I eat myself, I sleep myself....
may be I could tell you one thing....I feel I am changing of... my habits... my point of view... my personalities....
To be more gentle and quiet? haha I am not sure...
>>February 14, 2009 at 1:33:32 AM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 12 日 星期四 【颳風】
I got a sad news today, Long Legged Daddy can't come Melb. I felt sad, but didn't ask why.
As I believe him. =) Hope to see him and his daughter later 2009.
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Today I talked with big brother in skype, I didn't talked with him for lone time.
after that, I couldn't breath. I hid in the bathroom, and had some deep breathe.
I feel myself like a filter.... of anger, and sadness. And I realized that I was living in HK like that.
Everyone loves to share with me their stuff.... I was strong enough to embrace their feelings like a filter in HK.
No matter how they sad, angry.... I could comfort them, and I will feel OK shortly.
BUT now.... I have less practices of it in Melb.
I remembered one time, when ML told me she was extremely sad. After that, I felt painful in stomach.
It seems that I lost the function of filter. I couldn't digest the sadness from my friends and family.
I will "vomit" it asap.... like a side effect.
Dear God, what do u want me to learn? I hope I could at least listen to them....
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Today I was waiting for Jeff and Tom on the street since 6 until 730.
Normally I won't wait for a dinner or an event like that in HK.
But finally we have a happy dinner and drink tonight! thanks God!
>>February 13, 2009 at 2:36:46 PM GMT+8
2009 年 2 月 11 日 星期三 【晴】
Before opening the computer, I have read my new purple bible these days morning which my big brother gave me as a b-day gift 09.
I love it! Its editing is easier for me to read. =P
The song of the vineyard
I will sing for the one I love
a song about HIS vineyard:
My loved one has a vineyard
on a fertile hillside.
HE dug it up and cleared it of stones
and planted it with the choicest vines.
HE built a watchtower in it
and cut out a winepress as well.
Then HE looked for a crop of good grapes,
but it yielded only bad fruit.
(Isaiah 5:1-2)
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