2009 年 5 月 23 日 星期六 【炎熱】


"We put no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that our ministry will not be discredited.
Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way:
in great endurance;
in troubles,
hardships and distresses;
in beatings,
imprisonments and riots;
in hard work,
sleepless nights and hunger;
in purity,
understanding,
patience and kindness;
in truthful speech and in the power of God;
with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left;
through glory and dishonor,
bad report and good report;
genuine, yet regarded as impostors;
known, yet regarded as unknown;
dying, and yet we live on;
beaten, and yet not killed;
sorrowful, yet always rejoicing;
poor, yet making many rich;
having nothing, and yet possessing everything.

We have spoken freely to you, Corinthians, and opened wide our hearts to you.
We are not withholding our affection from you, but you are withholding yours from us.
As a fair exchange-I speak as to my children-OPEN WIDE YOUR HEARTS also."

(Corinthians 6:3-13)


>>May 24, 2009 at 2:19:55 AM GMT+8

2009 年 5 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】


I had a great day in Melbourne Zoo today with all lovely animals, green and red plants and a rock singer. Merci!
They made me feel happy at least.
Today was a bit cold. And I love the bufferflies house which was warm, warm my heart.
It was too amazing to see bufferfiles everywhere.
I do remember someone said I were a bufferfly. Colorful but poison.
Yes.... I am poison sometimes/ always. Dun get closer.

After that I went to SAVER to buy stuff for photo shot. And I have a great sharing with Bessie in studio.
She is my angel here. She sent me a hot chocolate to my place yesterday night when she knew I was sad.
It was too touching. I do owe her a hug. =)
We both are introverted. But we are matched and we have similar feelings as an overseas student.
We do understand and support each others. Thanks to God giving me such a warm angel.


>>May 22, 2009 at 6:47:54 AM GMT+8

2009 年 5 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】


Big screening of ONCE tonight! Merci to MM.
I was so excited before that. But it made me cry eventually.
"The little cracks they escalated

And before you know it is too late"
I know that I was hurt and closed my heart at this moment and easy to feel melancholy.
Just give me a break, I need to figure out what I gonna do anyway.
On the other words, I know I am escaping right now and try to focus doing art projects.

Do pray for me.


>>May 22, 2009 at 6:50:41 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 20 日 星期一 【炎熱】


Yesterday I was riding bicycle in the way back home.
When I had stopped in front of the traffic light, I saw an old lady feeling faint.
I left my bike at once, and holding her hand and arm.
She caught my hand tightly, so did I.
We crossed the road to the tram stop which the one she could take the tram to go home.
She sat down. Finally she said, "Thank you, thank you, hope you bike is fine."
Oops, yes, I have a bike on the street. I almost forgot it.

And then I ran back to my bike, there was a woman standing near my bike smiled to me.
she said she saw everything. That's why she stood there for taking care my bike.

God is always here. The old lady is helped, my bike is saved.
Love is simply "spread" for the moment I hold the old lady's hand.
Praise God!


>>May 22, 2009 at 6:55:40 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

testing...

>>April 18, 2009 at 1:49:09 PM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】


"No eye has seen,
no ear has heard,
no mind has conceived
what God has prepared for those who love him"
But God has revealed it to us by Spirit.
(1 Corinthians 2:9-10)


>>May 22, 2009 at 5:54:06 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 8 日 星期三 【颳風】


Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother, his mother's sister, Mary the wife if Clopas, and Mary Magdalene.
When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby,
he said to his mother, "Dear woman, here is your son,"
and to the disciple, "Here is your mother."
From that time on, this disciple took her into his home.
(John 19:25-27)

This is what Jesus did before He had died on the cross.
I am touched by what He had arranged for his mother on the last minute before his' death.
I could feel how He loved Mary, his mother on earth.
Jesus was a human being... he had expressed the love in human's way.

I guess I have stopped expressing my feeling since I came Melb.
I am usually afraid that when someone says "I love you, I miss you." to me.
I couldn't help but wonder how much you could love me? how much you could miss me?

All I only know that I love God, I would say it to Him, but other.


>>May 22, 2009 at 5:53:11 AM GMT+8

2009 年 4 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】


Thank God that I have finally settled down in new home.
I unpacked all the stuff... but I am too lazy to pick up.... haha...
And now I have to be more concentrated on doing my artworks.

Suddenly Bessie (the only HK classmate) told me that Easter break will start by tmr.
Oops.... I couldn't access studio... on friday to Monday.
anyway... i won't stop planning my artworks.

I do enjoying the printmaking course very much. I like to print by myself, my hands...
Feeling that I am the copy machine. wakaka... unfortunately I can't print money. haha

Start to communicate with a person in facebook. We were not friends, but ex-friend.
I miss him for a long time. But I know its better not to find/ disturb him.
Sometimes I only wanna know how's he now? is he good?

When I heard that he would get his dream job, I was too happy for him.
As I want him successful in career. Pray for his career.
When I heard that he is confused with his GF, I was too worry about him.
As I want him warm in love. Pray for their relationship.

I couldn't believe that I would pray for them. BUT all I know is I want him happy.
That good man did bring me lots of happiness when I was a little young gal.
He did everything for me. But I didn't know how to cherish him before.
sometimes I think.... if I could choose again.... what would it happen?

Thank God for shaping us to what we are now.
We know what we need to learn, to cherish, to do from experience.
我把我的過去與你交換，我把我的痛苦與你訴說，
我把我的憂傷全然拋去。我把我的重擔，完全卸下。


>>May 22, 2009 at 5:50:46 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 22 日 星期日 【晴】


Hey, I got a good news that my current housemate got a new house in the city,
and I can stay her place temporarily. Thanks Surine~

Pls send / write me to below address,
212/238 Flinders Lane,
VIC 3000, Australia

Thanks God! You must listen our prayers.

pls pray for my own house too.

Skype id: hdap_mayso
pls add me if you wanna chat with me, just like MSN. =)


>>March 23, 2009 at 5:29:16 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】


We did have a good sharing in church yesterday, started by a touching worship.
Yung Yung and Katie are my prayer members. we shared a lots of families, work and studies.
Yung Yung and I have a similar family background, gambling mothers... suffering...
We both feel thankful to share and learn from other families' stories. Thank God!

And I did shared my feeling after receiving the big parcel.
I have cried when I saw something I really need practically.

Do u care me? everyone seems thinking MAY is fine,
she is independent and she knows how to take care herself. Yes, I am...
So... does she deserve a "how are you?" or "what do you need in Aust?"

I never receive any parcel from friends and family.... before YY's parcel.
I did receive some gifts when Lok came Melb. on Jan.
But I am not talking about gifts.... but caring....

everyone thinks that I am busy so that they dun give me a call?
I could say I am not that person would call and talk always.... bcoz I prefer to talk face to face.
Obviously I couldn't do it in Aust.... so I write friends cards and letters...
I will be very happy if friends could reply my letters and cards... bcoz I am the "letter-type" person if they know.
but they seem busy... or they are not "letter-type" ppl.
Waiting .... waiting... waiting...

I really need to learn how to express myself.... say my needs... ask for helps...
suddenly I feel confused and sad about myself... why I didn't care myself very much?
I mean deeply.... ask myself, "how are you May today?"

but I know I am that person, if you give me something I didn't ask for which I really need, I will be very happy.
That means you know me, you know what I need...

If I asked for something and then you give me, I will say thank you. But I won't be very very happy.

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Today Tom and I go riding bicycle to St Kilda beach.
And I tried to tell Tom my feeling after receiving the big parcel.
He asked me to talk to myself, or write myself.
Do I need attention from my family and friends? Yes, I need.
what can I do? saying... can you reply me letter? can u call me?

one night when Lok and I were talking about gallery fan's card,
he prefers to send member a hand-writing b-day card... I said it needs manpower to do so.
And he said yes, bcoz it is touching when receiving a card by post... he wanna show "heart" to our customers.

and I said.... have you ever sent me a letter by post? You never send me a card, even my b-day....
yes, I didn't get anything on my b-day... In fact, I did feel disappointed.

I have sent out lots of cards... bcoz I know my friends could be very happy when they rec'd it on b-day.

how about me? actually all I need is GOD's love. why do I care the love from family and friends?
........ God sometimes shows the love through people around you.... SO should I ask for LOVE? haha...
I DUN KNOW.


>>March 22, 2009 at 10:54:37 AM GMT+8