2006 年 11 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

再次想起這一段文字:

如果每個人的內心，都像是鎖了很多秘密的倉庫。
那麼如果你夠幸運的話，在你一生當中，
你會碰到幾個握有可以打開你內心倉庫的鑰匙。
但很多人終其一生，內心的倉庫卻始終未曾被開啟。


而當我接觸到她冰冷的手指時，我發覺那是把鑰匙。
一把開啟我內心倉庫的鑰匙...




黃昏　１８２９．26 de Novembro de 2006

很悶．沒什麼想做．

做了小小功課，功課中有一條問題，是寫出自己有什麼缺點．

之前 Alex 想我們寫出１００個優點，我也未能想到．．．

而缺點暫時有３１個．

今日是第 n 個星期日沒有與小組兄姊們去打 badminton．

每次都感到很可怕～　因為他們打完 badminton 會直落玩 card games 到晚上的 dinner ／ watch movies ，再玩 card games．．．知道也感受到他們是一班很喜歡與朋友相聚的人．不過每次當我想到整整一天在這下子渡過，我會感到對不起自己吧．對我來說，”玩”是 meaningless．

Well～　看看幾時天父會大罵我星期日自閉在家吧！

>>November 26, 2006 at 7:48:29 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

未離開澳門之前~ 不夠錢用的時候，我都會 look forward 去新年～　有利是．．．

今日天父爸爸給了我這句．．． 1 Corinthians 16:2
每逢七日的第一日，各人要照自己的進項抽出來留著，免得我來的時候現湊 。"BE A GOOD STEWARD" 我一直都唔相信打工會有多一些收入，因為有 income = 有更多 spending，this apply to me :P　．．．

>>November 26, 2006 at 4:30:20 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

What's up my dear Father?

I very seldom fuss about money~ I often think and feel that my family is RICH, yes, in my eyes, we are rich people. Isn't it? Learning musical instruments are expensive, paying for private lesson is a MUST and taking out $ to go for concert, even needed to get the best seat in the front rolls...

When my brothers and sister struggle with finance, when my classmates need to work part time to earn a living, I am there, securely being a full time student, with enough financial support.

Oh, can see how GREAT you are ^.^ ~
I love YOU Lord, letting me fully concentrate on my studies with no worries!

But right now I feel that I am in debt, hahaha~ I need your wisdom to use my money! Big plans coming for 2007, and also big spending needed. Guide me! Lead me! Teach me!!!

Amen & Amen.

>>November 24, 2006 at 12:35:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

打開了１２月份那一頁的月曆．察覺到已經有很多 appointments．１２月有３１天，數一數，只有７天是 whole day FREE 的．

要約我者．請報上名來．

>>November 23, 2006 at 11:19:23 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

超開心~ 與琴共聚了這個下午．

拉 Vivaldi 的 Viola Concerto in d minor ～　

因為分開了好幾個 sections 去練，今日做到”拉１５分鐘休息５分鐘”so 叻女　^.^ ~

不過．．．手腕 & 手臂都痛，背部發熱

>>November 22, 2006 at 5:32:13 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

Dear All

Wanted to share the prayer I've got from Rose Sweet's book "Dear God, send me a soul mate", "情來自有方". This prayer also sums up Rose Sweet's idea on the 8 steps for finding spouse in God's way (based on how Abraham found a partner for Isaac, Genesis 24:1-4):

1. Pray for God's blessings
2. Seek Help of Others (mentor, parents, friends, etc)
3. Prepare your best gifts (be physically fit, financially good, emotionally well, etc)
4. Look for things that matter (what you want and what you won't tolerate in a partner)
5. Ask God for a Sign
6. L.O.V.E. each other (Listen, observe, verify, express)
7. Be Willing to Wait
8. Save your best for last (purity)

May God blesses your seach & waiting for him/her!

Emily



Prayer for a soul mate

In my search for love, please send
A helper, guide, or trused friend.
Show me, too, how I should grow
And give me grace to make it so.

I'll seek a mate who's pure and true
Please help me stay the same way, too.
Increase my faith, but let me see
Some special sign You send to me.

Open up my eyes and ears
To ask and learn, despite my fears.
Grant me patience that I may wait,
Trusting You for my soul mate.

Grant me courage to save my best,
Guard my heart from all the rest.
And when at last I know it's right,
Keep both of us within Your sight.

I thank you, God, for all you do
And may my search bring me to You.

>>November 22, 2006 at 1:57:20 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

It was a big surprise last evening when an old friend called me for dinner. He was the 2nd friend I met in Australia BACK IN 2002, the 1st one was Alice, my music pal. From 7pm to 9pm+, we had so much to chat and share, I didn't know I can talk that much too, hahaha :) ~ How great it was! Funny though - these days whenever there is "dead air" between me and my friend, I'd ask, "when will you get married" or "planning for a family". I have no interest of their marriages, but this question does stimulate dozens of other topics - from family, bringing up children ' to future dreams and planning ^.^ and gave me chance to talk about my church life too! Hohoho!

This friend studies 天文 + 物理 + 數學 ! 3 Majors!!! I never can imagine what it is like to study in these Science fields. After school he can go and 觀星~ (so nice in my eyes!) Ya, I know there's much 辛酸 in his studies. We always admire what others are doing~ ANYWAY - 祝福他!

朋友心



儘管人生的轉變似抽獎

誰及我多有運可抽到了頭獎

相識到精彩的你　我似得獎

得你在緊靠我漆黑變艷陽



儘管人生當中會有哀傷

誰像你可以令我衝激中成長

假使通通可選過　我也一樣

選你來做再我的所愛所想



這首歌留給你　雖普通的我

要你知　能遇到

我已獲太多　(這個我已獲太多)



* 朋友能和你走

光陰多麼不錯

朋友能和你走

心中多麼慶賀

凡有難捱時候　你給予我力量

像冰天中一束溫暖的火

朋友能和你走　高山都攀得過

朋友能和你走

艱辛中都唱和

能有微微成就

乃因你賜力量

用真關心譜出鼓舞的歌*

>>November 21, 2006 at 10:59:12 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 20 日 星期一 【微冷】

突然不懂得作決定．

父，是什麼的功課？





May I have your wisdom.

>>November 21, 2006 at 6:27:47 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

How will you know if someone is your soul mate?

( T / F ) You'll just know
( T / F ) Time will tell
( T / F ) Your heart will tell you
( T / F ) God will show you

>>November 21, 2006 at 5:09:21 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 19 日 星期日 【炎熱】

晚上收到老師的 e-mail，告訴我們 MUS 3310 最後一份功課的分數 already upload 上網．


功課有 credit，而 final mark 是50.05 PASS．

好危險！這一科若是不合格，明年 Semester 2 就要重修了．現在算是完成了我個 bachelor degree 裡作曲的 components．學期初，老師都提醒我們，修讀完了作曲課不代表我們會作到一首樂曲，不代表我們能當作曲家．．．

三年．．．不算得是什麼．打滾在音樂學校的３年～　感恩見識多了～　學校讓我體會到音樂界裡頭不同 field當中所發生的事～


各位，感謝您們的支持！

I treasure every prayers you pray for me, no matter it is made known or not.

LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR BROTHERS & SISTERS + MY DEAR BUDDIES!!!

>>November 21, 2006 at 12:57:02 AM GMT+8