2007 年 2 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

上機那天，碰上了經期的日子，使我累上加累．

希望今晚拉到琴啦～　身體沒力 :(

>>February 22, 2007 at 2:41:43 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

年初三，又係我生日～

Papa 晨早用小提琴拉左首生日歌給我．．．

下午一時三十分，感謝神，Lio 院牧及兄姊準時來到了 hospital．

唱歌，拜年，講見證．今日應該是爺爺第一次聽曬整套福音．

Lio 問他會否接受耶穌，爺爺回答 YES

他口裡承認了．心裡有幾多是相信，我唔知．

因為當 Lio 等朋友離開之後，

爺爺告訴我知，他知我是為了他的好處，”攪咁多野”

而且他知如果他說不，我會不開心．

９日的 mission，那算是 mission completed 嗎？

我返澳門也就是為了傳福音．．．

我沒有特別的喜樂，也沒有感到唔開心，

是次的 mission，我 complete 我戈 part 了．

交返比天父 follow-up 吧．

願神召會的兄姊都幫忙 follow-up 爺爺．


他們準時的到了 hospital，

也使我能 smootly 在 4pm 上 ferry 去香港．

Then HK - Sydney．

在 Sydney 累得要命．．．

謝各兄姊的 connection & 安排～

使我安全回家休息．

身體 e 然很 tired．

>>February 21, 2007 at 11:49:02 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】

Wake up nice and early, although I keep sneezing & coughing this morning. Well~ church at 10am, very early indeed!!! Look forward to attend today's service at AOG & meeting Pastor Lio.

Finally I sent my sister to do me some shopping, haha~ she grumbled but helped me to buy somethings. Though we quarell, we love each other, hohoho. And dad wanted to buy me a pair of new sports shoes, he sees that mine is wearing out. Mum & dad went out last night at 11-ish. I went to bed already.

It's first of the first! The majority of the Chinese are celebrating today and the following days~

It's special this year~ Fong's Family has our 團拜 in Kiang Wu Hospital. Grandma cried becoz her husband isn't well. These days when grandma meets me, she would ask about her youngest daughter in Oz. I got a bit frustrated, coz..maybe she hasn't enquire how I am doing. I don't know if I am jealous. Or that I think she isn't listening to my "preaching".

I bought the newspaper "號角" and let grandpa reads it. How much is he opening to Jesus? Perhaps that's not to my concern. Mine's just to be God's messenger =) ~


FLASHBACK...

Some bro & sis said they didn't know I went back to Macau for holiday. Hahhaha~ I didn't announce that. Actually, I received a call on last Sunday morning from my mum. She told me about grandpa's issue. But her information is very little and not in detail. Later in the afternoon I decided to head back to visit grandpa myself. Partly I am not sure when I will be back next time, partly my passport expires by Aug. Arranged some schedules in ministry, studies and work, I checked for the departure dates and stuff. Cathay $1900 flight fare... I thought God isn't asking me to return. However, I checked for Quantas and it was $1200, a reasonable deal. Thanks to my VISA card, I booked the flight and ferry ticket that day. And departed Melbourne on Monday 23:59.

>>February 19, 2007 at 6:53:06 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

I was about to SMS Sylvia this afternoon and asked for the 院牧 that she mentioned. At the time I was typing the SMS, Barry called in and asked how's things going. He is from AOG. He told me AOG also has a 院牧, although she isn't base in Kiang Wu, the hospital that grandpa stays, but he can help me to see if she's available.

COOL!

Lio 院牧 will go 拜年 at my grandpa's hospital on 年初三, 1:30pm. That's also the day that I will depart Macau, approx. 4:30pm. May things go well. May God send messengers to grandpa and continue the follow-up.

I didn't go to the hospital this afternoon, I am terribly feeling weak & sicky. By late afternoon, sister asked me to play piano. She's stupid... OK, I played and left my bed. Later I am more 精神, I asked what she thinks: is it God, or the piano playing, or the songs I played that energized me...? She replied, all 3.

My luggage is still very empty & spacious, to be honest, I have dozens of things I wanna buy, but I haven't done any shopping and can't do either. Maybe shop in HKIA ya?

>>February 17, 2007 at 10:02:40 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

TREASURE ALL your prayers!

Headache and weak...

Really really want to get well soon! Experienced being sick in the flight - TERRIBLE!

Re-entry to Oz

My passport will expire in less than 60 days. I haven't yet renew my visa. And uni hasn't yet issue me my eCoE. Hope that things go fine when I arrive in Melbourne.

Peace for the family

So far, mum goes to the hospital daily. I can see that she gets irritated/bad temper when more demands are giving to her. Like dad asking her to tidy the balcony... and sis asking her to make some soup. She yelled a few times that she doesn't have enough time. Osp... I know that she needs affirmation & appreciation...

Also money matters... I have seen the bill for grandpa treatments. Bet there will be more treatments to be gone through. Money hurts relationship ya... >.<

Grandpa

He doesn't know he has cancer!!! The adults discussed and said won't let him know. He had the surgery and we are now waiting for the report. The report would determine the treatments follow-up. I wonder... if he doesn't know his condition, how can he goes with the treatment?

I passed by his house today and saw that the letter I sent him is still sitting in the letter box. Grandma doesn't clear it and won't clear it. Really good that visited him in person.

Grandma

She has this 老人病 and forget things. Pretty make people worry...

>>February 17, 2007 at 2:28:50 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

Very surprise today. While sister & I arrived to the hospital not too long, mum asked me to pray for grandpa. I never imagine that she will make this request! ^.^ ~ and good that sister reminded me to pray about the sleeping problem of grandpa while I was about to end the prayer.

OK... I don't know if grandpa is feeling hopeless and ask for PRAYERS or he is OPENING his heart for Jesus...but, may God bless him.

After visiting him, went to the GP, I am sick, became more serious. Bit headache, cold, throat 發炎.

Sent a number of SMS to my bro & sis in Macau. Less than 10 actually... Very glad that Syl replied and said she knows a pastor who take visit to hospital.

grandpa... he has cancer...

I am leaving on Tuesday. With my weak and semi-functioning mind, I hope that I can work out things. Follow-up of grandpa and prayers and stuff.

>>February 17, 2007 at 2:16:10 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

Today grandpa had already changed the room in the hospital, from Level 2 to Level 3. I am very sorry for that. Level 2 has better facilities and more nurse service, also with non-restricted visiting hours. Yet Level 3, only 1-2pm and 7-9pm welcome visitors.

Grandpa told us he can't sleep and feel bore in the sick bed. He has a surgery and the 傷口發炎, so he can't move much. While mum helped him to wash face & hand, I hold grandpa's hand. I learned before that elderly people like people to touch/hug/hold them. Just awhile, grandpa requested me to pray for him.

I am happy to hear that. When mom finished the washing, I made a prayer with him.

>>February 17, 2007 at 2:09:11 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

Don't know why... my mind keeps on playing the song "No worries" (by Darren).

I asked grandpa what he is worrying, he told me he has a lot... and the first and most important one is his wife, my dear grandma. I didn't ask him to tell me more, but shared with him the "no worries" message. Birdies and flowers...

He agrees... with NO WORRIES

>>February 17, 2007 at 2:03:05 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

從身邊發生的事，從我領受到的小小小 vision．

暫時結論著，我會離開澳洲．

我唔想．

我都唔開心有 e 個結論．

但，那份 sense of belonging 失去了．

>>February 11, 2007 at 1:04:45 AM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

Farewell to you my friends
We'll see each other again
Don't cry 'cause it's not the end of everything

I maybe miles away
But here is where my heart will stay
with you, my friends with you


天下無不散之筵席乎?


Now and forever
You are a part of us
And the memory will look like a knief
Didn't we find the happiness?
Didn't we share the daylight?
When we walk into the class

Now and forever
We'll remember all the promises still unbroken
And think about all the words between us
That never needed to be spoken

We had some moments, happy moments
That we last beyond our dream beyond the life time
We are the lucky ones, some people never got to do
All we got to do

Now and Forver, we will always think of you

We'll miss the tears, we'll miss the laughter
We'll miss the day we met and all that follow after
Sometimes we wish we could always be with you
The way we use to do

Now and Forever, we will aways think of you

>>February 9, 2007 at 11:28:18 PM GMT+8