2007 年 5 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

不習慣把時間全交給別人．．．

爸爸最後都識得用 MSN 的 電話．他今天的一個要求．．．就是要我用 MSN 拉琴給他聽．
傻的．（無奈．．．）
他也會寄個 WEBCAM 來．更無奈．．．
傾電話都 OKAY，我仲可以到處走，multi-task．
打 e-mail 仲好，我得閒有心機有精神先回應．

webcam/real time voice message．．．NOT MY CUP OF TEA！


愛他們，對我來說，很多的學習．

>>May 17, 2007 at 6:18:11 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

感恩！

Smith, lecturer of MUS 3200 broken his leg & is staying in the hospital.
- Quizzzzz all cancelled!
- Lecture is now taught by Craig (very organized, good lecture notes)
(This is the unit that bothers me much, need more confidence for the essay & exam)

Ivana called and concerned about ME!!! Stormy weather...
- Lesson today is cancelled, postpone to Sunday.
- Sunday can use SUNDAY SAVER $2.5 go to zone 2, my teacher's house, hohoho
- Also I am not well-prepared today, hopefully Sunday present a better ME
- And Sunday is Teresa's birthday! Can give her a birthday hug & the little gifts
(Just hope that I am able to wake up on Sunday morning after tiring Saturday services)

>>May 17, 2007 at 2:01:33 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

身體亮了紅燈，但心底裡我並沒有接受．

我想昨天太熱心，太興奮在拉琴．今天的手臂軟弱沒力．

嘗試了好幾次拉 scales 及樂曲，但我的手臂沒有平時的那樣給我良好的反應．

明天上課啊，我不想請假．



昨天排練時，老師 Liz 提過，她的物理治療師叮囑她，未到音樂會那天，都不要用太多的 effort．

我想我的回應．．．"Yes, but......"　

>>May 16, 2007 at 7:17:42 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 13 日 星期日 【晴】

Feelings: Pleased

今晚的 KFC ．．．

很欣賞指揮 Jeff Crellin，每次排練 on call 7-10pm，次次都準時放人．超有時間觀念，I like that！

下午五時的 pumpkin soup & 2 pieces of bread 不能 satisfy 我到 10pm．回家時買 KFC，今日覺得超好味，可能太 hungry 了．

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:47:40 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

Feelings: Overwhelming

接了 ESSAY TOPIC 已經好幾個星期，每晚作的小小 RESEARCH，總有一天要好好 GROUP & ORGANIZE THEM 去完成我的 ESSAY．

下午不禁停下來，作個祈禱再 CONTINUE．有的資料好像 OVERWHELMING，但又好像找不到最真正最貼切的 INFORMATION．

唉．

WOMADELAIDE
http://www.womadelaide.com.au/archive/index.html

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:49:58 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

Feelings: down

God is dwelling in my heart

God is dwelling in my heart
He and I are one
All His joy He gives to me
Through Christ His Son

And with Jesus in my heart
What have I to fear
For He is the Son of God
In my heart He's near

Christian, who are baptised
Have you, ever relaize
The great mystery
God dwelles you and me

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:49:17 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

Feelings: Dejected

其實我想氣餒．

做晚起時，讓眼睛休息一會．但一對耳就不段聽熟音樂會演奏的樂曲目，所以，仍然是在溫習．剛看到了我書桌上的天使公仔．是姊妹送的，６位天使演奏暮不同的樂器．


天使樂章

生命是一首歌
甘苦悲歡的音符
跳躍在歲月的五線諳
沒有低沈的迴盪
哪來激情的高亢
盡情的吟唱吧
我們終將諳出
天使的樂章

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:48:37 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 9 日 星期三 【晴】

Feelings: happy

Planning to go shopping on Saturday morning. Teresa's having her 5th birthday on 20th this month. Searched the word store website, but didn't find anything that I am fond of for her birthday gift.

This little girl is the daughter of my viola teacher. Lovable!

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:51:08 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】

Feelings: Frowny

I've once asked my mentor & my dearest pal how much they earn an hour, so I can pay them to hang out with me for an hour. I know they are busy.

I've often heard that the most wanted gift of a child is TIME/ATTENTION from their parents. And the gifts given by parents are usually MATERIALISM instead. Sure I understand as parents, they need to make a living.

This evening I managed to drop 7 letters for 7 children, deeply thanks God for that! Six sponsored by CCBC and one myself. I wanted to give up this time to send them mails and wait for the next mail out, coz I am busy too. Though I don't earn a living, I've got my schedule to fulfill.

I feel like I am a busy parent too, to my sponsored child, I didn't give her much attention.

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:52:13 AM GMT+8

2007 年 5 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

Feelings: Contented

Check this out ...

http://www.joycemeyer.org/


8 May 2007, my second time to drop a word to the author Joyce Meyer. I am reading her book this afternoon - it's entitled "Approval Addiction". I love her life stories & experiences, her sharing is very touching, and I often feel comforted listening to her preaching/reading her books.

I came across a real story of Charles & Esther Darrow this evening. Charles dreamt of being a millionary. Yet one day he and his wife lost their jobs. Charles allowed Esther to leave him because of the bankrupt-like situation, but Esther didn't and keep cheering Charles to continue dream. Somehow later on, Charles & Esther made fantasy of being rich, pretented to buy houses and cars. Just DREAMING they were rich. They also put this fantasy on a board and made it as a game.

They proposed this game to "toy" companies.... AND this couple is credited for inventing MONOPOLY!

>>May 15, 2007 at 3:52:40 AM GMT+8