2007 年 8 月 29 日 星期三 【晴】

我是男生！

昨天拉返第一首協奏曲後，今天拉第一首被我接觸的無伴奏組曲 Bach ．很多的記憶浮現出來，especially 穌加軍的教導．他常常叮囑著，要我想自己為男孩子．他說，在聽音樂會時，要聽到馮凱樺的琴聲．

>>August 30, 2007 at 1:22:28 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

Telemann ：1999 年時拿這首作品去參賽．很不明白為何皇家音樂考試局會把這首作品列入為七級的考試曲目，看起來，三級左右的學生們都能拉到吧！

昨天與我的琴共渡了一整天，十分的開心！其中一個小時，我再次拉返一些以前拉過的作品．有大一大二時考試的曲目，也有初學琴時的 Concerto in G 等等．我想我進步了．雖然在現有的譜上，我仲有很多 struggling areas，但當我拉返以前的作品，我感受到我的手比以前靈活得多了．上的把位都有把握，更識得聽音準，捉 d 高音捉得好左．

弦樂這門東西，進步裡可以是很微小的．習琴十年了，盼望在來臨十年裡，我能去到 Advance 的階段吧！

>>August 29, 2007 at 6:52:48 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

昨天得知第一堂的 powerpoint 沒有聲後．對不起，我想哭．

今天 MSN 裡有 virus，害到了我的朋友仔．我想哭，對不起各位．



八月四日．澳門．
那天晚上作了我們的預演音樂會．我心知，那會是近幾年最後的一場音樂會．

我要走了．離開澳門．

那時正等待公車，家瑋行過，停下來，與我聊了一會．

我哭了．

他借了他的肩膀．

他那沒言有行為的安慰．．．真的感受到很真誠．

>>August 26, 2007 at 11:01:04 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

是感動

是感受

　　　　　XXX



今晚只是想開一開一個 WORD document．可惜 S 仔慢得要命．

>>August 24, 2007 at 12:59:05 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

澳門青年交響樂團回澳門不久，二十八日就會舉行另一場音樂會，當中有 soloist 李傳韻：

http://www.violinist-chuanyunli.com/eng/time.asp

今日問一問戈邊有什麼可以幫忙．．．

之後就接左一單翻譯：李傳韻的英文簡介

昨日在火車上也 evaluate 下自己．

在教會的事奉當中，mentor 不時都有提有教 boundaries．

在吃飯，打波之類的活動中，我可以有十萬個原因推您

在一些我不太熱心的事工當中，我都可以．

在樂團日夜的工作，我的付出比正常的多了．是 inbalance．

以前做 LIFE 都是一樣．

我想，在那裡，我真的有 HEART．


I LOVE LIFE & YSO

>>August 22, 2007 at 4:32:46 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

IELTS preparation test in progress!

黃昏回家時又感覺很累～　撞鬼～　回來了幾天都未 recover ！

吃完了晚飯就開始做 IELTS listening．取到 Band 7，not bad．不過太多careless mistakes！

下次做得小心一些應該會取高分一點！

我想我只是擔心當日會 overslept and/or feel sleepy during the test！

剛完成 Reading 部分感到做得很差．份 paper 有難道！！！我又沒心機做～　

最後以 Band 6 埋單，之後先知原來是 Academic paper，真的不容易．



收到消息，青交到了香港，晚上十一時就坐船回澳門！

>>August 21, 2007 at 2:14:53 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kiss_mily/sets/72157601532939414/

Upload 了樂團 - 澳洲之旅的相．



今早不能 login 入 YAHOO．他們說我的 ID/password 是 invalid．我用左八年喇個 account！點會 login 錯呢！希望很快可以 login 返～　入面有太多重要的 e-mail！昨天 upload 相時先知 YAHOO Album 會關門大吉，所以我 switch 了去 Flickr．

回到 Melbourne 第三天，我仍然未想 unpack 我的行李箱．星期六落機後就被人車左返教會．那裡有三位朋友都說我瘦了．．．

>>August 20, 2007 at 12:20:48 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

I wondered how hard it is for Moses to lead the Israelite to the Promised Land.



A new committee was formed yesterday, mostly are the members who are studying in overseas. We are having a headache in leading 99 people to go through custom. Some issues arise as we are taking the ferry from Macau to CLK...

The day before we just can't figure out how to bring thousandssss of cash to Oz. Catering 99 people, if one meal per person is $20, we actually need to bring lots and lots of money. I don't know why Macau doesn't issue Travel's cheque...

I helped a teacher to book a flight from Brisbane to Hobart, I searched and found that the flight DJ7O5 that I would like to book for him is SOLD OUT. After checking, I found out that it was YSO who has booked out the flight...

I've got my 5th black coloured pants last evening. We are meeting the Chief Executive today and suddenly our director asked us to wear black pants. Mine is in Oz...

Once again, I experienced that organising a trip isn't THAT DIFFICULT, the most troublesome issues are PEOPLE!

>>August 3, 2007 at 12:01:05 AM GMT+8

2007 年 7 月 28 日 星期六 【晴】

Thanks God for the blessing!

We had a meeting in our rehearsal venue last evening. I was able to deliver/share many information about Australia. It was a bit scary, as some of the parents of our orchestra members joined us.

Few things that I've known in the meeting...

The orchestra members will pay Patacas $2500 for the trip. And the flight fares will be paid by the government. Also the SBS Youth Orchestra, QLD Youth Orchestra will be paying our accommodation & transportation cost. While the government in Macao send us a doctor to go with us. The doctor will bring some of the equipments from the emergency to assist us if we get unwell. I heard that there will be a journalist from Macao Daily joining us too! He will be taking down notes & reporting our trip!

This is the 10th anniversary of Macau Youth Symphony Orchestra, we are on posters, concerts, TV & radio program. I feel so great to be able to participate this event! Celebrity feel!

A sister told me that when I have decided to come back for orchestra, surely there will be a lost in something else. Truly... a delay in applying PR, time, temper, giving up in other things...

I remembered that previously I would try to go home for all my meals. However, when mom asked if I'll be back for lunch/dinner, if there is a reason, I will reject to come home. Yesterday I had my dinner at 10-ish, cup noodle ya... and the day before, 9-ish... And I have ignored the fact that I am "required" to be home before 12am. There's too much to be involved in a concert tour to Oz and the guys working in the orchestra office is very very busy. I stayed in the office 'til 12am and help them with the work. And return to work at 8-9am the following day. This had never happened before.

Indeed, I haven't chat with mom deeply lately. Sunday's scheduled to rehearse at 2pm. Mom asked me to go for breakfast, however, I've got church and she rejected to come with me too. The other day an aunt asked me to talk with dad about the PR. I did informed dad that I will apply for PR, but I haven't yet reassure him that wht happen next/his daugher is still there. How does the parents feel when the child leaves FOR GOOD? I don't know.

YSO > family & friends... One thing I am uncertain - my time. Deep inside I know I have planned not to be in Macao for 2 years, and I know well that this 12-day journey is a rare chance to meet my friends & family members... I promised grandma for yum cha, but I am not motivated to wake up early in the morning. On the other hand, we have rehearsals until 10pm, I have no way to date my friends for dinner. I am not sure... I don't want to take leave from YSO, as I am already very late for rehearsing the program, they have rehearsed for 2+ months already...

To mom, actually, it is worst than her daughter being in Oz.

We are going to China 5 days later, then with a day rest & depart for Oz.

>>July 28, 2007 at 11:53:38 PM GMT+8

2007 年 7 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】

Emily,
可以的話,可否早點回來幫忙!謝謝!

Kelly



very busy.

I need to give a talk in the parents-meeting for the concert tour.

>>July 25, 2007 at 1:47:26 AM GMT+8