2010 年 5 月 31 日 星期一 【晴】

Where am I?

有些 confuse 我現在在那兒...

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收到一封 e-mail 回應

兩個字 "please reconsider"

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>>June 1, 2010 at 4:32:34 AM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】

XXX ......Eating and drinking, unauthorized photography, audio and video recording are forbidden in the auditorium. ...... XXX

JC has once said, "if you get 2 things done in a day, you are already doing good." His words are very comforting. Many times I can get 3-4 things done in a normal working day. So his words are not only comforting but encouraging to me!

OH well, one last project today was to do an announcement recording for my colleague, it will be used in the rest of our concerts. The English script was prepared by myself in 2009 and she has the Chinese script. Originally we scheduled the recording for Monday but then she asked today if I can make it earlier. I said fine, feeling uncomfortable with the Chinese script though.

I went to a room, locked myself and begin the recording. Once, twice, third, fourth. Finally I have mastered myself the Chinese version of the announcement. However, I got marked up in the English script!!! Ever ever ever that I am so proud of my fluent English (among non-native speakers!) and ever I have made up such announcement that my colleague doesn't know those words "unauthorized/ forbidden"... I now get trapped with my "creation"!

I found it funny, as I wasn't able to find some place to pause for some air inhale for that sentence:

"Eating and drinking" - "unauthorized photography" "and" "audio & video" - recording, .... lastly with the rhyming "forbidden" & "auditorium". My readers, try to read the sentence a few times, with an announcement tone, you may get what I mean. Remember that is only the 2nd last sentence in the whole script!

I have recorded myself 24 times in one hour. If I have more time, I would like to record again!!! However, since I am not fond of leaving the office on time, I left after running overtime for 30 minutes.

Wanna bring back some uncompromising perfectionism back to my world... :P

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I was listening to SOP worship and praise just now. Lying on bed, wanting to take a nap. I desired to use the time for practising viola, but I don't have any more energy. I am super sleepy now. Just I am forcing myself to stay awake, I am drinking coke, to get the cafferine and nicotine to flow in my blood. Please, at least I need to prepare for the orchestra tomorrow. Let me be alive again!

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Sheng told me tonight that his course is now FINISHED!!! He has one exam and one 問心事 to go before his baptism! May the Lord lead him! He told me he planned to propose after his baptism, which, we first expected to be in December 2010. Whatever, may we have a nice walk all through.

Yesterday 約左牧師，he and his wife is fine to meet me and Sheng in June. Oh so good! 其實~ 我超想有人同我們同行！

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姐姐明天試 make-up，她自己一個人去，what a pity!

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工作跟永恆是沒有關係！

我會記得說這話，提醒我的人！

>>May 29, 2010 at 2:58:10 PM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 27 日 星期四 【晴】

e-mail sent

如果我告訴您我要離職, 而在離開時又對您說, 日後有事可找我, 這裡是否有 conflict？

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>>May 28, 2010 at 9:28:33 AM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 27 日 星期四 【晴】

While I was trying to sleep last night, I made a draft on my mind for a resignation letter. Maybe it's a great time to resign, anyhow I have been there for 7 years.

Frankly I am not convinced why would I choose to stop it. Yet I also don't know why I can make up a 90% valid reason to leave at this time.

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As my Oz gym instructor says "Don't think it, Just do it"!

>>May 28, 2010 at 3:07:44 AM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】

感謝主！

十日後的一活動，今日已預備了 99%！

這幾天跟另一合作同事談我們來臨的節目，他看起來很恐懼！其實，我都知，我們工作的 attitude 大可以嚇走他！哈哈！願主給我智慧帶領他！

正當今年的事情不再是”第一次”，我做起來更有把握！更知道自己要什麼．滿足感比上年來得早，來得多！

祈求主安排人手～　接班 :P ~

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跟爸的主要的話是這樣：

工作多野做？

係．

有幾多人做？

1個．

您要找多 D 幫手！or 您會走唔到！

吓．您想我去請人？

找 d 學生．

呀．我幹的，比較機密．．．

這對話已有幾個月．問題沒有變，回應也沒有．爸很想我走．我，很想忠心吧了！

>>May 25, 2010 at 8:40:59 AM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 19 日 星期三 【晴】

大能！！！

上月因本公主想靚 d ～　就洗多左錢在美容方面～　又因交 yoga & coffee class 的學費．．．攪到今個月的我心慌慌用錢！上個月開始儲蓄定期，我有小許不習慣每月用小幾千大元呢！可能您未見過我洗錢洗得勁，不過，我一出手就可以用曬 d 糧，嘩哈哈！仲有我 d 思鄉 IDD 電話，赴港船票．．．

表姐最近訢說自己的工作悶悶不樂，日日見到的都是離婚 case，or 影響心情的 case．見我經常出差，很想像我這樣！媽回應她，我開開心心到處行，不過工資就遠遠不及她的！作個打工仔or 向理想出發好呢？

這兩天收到學生的學習費，出差費，姊姊開門利是．．．更有朋友請飲 tea，請吃飯！Must give credits to my Lord!!! He provides! *i will monitor my expenses more seriously*

>>May 20, 2010 at 9:49:54 AM GMT+8

2010 年 5 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

昨天在港，幫手wedding．

作為 musician，史無前例用了 20 分鐘去練習就出 show．
作為 Annkie 的姊妹團一員，我下午也偷偷離開大隊，同左我 vo+ce 的姊妹小聚．

哈．

>>May 16, 2010 at 12:17:12 PM GMT+8

2010 年 4 月 26 日 星期一 【晴】

我要一支火槍！

今晚吃完飯，就行街，找一支火槍。是一支小型槍，用於 latte art，燒一燒 d sugar。

去了幾間 camp shop 都找不到合用的。Sheng 就話廣洲應該有，回去上網看看呢！

剛他傳來兩條 link，online shop 中有曬我上 course 見過的用具！我最想要個打 milk 器，可自己整到 milk foam！

YAY!

and THANK YOU my dear friend！I can do some practise in the office!

>>April 27, 2010 at 4:03:34 PM GMT+8

2010 年 4 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

I hate where I was born!!!

Mom asked me to check about the community benefits for grandma. Suppose she shall receive some pocket money... Just then we discussed the social security fund of our place too. Employer & employee need to pay to this fund every month. So every month I didn't get ALL my income. Mom told me that I cannot get back my benefits/ the funds I have saved if 1) I stop working; 2) I leave for Australia.

Oh!!! Is this robbery =_=''

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It annoys me very much - the laws here are either in Chinese or Portuguese. I found it so difficult to understand my benefit and my role here. Everyone here seems to know who, what, when, where to go. I even don't know if I need to pay tax/ or if I have had already paid my tax...

When I enter Australia, someone guides me and let me know what I need to know. When I am about to leave uni, we have talks and seminars advising what do to.

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Have I already broken the law un-noticed?

>>April 26, 2010 at 3:37:16 PM GMT+8

2010 年 4 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

I almost cried after my lesson. Didn't do well. Being too careful & not confident enough. Haven't experience this feeling for quite some time...

being upset when I think myself not up to a certain standard.

Sheng asked how long have I been learning this coffee thing.

"The 2nd lesson." was my answer.

At the moment, I am pretty sure it's my perfectionism trying to regain its power.

>>April 26, 2010 at 3:00:38 PM GMT+8