2012 年 11 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

show至此餘6場

心情近幾天不知是否休演之故
放輕鬆了
雖說如此,心中還是有很多問題搞不清楚

先後跟好友說了近況
秘密要多人守才穩.......不過肯定最後知道的不會多於十人
哈哈哈哈

問題太多了......

>>November 7, 2012 at 3:47:05 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

good show

omg............
cant believe.........

maybe i m tooooooo naive

anyway, originally ok for the day
only question: reli dun understand y....... bad from my eyes mayb gd in others' eyes?

insist to b gd n nice!
anyway, not wt i want no need to feel so nervous la, right?
blessing mayb

hahahaha
still a bit grey, but learn to accept
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mk late supper mic sin
drink in prince edward

chelsea vs mu

>>October 31, 2012 at 10:09:51 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】

bad bad bad day
kept thinking of grey sides

bad mood
bad temper

low eq

taken a risk
but i chose to trust my guts
it did pay off
at least i felf better aferwards........
.........
......
.......till i reconsider what quality is
who would like mr. nice nice now?

so.........I must have poisoned by HK education
who said being gd is gd? nonsense!
but i decided to continue, this is my belief anyway

>>October 30, 2012 at 6:50:48 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

just afraid i m doing something wrong again
am I suppressing my feelings?

Dear Lord
What is your will on me?
What can I do? What should I do?
Why is life always so hard?
Why is it so miserble for being nice?

I tried to escape
but you will know you cannot always escape
I really thought I can have my own fairy tale
Where is my princess
"Oops, sorry, you are not the Prince, NEVER"

that's it. Reality,
Cruel. True.

Its nothing under my control anyway

Better man

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

>>October 29, 2012 at 5:43:46 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

梁漢文 (Edmond Leung) - 正氣歌

曲/編/監: 郭偉亮
詞: 黃偉文

踏著實地做了廿年 發覺與理想很遠 我卻笑笑許個願
但願日後又過廿年 我信仰最終不變 我正氣永不折斷
成敗確實難計算 誰亦有觀點
其實我但求心安 這齣戲再難也努力演

現在就像父母預言 世界到某一關鍵 會試探我的志願
現實就是辣了又甜 有愛也有些討厭 行情能隨時逆轉
即使周遭非樂園 你我也要夠健全
好的心地不要受損
宗旨鬆開了就完

但願天真如傻瓜 明晨的苦明晨怕
還能笑 無視我再跌入泥巴
天幫不幫我也罷
但願天真成奇芭 傳承這失傳文化
我沒籌碼 還是確信做人是老實無價
同伴已將我變賣 我又能嗎
還騎著它往上爬

像做壞事被發現前 暗裡似有所虧欠 怕看某某的正面
若事事用捷徑做完 勝了也怕遭挑戰 如何贏才是重點
只想匆匆幾十年 晚晚帶笑去入眠
即使一天衰老入院
一生不羞愧地完

但願天真如傻瓜 明晨的苦明晨怕
還能笑 無視我再跌入泥巴
天幫不幫我也罷
但願天真成奇芭 傳承這失傳文化
我沒籌碼 還是確信做人是老實無價
同伴已登上對岸 我未曾化
仍緩慢的往上爬
成名若果有代價 還情願一世像蟻 慢慢爬

>>October 29, 2012 at 6:29:03 AM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

諷刺

太太太太太戲劇性了吧?

>>October 28, 2012 at 4:53:17 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 25 日 星期四 【晴】

another tough day

oh my god
are u kidding me?y me?
what can i do?
hey mr nice guy, there's always trade off for being nice
but u get used to it, right?

woow, really cant believe such dramatic moves are actually happening in reality

maybe yes,
concentrate and focus on what I am doing

and God will show my way

>>October 25, 2012 at 7:35:13 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 24 日 星期三 【晴】

suffering

God's test for me?
How? How to deal with it?
I can find nowhere to share nor express this feeling

First of all, I have to learn hiding it from my face
this is already a tough task for me
as an actor, I have to be open
Is it a mistake for me to act "i m fine"?

Secondly, its just all yourself you can blame
this is reality
welcome to this cruel world Willis Wong
How can you expect a beginner to win a trophy?

Time does matter.
Too much time makes me think too much
However when I am hell busy like this
I still thought too much
I need time for sports, I need time for games, I need time for friends
then maybe I will think less

It's really wierd to have such feeling

>>October 24, 2012 at 6:41:00 PM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

another bad day
bad
bad
bad

physically exhausted, lack of sleep
mentally paralysed, too much thinking

feel sad for derrick
but the coversation between the police and him is reli a master piece!

nice talk with sysban and 3b
but.......problem still there
reli wanna hv a chat with dor

pray pray and pray
God, please lead my way

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>>October 21, 2012 at 9:42:55 AM GMT+8

2012 年 10 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

another harsh n tough day
roller coaster up n downssss

interschool swimming finals
proud to be a diocesan
just missed c grade for grand slam!

watched drama in shatin
bad news from lolam
thought a lot during the show
LIFE IS REALLY HARD
I hv to get tougher, stay stronger
or does it means i have to hide part of me?
i am no longer a child, I hv to be independent
I have to be reliable too
maybe i shouldn't type this kind of diary anymore....
at least wont publish it publicly

reli feel so sad for the sad news, ripples can easily become waves, when there is wind.
I have to get myself more ready, for any unexpected news
my eq is still badddddddddddddddddddd
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btw, i reli miss my Uni days in shatin.....
memories flushed when i was there
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FUCK
I did a silly thing
definitely out of my expectation
I should handle it with care
it's my fault, I cant believe i committed such mistake
sorry, to both victims.
sorry, to myself.......how can u be that careless and foolish
think before u act, especially for things u r not supposed to do! damndamndamndamn!!!!>.<

run through
nice run!
for myself technically not satisfied
but i reli like the scene seven, I dun have to pour in much of my own thing and the mood is already there
tears just dropped
time
50 years
i doubt if lam pak is that sincere, 50 years
If it's Willis Wong 1 month ago, doubtless, I will see Lam Pak a similar projection of myself.
but now............
LOVE IS NEVER EASY

am really glad that received complement from script writter
be frank, I dont have a tight grasp of my character
I wish I can keep it.

SPECIAL THANKS
Spencer Chau, I really found it hard.......
hard to find someone I trust, knows me well, and free to listen to me

>>October 19, 2012 at 5:39:48 PM GMT+8