2002 年 11 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

Originally,today I were very happy while singing K with my classmates...but then...I thought of many past things again...my ex-luv and my dad....ha....好白痴ar~~~.....and I even dropped a few tears...useless.. >_<; luckily...nobody noticed that!
--> Feel very lonesome these days!

>>November 7, 2002 at 2:36:29 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

Connie,I'm sorry that I've made u felt bored this afternoon ar~Also, hope that your voice will be okay tmr la~
My fellow classmates, thx for giving me a great time this afternoon~ho happy ar!And,Desmond...you did sing very well ar~~if we have singing contest,u must join it ga!!!I do ur little fan ar~haha!
Tmr I will go to 長洲 will my schoolmates~hope that we will have a great time there la~and know more friends with that sci class!haha~so many boys in that class ar~~~

>>November 7, 2002 at 2:28:28 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

Po,Thx for ur caring~I'm ok la...but have a cold today lor....poor ar....U lei?!Have your heart been recovered?!Hope that U are having a good time~Miss u a lot!Call me anytime U want!Take care of urself!

>>November 4, 2002 at 1:11:15 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

I've got sick la~~Too bad!!! It must be somebody is cursing me~~Poor me!!! I've used up about 7 bags of tissues la...become a "Red Nose" girl~That's why I cant be concentrated today and feel terriblely tired!Really dunt have much energy to work...my Eco test tmr must be dreadful la coz I cant study any tonight...the pills make me very sleepy ar~~~ hope that the pervious study can help me to pass it!
---> Dunno why,I suddenly has a very bad temper these days...I also can't control myself~hai.... >_<

>>November 4, 2002 at 1:08:54 PM GMT+8

2002 年 11 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

To YOU:
如果我沉默 你以為我不愉快
於是你說話 心情卻 比我壞
如果我微笑 你以為我在期待
於是你無奈 勉強的 走過來
難道 你愛我的日子很難捱
我愛你就變成無賴
是不是 太愛你反而不能相愛
如果我走開 你以為我受傷害
像一個小孩 等著你 的關懷
如果我感慨 好像在擔心未來
你就有壓力 不得不 表白 想離開
如果我存在 會讓你好不自在
是你太殘忍 還是我 太失敗
如果我離開 好讓你自由自在
每一步距離 都有我 最溫柔 的悲哀
From Naive Gil

>>November 3, 2002 at 5:26:56 AM GMT+8

2002 年 10 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

Still cant be very concentrated on study ......but it's better than be4......start to think of many past things...it seems that my dad is really still in this world and is around me......though i wanna see him again....but I'm very very afraid of my dad....especially if I see him in dreams!I always wake up when I have such dreams~~~~~I feel that I've changed a lot....but I also cant tell what have I changed....the most conspicuous thing is:I become more and more taciturn......
Desmond...Thx for your msg....I will think about it deeply!Hope that U are happy everyday!And dunt be ABS anymore!Add oil on study~~~~
Today....I saw a robbery....but cant help.....coz when i noticed it...the thief has already gone away!

>>October 29, 2002 at 2:03:44 PM GMT+8

2002 年 10 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

Today~Quite happy in the morning~Coz I've a 靚靚 gea new hair style with a little curve look~~hehe~~I've made this for a quite long time la!But....d同學仔就好似唔多覺咁lor...or maybe they dunt wanna talk too much la~~~hehe~~~~I'm sure that they noitced it gea~~~~~coz some of they did take a look to it ar~~~~好開心呀~換o左髮型仲可以同靚仔講野tim!But I dunno his name ar~

>>October 29, 2002 at 1:51:42 PM GMT+8

2002 年 10 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

I become very lazy these few days...I've lost all the motivation!I cant concentrate on study anymore...I've come to the extremity!I've lost my orientation!...Dunno what am I doing now...Would anyone help me?!
During these few depraved days...I've thought of my first love---Andrew!Miss him a lot...dunno if he's fine or not!And I suddenly think that I do wanna start dating with a guy now...no matter who...only if he loves me!But this idea went away very soon as it's impossible~What's a silly thought!I'm too stupid~~um...Actually...I do want somebody that can always stay with me and care me as I discovered that alone is really very fearsome!
...Dunt write la...Really wanna concentrate on study now!Hope that I can do so!...
Today,I've met Tracy,she looks younger ar~chatting with her made me feeling less stressful!Thx Tracy!
Also,thx Victor and 3T ar!3T,U must add oil on study~If u have any Maths that U dunno,U can ask me and I will try my best to help U!As for Victor,haha,dunno what to say...btw...I do remember U and miss u a lot~Take care of yourself and work harder on study!I will always support U!
One more...Alfred...I'm so sorry that I always bother U and bring U lots of troubles...also,I always disturb your study...I feel very apologetic about it...hope that U will forgive me!Btw,strive for your targets!Boundless support for YOU!

>>October 27, 2002 at 12:47:44 PM GMT+8

2002 年 10 月 22 日 星期二 【晴】

今日好黑呀~放學去食飯果時竟然o係樓梯"線"親...好彩只有幾個熟o既朋友仔見到o者...不過極痛呀~仲整濕晒條裙仔tim... >.<
呢排為take & drop科搞到勁煩....不過終於決定o左take 3AL...haha...tell u later what are they once it's permitted by the school!
Psy test 有14/20好開心呀,因為我預o左抄o既..coz I've chosen the one that I dunno how to do...too bad!I will try my best to have a better result next time!
The coming two weeks are test weeks ar~~need to do more study la!Really hope that I can have good results in the tests la!
而家開始討厭搭地鐵...maybe..becoz I dunt like do anything alone la.....and even taking the mtr alone....I hate alone ar~~~

>>October 23, 2002 at 3:07:49 PM GMT+8

2002 年 10 月 14 日 星期一 【晴】

唉...Psy個test chose錯問題,攪到日溫夜溫都係得個桔!...真慘~唔緊要喇,而家有Miss隻跳跳虎做reinforement,黎緊個PsyTest我要做第一!!!而家讀十幾科,好辛苦呀~3AL+3AS+7CE...攪到得閒死都唔得閒病呀~點都好喇,再辛苦我都會撐落去咖~因為阿爸想我入到U,所以我一定要好努力!Maybe I cant be the first in school...but I will try my very BEST!所有好朋友仔,多謝你o地每個o既支持呀!你o地自己都要畀心機讀書呀~知道嘛?!
哈哈...之前真係好想去拍拖...但係...我諗我可能真係少少時間都抽唔到出黎for dating lor...coz我連休息o既時間都冇乜...>.<
有時真係好懷疑自己真係大個女...定係仲好幼稚,唔夠成熟...maybe I'm really sometimes naive la!

>>October 15, 2002 at 2:14:05 PM GMT+8