應該怪自己大懵>>再一次display wrong messages to the public~查實今日(11/9)邊處見到太陽丫~襟錯掣或自己a穻菑v~"晴天"喎!! (o的雨根本成日冇停過)
~~ 而心入面有一場雨都落o左好耐、好耐~睇怕都有成個月喇!! 心入面很矛盾，很酸，很無奈和不知所措...百感交雜~ 奈何卻啥也做不到(甚至是不能做>>因只會弄巧成拙) 但我真想小妮子明白:一切一切也是出於對朋友的關心而已~絕無其他 為何現在會變成這樣? 是否真的冇得救了? (什麼都完了?)
>>From today's (9/11) Memoriam Programmes
I know everyone have got their basic instinct to do something without the needs of being rewarded
eg. Firemen's basic instinct is to save lives and put out the fire; Police's basic instinct is to cope with crime; Paramedic's or Doctor's basic instinct is to kill dieaeses and save lives; Women's basic instinct may be to be a good mother and a good wife; to me, my basic instinct maybe is to care about the others(esp. those I considered as friends) ... So, do you know what i mean? But somehow if anyone pretended that I am transparent (esp. my "best" friends) I may become 不聞不問 or ...
I don't like things go this way!!
I Want to Care about All I Considered WORTH to Care with... You Know you are already one of my best friends, and i know want to see such relationship would change, even reversed..
It's hard for me to see(notice that) some bodies' cry ...
好傻仔<但我可就是這麼傻仔...
I would sad too if someone i do care feel sad!
I do want to help! I am perpared to help at any moment, please let me know and don't ignore me or pretended that i am transparent!! (We used to be friends; and we do talk a lot in the past > on everything. Could it be happen again?)
Thanks for now.com.hk & TV標 that i can watch some videos from Beyond, esp. on Mr.Koma Wong Ka Kui in the programme called Beyond's Summer Fever (Beyond 放暑假) which was 11 years ago.
When i watch those episodes again, i feel so glad and i feel so sad as i can no longer see a real Koma... I don't want to see if i really miss you too! Can we still be friends? In Facts, I don't realy know "What Hell I done wrong to you?" ~ Unless care about someone you like, someone like your friends, your partners, your family etc ... is a GUILT
On the other hand, i do think you are really a clever girl and do got a clever mother too!!
So, why should you blame that you look so alike with her呢? You are from your parents! So, of course you two look alike, some appear in their appearences, some alike on their personalities, and some...... So no need to ... ma^^
(多事!)
So, infact I really know know what i should to and what power i got that I can talk to you like that>> So, I think I better SHUT UP! (at least for a moment)
~ 不知所云,有咩得罪的話~請諒!
~ 開口埋口都話自己珍惜什麼、珍惜什麼...其實我根本可能連什麼叫"珍惜"也搞不清!!!
>>September 11, 2002 at 4:57:58 PM GMT+8
2002 年 9 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】
AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE
AMANI NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA NAKUPENDA WE WE
"The Sun is Shinging We should be Making HAY
But we're...
Victory is EMPTY There are lessons in Defeat
But we're...
Make HAY Not War Make HAY Not War Make HAY Not War Or else we're done for And we're d from the w down ...
Make HAY Not War Make HAY Not War Make HAY Not War Or else...
The SUN is Shinging" ~Catatonia>> "Dead from the Waist Down"
One Year has Gone>> Remember what you were doing when that tragedy happens (I ...)
From the TV broadcast that night and so to Now >>
The World seem to be so Small ~And We seem to be all connected ~ In Memory of the Twins Towers of the WTC and those who lost their lives for saving some bodies' I do want to delicate some lyric to them (hope they could listen or read this somewhere else >hope there's no language conflict)
『千般百股暖流 從你關心的說話
深深感激一切 我一生記心中
在急風撲面而來 迷失中找到你
我的心不須驚怕 有你伴我身邊
風吹雨打過程 成我一生的鍛練
不懂哭泣衝刺 有歡呼有歌聲
讓心窩熾熱未來 人生中總有愛
以雙手驅走黑暗 有願望有星光
Repeat* 』Beyond~總有愛
~From the view of those who Lost their Parents FOREVER (the number is over 10,000)
To All New Yorkers>>
『* 仍然是要闖
似昨日一樣
未懼別人在說多麼理想
仍然是愛想像
感覺再度開始當初那樣一起唱
將一切努力與絕望 全忘掉 全混帳
# 總跟你路途上衝過
無論有幾多荊棘坎坷
互助守望 共渡風浪 縱是滄桑
(I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU)
總跟你熱情地響往
難到困腦不敢於擔當
越是失望 越是希望
我會甘心看一看
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記得第一次知道什麼叫“默哀”o既時候是一九八九年六月...第二次默哀是在拉賓(前以色列總理,不是拉登)遇弒後>時為1995年~結果證明中東和平真的遙遙無期...第三、四次是在Princess Diana and Mother Teresa 身故之後...第五次>>或許就是911(這個永不磨滅的日子)
*上述並無包括燭光晚會時所作的默哀* 冼拿和家駒魂歸時亦不曾默哀
真不想再因啥而要再一次又一次的默哀...
“Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those time of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home
Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don’t know what to do
The memory of love will see you through
Oh, love to some is like a could
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don’t know
Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of change
Like a fire when it’s cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you”~Perhaps Love by Mr. John Denver
I Can't Imagine What'll It Be "If Tomorrow Never Comes"
so "Make Hay Not War" may be the Best Solution ~
話時話:九月都幾多人生日
>>繼有就o黎牛一(in a few minutes)o既張 敏,早兩日有AlanLi,一星期前有Hiki啦,開學日(1/9)有"梁寬">梁歡、劉文傑,13/9有WadeCheung,23/9有江智恆,930有MandyYeung & VincentFung, 921有阿昌, 911仲有Ｍoby...(唱歌o果個)....等等等等 (hope 冇遺漏)
寡人在此恭joke咁多位【年年都有今日 歲歲都有今朝 恭喜你 恭喜你】身體健康 心想事成 la and Sth LIKE THAT la...
PS:聽日可以試下用ＣＡＴＡＴＯＮＩＡ來鬧醒寡人,好野>>不過, 其實 deJay (The Pancakes)都唔錯^^
>>September 9, 2002 at 3:50:37 PM GMT+8
2002 年 9 月 8 日 星期日 【晴】
Eliza有"昆水"之嫌>>She asked me to bring a CD but she 竟可以冇o左件事 ~ 唉! But都好,聽日唔駛去Parklane (兩邊走)>>SUPERB!
今日寡人覺得自己好勁~隨o左上堂,柄埋o係圖書館,同埋o係"學生"屋企之外~由朝早九點至晚黑八點半都o係條街到行...好爽.晏晝重"陪人行左兩個幾鐘~搵左十幾間惠康同百佳~貼告示***間住用八分鐘由置樂飛去Parklane上堂...(寡人冇八人大轎ma~況且寡人喜歡行~不喜坐四個轆,六個轆,同埋八個轆>ie.巴士,taxi,輕鐵是也>>)
"誤完子弟"後,又因趕不到直抵御所的"non-私人專驅"~505... 又再一次徒步回家...更再一次證明鄙人不易忍手~又買了一隻碟(今次係"Greatest CATATONIA Hits")
~其實重有好多好多隻想買,冇計,要儲$$$陪娘親明年回 "Kalimantan" ~不過亦使寡人想起今日同VICKY鬥窮>>我真的很窮...不然就不用"誤人子弟"La^^好玩咩?!
ps:寡人在此多謝今日o果三個傻仔傻女陪不才....行!
Vicky者Vicky Tang也(new friend),but i like Joey Tang(鄧健明)more, ya it"s Joey Tang, not Joey Yung, but i also like Joey Leung(梁榮忠)ga^^
ps2: Johnny兄(要寡人陪他巡幸屯門超市者是也)話
www.co-tutor.com (學研社)有"純"野~if any 7A classmates still looking for job (as a tutor)Please search there!! and 時代補習tel為96295932
係咁! (祝大家好運^^)
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弟子不才~忘了今天是【敬師日】>>
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