2005 年 7 月 8 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

Today's interview was a mess again.
The prinicipal did not believe my reason for leaving St Clare's.
She even tricked me to find out the real reason.
Of course I won't tell her even I really want to tell everyone
IT WAS BECAUSE OF DARTH SIDIOUS.
THAT OLD WITCH TORTURED ME FOR A WHOLE YEAR!!!!

Anyway, I don't care what the result would be.
I don't wanna teach in this school.
I don't wanna face the same type of principal again.
You know the 「笑騎騎，放毒蛇」type.

After the interview, went to yum cha with my bf.
We haven't yum cha together for a long long time.
It was great!!!

>>July 9, 2005 at 2:30:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

FREE LUNCH AGAIN!!! THX AH YEE!!!

Received a call from Lau Pak Lok Secondary School asking me to have a 2nd interview.
Should I go???
I mean, after all, I dislike teaching Chinese Language or I am not able to.
I don't think the students in this school can handle learning PA in English.
So I will get a great pressure on improving their learning performance.
And I think or feel that the students are no better than those in my current school.
I really don't wanna repeat my tragedy.

What if they ask me to sign contract right after the 2nd interview???
(Sorry, I seem to be too confident on it. Yes, they may not want me but what if they do???)
How should I respond?
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Everyone says I am too silly to refuse believing the truth.
I am just too worry.

>>July 9, 2005 at 2:15:03 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 6 日 星期三 【乍寒還暖】

Who said there's no free lunch in the world.
I just got 3 these days.
My Tuesday's lunch was paid by 3 F.4 students.
My Wednesday's lunch was paid by my panel head/ the school???(Whoever, the main point is IT IS FREE!!! HAHAHA!!!)
Today's lunch was paid by the staff fund.
And Miss Ho said she will buy me a lunch next monday. YEAH!!!

2 interviews today.
Really exhausted!!!
The first one needed a teaching demonstration.
The funny thing is they asked me to teach in a conference room.
With no computer or blackboard!!!
Of course I requested to change the place.

The second one was a group interview.
Shared my teaching experience again.
I got a lot to share again.
Well, to tell the truth, this year I learnt a lot of teaching skills from my (weak) students.
Their zero input made me adjust my teaching.
I really know how to make everything easy to understand.
Should I give them presents???
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A former student (from St Clare's) sent me a message and encourage me to continue teaching.
IT'S SO TOUCHING!!!
See??? That's why I wanna be a teacher.
Students are always my force to move on.
Thanks to all students who love and care me (even I am a bad-temper teacher, haha).
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Is it a dream???
I still can't believe it is true.
So I am not going to disclose it before it is confirmed.

>>July 8, 2005 at 9:51:06 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

All just one tick + one signature.
Not checked by T.?? except for a single singature.
one tick for whole piece of......

ONE TICK WITH SIGNATURE OR ONLY SINGATURE DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DID NOT READ THE WHOLE PASSAGE!!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ONE TICK/ SIGNATURE ONLY AS LONG AS I DID READ AND FOUND NO ERRORS IN IT??!!!
DOES A TICK REALLY THAT MATTER???
DOES A TICK REPRESENT EVERYTHING???
DOES IT MEAN THAT WITHOUT A TICK I DID NOT DO MY JOB???

FINE, I AM LEAVING AND I DON'T CARE!!!

2 interviews tmr and 1 of them needs my teaching demonstration.
Oh, I don't want to prepare anything!!!

Today's interview was a mess again.
They've shortlisted 3 candidates and I am one of them.
However, I don't think they will hire me.
The most discouraging thing is I heard a girl used foul language to curse her teacher.
FOUL LANGUAGE AGAIN!!! GOSH, I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!

>>July 7, 2005 at 11:27:33 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

Sometimes they really drive you crazy.
Sometimes they really make you wanna be a killer (I mean kill them).
But, there are moments that they make you feel so sweet.
There are moments that they touch your heart.
There are moments that you think you don't wanna leave them.
Can you imagine 3 F.4 boys invite a teacher to have lunch?
Can you imagine 3 F.4 boys buy their teacher a lunch?
Can you imagine 3 F.4 boys invite their teacher to take a photo with them?
Can you imagine any touching words spoken by 3 F.4 boys?

YES, I WANT TO BE A TEACHER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

>>July 5, 2005 at 1:38:08 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

Worry?
Yes, worry.
But what can I do???

>>July 5, 2005 at 11:41:43 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

YES, I AM NOT THAT ENTHUSASTIC IN TEACHING.
YES, I AM NOT A PATIENT PERSON.
YES, I AM NOT CARING.
YES, I RESIGNED.
YES, I DID NOT TEACH THEM TO BE GOOD.
YES, YES, YES. SO WHAT???

You are not me. What do you know???
Have you ever faced as much stress as me in catching students to finish their homework?
Have you ever faced as much stress as me in catching students to do their corrections or re-corrections?
Have you ever handled as many cases as me in fighting among students during the lessons?
Have you ever scolded by your students as much as me in foul language?
Have you ever faced colleagues that find every opportunities to incriminate you?

IF NO, THEN SHUT UP!!!
YOU ARE SO NO BODY!!!

>>July 4, 2005 at 9:55:46 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

Attend a workshop about teaching English in a dramatical way.
It was good.
Everyone enjoyed the games. You can hardly tell they are teachers.

Goodbye $495, hello Playboy handbag.
Nice BF really thought of buying me a LV handbag as my birthday gift.
No thanks, that's too expensive.
I'll buy it myself if I get an offer.

>>July 4, 2005 at 9:38:31 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 30 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!
I AM NOT FEELING WELL.
MY THROAT WAS ON FIRE ALL DAY!!!
I FORSEE THAT THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW I WILL START HAVING A COLD!!!

>>July 1, 2005 at 2:29:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 29 日 星期三 【乍寒還暖】

TODAY'S INTERVIEW IS A MESS!!!
I'm not the type of person they want.
I didn't teach Economics and Word Processing before.
I can't teach Computer.
I changed schools often.
I didn't practise speaking in English. (Actually only one question is asked in English as I told them I passed Brenchmark,
so the principal spoke in English immediately.)
I spoke terrible English.
I gave terrible answers.
I didn't ask decent questions.
I JUST RUINED EVERYTHING!!!

I'm not going to receive any calls next week.
I'M NOT GOING TO BE EMPLOYED BY ANY SCHOOLS FOR NEXT ACADEMIC YEAR!!!

Today's gathering with Grace, Clara and Alice is good.
However, I got a feeling that I'm going to drop out of their group
as I'm the only one that no longer teach in St Clare's.
I may not be able to catch up with their topics.

Spend money again because of shopping with them.
Brought a gorgeous hair pin ($40).
Wanna buy a pair of shorts which all of us thought gorgeous.
However, it only left the displayed one with a dirt. Save $160.

>>July 1, 2005 at 2:44:44 AM GMT+8