2005 年 8 月 25 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

世界之最（我願意）
作曲：馮家能
填詞：林夕

我　願意放棄我一切　換你一笑亦都抵
如若事業亦是個障礙　我為你放低
我　願意轉信你宗教　願意早晚未溫飽
我這犧牲若共她比較　你別要嚇跑

＊我最愛你　我最怕你　我最縱你　我最憎你
　我最怕我　生生死死使你受不起
　最襯你最近你也最記得你　話過你對我不起＊

＃如果我沒有福氣與你笑著入睡　可哭著浪漫又何懼
　跟不夭心的虛渡日夜做人何來　甚麼生趣
　如果我願意這說法太偉大負累　請鄙俗地做做情侶
　想生死相許這麼土都不愧世界之最＃

你　願意似我勇敢嗎　願意講你願意吧
如能立誓就別管真假　我願意信它
Repeat＊＃

誰敢抱著我睡　除非我像誰
貧窮疾病困惱挫折也要與你終生一起　這樣立誓毒嗎
可怕是我拿被熱戀的當箭靶　沉重到像笑話
自問我永遠都不化　你驚　才挑選了她
Repeat＃

誰敢抱著我睡　難道是我不對 Mmh...


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今日放左工，得閒得滯走左去聽歌．．唔．．聽返ｓａｍｍｉ既呢隻歌．
發覺自己仲唱得唔錯～好耐都唱過呢隻咯～之不過～今次純粹係ｍｏｏｄ到，
冇對象呀喵～ ＝田＝ 聽返好多ｓａｍｍｉ'ｓ歌！原來冇晒感覺喇喵～

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唔知stephen而家點呢下．．．唔．應該幾好啦，佢咁叻仔～
成日當左佢係全世界至叻既人～其實會唔會俾佢壓力呢～
不過問題係，佢都唔記得我係邊個！我有５０％以上肯定！
我都一早放棄架啦．但係又唔知點解一次又一次咁仆返過去～
曾幾何時覺得以佢為我人生目標係美好得不得了既事，
曾幾何時認為我找對左人，我既人生從此可以平平順順～
曾幾何時諗過從此只愛佢一人，為佢努力，貪生怕死～
曾幾何時計劃過我同佢既將來～為佢認認真真咁改變自己！

原來呢４個字真係大獲到不得了！全因為佢一句說話．．．．

”信心係我俾你架嘛 ”你地話我係咪ｂb丫．咁都信0既．低ｂ的我～
拖下拖下都咁耐．查實我地仲有冇機呢下～
我諗要問下佢喇呢獲～

　
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>>August 26, 2005 at 10:25:55 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 23 日 星期二 【雨】

Give Me A Chance Composed By Pong
Piano/Keyboard: Pong Vocal: Virgie


I Don't Know Why
You Made Me Cry
Do I Deserve To Wait This Long



Please Tell Me Why
Don't Say Goodbye
Let Me Be The One To Fill Your Heart 'Cos



＠ You Are The Reason I Believe In Love
In Everyday Of My Life
You Are The One I Respect And Love
I Wish You Keep On Eye On Me
Just Once Until You Learn
How Deep Is My Love For You



＃ So Give Me A Chance
So Give Me A Chance To Prove How Much I Love You
I'll Treat You Good, I'll Treat You Nice
I Will Be Forever By Your Side

I've Fallen For You
I've Fallen For You And It Is Now On Never
Why Can't You Love Me, Why Can't You Choose Me
Do You Think Its Late For You To Tell Me You Love Me Too
(Repeat ＠　＃)

Ooh-Wah
I Will Sing This Song Just To Express To You
Hoping That You Will Consider
I Am Asking You Please Don't Let Me Down
(Repeat ＃)



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Somewhere I Belong Linkin Park


(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person
With these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to loose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

＊I wanna heal, I wanna feel
　What I thought was never real
　I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
　(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
　I wanna heal, I wanna feel
　Like I'm close to something real
　I wanna find something I wanted all along
　Somewhere I belong＊

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way
I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I can't justify the way
Everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

Repeat　＊

I will never know myself
Until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else
Until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

Repeat　＊

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong


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>>August 24, 2005 at 7:43:22 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】

我諗我個樣長期都會係得個窿～唔～今期俾人地玩晒～
　
　　　情況真係咁恨錯難返～我諗係喇～真係一言驚醒夢中豬～唔．．．．

　　　妹豬成日都話”我咁大個女～都未試過．．．”呢個ｔｅｒｍ，唔陌生啦下話！

　　　　但係我可以同自己ｄ朋友講～”世事係咁架啦～可以點呀？”不過講堅丫．．．．

　　　　　又真係冇乜法子架喎！呀～點算呀～我冇咩ｃｏｎｆｉ架．．．


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　　　　　　真係無間道喇呢獲～


　　　　　　　

>>August 23, 2005 at 12:40:13 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 13 日 星期六 【炎熱】

我真係唔知妳究竟想講咩......唔同階段喎....我同Eva都係啦.......我同妳仲讀緊當代既日子...

佢都出左黎做野喇.......又唔見我地有事.....睇人架姐呢d野.....既然你咁樣覺得咪頂.......囉

我唔笑都唔代表咩野囉.....咁我地始終2種style....妳唔可能咁話我架喎......咁我有時同其他人一齊

都唔係咁好笑....又唔見佢地咁講....我嘗試恊調過我地既friendsahip.....學ａａ話,妳鐘意咪點囉....

妳開心妳鐘意的話....ｏｋ，ｆｉｎｅ！我冇野講....咁我而家咪咩都唔理同妳一齊癲啦.....

我一向都唔識笑架啦.....今日先知咩....咁驚咪走囉....我無迫妳要同我好fd好fd......

時代唔同左喇妹妹仔....歲月催人老....妳應該珍惜下身邊人囉....我又點同妳......

下下有男朋友錫住.....由細到大冇咩錯折......係咪??/ 我唔係喎..........

乜都要自己一個人支撐住....冇人可憐我...冇人0係我身邊....我當人地係寶....人地當我係草咋.....

妳根本就唔可以易地而處咁諗下我既處境....鬼唔知妳好命呀...我同ａａ都認架喎．．．．

我既夢...醒左啦....ｓｔｅｐｈｅｎ唔會再理我...我25歲結婚既夢......都已經幻滅！

我已經唔係學生...係屬於working pop.喇.....妳要天真妳要笑.....我又冇話唔俾妳笑喎.....隨妳....

我已經唔係妹妹仔....係....呢個年紀仲應該好開心咁享受緊校園生活,同自己鐘意既人一齊

sweetsweet.....但係我已經出左黎做野喇.....返唔到轉頭......個世界一下子就變左,唔會等人架......

我只可以盡量去adapt新既環境.......咁以前既呢個美景....我唯有放棄!!!!!!!!!!!! 我希望妳明白 ...

人唔作出犧牲 .... 就唔會有收獲....... 呢個人稱等價交換既道理 !!!

係呀... 我記得妳話過我貪名牌 ......... 但係妳唔好忘記每一蚊都係我辛辛苦苦搵返黎........

日日出街好天曬落雨淋....食野要慳住食.....因為咩呀....因為我要搵錢俾自己同屋企........

facial錢邊度黎呀....我自己搵架....咩都係自己慳返黎.......妳??靠個樣靠個身.....花瓶......

留返俾妳做啦..... 妳寧願咁樣犧牲的話我咪俾個叻妳囉.............ｏｋ？可能妳會覺得我講野尖左,

但係sorry，我一路忍左咁多年.....俾我發一次癲好冇??? 希望妳唔好再話我...唔好再中傷我....

檢討下自己同埋唔好再認為我好想以咁既面目去見妳同ａａ！最後就係...唔好只得投訴....嘗試

了解下分析下先.....


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想到你　夜深中突然心痛過
求憑著一首歌　你一生都記得我
想愛你　日子為何都給錯過
多少個秋和冬走過　才肯喜歡我


我唔理你點唔好點衰點無賴．只要你係ｓｔｅｐｈｅｎ．我就會係ａｎｋｉ．


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>>August 14, 2005 at 10:21:35 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 6 日 星期六 【酷熱】

我實在忍唔到d細路女囉........又話我arm又話我錯.........咁即係點呀.................

下次下次.....乜都下次.........咁我錯左可唔可以下次先俾你地話............

一個係咁兩個係咁.........係咪唔同階段就大晒.........

大把人同我唔同階段.....又會好好地架呢可...........

我都唔想嘈....我都唔想嬲...但係火起上黎.....控制到架咩............

唉....點解呀....有冇人可以tum下我呀.....有冇人可以話我知點解我會咁樣.............

不過我相信會好快冇野.....過兩,三日咪冇野囉......唔想解釋....唔想嘈......唔想諗...........

鬼叫而家咩都要自己面對咩.....喊完咪算囉.....可以點呀.........

好...算......下次唔好再係咁.......我唔係咁好老脾架咋........炸親你地就唔好啦.............


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Weezer
Damage in Your Heart

One more time
I have crossed the line
Now you won't be mine
Anymore

One more dream
Vanished up in smoke
Now I have no hope
Anymore

Let it go
The damage in your heart
Let it go
The damage in your heart
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel

One more tear
Falling down your face
Doesn't need that much to the world

One more loss
In a losing life
Doesn't hurt so bad
Anymore

Let it go
The damage in your heart
Let it go
The damage in your heart
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel

[guitar solo]

One more tear
Falling down your face
Doesn't mean that much
To the world

Let it go
The damage in your heart
Let it go
The damage in your heart
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel
I can't tell you how you want to make me feel
I cant tell you
I cant tell you
I cant tell you
How you want to make me feel


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就當係個天俾我既鍛鍊啦........不過我話你聽........你玩我唔死架.......


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好擔心Michael...唔該你快d好返......唔好再整傷自己喇......知唔知呀.........

>>August 7, 2005 at 3:17:38 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

想不起......有多久沒寫日記........可能近陣子.......busy得死了........

- 沒太多心情 ... 太專心工作喇. ......哈哈哈~~~~~~ 各位唔該見諒ｌａ！～

　
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近排喜歡聽 "葉宇澄 - 瑪莉與偉業" .................


歌手：葉宇澄 | 作曲：伍仲衡
填詞：夏至 | 編曲：英師傅


今天叫瑪莉　喜歡搜索舊戲飛
識幾個偉業　發表偉論頁頁儲起
哪個是你　逐個考究心理
留意得一個你　名叫不懂怕死

新聞發放後　決心不再讓你走
版主有暗號　看齣戲後直落喝酒
破折號變化　意思一再深究
沒法真身拖你手　延續對望難有

是你嗎　被你真心敷衍終於有代價
未算假　就算假的說話不敢相信嗎
是我嗎　到底連名字亦要設計吧
幾多修飾廢話　我想有日放假
願意登出確認身份再見嗎

幾多個瑪莉　天天張貼舊戲飛
得一個偉業　放心發夢靜待轉機
哪個是你　逐個考究心理
遊戲可否結束　別再大條道理

是你嗎　被你真心敷衍終於有代價
未算假　就算假的說話不敢相信嗎
是我嗎　到底連名字亦要設計吧
幾多修飾廢話　每秒鐘有待變卦
願意登出確認身份再見嗎

是我嗎　就快撕開思想請給我預告
是我嗎　夜半三點也在公開張貼壁報
是我嗎　說謊來迎合沒法再辦到
爭取到竟煩惱　就算肯跟我今晚共舞
誰是真的瑪莉怕未可預到




*我諗我要等下....等我ge白馬王子*　　


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朋友.....咪就係朋友囉......冇咩特別........2個字...........就係咁簡單............................

一次又一次咁失望..........而家d人係咪白痴架..............






　　　　　　　　　　

>>August 5, 2005 at 3:05:58 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

咁點呀........唔可以咁落去架喎...............


唔鐘意既話鐘意//// 鐘意既話唔鐘意///////////////









ｈｏｌｙ　ｓｈｉｔ～　　我想隨心所欲呀............................................

>>July 18, 2005 at 2:30:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

今日......同傻佬分手3周年.............紀念??


唉...無奈......點解要走呀........咁之後我點算???

唔會係我做錯咩嘛.......lisa又話唔請返喇..............

咁點呀..........冇晒野講啦............仲轉埋去aeroplane度.....玩死左~~

心情差死.......好感激amy同michael...........忍得我咁辛苦...........

可能你地已經決定左唔忍都未定呢 XD 我會好返.....過左今個月啦.........


心灰意冷.......對公司啦....同事啦....朋友啦.....屋企啦....感情啦..........


係咪某一樣野唔開心就跟住其他都會有問題發生.......???


唉........又喊喇我~~~點算好呀~~~~好想打俾阿哥....但係咁樣佢會好擔心同好無奈!!


最主要我想等自己開心返先~~接受事實/現實~~~先同人接觸返~~~~~~

好似今日咁.發左amy同michael脾世~~~~~~鬼叫今日係7月16 =-=


唔知點算~~~~害怕~~~~~恐懼~~~~~~~~~~~ 天喇 ！！！！！！！！！！

>>July 16, 2005 at 4:16:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 6 日 星期三 【綿綿細雨】

我從來唔會乞求人地可憐..............唔會刻意表露不快.............................


但係我真係好唔開心....呀..............................



喊喊喊喊喊喊喊喊喊喊..............都係冇意思架....................................]


救命呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~個胃好痛呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

>>July 7, 2005 at 3:01:44 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

　
開心從來未想我
孤單了才願找我
如舊抱著我 如舊熱切地親我
像是情人 偏不愛我

開心完全是因你
傷心了還是因你
從沒有伴侶
從來沒法認識你
心想放棄 卻已沒處飛

(仍)繼續繼續再親 動人動情動心
你傷我都要這麼震撼
我願你是女人 戀愛不發生
不必求你再熱烈抱緊
繼續繼續再等 沒停沒原沒因
等每一次你的過分
我恨我是女人 熱情難自禁
偷泣仍要這樣共你親吻


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開心完全是因你 傷心了還是因你
從沒有伴侶 從來沒法認識你
心想放棄 卻已沒處飛


唉.......我真的唔想放棄呀.........但係我又唔夠膽話佢知.........講左仲唔燶死...............

不想傷心多一次......願拋開憾事........

>>July 2, 2005 at 3:58:08 PM GMT+8