2004 年 11 月 25 日 星期四 【晴】

我討厭人哭
更討厭自己哭
因為"哭"
1是懦弱
2是討人可憐
也因肥任的一次訓誡
他說
不可因一件事(會考)失敗了而哭
因為種咩因得咩果
結果係點自己應該一早心中有數
應該要接受
哭為咩
一D用都冇
要做O既應該係想下自己下一步應該點做
而唔係喊...
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我
越來越憎我自己

>>November 25, 2004 at 11:21:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 25 日 星期四 【晴】

見返
肥Jovial
珊
Herman
Kitman
藍輝
KA MAN
Rooney Cheung
等......
當我返到去o既時候
每個我心愛o既friend 都主動hi我
擁抱我
先至最感動我
因為佢地咁做
證明左佢地對我的
掛念和關愛
也是我期待已久的
就是不用我自己開口問
你們也會主動告知我
你地在乎我

>>November 25, 2004 at 11:09:13 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】

Today's English channel.
Good evening everyone,
I'm Trista Lau form 6A in BuddhistTai Kwong Middle School.
Yesterday night Cookie didn't phone to me,
however she had promised to phone me before she go to bed.
Was she too happy and excited that forgotten me?
Or just because she didn't go to bed?
Anyway, that's not I want to comcern today since there is another "BIG" event would happen TODAY!
I, am the guide of the student visiters from Ireland of the exchange programme!
And I feel really great since I just have beed long time didn't talk to foreigners for such a long time and talk about such lots of things!
Well I guess English maybe is not their mother tongue.
Some of them pronounce words with a heavy "r" sounds,
and some of them sthen\m speak with monotone with lots of "m","well","aurrr"...
And maybe my guest were quite shy and I am so fearful that they are so frighten to ask me questions..
And now, I just afriad if the "approach" of tomorrow...
since all the silly things i did and things that shown I am such incapable
will be shown to all of my schoolmates(=_=wanna FUxK)
Another thing I would like to mention is,
I can finally meet Lam Fai today after school today!
But just don't know who he was talking with (that "uncle"),
anyway, just see him in the coming Thursday(25/11).
On that day,
I'll dress up and make up myself as pretty as I can(if my body allow me to do so since my skin is not always good enough)
just because of he, he and HE will come !!!!
Oh my god!!!
=///=
MY PRETTY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've only got U inside my mind , U know U have made me blind......
Oh ny pretty pretty boy I love U!!!!...
Just tell me U love me too!!!......
In these 2 days,
most of my classmates went to the prefect camp and the class became much quiet...(so great)
and we have played for te whole two days(for me, I didn't play much but also didn't have any "real" lessons too.However, I can still learn a lot, and especially English, today's the frist time I found myself had leard some English since I got to form 6)

>>November 24, 2004 at 10:52:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】

老爸一返黎就xx我
攪到我喊x曬
今日心情己不理想 ga la
勁想xx佢
不過
x叫佢係我老爸
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friend 有得"簡"
唔鍾意可以飛起佢
用粗口xx佢
但係親人冇得"簡"
切肉不離皮
何必做到口阻面阻?
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唔好講親戚 la
其他人都係
大家係得度
能互相認識
這就是"緣"
我並不信佛
但我信有緣份
我信有D o野 係天意
係整定
雖然人定勝天
但大家既然有緣相會
或是事件因有緣而發生
我們又何不豁然面對?
學去面對
學去接納
去相處
去了解
才會體諒、珍惜
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只有先克服自己主觀的厭惡感
嘗試認識
當了解事件本身
便會自然愛上它了喔!
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你地可能覺得我唔識欣賞別人
但我卻會包容
包容不同包庇
不同隻眼開隻眼閉
包容是寬恕
是教導
是出自真心的關懷
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不過
人總有軟弱O既時候
我自問係個典型的"短跑手"
冇咁好心機同你地"磨"
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要知道
別人的關心不是必然的
你在不在意是一回事
但你珍惜的東西尚且不會為你停留
何況你沒有珍惜?
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機會從來不會消失
只是被別人拿走了
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女人的心一但死了
便怎樣也不能叫它復活
而且
狠起心來
可是很恐怖的唷......

>>November 22, 2004 at 10:30:09 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】

今日藍輝...
放我飛機
算
聽日見!
Uncle Mou 放學phone黎
叫我tmr去做接待
SHxT!
我乜x都唔知
點做!?
唔緊要
我咁精靈
實冇問題o既~

>>November 22, 2004 at 9:11:15 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 22 日 星期一 【晴】

今日...
見到orange kit個頭...
笑到爆曬嘴(勁seven=_=)
威仔就唔同la
靚仔左好多喔~
今晚唔知cookie 記唔記得phone 我呢?

>>November 22, 2004 at 2:37:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 20 日 星期六 【晴】

今日
終於買左新鞋lu
成$559 ar
好expensive ar=_=
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prefect 去camp
有排都見唔到
cookie
orange kit
niceo!?佢地
我咪會好寂寞lor e 幾日
eeeeee
人家不依嘛~
我會時刻"懷念"您們的
您們也要記得吃飽,小心上路喔~
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Monday 放學
dated藍輝
期待中...
(有咩好期待?　
唔知呢?)
都long time 冇chat with TimTim lu
唔知佢點呢而家......
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琴日
同Mr Lee(呀民)煲左陣粥
感覺良好
遲A再傾(mmmmmmm)
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我呀爸似乎對我身邊出現的雄性動物非常敏感
所以請
貴 先生們 連絡本人時先致電本人之手提電話
不便之處
敬請原諒

>>November 21, 2004 at 12:07:57 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

......
吃了很多東東...

>>November 18, 2004 at 5:23:03 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

有時 D o野
我講咩
你地聽左就算LA
我咁講得就有我O既原因
我胡扯,支支吾吾
就唔好再問
因為我只會給你扯一個真些的謊話
(像今日XXXXXX XXX 呀個D人咁)



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PS
明天我說話將口齒不清(+"痴"脷根)
請多包涵

>>November 18, 2004 at 5:21:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

心情異常惡劣
明日天氣預測:
繼續甚至更惡劣

>>November 17, 2004 at 8:23:33 PM GMT+8