2006 年 7 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

Why am I so stupid? How could I've done such stupid thing?

O God... my heart is so heavy...

>>July 18, 2006 at 10:58:57 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

Why does God want us to share instead of hoarding our goods?

I know... at least I think I know... after I have the realization...

Just like eating... if you eat too much, you'll get a big tummy and it certainly doesnt feel good. However, after you crap the stuff out, you'll feel better once again!

Of course, I'm not saying that you should give others after you've leftover... instead, you should do it ahead of time before you enjoy your own shares... like...

If you give others the food before you eat your share... ie your share will be smaller... you won't get overloaded and its certainly a pleasure to see others to be fed happily.

It's a simple theory, yet how many people can truly understand and apply it?

>>June 16, 2006 at 9:04:38 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 29 日 星期五 【颳風】

It is when the moon falls that the sun rises again...

... it is when a lost soul is abandon that it could be picked again...

>>April 30, 2005 at 8:04:26 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 23 日 星期三 【颳風】

3.5 years have passed away... now the ambition burns again...

Kev's right... home-sick, living uptown, school busy... are all excuses of bad time-management...

Why do people have to scramble back, saying that this land has no opportunity? Well it's not that it doesn't have any opportunity... it's the fact that people are not working hard enough to find it. It's all about heart and effort...

Ever wonder why loads of resumes are sent but nearly none of them respond? It's because of lack of connections... Those people who get hired early before they grad because 1) Their marks are outstanding and attractive or 2) They spend extra effort in building connections to get themselves well prepared.

Don't be aa study-bookworm-freak... it won't get you anywhere unless your marks are in the heavenly high range... If you don't think you belong to such category, then don't waste your time trying to achieve so... I mean... even if you try but you can't get to that category except loading yourself with loads of stresses, what's the point? Why not spend the time elsewhere to get yourself more involved in school and enjoy the 4 years of university life instead of thinking that it's a torment?

It's all about the process AND the result...

[A]mbition drives......

>>March 24, 2005 at 1:14:23 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

When I've tried my best to turn the tide yet it still doesn't work... prayer is the only solution... God will make a way...

God Will Make A Way
Words and music by Don Moen
Proverbs 3:6
"In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. "

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way.
By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today.

God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way, He will make a way

I'll let time to prove that my heart and effort has never moved...

I love you...

>>March 5, 2005 at 2:01:59 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】

*sigh*... even writting diary has to be pushed...

>>February 21, 2005 at 11:30:37 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 29 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

This blog is starting to get dusty... sometimes I just think that I have to post something so that the webmaster won't warn me about not posting anything for 14 days.

Perhaps it's the fact that I'm no longer single... that, whenever I have thoughts, I could share it with my soul mate... and no longer need to spill them all out here. Or perhaps, it's just the sense of fulfillment that I no longer need to complain... either because someone is there for me to complain, or I no longer need to complain.

Reading my postings from before... Most of them are complains. From the feelings of disatisfaction towards people's irrational, materialistic mind, to my own stresses... It seems like I am still not... having a strong mind by then... don't know how to rely on Him, nor her... but not anymore...

Perhaps this blog won't be updated as often... but perhaps... it's the spontaneous thoughts once in awhile that gives some suprises?

>>January 30, 2005 at 12:56:17 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

Sometimes, I'd think that what stretches the distance between people are our wealth and our pride...

>>January 17, 2005 at 11:36:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

On a winter evening, a person, in his thick fur coat, finishes his wild shopping, walks by the street and sees a beggar shaking in cold. He stops and and looks at the beggar.

The beggar asks, "Can you please spare me some change? It's very cold and I heard that it would be even cold tonight. I don't need much, all I ask for is just some petty cash so that I can buy a piece of bread and rest in somewhere warm, at least to survive the night."

The person replied, "Poor fellow, what a misfortunate person you are. Here, I'll remember to remember you and support you always... in prayer, ok?"

Then the person walks away...



I don't know whether the beggar can survive at the end or not, but it's surely nice for the person to "support" the beggar through prayer when he could actually do something to support him.

Are we just like this person too?




Well... newayz, happy new year pals!

>>January 2, 2005 at 1:21:24 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 23 日 星期四 【乍雨乍晴】

It's Christmas... and this year it's different from my previous ones...

I'm no longer single... haha... won't have to tolerate the depression of having holidays alone!!!

This year I bought quite a few gifts for others... not that I expect others will gimme anything back... but "施比受更有福". I'm not rich... in fact I only have $20 left (so for those who don't get a gift, don't ask me for one... because I give those to people for a reason... I'm not rich enough to even give gifts for my good friends... so my dear friends... haha... tolerate ha la, 10yrs later u'll hav them from me) for the rest of the holiday... haha... but I'm happy to see others receive the gifts... because I am happy when I receive gifts...

This year, what do I want as a Christmas gift? I want...

A big fat snowman made by me and her together...
To have her smile and be happy everyday...

...both of which are beyond my complete control... but I'll try my best to make it happen... haha...

After devotion today, I realize... I may not be, or become, the richest person in the world, or the most muscular one... but I can definitely say that I would be the happiest one because I know that I'm in Him... the peace of mind is never so strong... the happiness from the fact that someone is always watching me and supporting me... Thanks God... I once again give you the credit in this blog... I may not have $ nor Christmas gifts... but You fave me loads of friends and brothers and sisters to spend my Christmas holiday w/ me... and that's a blessing already... I have a stuffed tummy everyday and thats Your blessing too... haha too much to count all of them... perhaps it's also a blessing that I'm trying to diet but you always make me a lil' chubby? ahhahaha

... and hey God You know what? thx for giving me my relationship w/ her... that's the biggest gift for me everyday... You rock God!!!! haha...


Merry Christmas pals!


p(^.^)q

>>December 24, 2004 at 12:11:56 AM GMT+8