2005 年 9 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

今日9月2日~暑假完左~終於form5....
唔知8個月後...我又會唔會打...終於完左la~

尋日一返到去就俾有話比我聽一d都幾驚訝既野la~真係好驚訝~我有唱衰過呢位人兄咩?連我自己都唔知...照我記憶~我form4 o個年都唔知有無同呢位人兄講超過5句說話......

後來...見到miss雷~見到4c班人~王sir叫4c排好隊...第一個笑話~後來搞班務搞左都ok耐下~後來竟然要選班長同班會.....差少少做左班長...好彩~最終都俾我到過班社代表~為將來有幸升上form6...求得一官半幟鋪路中~~仲有如果今年既上學vcu win左的話....可能會有一個位俾我做...不過...win左先算....還掂都唔駛做野...=.="...可惜...個名好低b....驚做左會變低b.......

校長依然好顛~搞左好多既無謂野~搞到d人唔可以著冷衫....本人覺得...唔著冷衫...件衫唔多好睇~不過~唔關我事~只要唔好搞到我就得la~而家仲要自己買paper.....咩校學....遲d可能無lift搭...間歇性供電......可能...連學校囉黎打鐘放學既鐘....遲d都要變撞鐘.....人手操作....傳統到爆....

今日測bio....15分鐘~revision一個~測完走人~....隔離o個梁澆敏....唉....我發覺得d黑仔力量未走....一坐就要同佢坐....仲要睇親黑板都要望住佢.........miss lai 電左直hair~幾好睇wo~靚左好多~無以前咁亂~真係好~

放學同左呢個既男仔食~返黎途中見到阻路四小花........呢個名夠晒貼切~
我似乎真係好衰~唔知我邊度得罪人...對一d人太好又俾覺得反感~對一d人唔好就唔再講la~我諗我真係要做到咩都唔做~咁就最好la~~

打完~係咁多先la~遲d再打~無言俾我留~首歌都就黎完lo............
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>>September 2, 2005 at 8:02:01 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】

改左板～唔太識分以前ｏ個個靘ｄ定系而家ｏ個個靚ｄ～只可以用期鼓相當來形容～

就快返學ｌａ．．．又系新既一年～但今年無左往年的想返學．．．返學對我而言只覺得系死亡的通牒．．．離自己的死亡時間越黎越近．．．可唔可以俾多一年ｆｏｒｍ４我．．．唔清楚系呢一年會有咩事發生．．．只系知道會步步為艱．．．有點誇張添．．．不過是但ｌａ．．．俾ｄ信心自己．．．就系咁多～

今日老豆無返～話要同我食ｌｕｎｃｈ～最後我推左～佢同阿妹出左去食～後來就去左做牌ｌａ～系屋企無聊系度睇電視～睇呢個既特務迷城～成龍主演．．．可能真系太悶～所以覺得好好睇～又幾好笑～ｏｋ好睇．．．後來未睇完就出左去ｌｏ～出左去呢個上水～都唔知自己ｏ個腦裝咩野．．．記得帶又唔記得囉．．．好彩最後都無人囉度～！！太好～同佢囉完眼鏡就去左呢個叫花果山既物體食湯水～眼鏡無咩問題～無咩特別～ｏｋ好睇～只系睇唔慣～

之後就返呢個屋企～架車好唔穩定～見到自己做左做左醫生．．．無咩野講．．．苦笑＝＝”後來佢就返左屋企ｌｏ～

一個平淡既兩個鍾就咁過左～無咩特別～已經四個月～唔經唔覺～時間過得實在太快．．．時間好快消失～

返緊入大埔既時候．．．諗返起小小野．．．會唔會有ｄ可笑呢．．．系我既記憶中．．．好似有一個影像話我知我上過ｏ個架車．．．仲有好多人係度添．．．坐係ｂｏｎｂｏｎ側邊ｏ個個．．．係邊個呢？！．．．諗唔起．．．哎呀！真係諗唔起．．．定係我記錯呢．．．無理由ｏ個ｗｏｒ．．．邊個呢．．．唉．．．記唔起．．．

返到黎坐左陣．．．無野做．．．過左陣就去大家樂食飯～今日好好胃口～食左大碟炒飯～後來仲囉埋阿妹ｏ個半碟焗豬～食到好飽～

原本以為差少少功課做就好好．．．點知電腦唔聽話．．．ｖｉｄｅｏｃｌｉｐ變左ｓｏｕｎｄｃｌｉｐ．．．得聲無字無圖．．．聽到嘔．．．４個鐘就咁無左．．．
回言．．．ｎ年無回言．．．．．
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
ｒｅ：ａｂｃ．．．你邊位．．．我無用的．．．俾我也沒用．．．本人．．．不太好影相呢．．．ａｎｙｗａｙ．．．多謝．．．
ｒｅ：ｐｉｎｋｙ～好耐好耐無回言．．．我都唔知點解無打都會有６４６４咁多．．．已經一年ｌａ個日記．．．當初都唔知點解會開個日記．．．而家又覺得個日記幾好．．．真矛盾．．．咁都俾你撞到係你ｏ個組既口號．．至勁係你～你對上個留言都已經係７月２１號～果然夠耐．．．．．．荒廢左呢個日記好耐呢．．．．．．

ｒｅ：安．．．點呢．．．你都好耐無留言．．．我打左ｌａ～仲唔黎？
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終於．．．完成曬我今日要做既野．．

>>August 28, 2005 at 6:32:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 24 日 星期三 【微雨】

好好好耐~成兩個星期無打日記~日日都無咩野好打~唔係起身就訓覺。暑期真苦悶~咩都唔想做...只係想訓係度...咩都唔諗~唔諗以前...唔諗而家...更加唔諗將來....可惜~仲有幾日...呢種日子就過完lo...時間過得真係快...兩個月就咁就俾我用左....

差d唔記得...唔經唔覺~呢個日記已經有一年歷史~~一年之中~發生左太多事~不能盡錄~好多事都不能控制~但諗返起都卻覺得好開心~今日去左王安屋企~見到幾張相~有旅行既~都有christmas pary既~幾開心~可能係岩~返學日子係最開心既~記憶中o個日其實心情唔係幾得~好似係朝早o個唔夠一個鐘算係心情最得既時候...

諗諗下...好多野自己都捉唔住...係極多...每一日都有...捉唔住...錯過左太多野...成日要我二選一.....結果唔見左好多野....實在太多...完本有一d係自己記憶既地方竟然變左空白...可惜....

如果大家都仲係form4的話....幾好呢...我諗會開心好多...至少唔駛面對咁多野...太殘酷la呢個世界...樣樣野都要爭...唉...未出世首先就要爭入粒卵子...出左世未識行就爭野食...爭野玩...剛剛3歲竟然就已經要同人爭第一....爭唔到第一又爭第二....無論讀書...上廁所...行路...搭車...搭lift...咩都要爭...咩事ar...爭爭下爭到入中學...唔經唔覺爭左16個年頭......我仲要爭到幾時.....可笑既地方係竟然係在不知情既情況中習慣左爭呢一樣野............

似乎俾得太多野自己諗...太得閒...放假累人...唔放假可能會好d...唉...到左幾個鐘頭之後...仲係唔明人生出黎為左可野...唔明我阿爸點解可以朝早返工...夜晚返屋企訓覺...第二朝又係咁...日日如是...佢為左咩野...到頭黎都得唔到......仲有樓下個阿叔...`日日坐係條街度飲酒...佢又點解可以咁...佢唔悶架咩?!.......太多唔明白...呢個話顥似乎多諗無益...應該暫時放下......到左一定年紀再諗吧.......

太多太多假設...假設永遠係完美...搞到覺得自己比原來更差......知道自己係好煩...=.="唔肯聽人講...遲早嚇走人....想法唔一樣掛~應該係la~好唔同...

仲有野想打...但故事再精美又點......俾我只會浪費...唔打la...

黎緊幾日應該都會再打一篇...到時唔知又會打d咩....呢!

>>August 25, 2005 at 6:19:34 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 5 日 星期五 【晴】

陽光歷次消散別去
無理沖擊我心緒
前景沒法打算怎麼
誰會偷生遠方裡
每次記憶哭笑
將心意再變改
一分一秒
無意對一切話別
無意卻遠走它方

無奈靜聽不捨心聲
和我偏偏正呼應
前方或會一生奔波
無悔這一生經過
縱有冷風飄過
將心緒再痛逼
緊守不變
無意對一切話別
無意再遠走它方


沒有淚光風裡勁闖
懷著心中新希望
能衝一次多一次不息自強
沒有淚光風裡勁闖
重值根於小島岸
如天可變風可轉不息自強
這方向


>>August 6, 2005 at 3:49:22 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

好ｋａｉ子．．．好ｋａｉ子．．．

食多左加飲大左．．．＝＝

唔要理．．．咩都唔要．．．

點解要我經歷．．．唔關我的事．．．

又痴左線．．．

要睇化ｄ．．．化ｄ．．．．．．

>>August 5, 2005 at 5:43:27 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】

又系打日記既時候~今日無咩特別~一起身就做下功課~11點幾~打一個電話打黎~但系我要落去食野ar....所以唔好意思ar~返黎做多陣就打比你la~好驚你悶....講左都ok耐~又講左好多唔應該講出黎既野~不過都幾好笑....系自己好笑....

o個時真系好開心架~不知不覺間~眼前多左一個人~雖然你o個時對我就....哈~冷熱咩都有~摸不著頭腦~系你身上感受以前從來無感受過既感覺~同你一齊真系好舒服~咩都唔駛諗~有時想你行過黎罵下我~都唔想你唔理我~雖然有d變態....但我真系有咁諗過架~

而家好蠢~o個時唔好得去邊....真系諗唔到點去搵你...你人又高豆....要搵個藉口同你講下野都難...記得差唔多次次都會俾你惡鬧一餐......o個時真係覺得自己好蠢~有時俾你鬧完之後....會諗下....點解今次又激親佢...可唔可以搵次唔好激嬲佢架....不過點都好~開心架~

後悔往日無爭取過起初....可惜今朝無法挽回當初....

真係慘~一個俾我可以有d惡既日子就咁就過左...而家既我....真係真係~大聲d都唔敢....=.="點算呢....無計o個wor......自己鍾意....自己享受....總之就真係好開心~~~~~~~~~

不過呢~如果聽曬我話就真係最好la~係咁既話~嘩~全世界最幸福一定係我~一定係~哈哈哈~

講返今日~其實我信你架~一開始已經係~我只係想你諗清楚d~到底~我所擁有既位置係邊姐~唔好唔清唔楚ma~信我當然信你~都唔駛手振~每一個人都有過去~只係想你唔好避~如果要避的話....明顯我要避既地方比你多好多~但我都好坦白咁講曬出黎架la~唔駛怕我介意~因為我從來無介意~介意既人只係得你一個~

好la~講第二樣~終於俾我做完physic.........=.="做到pk...但好似好多唔識....唉....努力吧....對自己無期望~因為唔敢有期望~知道希望越大....失望越大....可以做既就只有盡力~唔可以俾自己咩承諾....只有盡力做到最好....唔想用口講....我份人唔鍾意係未完成一件事之前就講到自己有幾好幾好...都唔係好鍾意俾人讚....只想做到無愧於自己....唔要再理其他人講咩....~我講既~哈

而你呢方面呢~我知道我咩都唔夠人好~為你既不離不棄而感動~今日~唔可以俾到d咩承諾你~咩都俾唔到你....如果你有時間既~希望你可以等我~我會用我呢個無比既毅力~去努力爭取將來~我比3秒你會考慮下~準備~1...2....3...好夠鐘~你唔出聲就代表同意o個lo wor~好~就咁決定~

我唔係好想post上去.........................=.="
唔係好似我作風....點算....為左一個女仔打呢d野....實比人笑死..........
哈...算....咩都唔知~~~~又係唔知~

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re:pinky~唔緊要wor....一次無得出~我唔介意~~只要你有o個個心就得la~明唔明~我好眼訓...諗唔到有咩回俾你ar...唔好意思.....

re:安~有咩好笑....不過~你笑la~由你~鬼叫同你咁fd........

>>July 24, 2005 at 6:01:48 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

今日ok開心~終於見到佢笑la......等左幾耐...
明顯心情好壤俾人控制左....總之就開心la~
可惜時間唔多....不過大把機會....

唔可以成日陪到你~對唔住ar,不過得會有時間架~真架...其實夜晚我係最得閒o個lo...
聽日下午都係要出去架....是但la~
好眼訓ar….

>>July 19, 2005 at 5:33:44 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

今日心情好複雜添.....我應該講咩好....好似講咩都無咩興趣咁...好唔舒服添...
我唔知自己打緊咩...唔識表達...唔識講野...咩都唔識...

人言微輕.....唔知系唔系...但....可能系掛....

今日有兩個機會架...但...唔識把握......最後都系...無好收場....點算好呢....無咩心機...
死la.....好似仲內疚添....點算好=.=........又唔知要自責幾耐....

唔想咁樣ar......
點算好ar........
難得打日記...打埋呢d野...唔好意思....

明白而家講咩都唔會有用...不過...照打la....唔打都打左....是但la...自己問題.......耳仔唔係聽野架.....唔迫到埋身都唔聽..........................好衰...........
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>>July 18, 2005 at 2:46:28 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 10 日 星期日 【晴】

今日打唔到日記......聽日要早起.....我怕起唔到身....

但今日好開心~開心到死~

>>July 10, 2005 at 4:26:52 PM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

有點無聊～ＰＯＳＴ下龍珠Ｄ相～哈～愛足佢１６年～～１６周年記念～值得慶祝～
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>>July 10, 2005 at 5:08:27 AM GMT+8

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